His hot breath sprayed on my chest. The man was teasing my body, I couldn’t help groaning and still pushed him with my hands.

The man clenched my hands and locked them above my head. He pinched my chin tightly,” Do you want to resist now? You bitch want to quit?”

The cold voice came through my ears and then pierced my heart deeply; I felt so hurt now.

Ignoring his hatred of me, I smiled lightly,” Mochen, I’m pregnant.”

I finally make the decision to tell him. He was the father of the baby after all.

The hand on my wrists tightened suddenly, which made me twist my eyebrows. I kept staring at him without blinking.

I nodded helplessly with tears flowing down my face. When I thought that he would let me go, his next sentence sent a chill down my spine. I trembled all over.

He said, ”Mo Yufei, you have to finish the way you chose; similarly, you have to accept the results of your decision even if it would kill your baby! It’s your fate!”

“You must be mad! Qin Mochen, you are a demon!” I roared and struggled, but it was useless.

Qin Mochen sneered, “I will show you what a real madman looks like!”

As expected, Qin Mochen showed me what a real madman looked like. He had sex with me for a whole night like a crazy beast!

Even though I was convulsed all over by the pain in my underbelly and my blood between my legs had stained him red, he still didn’t stop. After that, he just entered the bathroom indifferently, took a shower, put on his clothes and then left.

He left a sentence as he walked out of the room, “Mo Yufei, to live or die depends on your fate today.”

The pain all over my body couldn’t compare with the pain in my heart.

I stared blankly at the ceiling; the damp heat between my legs and the ache of my underbelly made me clear that I had already lost the bet.

My only stake, the only connection with him had been gone.

“Ahhhhhhh!” I roared in a grieved tone, just wishing to vent all the resentment and injustice. Feeling giddy the next moment, then I fainted.

I woke up at the next night, and Sister Ling and a doctor were standing beside my bed. I knew that they had checked me when I was in a coma.

I knew that it was Qin Mochen that sent them to see if I was dead.

When I thought of this, the pain had spread my whole body. I gritted my teeth, held back tears, and then said weakly, “See, I am still alive. You can get out.”

Sister Ling looked at me worriedly and turned to leave. The doctor also looked at me, but the moment he walked out, he said, “Miss Mo, this time the baby is barely saved, but you must be careful the next time.”

My brain was blank that moment. My baby was saved?

The colic of my lower abdomen and the damp heat between my legs last night remained fresh in my memories. It was such a crazy night. How could the baby be still alive?

Incredulously, I ran out to ask the doctor to make sure that I had heard his words correctly. My dead heart became alive again.

I won the bet! Would he fulfill his promise to me?

Would he marry me?

I came back to my room with a disturbed heart. I spent the day anxiously waiting. I wanted to call him for several times, but I didn’t know how to ask him.

I picked up the phone again, but clicked the news inadvertently. When I was about to close the page, a few striking words gave me a shock.

President Qin of Shengshi Group would hold a grand wedding in Liang City, but the bride was a mystery until now.

Ten days later, he would hold the wedding...

Did he know that I had kept the baby?

Was I the bride of the wedding?

This moment, there was only excitement in my heart. The five years, I loved him so humbly, thoroughly and even lost myself.

I thought we would never come to an end, but out of my expectation, the day came so soon.

Looking at the dark sky outside, I wanted Qin Mochen to see a brilliant me, so I got up and cleaned myself up. The moment I finished dressing up, Sister Ling’s voice came to my ears from the downstairs, “Boss, you come back.”

In the mirror, I looked bright and attractive. It seemed that I came back to five years ago!

A sense of bitterness crossed my heart. Five years ago, I was the most high-profile Miss Mo of Mo Family in Liang City; however, five years later, I became a woman who was imprisoned by Qin Mochen for his revenge.

Hiding the emotion in my heart, I walked downstairs smilingly; but when I walked to the hall, I couldn’t step forward anymore!

Qin Mochen held a woman in his arms, who was very familiar to me; she was the woman who fell into the ocean and was swept away by surf accidentally because of me, and also the foster daughter of my family.

What was more, she was the woman that Qin Mochen had loved for five years- Mo Yulin!

Wasn’t she dead?

Why did she appear here suddenly?

I stayed here in a daze, looking at the two intimate people in front of me.

