My name is Jiya and I live with my small family.In my family there is me, my mom and dad and a younger brother too. My family is definitely small but it is very interesting. My mother is a teacher and my father is the owner of a company and my brother is studying but he helps my father sometimes. I study in class 9th

In my childhood, when my family was busy, he would leave me with my aunt and go away. Although I was very young, I used to try to play well with my aunt. Aunt was 3 years older than me but she too was a child When in childhood she used to play with me and started abusing me in wrong ways, I did not even know about it .

When I was 9 years old, I proposed to a girl. I felt like I was a boy. I liked someone like that. However, it was like that because I had been with boys since childhood. Although I came to know later that there can not be love between two girls and then there was only friendship between us two, although there was a couple between us even before that wasn't it.

Currently I am 15 years old and today is the first day of my new semester and on the very first day I saw a boy who might have been transferred student.But as soon as I saw him I came to know that he was from my class and studied in my section because the people he was talking to were my friends.Although he is my friend, but I was very good in studies and sir used to favour me a lot, that's why I went to sir and complained about him.Sani told me to go and bring him. Those people were bunking the school and when I saw the same transfer student again, I ran after him to catch him.

Although due to his high height he started making small comments to me but I caught him from behind and I dropped him on the ground, filed an then against him and took him to my sir .and I made a complaint on Thursday, this person commented that my height is small due to which he got double punishment, I literally enjoyed that moment. He had decided to take revenge like that.Although when sir was biting him then I came to know his name astitva. Then he told everyone that my height is much shorter than his, although my height is not that much shorter than his, it is just 4 inches shorter than his height.

Due to his doing this, I started feeling small and I did not like this thing at all, so now I also thought that I will take revenge from him.You and my friends together made a plan as to how to take revenge from this guy. You meet my friends, her name is Priyanka, her name is Bhavani, her name is Richa. (In the next part of the story, we will just plan to take revenge, okay)

After a lot of discussion between me and my friends, we decided that we will have fun with him, although I hope he won't have to face much trouble. Well what difference does it make to me, after all he also insulted me and the whole school is calling me a small girl, now I also have to take revenge.

Because I was friends with the class monitor, I asked him to help. After giving a small gift, it got reduced, I may even give him a chocolate candy as a thank you gift, it is not a big deal. My hard work brought color and his copy got changed, and he will get a scolding in class today, yes! It will be so much fun to see that moment.

I can't even wait. 9:00 a.m. classes started and then sir started returning the checked copies I can't wait for when the time for astitva will come, and he will get punished by sir. Although it also happened that the sir scolded him, but it made no difference to him, I was expecting this, so I did not feel anything different, but when he got the punishment, he was happy.

But he went out and started talking to his friends and the sound of his laughter echoed throughout the class. This made me very angry, and I felt like breaking his head. Now let's talk about another plan Although this is not that special for me to take revenge from him.

Anyway I am not going to leave this opportunity because he has also insulted me. Why should you forgive him. Our next plan is that as you all know, I am very good at studies, and I am also the (topper) of my class, so I want to make him look superior to my ability. So, I did start studying diligently and thought that if I get more marks than he would be insulted, anyway he was going to comes last This also a thing proves me wrong, and I come to know that he has come second. This happened when I was checking the topper name list and my name was on the first position. Then I thought what is the name of the second number and I noticed that it was not someone else's name, it was his name.

I'm so angry right now that I feel like killing that guy. Well now it doesn't matter at all. I feel I should stop taking revenge from him because there is no benefit in it. It doesn't matter to him what I say. But now I am feeling bad. I feel that despite being an ideal face for the whole world, but I am nothing for him. I feel I should stop thinking about taking revenge because what difference does It make if someone says something to you, you will not become like that. it would be better if I let him go.

the next day:

this morning is very beautiful

Everybody asks Jiya what to do next.Jiya says now leave those things alone If whatever we do makes no difference then there is no need to work hard, let it remain as it is. From today, I will start ignoring him. Now it doesn't matter to me what he is doing and what not But Jiya does not know that the thing which does not matter to her now is enough to make the Astitva different.

