Hello I am writer of this story and a young girl who have no experience of being a working employee . my main purpose to make this novel to tell you about me , about real me .

I live India , in Punjab , in Punjab I live in a small city. from a middle class family.

where everyone has small brain , small heart, almost everyone is selfish.

my childhood was not really good. my parents got divorced when I was 6. I also have two siblings also.

I lived with my grandma and grandpa.

they were good to us.

so this is my story.

right now

the main purpose to make "wallflower" is to tell how does a girl feels.

when I turned 14 my period were started.

That means you are mature now.

you have to handle house work also.

working in house was not like it is difficult.

but for me it was. my mother was gone so there were 2 maids who did all work in our house. so...... I didn't know how to work.

but now I do. well I didn't want to tell u at which age I started handling household.

I wanted to tell you, we all start our work from level 1 but after sometimes we get used to it. I also started writing from level 1. but now......

yeah it is pretty less readers. but it doesn't mean that I can't make it .

Right now I have 4 novels.

3 chat stories

and 1 novel

they are :

my lady please command

love and blood

don't stop me

and

wallflower

my every story is About something that happens in our teen age

except for my lady please command

I wrote it because

I like these kind of stories and one thing in this story is about what is friendship.

which is hard to get.

yeah so.........

that's why I wrote it.

I don't have much friends.

but there are some.

who are always by my side.

do you know why I named this novel.

"wallflower" because

who is a girl?

what is girl for?

why does girls exist?

In this society a girl is a free house worker.

to become a robot.

to give birth.

girls can be just used, they can't be happy, they can't wear whatever they want, they can't love themselves.

because there life doesn't matter.

Me :

I also hear some words like these :

"Hey girl what are you wearing"

"hey girl do you know how to cook"

how to clean

how to wash clothes

nobody listens to us

they don't want to hear our opinions.

I actually want to be a photographer .

yeah .

a

photographer

but no...... they want me to do a 9 to 7 job.

aaaah I can't change there mind. but I can your.

because we are all the next generation.

someone will become politician , doctor, or a what they want.

we can change the mith that girl are meant to be house wifes.

if you want to cry, you cry

if you want to scream, you can scream

don't care about people.

just be yourself.

my main purpose to make this novel is tell my teenage friends change the mith.

don't make it take 100 more years to change.

even if who is reading

a boy or a girl. we all are equal. .

don't let people control your life.

handle it yourself.

be whatever you want.

and please share my novel

to other teenage friends.

or someone older

we all are equal .

thankyou

Hello I am lily.

My dear readers, while I am writing this chapter I am seeing many stars.

I am at the rooftop .

I am listening BTS songs.

I know most of you who are reading are armies or blinks. so let's get started.

"tommorow"

means our future.

A few days ago there were many stars in sky but today I can barely see them.

we don't know what will happen in future.

a story :

we all read mangas novels chat stories

it is fun . I was reading a manga. and it taught me how to loveyourself. I was surprised after reading it.

Life gives you many up downs in teen age.

that is the starting of our real life.

we go through so much.

one day we all will be at our jobs. handling household etc. girl or boy, on that day we will ask a question to ourselves.

is this what I wanted.

and then sometimes you want run

Die

which is common.

we all go through this.

our life is enjoy our selves not to kill our selves at a age, in which we think life is very difficult.

no!

if someone right now, who is reading it wants to die, please don't do it.

to commit suicide....... it's a crime . so don't!

maybe it is hard to live. it is pretty difficult to survive in this merciless world. but if you try to ignore those bad thing and pay attention to good things. you can live happily.

"fear is just that stupid that comes in"

our mind because of some stupid myths or some old rummors

don't let it beat you

just beat it.

live your life you want to. Don't be controlled by others .

may be someday we all will be able to find our real way.

Girls :

we all want to look pretty because of our confidence. we all want confidence.

my crush : today I woke up early to prepare myself to confess someone. I washed my face. straightened my hair. make up perfectly even wrote a letter to that guy who I like. didn't ate something because I wanted to look thin not chubby because guys don't like fat girls. even wear a high heels I could look tall because boys don't like dwarf like girls, wore a short but pleasant dress

because guys like proper dressed girls. I got some burns during straightening my hair . when I got there I saw that guy , I also tried to call him but he ignored it then I got near to that guy. and first thing he said he ugly please excuse you are in my way please make some space seems like your hair are burnt. gross. yeah so that's it I ended up listening word gross . because my hair were burnt. ........

hello! my dear readers .

this is Lily if you want to know what happened next please make sure to subscribe this story . make sure to read my other stories.

and guys no offence on boys or anyone who is reading.