I remember when I was sit inside the taxi  a few years ago , I saw a woman on the street got anger to one white man . She shouted at him , cried , tried to hit the man and they had argued.

I tried to open my window just a little just want to know what they argued about.

A woman still dressed like from party / club last night with messy make up and messy hairs : 

" U **** me and just wanna leave me here ? **** you. Do you think I am a ********** ? "

The white man laughed at her and answered her : " U are slut . What do you want ? " 

The woman shouts even harder .She couldn't control her self and looks like no have shame anymore in front of a lot of people on the street with a lot of cars and bikes " **** you . You played me . 

You hurt me . You used me . I don't accept this !!! "

Then the white man just left her with his bike , put his middle finger to her and laughed 

I also heard some stories from some woman who always blamed the man . 

" They just wanna **** and bye . I am not the kind of woman who want to do one night stand . Im not **** arround woman etc  "

Hpw many we can see on first meeting , some of women dressed very sexy / sensual with  full make up  and go to the man place after from  club / bar / dinner / hangout  to continue watch movie / have a beer / continue have a talk or swim in the middle of the night ( hahaha ) 

Lately , I read news about two white women who felt as a victims of sexual harassment by one Brazilian man in Bali .

After I finish reading all  , I have my own opinion . 

In this story I can't blame the man because they met at place who do dance with seductive movements . 

After the show finished , one of the woman had a drink and have a light topic to talk with him  and after she agreed to follow the man to his place because she said  she felt hungry of food . 

After arrived at the man place , the man took a shower and went out from the bathroom with towel  . They started to play touch and kiss each others until sex happened between them . 

At the end the this woman felt guilty , sad , angry , depressed etc etc etc because finally she said , she has official boyfriend already . 

In another story , other woman also  finally felt guilty ,  worried to get pregnant because when she had sex with this man , this man didn't wear any condom , felt sad , angry etc etc etc 

Well

We can't blame this man . This is not a rape . They are 2 adults in one room . 

Met at sensual dance place . They talk . They drink . They agreed to go home together to the man place Nobody push each others with knife or gun lol .

I am woman too . I had a lot of stories in my life with bad and good stories  .

I called it s  a lesson of life not a mistake to teach us to not do it again and again on the same path  . 

I lost my marriage 2x . I never had serious ex boyfriend who wanna marry me . Etc etc etc

For all woman , young ladies , young girls around the world  

I just wanna say , respect your self . 

Start from  the way how you look , talk and behave . Have value for your self  . Have boundaries . 

Don't open the door . Don't start to play the fire or get involve with the game of the stranger man / even a  man that you know already  if you don't want to get burn . 

Have quality in your self and you will attract a serious man and quality man who want to come to your life 

But if you avoid all of these things , take the risk and don't complain and stop play as a victim from the man

NAMASTE . 

STAY BLESS IN HEART AND MIND AND CONTINUE TO DO KINDNESS , GOOD DARMA AND GOOD KARMA  TO ALL CREATION OF GOD 

( HUMAN BEING , ANIMAL AND NATURE ) . SAVE LOST SOUL . 

SAVE ANIMAL AND NATURE LIVES . NAMASTE

Hi readers 

What is birthday meant for you ? 

Big events in expensive hotels or restaurants , stacks of branded gifts, hair do + makeup , jewelry, branded clothes , fancy shoes with handsome and beautiful partner  +  friends important people ?

I am 42 years old now . No family around me .

No grandma . No grandpa . No parents .

No brother . No aunt . No uncle .

No husband. No boyfriend .

No job . No deal . No project .

No saving money in bank for future

I only have 5 rescue animals - 3 dogs and 8 cats  lives with me everyday

It is really painful a lot inside my heart when on your special day , you have nobody around you to call you , text you , hug you and kiss you to say Happy B'day

I am divorced 2x in my marriage life in past and never have serious  boyfriend who want to be with me and love me just the way I am

All friends that I ever had are just fake people who only stick around me if I can give something for them

( brought to resto , salon , movie , shopping etc )  or when I still have ex Western boyfriend with business or  when I still have good career

Need many years to understand we was born to this world alone and we will die alone

By this little note , if you are alone on your birthday , when you sick , when you have no way out from every problems , just remember always  in your mind we was born to this world alone and we will die alone too

One thing that we must be grateful for is we have God who never leave us no matter what , 

who never tired and never get bored to love and accept us in bad and in good no matter how many times we dissapointing God with leave Him and do 1000 bad things in life and we still have complete part of bodies , still have clean place to sleep and get protection under the sun and rain

Once more time 

Happy birthday to me . Stay strong .

