Begin Again (Taekook)
Chapter 1
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Doctor
Mr.Kim you have Endometriosis *sad voice*
Jungkook has been experiencing severe pain during his menstrual periods, he has been noticing this for about 4 months now and not being able to handle those ugly pain over and over, he finally decided to see the Gynecologist
When the Doctor informed him about the cause he sat there confused not being able to comprehend what she actually meant
Doctor
Endometriosis is an often painful condition in which tissue that is similar to the inner lining of the uterus grows outside the uterus. It often affects the ovaries, fallopian tubes and the tissue lining the pelvis.Endometriosis tissue acts as the lining inside the uterus it would thickens, breaks down and bleeds with each menstrual cycle.
The doctor explained with Jungkook giving his full attention to the new found information about his body
But the next moment he held his breath when the doctor informed him about the condition more with a calm voice now
Doctor
Endometriosis can cause pain, especially during menstrual periods. Fertility problems also may develop , So Mr.Kim-
Doctor
If you want to conceive then I strongly suggest you to try it within this year, because we can't guarantee that you would be able to conceive later seeing your reports and condition
Jungkook felt numb at that moment, not knowing what to say or what to do
Sensing his fearful eyes, the doctor tried to calm him with her calm voice
Doctor
No need to stress yourself Mr.Kim, we will try our best to help out, we have the best doctors here rest assured *smiled*
Jungkook looked at her with his blank eyes before speaking
Jungkook
What percent of chance I have that I would be able to conceive in the future?
Doctor
It's 50-50, but as a precaution I suggest you to try it within this year only
Doctor
Here I'm prescribing some medicines which will help you during your menstrual cycle. Make sure to follow a healthy diet
Jungkook
*nodded while standing up*
Doctor
*smiled* It's my duty
Jungkook exited the chamber with his mind filled with so many emotions and thoughts
He bought the medicines and walked towards the parking lot where the driver was already waiting for him
He got inside the car and told the driver to drive him home
As the car moved through the busy roads if Seoul, Jungkook couldn't help but think about the things deeply
He thought- There's nothing normal between him and his husband, although they are married for 2 years now but their relationship is merely based on their responsibility of one another. He smiled sadly thinking about his feelings, what he feels for his husband is so pure which didn't took him much time to identify as "Love" but that's not enough he guessed, he is not enough for his husband he guessed as the other man was still deeply in love with his past lover which Jungkook thought would change soon but now even after their marriage which completed 2 years nothing really changed. The other still is in love with someone else which is not his husband who truly Loves him and want to cherish him but as always the other man chose to put a blind eye to what the other felt which was too obvious although Jungkook never said that loud but his actions were enough to proof everything.
Jungkook so badly wants his husband only for "himself", the thought of his husband still in love with someone else other then him make his heart clench badly but again he can't do anything as he never want to disrespect his husbands feelings. But now the scene has changed, what the doctor has said was indeed a serious matter. The thought of not being able to get pregnant was enough to make the male nauseous. He loves kids and always wanted to have his small family but sadly after his marriage he dropped that idea as he knew that his husband would never agree which shattered his heart once again. But now hearing the doctor and understanding the situation Jungkook wanted nothing but to have a child as soon as possible. He can't take risk, No! Atleast not in this case.
Jungkook
*taking deep breaths*
Jungkook taking deep breaths smiled with determination, by now he started to accept that the other will may never be his but he can't let go of the hope of having his own child, atleast not when he is so in love with the other.
Chapter 2
Jungkook entered the house with a gloomy face and heavy heart. He was finding heavy even to take his each step. His thoughts disturbed when a very energetic male came running towards him and hugged him tightly
Jimin
Kookie!! *hugging him tightly*
Jungkook
Jimin *smiled tiredly while hugging him back*
Jimin- The Childhood bestfriend of Jimin, who was there for him through thick and thin. Jimin understands him like no one and the same goes for Jungkook as well. They studied in the same school, from Elementary to High School. Their bond is unbreakable. Before marriage Jungkook was a little concern about not being able to see his best friend daily which already became his habit to have the other male by his side. But luckily Jimin surprised him saying his boyfriend is a very good friend of his husband and they are business partners as well, and that resulted the both male to spend their time like before. Jungkook couldn't leave the house always but Jimin made sure to come to his house every now and then.
Jimin
Yoongi had a meeting with your husband so he dropped me here *said excitedly*
Jungkook
That's great *little smiled*
And there, once again Jimin read through his eyes that something is wrong
Jimin
Hey what's wrong? Did something happened? *concern*
And once again Jungkook couldn't help but to let his tears fall infront of his best friend who was quick enough to hug the male once again
Jimin
Shh don't cry Kookie
Tell your minie what's wrong? *calm voice*
Jungkook
*sobbing while hugging Jimin*
Jungkook was not being able to complete his words due to his heavy breath and crying
Jimin
Shh let's get you to your room first okay
And Jungkook let Jimin take him to his room
After about 20 minutes Jungkook finally stopped crying and now sniffing slowly
Jimin
Are you feeling okay now? *concern*
Jungkook
*nodded his head a little*
Jimin
Tell me now, what's wrong?