Mo Yulin came back now, so Qin Mochen no longer needed me?

I remembered today’s news, with painful bitterness in heart. So Qi MoChen’s wedding which would be held ten days later was not for me, but for this woman.

At this point, suddenly I cared about nothing but quickly came over to take hold of Qin Mochen’s arm, looking up at him with the last glimmer of hope and asking, “Mochen, the baby has been saved. You promised me last night. The wedding is for me, right?”

Qin Mochen lowered his head, glanced at me with cold eyes and threw out two words, “Abort it.”

Those two words, like a dagger, hurt my heart.

“No, I won’t!” I gripped his arm tightly and turned to stare angrily at Mo Yulin, who retreated back into the embrace of Qin Mochen, with a pretended timidity and said in a low voice, “Sister, if you don’t welcome me, I shall leave now.”

Qin Mochen stayed with me, even though he hated me.

However, when Mo Yulin came back, Qin Mochen became indifferent to me instantly and totally ignored me.

The phone rang and I answered it wearily. I did not expect that it was from the prison. The police said that my father was seriously injured. He was dead since all the rescue measures proved ineffectual. The corpse was in the hospital.

Her mad laughter made me shudder. Was I a murderer and the daughter of a rapist?

It was all because of this bitch, Mo Yulin, but why was I taking all the responsibility?

I was so resentful, and the wrath was about to overwhelm me. I questioned her in a stern voice, “Where are you.”

Mo Yulin was obviously shocked and then sarcastically said, “The coffee shop on Huanhe Road. I have something to talk to you face-to-face too.”

She hung up after she finished the words, while I still held my phone tightly. As I took the last look at my father, sadness returned.

When I got to the coffee shop, I saw Mo Yulin raise her hand holding the coffee cup to me. I walked towards her with a grim face and stared at her with hate.

At this moment, I really want to kill her, but my reason told me not to do so.

She looked at me with a sneer and said, “You must want to kill me now, right?”

I fought back my anger and grabbed the cup in her hand and poured the coffee on her face. The slightly hot coffee made Mo Yulin scream. She tried to slap my face angrily, but I caught her hand.

I stared icily at her embarrassed face and said with clenched teeth, “You really believe that you can beat me down? No, you are wrong. A man with nothing is never afraid of losing while a man with something is not. I know all the shit you did. I even know the thing that you impersonated me. Do you think the secret will be hidden forever?”

Looking at Mo Yulin’s pale face, I slapped her hard across the face, and then she fell to the ground because of my slap. I grabbed her hair.

At that moment, I saw her fear of me in her eyes. I said coldly, “Remember that, Mo Yulin, all I lost three years ago, I will get them back!”

I pushed her away and turned to leave. The most important thing at the moment, I thought was to deal with my father’s funeral affairs.

The sinister voice of Mo Yulin came behind me, “Mo Yufei, do you really think that my ability can let Mo Zhenhua die in prison?”

Her words hit me like a blow on my head. I turned to look at Mo Yulin with my trembling body, “What do you mean?”

Actually, I already had the answer in my heart, but I just didn’t want to admit it. When Mo Yulin said with a smile that all this was ordered by Qin Mochen, my heart completely broke.

I knew Qin had always held a grudge against my father because of what he did, but it was not my father who did it. Why did he believe Mo Yulin’s words to kill my father?

I only felt dizzy at that moment, and heard Mo Yunlin walk to my side and say sarcastically, “I told Chen that whenever I recall being gang- raped by Mo Zhenhua and those guys, I am scared. I don’t want to live in the same city with them. I didn’t expect him to do it so fast and quietly killed Mo Zhenhua that night.”

I felt my feet flabby and then fell to the ground. Why was it he who did it? Why?

I had loved him for five years, but what did I get in the past five years?

I couldn’t hear anything at that moment as I completely fainted. When I passed out, I heard a gentle voice. The voice was so familiar. Did he come back?

When I woke up, I was already in the hospital. The one standing by my sickbed was a senior I had not seen in three years. He was Su Chengzhao.

It turned out that he saved me. I endured the pain in my heart and smiled, “Chengzhao, when did you come back?”

Su Chengzhao looked at me with concern, and stretched out his hand to touch my hair. There was a hint of pity in his voice, “If I don’t come back, I am afraid that you won’t be able to survive.”

