"Rosie~ are you home?"

"mhm. why? are you coming over?"

"you guessed it babe."

"okay, I'll be waiting."

Jimin cut the call before shoving it back into his pocket to look around the busy street with a small flower bouquet in his hand, impatient to give it to his girlfriend of 3 years, Roseanne Park. with a big smile on his face, he had been planning a marriage proposal for her as he wanted to take their relationship to the next step after years and years of waiting. although he was quite sure she would say yes, he still wasn't able to shake off that nervous feeling he had been having since this morning no matter how hard he tried to distract himself.

wanting her to have a sexy portray of him the moment he enters her house, he decided to not overthink about it and show a manly side of him instead. he gathered up all his courage into this special event he had in mind without any worries. "I can do this." he encouraged himself, his fists clenched with determination as he walked to her house with a great aura of confidence surrounding him.

Jimin's POV.

Rosé and I have been dating for almost 3 years now and today is the day, that I'll say the four words which I've been long waiting to say. I can't turn back now. of course not. I'm gonna do it, right? sigh, how I wish there was someone to comfort me and tell me I can do this, but sadly, this is supposed to stay as a secret between only me, myself and I.

anyways, I finally made it to her house. ding! as I pressed the door bell, I felt the heavy pressure on my back and I started to sweat rapidly not knowing what to expect. Rosé, please open the door... I slightly tapped my hand on the door as I thought this. good thing her neighbourhood is pretty quiet, I don't want anyone to see me making a wish right there on the door step while waiting for my girlfriend to open the door with my forehead almost wet from beads of sweat, especially due to the hot weather, while also holding a flower bouquet in one hand and the other dug inside my pockets to keep my cool image infront of her.

....

silence. everything was silent. despite the loud noises coming from the vehicles passing by the road and the sounds of nature such as birds chirping and the wind howling gently, my thoughts were blank, I couldn't think of anything else but her. is she not home? she told me she was though, why would she lie to me? when suddenly, someone finally answered the door, "huh?" the person peaked outside, and I met eyes with them. unfortunately, reality let me down once again as her mom opened the door instead. she gave me a bright smile, "Jimin dear, what are you doing here with that flower–" I tried to hide it behind my back to prevent her from getting suspicious, "ah, nothing! where's Rosé?" I asked, trying to wipe the sweat off my face while also trying to act calm as much as I could.

"ah, she's in her room. I'll let her know you're here," she noticed I was trying to hide something but decided to not say anything about to it.

I interrupted, "oh, no that won't be necessary. I'll do it myself." I then excused myself.

end of Jimin's POV.

he walked to her room timidly with a straight poker face to hide this inner worry of rejection, being a bit excited as well. he gulped his feelings of nervousness down his throat as he placed his hand on the door knob to greet his girlfriend with a positive look. he bit his lip, then glanced inside as he opened the door without knocking, to surprise her, obviously. unfortunately, he wasn't prepared for what was behind that door – and what he saw almost made his heart drop on the ground and break into millions of pieces.

not only did he get his plan backfired big time, but also his heart shattered as if it got bruised by a thousands of needles and pins, so badly to the point it felt like it would never recover. Rosé..you.. his eyes widened, getting overwhelmed by a mix of feelings he couldn't even name.

she was fully ***** on the bed, a man on top of her, pining her to the bedsheets. he saw her teary eyes begging for him to help her – her legs shaking violently and trembling with fear – and her thin lips painted bright red hinting aggressive kisses. he froze and stopped in his tracks immediately to stare at her with displeased eyes. he felt so betrayed, he couldn't help but yell at her – not out of anger, but out of betrayal instead, "Roseanne Park, don't think I'll ever come back to you after this–" he threw the flowers on the ground for her to see what he had been preparing all day, causing them to damage a bit. the disappointment on his eyes made Rosé shed a few more tears, only this time, out of guilt.

"no Jimin, listen to me, it's not what it looks like!" she finally spoke up as she tried to shove the man away and quickly dress herself back up to chase after Jimin.

"I saw what I saw, and that's end of story." he slammed the door shut as he took his leave. he felt hot and heavy tears full of sadness and despair running down his cheeks uncontrollably, unable to breathe due to the agony of seeing his beloved making love with another man which was not him.

Rosé, did you really not feel for me? this whole fucking time?

