25th December

Yash

Hi,

Ari

It's long time know, how are you .

I am good what about you Yash

how are you

I am good, so what happened to you're messaging me is there any problem hmm

No Yash there no problem the thing is that I want to say something thing to buy I know this is not good for us, but I don't want to be like this and don't think anything about its just I want you to know this that all I known this would affect your work,, so I just need to tell that and that all so please don't worry okay

Ari what are you saying it's like something thing is wrong what happened tell me.

Yash the thing that

Hm Ari say it what is it.

I....I love you ......

Ari is that all you want to tell hm

Ari... Ari Listen to me......

Sorry Yash if I made uncomfortable I am really, really sorry .

Ari Listen to me first.......

Yash you have been block by Ari

This is the present time when I block Yash after I confessed to Yash. This is all started when I got graduated from my high school. And I was excited about my college life but deep down I was nervous for my new journey and meeting Yash was the happiest moment of life It was all like a dream to me and I just wanted to dream. He was person who has good looks, and he was directed to his work and very loyal person. But I am sure that he was committed. It's was all in my mind that I know Yash very well so or it was because of my lack of confidence

It was started in 2022

Hi,

Hanna (she is the friend of mine)

Hi,

Ari

how are u.

I am good what about you dear,

I am good Ari, it's new number hm.

Yes I got my new phone Hanna .

Oh! That's by I was wondering whose number is this, so Ari are you using social media or not

I don't know I will think about it Hanna

okay Ari

(Few days later)

Hi,

How have been Ari

Good what about you Hanna

I am good Ari

Hanna I start to use social media so send me the request okay.

(Ari you have friend request from Hanna and other 16)

Hi,

Hanna this all people are from a neighbors

Hm Ari they all are our neighbors.

Okay Hanna, by who is Yash hm

actually he is my friend Ari

Don't worry he is a nice person, he will not make you uncomfortable okay.

Hmm Hanna if you say so.

(This is the first time I and Yash had talked to each other)

Hi, I am Yash.

How are you Ari

,am good Yash ,

How are you

I am good Ari

what are doing

nothing just chatting to you Yash

Ari what do you do study or job?

Study Yash.

Oh! Study Ari, so you are in school

no, I am in college. So what about you Yash what do you do

I am work as model Ari

Ari what do you want to be

I want to be fashion designer Yash

Did had your dinner Ari

Yes I had, what about you Yash

No not yet Ari

okay Yash it's time bye.

Good night Ari

Good night Yash

(Next morning)

Hi, Ari

Good morning

Good morning Yash

Did had your breakfast Ari

Not yet. What about you Yash did had something.

Yes. Okay have good Ari

Same to you Yash

We were talking less but slowly got attached to each other. There was no day the day we had not messaged each other until I started to feel something towards Yash ,it wasn't only I was feeling, but also Yash started feel the same about me but, I was not aware of this feeling, this was the first time I was feeling thing like this and because of that I get frustrated when I was busy, or he is busy with our schedule. Sometimes its make me awkward, and I was the person who is an introvert and I am not able to express my feelings to anyone. I was thinking all about him and about my feelings for him ans I am a overthink about anything and I had never thought that I was going to fall in love with anyone, and it could be First side. I have no idea what,but it's just that I started to ingore his messages. It's good for both of us he can focus on his work .

(19 November)

Hi,

Ari

Hi,

 Ari

How are you

How was your day

(Next morning)

Hi,

Ari

Good morning

Have a nice.

 After the that Yash stopped texting message to me because he thought that it can make me uncomfortable. After that we were stranger to each other. I started ignore Yash and Yash was so tensed that he thought that he could make me uncomfortable. But our feeling for each other was getting more and more. I was so confused about my feeling for him. L started to devote myself in the study meanwhile he was still waiting for the whole time, he also devoted himself in his work. Thought the time he's Asking me from my friend.

Hi,

Hanna

Hi,

Yash

How are Hanna.

I am good what about you Yash

I am also good Hanna

Hey,

Hanna

Can you call me now

Yash is something wrong

okay fine I am calling

(On call)

Hello Hanna

Yes Yash is there any problem

No Hanna it's just wanted know about

about whom Yash

it's… About. Ari...

Ari is good, and I don't know why, but I feel like she devoted herself in her studies to forget something.

But why are you asking about her Yash

something is going on between you to ha…

It's nothing.

Thank you,

Hanna

Bye, Hanna

Bye, Yash

After that Hanna called me to ask

 On call

Hi,

Ari

How are you?

I have been good, what about you Hanna.

Hey Ari something is going on between you and Yash he was asking about you, and I was little shocked why was he ask him so have I love why he was asking me about you are you not talking to you or something is going on something wrong what I don't know.

There is nothing going on between us, Hanna

I will believe it as you are saying me,Ari

Hanna listens to me if you ask about me anything please don't tell me and tell him this is what I want you to do and ask him not to ask about me.

Is there any problem Ari

No, Hanna

just listen to me what I told you to do.

Okay Ari

After Hanna never told me if he was asking or not but after a week I got a text from Yash.

Ari,

How have you been

Is there any problem

I know you are ignoring me for some reason and I don't know what is it, can you please talk me.

I got his message but for some reason I want him to hate me so that the feeling I have for him have a way to accept the realty that he hate and what I did with his message is,I read his text but not replying to him.

After that I devote myself in the studies and I even started to work part-time job in free time so that I can forget him, but I was wrong. After some month I got a text from him, I was in shock that he remember me

on 25th December 2022

Hi,

Merry Christmas

Ari

It was Christmas on t, so so I don't want to spoil his Christmas and new year, so I just text him back.

Happy Christmas Yash

This was my text for Yash,, yet he texted me back saying.

What happened why are you ignoring me is there any problem, is my words hurting you or something annoying you or I made a mistake.

After seeing his text I was like I am making him feel like he is wrong, but he was not wrong it was my feeling for him that made me to ignore him and get away from him, I was not knowing that this thing can concern him and make him wonder so many things I just want to stay away from him so that I can't fall in love with him more and more. But after seeing his texted, I got frustrated of myself, and I was not able to control my feeling for him so text him back, and I confessed to him ...it was everything time... when I texted and made confession.....

...On coming back to present ...

Since that I no idea how is he doing.....