The wind is blowing in the room and gently touches my hair. My eyes slowly shut down and my soul tries to leave this somehow loneliness for some time and try to enjoy this beautiful and cool moment that I ever got. Inside the deep in my heart the loneliness always killing me and my heart always cry to being alone in this world.

But Somehow I calm down my heart with the help of my own imaginary world and I try to deceive my heart for the sake of making myself happy and not being lonely. In this Imaginary world, I make myself the luckiest and happy girl in this world, enjoying every moment that I want. I have my loved one and friends, family surrounded me and pampered me with love and gentle care and suddenly Crack!! Crack!! Crack!!

portrait feel down on the floor. as well as my imaginary world break apart and again I came back to the reality of this world. I looked at the shattered broken glasses of the portrait, tears flowing down from eyes, and Kiara... Kiara hump.

My heart this time started laughing hard as well as a cry to being foolish all the time and blame me for not accepting the reality of this world. " Cry as much as you want but you have to accept the reality and don't try to lose your mind in this **** imaginary world that snatches you for being yourself. Listen my little Kiara, Alone... Somehow lonely but not fully .... because Kiara you girl I always cheer you up whether you are alone or not but your heart and your alone self is always with you hmm.. you have to understand what told you ", " So you just have to accept the reality and be with your alone self when nobody is with you " My chubby heart inside me said.

I started laughing Hahahaha... Hahahaha Huh... Yes! Yes, you are right. I told my heart and calm down I took a deep breath Huh!! " Be Yourself You are Alone But Not Fully... Be Alone Self is actually not bad" I said to myself and head out of my room.

Ding!! Ding!!

Ding!! Ding!!

" Kiara, are you here " a voice sounded from outside.

oh! that's my childhood sweetheart friend Sam's voice.

I rushed towards to open the door. Clack!!!

" Kiaraaaa Kiara Oh my sweetheart, my cutie pie " Sam hugged me tightly and said.

She looked at me and asked, " What Happened? you don't look good... Is there any problem?

Tell me, Kiara, what the hell happened to you, you look so pale" She shouted loudly Kiaraaaaa...

I shake my head and said, " Hey! I'm good okay nothing happened to me, but why are you shaking me and shouting so loudly ".

Sam asked in a serious voice, " Is this related to the incident that happens one month ago?", "tell me, Kiara.. are you still care about those things ".

She hugged me tightly and I am still in a daze to say anything...

That incident of one month ago happened when I have my project seminar at my college. I was just doing my project work in my room

and Sam was listening to songs through headphones laid on the bed and Started

singing

" YOU  JUST WANT ATTENTION

YOU DON'T WANT MY HEART

MAYBE YOU JUST HATE THE

THOUGHT OF ME WITH SOMEONE NEW..."

and I sang her along.. pointing fingers with each other and she was doing some dramatic action

by singing

"YEAH YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION

I KNEW FROM THE START

YOU JUST MAKING SURE

I AM NEVER GETTING OVER YOU "

huff!! huff!!

huff!! huff!!

I said, " Woah! it's quite relaxing . isn't it Sam " and I started teasing her and say ' why you want my attention babe Sam ' I smirked and she laughed Hahahaha!

and said "you know na why I want.. my sweetheart " she hugged me

Ring!! Ring!!

Ring!!

Ring!!

my phone rang and it was Miss Hua's Call.

Miss Hua is my computer science project teacher and also my favorite teacher.

I picked the call " Hello Kiara, Is your Project work Completed " Miss Hua

I said, " Yeah... It's almost done and I have only to do a few things to test it ".

" Good !! Complete this and you Know na Tomorrow is Your Project Seminar Day in College, So do your best their good luck for tomorrow" Miss Hua said. I replied " Thank you miss for your wishes and I 'll definitely do my best "

after this, I hang up and started to do my work again.

At night...

I checked my project and it's completely working perfectly and finally submitted it to my college website. then I get up and stretching my arm trying to relax my self and said "Yeah Kiara, you have done this finally you completed it" and patted myself and went to my bedroom.

On morning at S. D. V College in Seminar Hall...

The Head Teacher Announcement that there is only one student who makes a perfect project Program and it's really a new and unique project idea that I ever see .. and the name of the student is Kiara Mogel everyone gives loud applause to Kiara...

Clap!! Clap!!

Clap!! Clap!!

Clap!! Clap!!

