The very begging, the newest chapter of their life. It all stared when a child was born. A child? Yes, a baby, a person who is not a day old out of their mothers body, a human who has seen the world for the first time

Why does it say errors? "Not all people want to have a child." Why would they not want a child of their own? Someone of their own blood? "A person lives once, and it's their first time living no one can tell anyone what do to except for themselves" that doesn't answer my question... the young spirit asked the elder one, "No child can choose their parents, my child... there are more to this world than what you've been seeing during your time here" the elderly spirit says to the younger one "not all people are ready to create life, remember this is also their first life you can't expect them to be perfect" the spirit sigh "when you get the chance to live life on earth, you'll find out soon child" the spirit answered not knowing what the horrid things in future that this little soul will face

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"What will I become in the future?" A little girl who was named Sabrina wondered, "I wonder if daddy and mommy will still be together. " Sabrina says to herself as she draws a picture of her house, a small yellow house with a brownish red roof one window on the side and a large brown door, or that's how she sees the house. Then her parents, a mommy who looks beautiful, dazzling with her shiny makeup, golden earrings, and luxury items smiling at her with pure care and affection. Then a daddy with a white shirt and black pants who is smiling and holding a cup of warm milk and food for her, Then herself holding a bunch of flowers smiling happily at her parents. in the picture she had drawn, it was sunny, happy, and warm

it was far from the truth. Her true family wasn't sunshine and rainbows at all. It wasn't the opposite but wasn't her true family at all

How do I describe her family... hmm

her mommy, she had luxury goods and all the money she needed but still chose to live freely partying every chance she got. Drinking and spending the night away not paying any mind to her one and only child, she was a neglectful mother.

Meanwhile, her daddy... he was a different story, unlike her mother, her father was worse. He didn't drink, but he did things no parents should do to their child, beating, screaming, and taunting the child who has yet to understand that they had made a SMALL mistake

What about her? Was she happy? Smiling, right? She loved smiling. Sabrina believed that if she smiled, maybe just maybe they would care for her, they would feed her hungry soul some attention even for just a bit, if she stopped crying and trying to get her way maybe they would like her for being obedient

WRONG.

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unimportant things, you can skip

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*(HELLO! IT'S ME IM BACK TO WRITING

this is a heads-up I will be discontinuing my other book and potentially delete it because of some problems I had with writing and other things, I will still not be active but will update from time to time [when I get an idea and energy to write]

This book is an original novel, it is not based on real life events if this book is similar to another kindly comment about it below this is my original work and I by no means accept and want my work to be copied nor distributed by anyone other than myself

Once I finish this novel, I plan to edit the cover and fix any grammar mistakes

Very slow updates are expected, I don't even know if I can update every month

This novel is also very explicit and contains abuse, traumatic events, and other horrific things that will be discussed in great detail. Trigger warnings will be applied to every chapter that may potentially trigger you/the reader

good luck

October 27 2024, Sunday

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