-HER POV-

It was the annual day.

I was in my third floor classroom, the whole floor was dark and quiet making it a perfect space for peacefulness, away from the cold air of December and the loud noises from the childish performances.

I was certain that no one would find me.

The CCTV was also not working so as to not waste electricity when the bill was already large enough from the annual day equipments.

It was a chilly night, probably 11 o'clock at night.

I was just deep in my thoughts sitting on the last bench of the last row, the farthest from the door and the one adjoining a window.

Sitting in a dark room, no one could see me and nor could I see anyone.

I was having a peaceful time, but the feeling in my guts and the fast heartbeat that hinted to me that something was going to happen did not vanish.

As I was just about to begin the most delusional situation in my mind, someone came.

The person’s heavy footsteps as if he/she was angry.

I could sense that person was locking the door, I was alarmed and I got up from my seat.

“Who’s there?” I asked using my last amount of courage.

“Who’s there? Really?” that person said.

And i recognised that voice immediately, the biggest jerk in my life, the most annoying person and my rival in school for idk what-

I left a sigh of relief.

“What are you doing here and why’d you lock the door?”

He said ntg as he stalked in front of me.

His eyes were staring at me intensely, I could see his face a little because of the moon light from the window.

He had a god sculpted face.

Fair skin, burning yet clear eyes, soft hair, deep voice, beautiful lips and a really attractive Adam's apple.

I scanned his face and slowly his body with my mind full of desire.

This man was every girl’s dream. My nightmare yet I desired him.

Who would be in the right mind to reject this guy?

A perfect v-shaped body with aligned muscles(that's how good my observation is-),long legs and has all the attractive features a man could have, including beautiful veiny hands and long fingers, good in studies and plays all the hottest sports, a smile that could make aphrodite blush. I am just a mortal.

“Done staring?” I jumped out of my thoughts as he spoke in his hoarse voice.

I swear if we weren’t rivals, I would have hit on him.

We get under each other's skin as if we have a PHD in it.

“I should be asking you that- you could make a hole in my head with that much staring” i said as i looked in his eyes and realized that he wore a black suit with a tight tie-

The urge to just pull that tie and ravish his li- i slap myself in my mind abt even thinking those thoughts.

However handsome he is, he would leave no chance to torment me.. It's as if he lives to make my life hell.

He came more forward and leaned over my head. Yea, i was tall compared to girls in my class and so was he if compared to a boy's height.

Our height was perfectly aligned. The perfect height difference a couple could have.

“Anyways what are you doing here and why did you lock the door?” I asked to get my senses back.

“Anyways what are you doing here and why did you lock the door?” I asked to get my senses back.

“Here to show you how you make me feel when I am with you.” he said as he choked me, his hand tightening around my neck, i was running out of breath and tears formed at the end of my eyes.

How dare he..!!

How dare he treat me like some dirt, as if he could do whatever he wanted, as if I was his personal toy to play with.

My anger rises even when I was on the blink of being unconscious.

I kicked his stomach with my knee with everything I had.

He grunted bcoz of pain and moved back as I fell on ground, coughing and getting back air that he stopped.

I looked up at him with tears from my eyes, the audacity this bastard has..!!

But- I have to admit, this is like a drug.. Now I understand why the female leads in dark romance like getting choked. The light headed feeling when you are getting choked and the feeling after he releases, it feels like having a drop of water when you are on the brink of death, Heaven.

Still, being in denial bcoz of my pride and the attitude of the oldest girl child did not allow me to surrender and be in his mercy.

I looked at him with anger in my eyes, waiting for his explanation.

“That's how you make me feel in your presence ‘impavida’, i feel suffocated if i did not held you tight, you make me desperate for you as if you were my oxygen, as you are the only string on life that's keeping me alive” He said as he kneeled in front of me, holding my chin with his fingers, making me look straight in his eyes.

“Your presence makes me want to live for you and only only, I yearn for you as you yearned for air when I choked you, my chest tightens when you smile at others the way your chest tightens with loss of air.” he continuous as my eyes just grew bigger with each word that came out of his mouth.

“I feel like a pathetic jerk right now, i hate it when i see tears in your eyes, when i see you struggle, when i see someone tries to harm you, when i see someone held you and his fingerprints on your skin making it red, the urge to kill that person and bury him under 6ft in ground. I hate everything i did right now, should i kill myself? I harmed you, made you suffer, brought tears to your eyes. Which weapon would you want me to use? How would you like to punish me ‘impavida’?” he said as his eyes saddened, his hand roaming on the marks of his fingers on my neck.

