Yuri's POV

"No one can understand my father not even me or my mother. In one moment he is the best husband and father and in another moment he is the worst father and husband ever."

In my country the female especially the daughters are considered as the goddess but the words my father uses for me and my mother and her maternal family is too much to bear by my mother.

I am all grown up, a 14 year old girl. Who didn't have a sweet joyful childhood like other children but a horrible childhood a child could ever deserve or wish for." hic...hic "I was unlucky in everything friendship, siblings, parents but I am lucky in one thing that is having my soulmate. She is my cousin she is my mother's sister's daughter." Chuckle with tears

" I am my parents only daughter. I have mothers my mother's facial tone/colour but my attitude is just like my father. My anger is different from others well it's said that children get their parents'features but in this anger feature I have worse anger than my father but I somehow control it." Clench her fist

"The place where I live is like a cage. it feels suffocating to live here. If not for my mother I would have got my freedom way before .this freedom means freedom from life." Smile bitterly

"No one knows how it feels to see your mother being mentally tortured. while you being torture just because you favour your mother and speak for her right." Hit the vase near her which hit her hand hardly making it bleed "ahhhhhhh..." Shouts in pain this isn't the pain caused by the wound but the years of frustration and pain kept sealed in the heart of the teen girl

Seeing your mother getting torture mentally by your father is a different thing but being a teenage hearing your parents bickering and argument everyday. this is the reason I want commit suicide." Mummer slowly"mumma it hurts.. I don't know why I should get used to it but it still hurts just like before I don't know how to stop this pain. It is not physical but mental.....I hate papa aahhh..hahaaaahh." screaming her heart out with eyes closed

"Once I also thought my father is my superhero. My father loves me just like others I am also my father's princess but I am just a burden

"Would anyone believe at the age of 10 a child would think or try to commit suicide. A girl being harassed by a girl that was also by her aunt from the age when she was just 7 or 8 years old."

"You are so useless you have such a poor memory." "how careless you are how will you memorize your lessons when you forget so small things." these are the words I hear daily and I lost my confidence in everything

"You have such a dark skin tone. How will you get married. How will you find a groom for yourself. We will have to spend so much money in your marriage. So much money in your studies yet you are not so good and studies."

Is being born as a girl my fault?"

"Is being born with brown dark skin tone my fault?"

"Is it my mother's wife that her child is the same colour as her dark skin toned?"

"Is it my Mother's fault that I have brown skin tone like her?"

"Is it my fault my academic grades are so poor even though I try hard?"

Yuri was saying all these while someone was hearing it.

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"Hah what a boring day I wish I had bunked the class but this oldie will not let me. Wait I can at least go to the washroom" The girl got up from her seat and took the permission from her Maths teacher and went to the washroom outside the washroom corridor she saw four girls. One of them was her best friend and the other one was her new best friend and the other two were their classmates.

They were talking happily while giggling the latter saw and became sad. "It's okay if I am sad doesn't mean she should also be sad right. Should I say hello to her" She went to her best friend but her bestfriend didn't notice her as she was in her own world busy talking so she just walked to the washroom. She was inside the washroom waiting for them to leave first

"Well you must be thinking who I am wait let me introduce myself. I am Yuri. I am in 8th grade Now. The girl outside is Olivia my bestfriend....ah my bad I forgot the girl beside Olivia, her name is Eve is she is olivia's new best friend well let me explain its like a best friend triangle I and Olivia are best friend since kindergarten and we have one more best friend Aria was also my best friend from my previous kindergarten later on she join our school in 2nd grade again and then she became Olivia best friend too basically I, Olivia and Aria we three are best friends from years but Aria and Olivia had too much argument for of me because I am their favourite but in COVID year 2020-2022. we had online classes for 2 years due to the lockdown when we came back to the school we got to know our sections are changed. Olivia is in section A, I am in section B and Aria is in section C. From that time and our friendship became too fragile we only spend time together in our bus as we had different classes." A bitter smile appeared on her face and she continued.

"Because of being different classes and meeting different people having to chat with different people slowly our opinions changed our taste, friends everything changed so we don't have much topics to talk about on the bus but still I spout about nonsense just to start a conversation weather it makes sense or not I think the other two are leasing interested."

"I made an online friend later on she became my best friend but it's not like I hid this from them but when Eve became Olivia's best friend she didn't even bother to tell me about this. The day I was absent Olivia told about her new best friend to Aria but when Aria told about olivia's new bestfriend to me.

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Olivia was like "no yuri she is lying why are you destroying our friendship Aria" and after few days or weeks I got to know about this from Olivia's classmate well she was my old classmate we knew eachother as we were in same class before.

At that time Aria promised and told me she will never make any bestfriend other than me and Olivia but still I was scared so I just told her "If you ever make a bestfriend don't hide it just tell me" then after a few months I asked if she made a bestfriend she told "Yes I did made bestfriends." Aria also made bestfriend not one but two both Olivia and aria have their best friends in their own class. Now they have people around them who would choose them not like any option while with me it's like I don't have any close friends other than Julie she didn't treat me like an option. like she is my close friend just like that am also her close friend. I was in grade 7 when we became deskmates. Now it has been 2 years Julie."

When I first came in class 7 after the online exam. I felt I came directly from another world. everyone had at least one friend whom they knew from their previous class not like I didn't you knew anyone from it previous class but it's just like I was not so close to them. Everyone was busy with each other and day by day I was becoming a introvert. That time Julie started a conversation and we became FRIENDS."

"When I sometimes feel like a stranger in my own house how can someone expect from me that I can feel close to anyone after being in all these best friend triangle and family shit. Well I think after my best friend only Julie is my close friend in the whole school."

"Sometimes I think even my best friend treats me like an option because they have a new best friend. this was my journey from grade 7 to 8

In grade 7 and 8 my attendance percentage was low because of my health issues I used to be too much absent not only this but sometimes also because I very lonely in the class like who wouldn't

I hate school I feel I have no one just alone fuck it's too much but if I tell about these to Aria and Olivia they will just say "You have us." I mean like how I have you ughaa let's just stop thinking about this or I will have headache. Before I was a Extrovert but now a an Introvert. I have communication problem.

"I have a feeling that this friendship of ours won't last long. Sometimes I only feel like leaving everything and run away from here " sign. Guess what

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