ok you might be wondering why i change the whole story os because 1) i didn't want people thinking this is a given fanfic. 2) u wanted to do this for awhile. 3) i wanted to change the story anyways because it was bad so heres a ponyboy story.

Ive been dating terry for 2 years im 17 while terry is 19, with me being an inmortal and everything i can have kids no mater what gender i am, we tried once but i was too scared abd immediately stop. i started hyperventilating that day abd told terry i was dearly sorry but he said i had nothing to be sorry for i was just scared and that happens allthe time. Today ws the day i was finally ready to tell him i was ready. we were coming home from the store we walked inside and put everything up. we were at my house alone terry was sitting on the couch watching TV i went up stairs and changed into booty shorts and a under shirt crop top i walked backed down stairs looking at Terry but he seem to not notice me so i decided to get his attention. I leaned over the couch in front of his face. hey babe. Oh hey pony, he kissed me upside down. i smiledi took a deep breath. I think im ready i said proud of myself. ready for what? he asked. we are home alone and ive been thinking for awhile now sooo.... i wanna baby. He choked on air looking at me shocked.

time skip //you know what happens next//

we took a shower and when we got out we put some clothes on and head down stairs everyone then started to walk in we sat on the couch as the others did too. i was talking to tommy and Scout. so did you do it. yeah i did we just got done doing it but i doubt it'll be positive. don't be like that pony im sure it will be positive just give it some time. what will i tell Terry about this what if he gets angry. he won't, but if he do will gove jim a piece of our medicine. haha you always know how to nake me happy you guys. that what were here for. After awhile darry, soda, and steve showed up most people started to leave. welp i gott go terry said as he gave me a kiss on the temple. Bye. Then he left.i went up stairs and laid on my bed today was one hell of a day. i was pretty happy about the fact that we were trying to have a baby but honestly I was scared and mostly scared of what everyone might say. they already know im capable of getting pregnant but they never told how they felt about me being pregnant but i just hope for the best.

I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning throwing up. what is happening to me i thought. i was proably just getting sick it will go away tommorrow. i then felt a pain in my stomache near my abdomen scent me winning. i clutched my stomache as i began throwing up again. maybe the stomach flu? idk, i got up heading to bed but instead i went down to the steps of the front porch and sat down ive began crying , i didn't understand whats happening i haven't been sick in a long time. i began to sing.

***well my manager rang, he said

i hate to break the news

but the label called today they

said they have to cut you loose

i felt broken like a face that'd

fallen from the roof

tears rolling down my face,

lord what am i to do

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist

and a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

i'll admit its a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the worst dayy

of my life

well i gave up my degree and***

i moved away from home

i was following my dream and

theres nowhere i can go

so i called up my mom and

i was bawling on the phone

i was acting like a child but

i was all the way grown

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist and

a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

***so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

it's the worst, it's the

worst day of my life

ill admit it's a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst it's the worst dayy...

of my life

so i thought to myself that

now is the time to choose

i can pick myself up or i

can give in to the blues

so i swore in my heart that

i was never gonna lose

i would crawl until i made it cause

i got something to prove

i felt pain in my life so far

a fractured wrist and

a broken heart

but this is sure to

leave a nasty scar

one that might not heal

so i said

this is the worst day of my life

it's the worst, its the

worst day of my life

and i don't know how i survive

its the worst, its the

worst day of my life

ill admit its a struggle

finding light in the tunnel

this is the worst day of my life

its the worst its the worst dayy...

of my life.

song: the worst day of my life - nightcore

by:?? i actually don't know***

After the song i got up and went back to bed everyone was still asleep soundly. When i woke up again still having the sick feeling. i swung my feet from the bed to the floor to stand up but fell from feeling dizzy. That morning i was groggy and all 'emo' everytime someone would stert a conversation with me i just stared not saying anything. Normally i would be on the couch reading a book but to day i didn't feel all 'that' . hey pony are you ok? you look off. tommy said. yup just a headache and throwing up in the mornings. maybe you should take a pregnancy test. ok but why?. you might be pregnant who nose and if you are you just gotta tell terry. ughhhh....fine ill go buy one tommorrow and take it then will you guys be happy. yes. i rolled my eyes and headed up the stairs.