Try to be positive . Keep walk . 

Keep continue  your journey .Trust on God 1000% 

Namaste

Hi good readers around the world ...

Tell me honest , what is in your mind when you see clean and healthy puppy and  kitten that just born in good house in rich family or family with enough money ? I am sure you would like to hold , pet and kiss them . But what about if you see unhealthy , stinky + old people , dog + cat with almost no furs , paralyzed , blind , deaf , tumor , cancer , skinny , smelly , full of maggots , broken face , wound and 1000 damaged on their bodies.Do you still would like to shake hands , hold  and kiss them ? Only your self who know the true answer 

It's my big dream since I was little girl to have animals who live with me everyday. My parents know really well I really want to have a lion in house because my zodiac is a LEO and for me a lion is an elegant animal . Quiet and walk in elegant . I remember when I still lived with my parents , I had female cat and I gave her name is Ling Ling  ( hahaha  ) . I don't know why I gave her name just like Chinese name . I also had 5 babies guinea pig that lived in cage . At that time I still don't know how to take care animals in proper with love and heart . Not only to give them food and water . I think my parents not really into animals because I remember my mother told me if I still want to take care animals in their house , my mother will leave . With broken heart , painful and tears inside my heart , I have no choice to put them stay outside . Until one day Ling Ling died in front of my eyes even I tried to brought her to the vet to save her life and all my guinea pigs also died because they got cold inside the cage when rain come . Nobody clean the cage to check the food and water for them .

Until in 2019 ago in another island , after my ex Italian boyfriend left me without news as usuall  ...

a few days later , I found small black puppy always slept in front of dirty toilet outside at my rent place. I have no heart to ignore her . I took her in my arms , she still couldn't walk and her eyes still couldn't see very well . I bought new towel and tried to bought milk for her . I brought her to my bed to sleep with me every night in quietly . Because if owner of my rent place find out I brought puppy sleep with me on my bed , he will kick me out 100% . I remember one day I heard the voice from him -  the owner of my place spoke to the staff to throw away that puppy . Since I heard that , I tried to save the puppy life with my very big risk , I will get kick out from him which is at that time , I already have no work at all and no have enough money to continue my life after I got fired from my ex French bos ( from real estate company ) because I am very often to get sick .

Day by day I survive with  1000 blessings from God and Universal through their guardian angels that They sent to me to fullfill my simple monthly life  ( like food , water etc ) .

I gave her name Amore Mio . It's Italian language because I met her after I lost my ex Italian boyfriend . She fills my days . She always with me day and night . At that time , my place close to the beach .    So every morning and before sunset I always walked with her for go to the beach . Even just sit and continue write my book , listened to the music or play run with her with sand and water . Even I couldn't go to the restaurant anymore with her if I am thirsty or hungry , but for me the important thing is her .

I always brought bottle with clean water inside or snack for her because I don't want she feel thirsty or hungry .

Universal and God really show me Their presences , loves and cares in my life with Amore Mio .

I remember there is Australian old couples who drove car and always brought big pocket with food and bones inside their car  for every stray animals like dog and cat around the beach or on the street.  Thanks to God , I got opportunity to get couples time to got free food ( dry + wet food ) and toy for my first puppy . Until one day , I should move to another place and never meet again to this Australian old couples 

I kept continue my journey with Amore Mio until I met other rescue animals ( 3 dogs and 2 cats ) . I will keep continue pray to Universal and God to let all doors open for me to get solution in my life . I should help other dogs with paralyzed , no furs , has tumor , cancer and got mutilation that I saw on the street and on Facebook news in my country even most of people laughed , talked behind me and underestimate me for what I am doing now . I don't need to wait to have a lot of treasures to give hands , to help , to share love and care to other creation of God like to old people , to orphanage kids , to animals who can't speak for them self but we can see if they are in sadness or in happy from their eyes because as long as I am still alive because I don't know when I will die , I will keep continue to do kindness , good darma , good karma to all creation of God because I know my self, I am ready to die anytime to comeback to my creator .

Keep continue do kindness , good things , good darma , good karma until the rest of your life because we never know if the time is come . Namaste .