And it took Jungkook about another 20 minutes to inform the whole thing and about the things already bothering him as Jimin knows about his relation with his husband.
After hearing Jungkook Jimin's heart dropped. He never wanted his best friend to suffer like this. Although he knew about his married life which always bother him as well but now seeing the things getting out of hands making him unsure as well.
After a brief pause, Jimin spoke calmly
Jimin
You'll get better Kookie please don't stress yourself like this *sad*
Jungkook
I-I really d-don't know Minie *sniffing*
Jimin
Everything will be fine Kookie b-but I guess you should talk to him about this *said carefully*
Jungkook
*looked at Jimin with tearful eyes*
Jungkook
I-I can't, this w-won't change anything
Jungkook
He's not m-mine that this matter will c-concern him as well
Jimin really felt terrible seeing Jungkook in this situation
Jimin
Then what you wanna do? Don't you want your own child Kookie? *sad voice*
Jungkook
Ofcourse I want *said immediately*
Jimin
So for that do you really wanna take risk by waiting for the future?
Jungkook stayed silent not knowing what to say more. He really didn't want to take any risk, though the doctor said there is 50-50 chance for him to be able to conceive in the future but he really can't take risk. What if his condition worsen in the near future? What if his dream of having his own child breaks? No, he can't take risk. He never questioned his husband about anything after that one night which he really doesn't want to remember but unfortunately he remembers every single word his husband said to him at that night after being drunk. He clearly remembered the words - "Don't touch me! I love her! I only love her! You can never take her place. You will not interfere in my life and I won't as well but don't expect love from me."
Those words which shattered Jungkook's heart for the first time after getting married. Since then he never questioned his husband about anything, he just continued to fulfill his responsibility and same goes for the other as well. But he won't deny the fact that his husband really respect him and always made sure about his well being which is again one of the others responsibility towards his husband.
Recalling those memories is painful really painful but Jungkook couldn't help as he doesn't have any other good memories with his husband which can replace those hurtful words.
Jungkook
I guess I k-know what to d-do
After their long conversation and Jimin making sure that the other is okay, he left as Yoongi came to pick him up and they had to do some grocery shopping as well
Chapter 3
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It was already night and the whole Mansion lit up creating a serene atmosphere
Jungkook being freshly showered hummed softly while cutting some vegetables in the kitchen. Though there are number of workers in the Mansion but Jungkook never allowed any of them to cook except under the circumstances when he will be sick. He loves cooking and preferred to cook for his husband by himself and he can tell that the other male likes his cooking as well. For instance, if by any chance the maids cook their breakfast, the other will surely skip it, though he never skip when Jungkook cooked.
He stir fry the vegetables and meat and moáned when the delicious aroma hit his nostrils. He mixed some Soy Sauce and tasted a bit making sure it's not spicy at all as his husband can't tolerate spice even a bit. He smiled softly when the dishes tasted perfect just like the other like them.
He glanced at the clock and saw the time being already 9:30. He quickly started to arrange the dishes in the dinning table
He finished setting up the table and at the same time the door bell rang. One of the maid opened the door and bowed politely seeing their Master.
As the male entered the hall looking as always exhausted yet extremely handsome, Jungkook approached him with a sweet smile on his face
Jungkook
The dinner is ready Taehyung, go freshen up *said softly*
The other male stared at the face of his husband for a moment before giving a short nod and going upstairs
As soon as the other male disappeared from the sight, Jungkook's smile immediately fell of. He shook his head telling himself that it's not the first time the other without any word left. Jungkook taking deep breaths spoke to himself
Jungkook
No Jungkook, don't let all these affect you. You have to stay strong right now
Plastering a small smile yet again Jungkook moved towards the dinning hall and waited for the other to join
Not after too long the other male appeared wearing his now casual clothes. He sat opposite to Jungkook as Jungkook served him a plate full of food, which the other without any delay started to eat indicating he must really be hungry.
Jungkook
How was your day? *asked while eating too*
Taehyung gave a short nod before replying
Jungkook sighed, as he's habitual to this. Him always trying to initiate the conversation and the others short reply indicating his disinterest.
They ate in a complete silence for some time before Taehyung spoke
Taehyung
What did the doctor said?
Taehyung knew that Jungkook went to see the doctor today. He is also aware of his pain which he suffers during the period. Jungkook already discussed about it with him and Taehyung just shortly replied saying he should visit the doctor soon.
Hearing the others question, Jungkook visibly gulp before speaking
Jungkook
A-ah it's not anything s-serious
The doctor prescribed some medicines and said to follow a healthy diet
Jungkook told him the half truth and the other stared at him for a moment before humming and continue to eat
The rest of the meal continued again in silence with Jungkook mentally preparing to take that big step
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