Maybe I'm Just Broken
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You know there always a story about you that your parents don't know...
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They don't realize that they hurt you not only physical but emotionally too....
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So i present my own story
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Maybe not all readers will like it but.... I just want to share my story because....
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I just felt like it😐👍 and because i want to share my story before i have a courage to suicide... But yeah...
⚠️⚠️Warning this story contains suicide thoughts, rape, abuse and many more⚠️⚠️
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So yeah lets start!!
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Oh by the way i might just narrate my story so sorry
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And I'm pretty sure there will be only few people who will read this
That's what i title this because not only I'm broken inside but outside too....
I'm 15 years old today... And my story will start when i was a kid...
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I don't have a memory when I was young only a few things I remember...
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When I was 5 years old I remember my uncle pulling me somewhere in the house... Let's call him uncle "Jerry"...
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He... Pulled me in the dark and pull down his pants and... Reveal his.... Private part....
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He... Asked me to suck it....
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And I.... Refuse.. I still remember it until now but he didn't knew that i still remember..
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After I refuse he got angry and left immediately....
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That's the only thing I remember when I was a kid.... It's like my memory is locked....
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Maybe it's true that your memory is erasing your bad memories too protect you from these painful memories...
The next chapter will contain some disturbing things
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The next chalter will be about me when I was 7..
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So be prepared for the next chapter
My mother..
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Let's continued the story
When I was 7 years old I still remember my mother ordering me to cook rice for the lunch...
After washing the rice, I put it in the rice cooker and click the botton to cook the rice.... But... I didn't know that the rice cooker is broken neither my mom or any of my family...
So... I cook the rice wrong and my mom is so furious so she..... Put the bottom of the rice cooker in my lap....
It's so hot that it gives my skin burn..... I still remember everything.....
After she burn ng lap she later apologize to me..... And ask me to not tell my dad....
Because of how young and naive I was ... I did everything my mom told me....
Even if it's hurting me...
I... Always forgive her from everything she have done to me.... Even if she abuse me I still forgive her....
I love my mom.... Even if she hurt me or said bad things about me, I still love her..... She.... Was my mom....
Even if she turn her back to me I still love her because she's my mom,my mother who raise me in her belly for 9 months....
I love my mom no matter what....
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