Till now,we have been looking at the story from Jiya's side, let's now look at the story from astitva side.｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

 Towards astitva :

The rain of paper balls that used to happen every day, how did it stop today. Today Jiya is sitting so quietly behind me, so astitva is seen from behind the head. And he comes to know that no one is sitting behind him and Jiya is sitting on the first bench with someone else. The one who used to sit behind me till yesterday, today again she has gone and sat on the first bench. I am not able to understand what has happened to this girl today. She keeps finding excuses to tease me every day. Why is she sitting in front of me today? It seems she is worried about her marks. What is she studying so much? Leave it now what does it matter now. At least she is not disturbing me, otherwise she keeps roaming around me every day .and she looks for a chance to get punishment from the teacher. Leave it now let me go.

after 10 days:

Life became normal again. I used to have fun sitting on the last bench like before and I also fell great where I came in second posi, and and now I came in fifth position. I feel that my improvement happened only and only because of her because she used to keep on bothering me all day long that I was not doing any fun and I used to concentrate on my studies only. But now nothing like that is happening due to which my mind is feeling weak, I am looking for some excuse with the help of which I can sit with her.

After recess:

It's 2 o'clock in the afternoon right now, and I'm feeling very angry ಠ⁠︵⁠ಠ. Why is she doing this? I don't like her at all. Now she is continuously ignoring me. Although I wanted this, but not too much My friends come and ask me why are you so worried. I tell them that there is nothing, I am just not in a good mood. Now whom should I tell this to soon, I have not been able to think of any excuse till now. Finally, after a lot of hard work, an excuse has come to my mind that I will tell Sir that I was not able to see from here, should I sit in front then Sir will be forced to call me forward. And I will go and sit in the seat of my friend who is just one step away from his bench, this is good for me, at least I will be able to see his ugly face.

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due to some error and my mistake that why I recurrent my first chapter (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠) please forgive me

I am feeling so sorry

However, what happened was what I had thought. I told sir that I was not able to see the class board from here and sir called me in front of him.

It is a good opportunity for me to know that firstly I will be able to trouble that ugly girl and I will also be able to focus on my studies

As I expected, she is ignoring me. It is his problem, what do I care about him? I like his irritating face look.

Let's know what Jiya thinks about this:

Why is this idiot sitting here? I don't like his face. I feel like putting itching powder in his shirt

I don't like his shape even a bit

okay let's come back to the story now

Astitva after the plan becomes successful, he notices that Jiya is actually not that rude

This is how it takes 4 to 5 days to passes, after a few days there was a normal day and Astitva realise that actually it was wrong. he thinks that.Jiya is actually very good because she talks to a girl like no one else talks to.Yes, she also helps others in studying. She is a little tall but she has amazing strength. I saw her behind the ground and she was beating two boys at a time. For a moment I was amazed at how such an innocent, small looking girl was killing two boys, then remembered That.that he had even thrown me into the ground the day I was skipping school Despite knowing that I was beaten up in the school ground for this, I am still very surprised that how can she kill two people together, among whom there is such a person whom the teachers are afraid.

Yes but it is not that bad in this she was beaten that day because he was harassing some girl, and maybe he is his friend that's why As much as I know her, she has more friends among boys but among girls she doesn't talk to more than four or five girls.

Yes, when I see him now I realize that he is not that bad, I just said this to trouble him that she is ugly

Astitva When he was thinking all this, Jiya noticed him, and then he thought what trouble are you going to bring. All the friends sitting with him said look at this, nothing happens too much Jiya said that yes that is it what do owls do. The girl who said this was named Anushka. Everyone called her the silent killer in the class because she did not talk to anyone. Actually the reason behind this is known only to Jiya.

