'Pls like if you are world'

I was stopped and was curious. About what the heck is world? I went through the comment and there was something written, that

'Yes I am a Universe Fan'.

I typed 'Universe' In U tube.

Then, they recommended some songs to me.

I listened to all the songs.

Until something caught my eyes.

There was a guy in the video, he was so breathtaking.

'Wait, am I lusting over a guy?' I thought and shocked my head in disbelief.

I continued watching the guy and listening to his deep voice.

After listening to Their songs, I decided to listen to their interview.

Then one by one they were introducing themselves.

'Hey, guys I am Naruto'

'Hey guys, I am Alex'.

'Hey guys, I am Dante'.

'Hey guys I am Ryoichi Ito'.

THIS GUY CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.

He was the one I was lusting about.

I started seeing his videos. He was so kind.

He was legit an angel fallen from heaven and he knows it.

HE KNOWS HE IS GOOD LOOKING

HE KNOWS HE IS ATTRACTIVE

HE KNOWS HE IS A KIND PERSON, which I certainly disagree, because he is an ANGEL.

I observed my behavior, that and realized, that I am in love with him.

I just shook my head.

I can't fall in love with him.

Look at me and look at him.

He is a big celebrity, while I am nothing but just a fan of him.

HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME

HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT I EXIST.

'AND LOOK AT ME.'

'I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM'

Ignoring this fact, I was also thinking that how big I've become.

That I am in love with a person who is 16 yrs old then me.

Yes,

HE IS 28 WHILE

I was 12.

Days passed,

I was listening to arijit Singh's songs such as tum hi ho and all the aashiqui 2 songs, as My love story, was so much like this, the difference was just that Rahul and Arohi knew each other and we didn't.

I started day dreaming and all that stuff's.

I was just a 12 yr old baby and was behaving like a adult who was in love...

At this point I was so mad at myself.

But still as I was madly in love with him, I imagined myself as a Bollywood heroine, and danced with myself.

My favourite song was tum hi ho, along with dilwale dulhania le Jayenge album.

It was my 13th time crying while watching this movie. I will disagree If anyone says that They didn't cry.

That day my dad was scrolling through Asian mukbang in his Samsung mobile phone,

Actually let me tell you something about my parents.

My dad is in Marketing company and my mom is a homemaker.

I am Moon Ganguly,their only daughter.

My mom is strict and abusive at the same time.

Let's come back to the story,

There was a scene of Rahul committing suicide cuz he was thinking that because of him Arohi's career is going to be ruin.

So he just...

KILLED HIMSELF.

I bursted into tears, while my dad shouted.

'Yaa!! are u mad!'

I continued watching and crying ignoring his words.

Suddenly he asked me,

'are u missing someone?'

How could I tell him that I had fallen in love with him?

I thought to myself....

I continued day dreaming about him,

Until one of the worst incidents took place in my life,

The incident which changed my life.....

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To be continued.........