“The thing is I never had to harm someone, because you never let other people take advantage of you, never let anyone make you suffer or try to hurt you, you never shed a tear no matter whatever the situation was. But why did you let me do it ‘impavida’? Hmm?” his thumb rubs my lower lip, as I become baffled about what he just told.

Why did I let him do this to me?

Why did I not defend myself?

If it was someone else I would have broken his arm.

But why not him? Right because this is him.

Probably because I wanted him to do something to me..

Probably because I was waiting for a moment he decided to approach me straightforwardly instead of taking actions from the dark.

My heart beats faster and my breath becomes uneven when I start to realize this.

I had fallen for this man.

I liked him.

I saw him as a man and not an immature jerk or rival.

He was the person I day dreamed about.

He was the person I based my characters on.

I blink my eyes as I come out of my thoughts when his breath hits me near my neck.

I feel ticklish, as she starts to kiss me on the neck where the finger marks were on.

He murmured something every time he pecked me.

He murmured something every time he pecked me.

“You- you have lost your mind haven't you?”

“I did.. Since the day I met you. I have lost my mind.”

“You realize right? That you ju-”

“Yea, i confessed” he spoke as he came close to my face.

I forgot how to breathe as I just got a reality check about what a masterpiece he was.

“What's your answer ‘impavida’?”

At that moment i forgot everything expect the man in front of me-

I don't know if it was because it's past 10 and my emotions and hormones were out of place or if I just came out of my denial phase and i didnt want to leave this chance to let this man go.

I pulled his tie and put my lips on his.

I could feel that he was quite shocked about what I just did, but this man devoured my lips as if he was hungry for a century.

The kiss was wild, full of passion and desire and not like how our first kiss should be, sweet and careful.

His hands slipped on my waist and one on the back of my head, he pulled me closer to him as if I was not already stuck to his body.

As he slipped his tongue in my mouth, I gasped but I was never going to miss out on this insanely delicious kiss, never in a million years.

Obv i was gonna enjoy it, i just gave my first kiss to this man. And he is making sure I don't regret it.

I slowly tightened his tie to his neck and lightly choked him, I then ripped it out when his hand just touched my thigh under my tight pencil skirt which was coming above my knees.

His hands freely roamed and i also took my liberty to open his shirt buttons and not waste anytime in touching his 8 pack abs and a hard as fuck chest.

This man had the body that every guy dreamed of, but sad for them- it's mine now..!

He pulled out from the kiss and the first thing he said was “Fuck-”

I'll take it that my first kiss was successful.

We both stared intensely at each other to decide if we wanted another heavenly blood sucking kiss or if we wanted to make a big mistake today.

Fortunately for us, my phone rang disturbing our moment.

It was my mom-

I bit my lips and picked it up as he picked me up from the ground and placed me on the bench.

“Hello? Mom?”

“Uh-huh..!”

“OK- mhmm…”

“Yea, sure ok.. Mhmm bye-”

I hung my phone up and saw the hottest scene which should be illegal.

As some of his buttons were open and the shirt was still tucked in, he removed his coat from his broad shoulders as he sat in between my legs and asked as he came close to my face.

“What did your mom tell you?”

“Ntg much, just that they are eating dinner and we will go after 30 mins or smtg”

“Alright” he said as he held me close and showered kisses on me.

I chucked as those tickled, he slipped his hands on my waist and layed on my chest-

“Thank you” he mumbled slowly.

“For what?” I asked as I ran my hands through his soft and silky medium long hair.

“For accepting my confession..” he snuggled more into my chest and neck and held my waist tightly as if I would run away.

“Were you unsure that I would reject you?”

He nods.

“Why?”

“Because of everything I did to you, I thought you would be angry and afraid and you would hate me.”

I just let out a chuckle and cupped his face in my hands… he looked soooo freaking cute-

“My ‘impavida’”

He pouted and I laughed as I kissed him.

This time it was sweet, soft and dreamy.

Afterall we both got what we wanted-

And who is going to tell him?

That I was as obsessed with him as he was for me.

That I would break him and build him again if my patience had run out.

That i would manipulate him if he didn't make a move.

That I would keep him for myself and myself only in this lifetime and all the others.

That I had already harmed many people for him.

The living don't know anything and I will make sure they will never get to know.

And the dead tell no tales.

So who's gonna tell him?