Rosé's POV.

shit, I cussed, turning back to face my so-called friend who almost raped me just now, "do you even know what you have done, you idiot?!" I cried. "I do. you and Jimin just broke up. meaning, you're mine now." he struck a evil smirk, almost making me throw up seeing his disgusting face so delighted and satisfied as his plan to tear me and Jimin apart was an epic success. his plan was to set up a fake sex scene between me and him for Jimin to see when he walks in my room, since he knew well that Jimin was coming to see me today, eventually leading the huge misunderstand to a breakup so that I can be his girlfriend, aka, little toy to fool around with.

I felt a burning anger inside me that very second, getting even more mad knowing the fact his plan actually worked. "shut up!" I slapped him hard, making his head turn to the side dramatically. and him being the hot-tempered jerk he is, grabbed my arm aggressively and slammed me against the wall.

"you little bitch," he glared at me with his dark and soulless eyes. I didn't regret anything, he deserved it, from the harsh words to the red hand mark on his face.

"....you're so fucking naive!" he then laughed maniacally like a literal psycho from the mental hospital. I glared back at him, then took my chance and kicked him in the balls without hesitation, "ow–" he groaned in pain and bent down on his knees, stumbling backwards.

I didn't have time to deal with him as I quickly ran to the living room, "mom, I need to go." I was in such a rush, I felt like I ran as fast as a bullet. "honey, where–" my mom got rudely cut off when I suddenly shut the main door without letting her finish. I ran in to the road in front of my house, running as fast as I could aimlessly, hoping to spot Jimin anywhere while also bumping into a few strangers by accident.

huff, huff, I panted, almost out of breath, making my stop as I reached the main street. I was exhausted as hell from running all the way from my house to the where Jimin's house was located in, not even bother changing the lame clothing combination I was wearing that I randomly picked on my bedroom floor.

my eyes were quick to notice his leather black jacket and sky blue jeans from afar, his usual outfit. although there were many people with similar clothing, my eyes were somehow glued on that one person who had the same walking pattern as him – only he can pull off anything looking effortlessly hot, even something dumb, remind me why I fell for him again? anyways, I wasn't sure if it was him or not but I was bound to follow them anyway to see where their stop was. and sure enough! it was my Jimin.

end of Rosé's POV.

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this chapter contains sensitive topics such as s*cide & depression which some readers might find uncomfortable/take negatively. read at your own risk.

continuing story..

"Jimin!" Rosé exclaimed happily, about to run up to the love of her life who was at the other side of the road, when suddenly, she stopped in her tracks to see him run up to an unfamiliar person "huh?" she was a woman wearing a pink floral patterned hoodie with denim jeans, and was definitely not anyone she knew, which made her suspicious. who the? she paused to watch him kiss the women's cheeks, take her hand, then walk away to wherever, leaving nothing but a heartbroken Rosé in the middle of the streets.

she witnessed a crushing sensation inside her head, feeling sadder than ever. she felt her eyes getting hot once again as tears kept streaming down her face along with feelings of deep distress and sorrow. "Jimin..i can't believe you.. you had been meeting up with a women behind my back this whole time?!" she wanted to say it loud and clear for him to hear, feeling the urge to cry louder too.

she heard the sound of her heart breaking, crumbling down a into thousands of pieces. ugh.. she pressed her lips together tightly, unable to speak any more words. she couldn't bare it any longer seeing him with another woman that should've been her, and could only think of running off to somewhere where she won't be suffering anymore, or be feeling this much pain. and of course, she did exactly as her heart commended. "ah–" when suddenly, she tripped on a rock and fell, hurting her ankles as well as cutting her knee a bit, leaving her helpless on the ground.

arriving home with a broken ankle, puffy red eyes, messy hair and a bruised knee for her parents to worry over wasn't an option, therefore she decided to drop by her friend's and sleep there. once she arrived, she clicked on the doorbell and waited for her friend to answer.

"oh, Rosie! whacchu doing here?" she asked happily as her face lit up to see her dear friend Rosé in front of her door step. however, her smile soon disappeared, replacing a worried look as she noticed Rosé in a terrible condition, "oh my god, what happened? how you get this much injured?" she quickly pulled her in the shelter, "I'm okay, don't worry about me." said Rosé, her voice trembling. "no, you're not!" her friend held Rosé in her arms and patted her forehead gently, "you have a fever too??" she panicked.

she brought Rosé to her bedroom and gave her some hot tea, "relax, okay? how are you feeling?" she said calmly, taking her hand.

"I'm feeling fine."