His gentle movements and tone made me want to cry. I couldn’t remember how long I hadn’t been cared about by others.

The death of my father, and the ruthlessness of Qin Mochen made me almost collapse. At this moment, I just wanted to rush into the arms of Su Chengzhao and cry for all the grievances and pains I had suffered in the past three years.

He held me in his arms tightly and sighed, “Why do you have to bear so much? Why did you never want to come to me?”

At that time, I couldn’t say anything, just crying, since I didn’t know what I should say.

I had always loved Qin Mochen. I had loved him for five years, but what had I got finally? In the end, he deprived me of the warmth that I only had. I hated him, and my love for him was completely shattered with the death of my father.

Suddenly, the door was opened, Su Chengzhao let go of me, and let out a muffled groan with pain. I looked up, and saw a face that I couldn’t forget even if I died. Chengzhao had been shut out of the ward.

Qin Mochen grabbed my shoulders with both hands, completely ignored my pain, and shouted at me in anger, “Mo Yufei, you fucking bitch, you used the bastard in your womb to provoke Yulin, and got her hit by a car. Do you really think that I dare not to kill you? ”

The person he trusted was always Mo Yulin instead of me.

I felt very sad and painful, and said weakly, “Just kill me if you really want to kill me. You had killed my father anyway. It will be good to kill me too.” At the moment, along with the roar of Su Chengzhao, there came the sound of pounding at the door.

I closed my eyes desperately. I could feel the stiff body of Qin Mochen, and his indifference which made me shudder.

“Qin Mochen, you will regret if you kill her. You are such a fool. In fact...”

Realizing what would Su Chengzhao say, I opened my eyes and roared, ”Come on! Kill me! Then you can be with Mo Yulin for a lifetime and nobody would disturb you!”

Su Chengzhao hit the door with his fist, and then his voice full of sadness arose, ”Yufei, why do you torment yourself like this?”

Torment?

I never thought so. Even if Qin Mochen knew the facts, the one he loved was not me after all.

I thought Qin Mochen would kill me, but out of my expectation, he threw me to the bed violently and then pressed against me with his cold eyes fixed on me.

“Killing you will dirty my hands.”

My heart twitched suddenly, but it had already been numb with pain.

Thinking of my father’s death, I stared at him resentfully, ”Qin Mochen, the moment you killed my father, my love for you was gone. You hated him too much. Now, he is dead and your wish has been achieved. From now on, we should treat each other as a stranger even if we meet again!”

After finished speaking, I was surprised to see a sense of shock in his eyes.

I sneered in my heart. Maybe he realized that it was Mo Yulin told me about the truth, otherwise I would be still kept in the dark now.

“Strangers?” Qin Mochen pinched my jaw suddenly, ”Do you want to be together with Su Chengzhao with my baby? Don’t even think about it! If you want to leave, have an abortion and then you can disappear.”

“Qin Mochen, you are such a bastard!” I hit him resentfully, but the next moment, he tore my clothes directly, and entered my body without any foreplay as usual.

I screamed in honor. My baby! I tried my best to save it. How could he be so cruel!

Qin Mochen forced me to have sex again and again, as a cold voice came into my ears,” You don’t deserve to have my baby!”

I closed my eyes and let him vent his anger and desire, lying like a corpse.

Yes, I didn’t deserve it. In his eyes, only Mo Yulin deserved it.

If I didn’t faint that year and I was more active in the past, would everything be different now?

Not knowing how long it took, Qin Mochen finally left my body, and then said ruthlessly, ”I will arrange the operation tomorrow. After aborting, you can disappear in front of me forever.”

He picked up the quilt and threw it on me to cover my ruined and humiliated body.

The cold words stuck into my heart like a sword, ”I won’t even care that you show your body to a beggar after you leave, but before I allow you to leave, don’t disgrace me.”

The door was closed, and he left.

Curling myself up and enduring the colic, I sobbed until my eyes were red and swollen, until there were no more tears.

As steady footsteps came, Su Chengzhao walked toward me and held me covered in the quilt tightly, ”Yufei, why do you torment yourself? Why don’t you tell him the truth in the past?”

