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Your Embrace Isn't The Thing I Want

Introduction

~~Introduction~~
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I am rewriting this story. Another one is already up to 85 chapters. I wanted to make many corrections but since the story might change a little so I am rewriting it all over again.
Author
Author
Let's go for the Introduction first....
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Name: Suzuki Sakura (Female Lead of this story) Age: 17 years old Personality: Kind but Smart and Strong Likes: Cakes, Blue Color and her Mother.
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Name: Takishima Shoto (Male Lead or maybe Sub Male Lead) Age: 18 years old Personality: Kind and Cruel, Strong, Smart, Cold Likes: Coffee, Doing Business deals, Black Color. Heir of Takishima Group
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Name: Suzuki Yuto (Father of Female Lead Sakura) Age: 42 years old Personality: Total Trash Likes: Cigarettes, Coffee, Money Owner of Arai Company
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Name: Suzuki Natsume (Stepbrother of Female Lead Sakura) Age: 20 years old Personality: Kind but cruel, Isn't that smart but is smart. Likes: His family and friends Heir of Arai Company
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Name: Suzuki Naomi (Stepsister of Female Lead Sakura) Age: 17 years old Personality: Like her Father.. A total trash. Likes: Her Family, Money, Travelling.
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Author
But, Naomi and Sakura have the same birthday date. It's April 28th.
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Name: Suzuki Mitsuki (Stepmother of Female Lead Sakura) Age: 41 years old Personality: More trash than her husband. Likes: Her family, Money, bullying female lead.
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Name: Yoshida Haru (Friend of Sakura and Shoto) Age: 17 years old Personality: Kind, Happy go lucky, Strong, Funny. Likes: Amusement Park, Outgoing, To have fun and also likes Akastsuki Yui.
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Name: Akatsuki Yui (Best friend of Female Lead Sakura and cousin of Shoto) Age: 17 years old Personality: Strong, Smart, Cold. Likes: Coffee, Cakes and Yoshida Haru
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Other characters will be shown later on when their role comes. Please like or comment the story if you like the story and don't forget to subscribe for the update or please if you have anything you want to comment about this story, please do so. I hope you will like this story. 😄😄

Chapter 2

Year 2019 April 28,
Sakura
Sakura
My name is Sakura. I'm 17 years old today. I'm a high school student. I work a part time job as a delivery girl in a restaurant after school.
Sakura
Sakura
Then I work at a convenience store for 4 hours. I got a holiday on Friday because I asked for it.
Sakura
Sakura
Haha, and also I made some good friends at school too but... they don't know anything about me. I haven't told them yet.
Sakura
Sakura
I'm living with my Father, Stepmother, Stepbrother and Stepsister. Haha, it's my whole family.
Sakura
Sakura
I'm an illegitimate child though. My mother got in an accident when I was 10 years old.
Sakura
Sakura
And now she is in the hospital and still in a coma. My father didn't know my existence until I came to him for help. But...
Sakura
Sakura
But... Father seems to hate her. He didn't like me as well. But he still agreed to help me with only giving some condition or you can say I made a deal with him in order to save my mother.
Sakura
Sakura
He gave me shelter, clothes, food, and even put me in school. But, he always had hatred eyes directed towards me. I knew he hated me a lot. But I was 10 years old.
Sakura
Sakura
I can't earn or survive out alone all by myself. I wanted to go to the orphanage but my father didn't let me.
Sakura
Sakura
I wanted to grow up fast and to become independent.
Sakura
Sakura
While I was at my father's house my stepmother always scolded me. She made me do the housework and keeps on beating me for no reason daily.
Sakura
Sakura
My father didn't help me when she beat me up. She didn't beat me in the face. I had to go to school so they couldn't get my face injured.
Sakura
Sakura
I figured that out later. But my body was full of scars. I acted tough in front of them but I always used to cry alone at night.
Sakura
Sakura
Haah! I was such a crybaby. Me, Natsume and Naomi, We aren't close either. I'm the youngest one in the house. The Eldest one is brother and then it's sister.
Sakura
Sakura
They also disliked me because I get in their life. They blamed me for everything they did and I was always beaten by my stepmother while my father totally ignored this violence towards me.
Sakura
Sakura
I am at school right now and it's Friday. I don't have to go to work today. I feel like flying with joy. Haha.
~(School end ring bell)~
Akastsuki Yui
Akastsuki Yui
Sakura, Today you don't have to go to work right? Let's go out to hang out. I have called Haru and Shoto as well.
Sakura
Sakura
I want to but... But I don't have money on me.
Akastsuki Yui
Akastsuki Yui
Shoto and Haru will pay for it. So, let's go. Don't worry about it.
Sakura
Sakura
Okay then.
They met Shoto and Haru at the front school gate. They went to karaoke to have fun. They played outside till night.
LIKE MY ANOTHER STORY "Abandoned Princess" I WILL ALSO USE SAME SYMBOL {} AS REFERRING THE INNER THOUGHT OF THE CHARACTER.
Sakura
Sakura
{I was having a lot of fun but... when I looked at time... it scared the hell out of me. It was already 8.}
Sakura
Sakura
Let's go home now. It's already 8 PM.
Yoshida Haru
Yoshida Haru
Eh? Wait wait...
Yoshida Haru
Yoshida Haru
Sakura, let's play more. We'll take you back home so don't worry but can't we play just a bit more... Okay please.
Sakura
Sakura
{I wish I could. I don't wanna go home either. I was having a lot of fun too but.. AHHHH... I shouldn't have come here to play after all.} *screaming in mind*
Sakura was scared because her stepmother would definitely find this as a new reason to beat her up.. She was trembling.
Shoto
Shoto
Let's go back home. My mom gonna kill me if I reach home more later.
Yoshida Haru
Yoshida Haru
*sigh* okay. Your mom does look scary. Let's go back. *disappointed*
Shoto
Shoto
What did you say about my mom? *says angrily*
Yoshida Haru
Yoshida Haru
Tehhee... 😆
Akastsuki Yui
Akastsuki Yui
Sakura, let's go. *Smile*
They didn't notice the expression she had except Shoto. He was surprised.
After a while, they depart in their own way. Haru and Yui went to one place. They were childhood friends and neighbours. Shoto walked Sakura home too.
Akastsuki Yui
Akastsuki Yui
Okay we will go from here. Bye Sakura, bye Shoto.
Sakura
Sakura
~Bye~ let's meet at school tomorrow.
There weren't many people on the road. The sound of footsteps of Sakura and Shoto. It made both of them nervous. They just walked all the silence. It was awkward.
Sakura reached her home.
Sakura
Sakura
Shoto, you can go home now. Thank you for walking me home. *Smile*
Shoto
Shoto
It's okay. Good night. See you tomorrow at school. *Waves his hand*
Sakura
Sakura
Emm, Good night. Bye.
The stepmother was looking outside the window and was full of anger. As soon as sakura came inside home, the stepmother started to scold her.