You will hear the next story from Jiya

Yes, it is true that Anushka does not talk to anyone, the reason for this is the same which was the reason for the incident that happened in my childhood, in fact Anushka's uncle used to physically abuse her. And only I know this thing and because of this Anushka is not comfortable talking to anyone. It has been 8 years since our friendship, that is why now she shares things with me.

Leave these things aside and let's get back to current time Then I told Anushka that we should focus on our studies, midterms are coming up, and I don't want to face any trouble, anyway you know my life. There are already a lot of problems and there is no need to create more Astitva I am saying that whom are you troubling? I am causing trouble to you. I also said in anger that yes you look good, otherwise why did you come to the bench before the last pencil You definitely have to do some flirting with me, which I don't want at all Then he says that I have not come for you, last time my position had fallen down behind which I want to concentrate on my studies, that is why I sit in front not for you. I shouted and said that it is okay, I will follow him But when I looked back, no seat was vacant, and I felt embarrassed and went back to my seat. astitva I am telling you that then why don't you go, anyway I don't want to see your ugly face And while saying this he looks back and finds out that no seat was vacant, and then he starts laughing loudly. And with this embarrassment my last period also ends

After I go home I keep thinking the whole day about taking revenge from him, but then I remember old things. And remembering what I said, I think I should ignore him and I will also change my seat tomorrow.

the next day

Although I did not get any other seat, I changed my place with my friend Anushka, but still he would look at me and start making fun of the teachers. Although I am a good student, but his crazy antics make me laugh, because of which I get punishments. Like this some four-five days passed and then after a few days my health deteriorated, and I went away for almost 2 weeks.

Astitva:

Although she never bothered me, but she had also stopped ignoring me. She used to laugh at my words, I didn't know what happened. I am not there in the last two weeks I don't know what happened to him. Do I need to go to his house?

Hey! Anushka do you know where Jiya's house is?

Anushka: yes I know where he is but why should I tell you, and you always used to trouble her

Astitva:I used to worry about him, but he has not been going to school for the last 2 weeks. I was a little worried about what happened to him. Do you know anything? Anushka said that she has malaria, that's why she did not go to school, anyway your house is near her house, don't you know, I don't know whether her house is near her house There's at least a difference of 5 to 5 minutes between your houses yes that is ok then where is she, Anushka tells me where her house is

I know from other people that she might not be able to survive. I feel very bad that I have troubled her so much. However, one day while talking to Anushka and Jiya, I heard that she likes chocolate ice cream a lot, so I buy the same for her and go to her house. Although while going I saw some girls who were of my class and were going to jiya's house, they told me that they do not allow boys to come to their house even if they are just friends.Jiya has clearly said that no boy will come to her house, but you can go because we all are coming with you, we will tell you that if you are our brother then she will not care about you.I said okay to them and I walked with them. Then I realized how would I give her chocolate ice cream. After thinking for some time, an idea came to me that I should tell one of them.

And then I did the same and one of them also agreed that it is okay, I will give it from your side, in some time Jiya's house also reached, it is really about 2 minutes from my house it is at a distance Today I will see Jiya after 2 weeks, when I saw Jiya, for a second my heart forgot to beat That beautiful face which I always call ugly, today it really looks lifeless. Seeing this, I feel as if something is broken in my heart. I thought that she would shout at me after seeing me, but she did not do anything like that, she was just looking at me with half open eyes Her silence was enough to empty my heart from inside. When she used to shout at me, I used to like you, but when she is calm, my heart is empty from inside.

After looking at him like this for some time, everyone said that now lets go, you get well soon and come back

Everyone will go to someone's house and I too left his house, I did not say even a single word to her, I don't know what she will think about me. After some time he got well and came back to school and as soon as he came back the light started working again for us. I had never thought that everything would become normal like this.Did I say it feels normal Now these things have become normal for me A few days ago I said sorry to him for my behavior Now I don't know what his answer will be

It is not that I wanted to apologize to him, but I wanted to reduce my guilt

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