"oh, that's great to hear. anyway, I'll let you sleep on the bed,"

"no no, I can sleep on the floor–"

"Rosie stop being stubborn, your condition would worsen."

"alright.."

Rosé's POV.

it was already midnight and I couldn't even sleep a wink the whole time, everything I could think of was Jimin. Jimin this, Jimin that.

my eyes felt dry after hours and hours of crying as I kept getting flashbacks of him walking with that woman. who is she to him? is she his new girlfriend or something? I knew Jimin wouldn't do that to me, maybe he just needed something to went his anger and sadness on after what happened, but, I still couldn't help but wonder if they might be a thing. for sure I could've relieved my stress at least a bit if I was able to drift off to sleep somehow, but sadly, no. I couldn't.

in the end, I gave up trying to sleep and stood up from my bed to look around the dark lightless room. "I.. I don't think I wanna keep going." I mumbled to myself before rubbing my eyes, feeling tired of crying all night. I wiped off my runny nose from a tissue, then headed outside to find the lake in front of her house shimmer in the light emitted from the moon. although I would've taken the time to admire the breathtaking beauty of the scene while admiring the silver full moon shining above the sky, I certainly wasn't in the mood to do that tonight.

meanwhile, with Jimin

it was the dead of night, and coincidentally, he wasn't able to fall asleep either. he decided to go on a stroll near the infamous bridge which was quite popular among lovers, photographers, and people who admire beautiful lake sceneries in general. he found a quiet spot near a café – and speaking of which – he got a warm drink that seemed to perfectly fit the mood, but mainly to relax and try to forget his breakup.

"Rosé.." he whispered to himself, imagining how it'd feel to watch the lake together with her. although it was heartbreaking for him, and had been crying for the past few hours, he took the breakup calmly afterwards and managed to keep his mental health stable. "I still love you, I can't just forget you." he sighed before clutching his chest as his heart started to ache thinking about her.

"why'd you do this to me?"

back to Rosé (Rosé's POV.)

when I saw the beautiful lake below the bridge, I had a sudden strange feeling. weird. I thought, slowly walking towards the bridge, eventually reaching high enough to see the lake clearly when I look down. I wonder, how would it feel to drown? my mind overwhelmed with all sorts of thoughts, even suicidal ones, making me scared. I was sure I might be going insane.

I climbed up the metallic bar, "if Jimin doesn't love me, then what's the point?" I said to myself at the sight of the moon reflecting on the blue water. when suddenly, I felt my feet slip, gasp– I reached out my hand to grab the bar, but missed, resulting in falling down to the water after a few seconds of what seemed like floating in the air. my heart pounded fast, everything happening as fast as a lightning bolt that I couldn't even get a second to think straight.

I felt the water splash loudly as I fell, and when I finally found a way to open my eyes, I couldn't see anything clearly as my vision started to get blurry, eventually going pitch black afterwards.

end of Rosé's POV.

at the exact same moment, Jimin came out of a shop just in time to find Rosé standing on top of the metal bar, making him flinch to find her there in that position. "what the fuck–" he didn't bother completing his sentence as he ran up to her in panic and shock. the drink in his hand fell on the ground as well, causing it to splash everywhere, "watch it, you moron!" a person yelled.

however, none of that was his concern, Rosé was Jimin's top first priority and he couldn't care less about the drink, nor whatever the people around him were saying.

"Roseanne you fucking idiot." he mumbled before jumping straight into the water as well, risking it all for her.

splash!

Rosé's POV.

I woke up to find myself on a hospital bed with an IV plugged into my hand. my eyes darted everywhere, looking around the small room as I wondered, what in the world happened?

I spotted Jimin siting on a chair next to my bed, and from the looks of it, he still seemed pretty upset. feeling guilty for the stress I put him under and all the sadness he had to go through, I glanced his hand which was holding on to mine. I felt warm and happy that he still cares, but he didn't give any reaction and stayed still so I assumed he hadn't realized I was already awake.

end of Rosé's POV.