Chapter 3

The stepmother was looking outside the window and was full of anger. As soon as Sakura came inside home, the stepmother started to scold her.
Suzuki Mitsuki
Suzuki Mitsuki
SAKURA, WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU? TODAY, YOU DIDN'T HAD ANY WORK? WHY WERE YOU SO LATE? AND WHO ON EARTH WAS THAT BOY JUST NOW THAT DROPS YOU HERE? *Angry*
Sakura
Sakura
Mother, he is just my classmate. He also works at a store. The manager called me because two of the staff asked for a leave today.
Sakura
Sakura
So, I had to go. It was this late so he dropped me home.
Suzuki Mitsuki
Suzuki Mitsuki
Do you think I don't know you are lying? How dare you lie to me? You really want to get beaten up huh? Also, how dare you call me mother. I'm not your mother, you clearly know that.
Sakura
Sakura
No, I'm not lying. I really was at work. Please believe me.
Mitsuki held an umbrella and started beating her. Her father came from the office at that time and saw Mitsuki beating Sakura but he didn't say anything nor stop his wife from beating Sakura.
Sakura was hurt by her father's ignorance of her. After a while Mitsuki stopped and screamed at her to go to her room.
Suzuki Mitsuki
Suzuki Mitsuki
Scram... Go back to your room. you won't have any food tomorrow. Reflect on yourself.
Sakura stood up and went to her room. She closed the door and started crying.
Sakura
Sakura
{Mom, you know, I had a lot of fun out with my friends today but I had to pay the price for it as well.}
Sakura
Sakura
{My stepmother keeps scolding and beating me. My older brother and sister always scheme to make trouble for me.}
Sakura
Sakura
{And my father, as usual keeps ignoring me. Mom, why does father hate me and you so much. The places stepmother beat me hurts but my father's hate towards me hurts even more.}
Sakura
Sakura
{If he doesn't want to raise me then why bother. He should have sent me to the orphanage. One time I thought I had enough so I went to an orphanage but he brought me back.}
Sakura
Sakura
{He even scolded me for going to the orphanage. Mom, please wake up already. I am missing you a lot.}
Remembering her past of that time. The time when she was 13 years old. She ran away from home to the orphanage.
Suzuki Yuto
Suzuki Yuto
Sakura, Why did you go to the orphanage? Haven't I given you everything you wanted? *Shouted angrily*
Sakura
Sakura
That's not it Dad... I just didn't want to be a burden to you. So, please let me leave.
Suzuki Naomi
Suzuki Naomi
Dad, if she wants to leave then let her. At least she knew she was a burden to us.
Suzuki Natsume
Suzuki Natsume
Naomi, my dear little sister. Don't you get it. When she came to our home first, the neighbour would think that we had adopted her.
Suzuki Natsume
Suzuki Natsume
If she goes to an orphanage now then what will others think about our family.
Suzuki Natsume
Suzuki Natsume
They will start gossiping that we abused her. And because of it, she ran away from here. It won't do any good for our reputation.
Suzuki Naomi
Suzuki Naomi
What? She is the one who is a burden to us. *Slaps to Sakura*.....
Sakura
Sakura
*puts her hand on the cheek where she got slapped*
Suzuki Naomi
Suzuki Naomi
You, How could you? We are taking care of you and you want to ruin our reputation in society.
Suzuki Naomi
Suzuki Naomi
You are a freeloader here. If you want to leave then leave but don't ruin our reputation in the society. *glare at Sakura*
Suzuki Yuto
Suzuki Yuto
That's enough... Sakura, don't you dare to go to the orphanage again. I will break your leg if you ever go there again.
Suzuki Yuto
Suzuki Yuto
Don't forget what you promised before. If you leave I won't pay for your mother's medical bills. *Leaves angrily*
Sakura
Sakura
I know. I won't do it again... *looks down*
Suzuki Naomi
Suzuki Naomi
Why is dad letting this beggars in our house anyway?
Suzuki Natsume
Suzuki Natsume
I know right. He is even paying her mother's hospital bills.
Sakura went to her room sadly.
Back to the present.
Sakura
Sakura
If he had let me stay at the orphanage at least I wouldn't have been suffering right now. I can't leave now either. I'm still in high school.
Sakura
Sakura
I won't be able to pay for mom's medical bills. I endured 7 years. Just 1 more year then I'll move out from this hell. Mom, I miss you so much. Please wake up already. *Crying*
She fell asleep after a while...

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