I struggled to free myself from his arms, and then turned to him, just finding some bruises in the corner of his mouth. Thinking of the muffled groan, I realized that Qin Mochen hit him.

I felt a little guilty to him and shook my head bitterly, ”I don’t want him to trample on my last pride.“

I wanted to keep my baby, and never let Qin Mochen kill it.

Thinking of this, I grasped Su Chengzhao’s arm with both two hands and looked at him imploringly, ”Chengzhao, take me away, to a place where no one can find me.”

Su Chengzhao stiffened apparently. He caressed my face and asked in a low voice, ”Do you really want to leave? Are you willing to leave?”

Tightening my fists, I swallowed all the pain and resentment, and then I sneered, ”There is nothing worth lingering. He killed my father, and now he wanted to kill my baby. I hate him.”

Although I said like that, I knew clearly that I still couldn’t terminate my love for Qin Mochen completely.

Su Chengzhao smiled gently,” Okay, since you want to leave, I will take you away at all costs.”

When he said this, a bad feeling which made me panic welled up in my heart, but I didn’t know why.

Su Chengzhao left. He said that he needed to deal with the matters at hand, and then he would take me away tonight.

However, I could not stay in this ward any longer. The thought that Qin Mochen might send someone to take me away frightened me. I changed my clothes and secretly escaped from the hospital. All the way there was a dull ache in my lower abdomen, but I didn’t pay more attention to it.

When I arrived at the railway station of Liang City, it was already dark. I had sent a text message to Su Chengzhao on the way. I told him that I was waiting for him at the railway station. I thought that there were so many people here, Qin Mochen would not find me that easily.

My cell phone rang at this moment. It was Su. He asked me where I was. As I was just about to talk, suddenly I felt a pain in my shoulder. I was turned over by a brute force. I didn’t expect the one in front of me was Qin Mochen. I didn’t know when my phone in my hand fell to the ground. All I could think about was why he could find me here. Did he follow me all the way?

“Mo Yufei, you really have the guts, don’t you? you dare to escape!” Qin Mochen looked at me gloomily, and his tone was frightening.

I started to tremble and looked at him in horror.

He saw my reaction and started laughing. He pinched my chin and said in a cold voice, “You are afraid of me, right?” I confessed that I was afraid of him at this point. I was not afraid for me, but for the baby in my womb.

Perhaps because it was in public, he didn’t embarrass me, but took me away form here with a sullen face. The chill on his body eroded my heart, and seemed to become colder and colder in this cold winter.

He was silent until he pushed me into the car and then pulled me up by the collar. With his eyes full of fierceness, he said, “Mo Yufei, since you want to escape so much, you don’t have to wait for tomorrow, and I will arrange the abortion for you now.” Then he called the hospital.

I was in total despair. In the end, I still failed to protect my baby?

I didn’t want to compromise. I got out of the car in a hurry while he was on the phone, but he was faster than me and grabbed my wrist. He seized me by the throat and said angrily, “You want to run away again? Mo Yufei, you really want to elope with Su Chengzhao, uh-huh? Didn’t you say you loved me? Your love is so cheap!”

My broken heart had been indifferent to his words. I looked at him with a sneer, and said, “You are right. I am a cheap girl. The worst thing I did is falling in love with you. How can I be in love with you for five years?”

He looked at me coldly, and squeezed my chin violently. The words he said hurt my heart like a knife, “Loved by you, I only feel sick!”

Ah? Feel sick?

I was laughing at myself in my heart. How pathetic I was. What kind of a man I was in love with in the five years?

“Don’t escape anymore. As long as I don’t let you go, you will be mine even if you die!” he said it and began to drive.

I clenched my hands, and my lower abdomen started to pain again. I closed my eyes and swallowed all my pain and hatred.

My lower abdomen was getting more and more painful, and I felt like urinating. I wanted to bear it, but it was unbearable. I begged him in a low voice, “Qin Mochen, pull over. I want to go to the toilet.”

“What kind of tricks do you want to play again?” Qin said in disgust and didn’t care about my words.

I grabbed his arm and gnashed the teeth, “I really want to go to the toilet. Pull over, otherwise I will pee in your car!” At this moment, my face was pale and the pain was unbearable. My words seemed to disgust him. He shook my hand off and pulled over. He said in anger, “Hurry up!”