Jimin, on the other hand, was spacing off, a little pout adorning his face as he pondered over what could've made her jump off from such a tall bridge. why she was standing on a bar of a 13-feet tall bridge? what was she thinking? as soon as he felt Rosé's body shift, he flinched and immediately turned around to check on her. "R-Rosé.." tears full of joy and happiness started to fall down his cheeks, "y-you're finally awake, I've been waiting all night–"

"why.. I thought we broke up?" Jimin's face turned pale as he suddenly got hit with the reality and turned away again, "..I'm sorry, I forgot you already have a lover. I shouldn't interfere." he whispered to himself before running off into the corridor and fleeing from the building after paying her bills, not giving her a chance to say anything else.

he felt hot tears forming in his eyes as he glanced back at the hospital, then as he turned back around, his legs subconsciously moves towards the place he always goes to when he feels the need to be alone – the park that he and Rosé always goes to. he sat down on the bench and buried his face in his hands, thinking about Rosé and why he saw her with another man, questioning her fidelity.

meanwhile, back in the hospital room with Rosé, "what have I done.. I..I'm completely hopeless." she started to panic, overthinking and once again in the verge of crying when the doctor came inside. according to the doctor, she was perfectly fine with no broken bones and injuries. therefore, she got discharged right after he handed her some medicine.

she walked to the exit and hurried to find Jimin, having absolutely no idea whatsoever of his whereabouts. after quite a while of searching the streets, an idea strikes her. memories of the park where she spent long afternoons and quiet evenings with Jimin come rushing back to her. she now knows what to do as her legs take her to where her mind resides. "I hope you're there."

Jimin's POV.

I had no hope in us left, but just as I thought of giving up on her, I heard someone yell my name from behind. "Jimin!" it was Rosé. she actually came after me, my eyes widened and I froze. "please give me one more chance," she huffed, her eyes covered in what seemed like tears and beads of sweat dripping down her face. "I promise it's all just a misunderstanding!" she squeaked out, trying to catch her breath. "I.." I hesitated before giving her a chance to keep going. "okay, go ahead. I'm listening."

switching to Rosé's POV.

my face lit up with joy as I heard him say those words and gladly seized the opportunity to clear my side of the misunderstanding, "t-that guy.. he was just a friend of mine who my mom invited over for dinner but I promise I had never predicted he would do anything crazy like that." I lowered my head as I wasn't ready for what Jimin would say or react, "I- I know I was also in the wrong for letting that guy do whatever he wanted with me, I never should've let him get to me so easily but, I just want you to know I never intended to hurt you like this. please just forgive me."

I heard a chuckle and immediately glanced up at his face. "so basically, what you're trying to say is that he set you up? and none of it was actually real?" he raised an eyebrow and crossed his arms.

"y-yes.." I shuttered. it suddenly got extremely quiet, neither of us even bothering to spare a glance at eachother. but to my relief, Jimin finally spoke up after a few minutes. "come here." all of a sudden, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me in to a tight embrace, his hands wrapped around my waist as I bent down and hugged him back. "tell me, do you really mean it?"

"of course..why would I lie to you?" I felt him smile on my nape as his plump lips came in contact with my skin, and soon warm drops of tears came streaming down his cheeks and dripped on my collarbones. "Jimin..are you crying?"

"no, I'm just happy that you're mine again." he whispered in my ear, breaking away from the hug. I didn't want to get emotional again, especially in front of him so I managed contain myself, thankfully, but Jimin can read me like a book. he saw the sadness in my eyes, right through my forceful smile. "what's wrong?" he asked.

"you still owe me an explanation, you know.." I looked away, scrunching my brows and replacing my smile with a pout.

"what're you talking about?" he looked more confused than ever.

"don't play innocent. I saw you walk off holding hands with that strange-looking women."

"huh? are you talking about my sister..?"

"your sister? that was your sister? Jimin, you big dummy, could've told me that earlier!" I snapped, "I was so stressed and worried, you have no idea!"

"aw, I'm so sorry, babe. how can I make up for it?" he ruffled my hair gently. "a kiss perhaps?" he then cupped my face, comforting me by giving me a small peck on my forehead. I nodded in response and felt a shade of red creep into my cheeks as I shivered at his touch.

"I love you, Chim." I said, enjoyed the peaceful atmosphere as the dark clouds around us were now long gone. "I love you too, Rosie." he spread his arms in the air and I happily returned him a hug. "ah wait, I think this is a little early for that, actually."

end of Rosé's POV.

Jimin stood up and fished out a small red velvet box, getting nervous as heck. Rosé gasped in insane shock, covering her mouth with her hands as she was stunned by what was coming next. Jimin kneeled down and looked her in the eye, "I knew you were suspicious of what I was planning that day - however, it was not giving a bunch of flowers but...this." saying this, he opens the box and shows her the luxurious diamond ring siting on the cushion of the box.

"Roséanne Park.."

"J-Jimin.."

"will you marry me?"

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