Everyone applauded loudly and my eyes became wet and in my heart says " Kiara finally you did this "

and I thanked everyone and after this Sam hugged me and said " Congrats !! You have finally done this topper " and I Laughed softly " yeah, Thanks Sam "

I joked " Now everyone wants my AAa... yeah Attention " in a dramatic way by flipping my hair

Sam Laughed " Hehehe Who not Miss Kiara" in a deep dramatic voice

Kiara...

Kiara

I turned back and see Roni was coming towards me. Roni was my bf... means best friend, not boyfriend Lol.. hehe but I have a little hmm... yes a little crush on him.

" Kiara... You Are really Something, I Never ever seen someone like you Kiara " Roni said.

I was like I am floating in the air over his praises and I smiled and said " Thanks Roni "

" Huh? why are you thanking me... I am not here for praising you. I said before I have never seen someone like you before in my life who stole someone else 's work and credited yourself. You are really Something Kiara...

He laughed " hahaha... Hahahaha I was really stupid to befriend  you"

" You are really a black-hearted girl Kiara.. you never cared about anyone and only cared about yourself... You Selfish, Black Hearted Girl. No one ever like you someone who has a black selfish heart ...humph! I HATE YOU KIARA... I HATE YOU KIARA MOGEL " angrily he said to me and he ran off.

Sam and I was shocked entirely and

Said " What? What does he mean?"

" Kiara... Kiara ", Sam shouted while shaking me up.

I was like I don't know what happened why suddenly he hate me so much ... Without giving me any reason how can he judge me and what the hell did I wrong that I also don't know and this time I just want to catch him and give him a beating if it's a prank ...

what if it's real then...

wait wait... wait hmmm...

but what wrong I did that I also don't know and this kind of scary hatred suddenly ... why? I asked this to myself, my heart beating very fast in nervous and I don't know what should I do.

" Sam, I don't know what the hell he was talking I really don't know why he suddenly hates me so much," I said while crying ...

this time I don't know what is my mistake and why he said I am a black-hearted girl ...

is this true I am a really bad person.

"Sam, Am I really a bad person, he said I am a black-hearted girl, is it true...

what do you think Sam " I said to Sam while sobbing and my eyes get red and my nose " Achoo " rubbing my nose .. Seriously I really hate crying. because whenever I cry my nose becomes cold but.. but I can't control my emotions, I am a really sensitive girl...

Alas, maybe I am not a good person.

" Are you gone nut, what the hell are you talking, who say you are a bad girl... whoever said you this is the only bad one... why you believe in this type of crap... You know what You are a very sweet girl and the world's best sweetheart friend " She said while hugging and kissing my forehead.

" I also don't know what happened to him, why he is behaving like this...

Don't tell me he left his brain at home or possessed by some ghost ...

that's why he is talking nonstop creepy " she mocking at him and I smiled.

" Hehehe, hey girl doesn't make this look... you look hmm.. very ugly when you make this face and your nose " she pinch my chicks and laugh.

" Sam... Why are you teasing me, now you said I am ugly " I said while faking to be sad.

" Hey Sweetheart, you know what you are a very sensitive person that's why everyone hurt you very easily .... you have to be strong ...

and Don't mind what people say...

sometimes people also always talk nonsense whey they have nothing to do... you know na everybody like to hate someone if one doesn't appreciate them .... So you don't have to mind them ...." she said very seriously.

" Yeah, I know I have to be strong enough to fight for what I want," I said to her.

" Let's go home," she said...

I nodded and we left .

....

.....

At home when nightfall and I had my dinner and I talked to my parents who are now living in Canada for Dad's work and I stayed here for my study. I told them about my college seminar and about my project ... they are very happy about me and say they are proud to have a daughter like me and I also feel happy after hearing this .. after this, I lay on my bed and wondering what happened today and why was Roni behaving like this what mistake I did that he hates me so much.

I pick my phone and try to call him.

ring goes but he didn't pick and I tried again and again but he didn't pick it up. and now my anger level increase and burst ... I texted him.

" what the hell happened to you Roni .... why are you behaving like this ... like a nut ... when did I become a bad person and what mistake I did...

at least tell me the reason.. you dummy ... sobbing emoji " I send him.

after some time

my phone beep beep.

and I saw a message on the screen and open it

" Don't pretend to be innocent Kiara Mogel .... Don't hide your true black-hearted face ... And don't try to contact me ever... I already said to you this afternoon I HATE YOU KIARA MOGEL ... GOT IT... AND GOODBYE AND DON'T SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN " I read it.