First of all, There was a little girl who is so ambitious... She would like a happy life since her life is meaningful in any ways if you could see and imagine. She believed that every single good thing in this world is worth it for every person. She has many beliefs in her life. She has a simple lifestyle, but have a wonderful and meaningful life in this world.

Every year that passed or flew by, it's like a yesterday for her. So every seconds that may passed by should be appreciated or valued and not waste it. And she knows it very well and believe that wholeheartedly but, she's not using her time wisely at all times. She usually stop working any time she want but not all the times. She is slow to move like a snail and work like it's always have a tomorrow so she thinks that she would continue it on the next day, but it's not a good habbit. Even though it's not good. That's her lifestyle... So nothing we can do.

She's forcing herself everyday not to be like that but as day or time flew by, she might continuosly doing it. She have to do her best to change herself at this very moment. Because there's also a saying that "Everyday is a chance to get better" and also a saying "Sometimes, the people with the worst past create the best future."

She has to keep it in her mind as always so she can do anything qiuckly as long she is alive and doing well in this life.

"You have to survive no matter what happens even though there may have a problems, test, callenges, trials, situations you cannot handle, and many more hardships that will come and go in your life. Always remember thay the God is always there to help you no matter what and keep in mind that "Always do your best and God will do the rest"...

Whatever she/he have, she would accept it because it is their life. They may be wealthy or poor. They have thier own life and has a different goal in life, has own perspective and principle in life. So be kind to everyone, but not all the times, if they are harming you as they want, try to harm them also like they do to you. Be fair and not unfair, for short, be just...

She manage to live in one place with her family in a happy and peaceful community. She has a six siblings, so all in all they are seven children of their parents. She accepted it no matter what because it is also a special gift for them. They may not have enough money but their parents have a hopes for God. He always help them in everyday life. So, they are happy just the way they are.

Her parents love their children so much. She also loves her parents. Her parents didn't give up, no matter what happens, there may be a challenge, trials, tests and anything that is unexpected to happen in their life. They try to go over it to have a successful life today and in the near future.

You may not have a successful life right now here but, maybe in the future and in the life hereafter. Don't lose hope, patience and mostly your trust in Him, because there will be no one to understands you and relationship that is  not permanent except for Him or God. All is temporary in this world and even though yourself. You will be leaving yourself just the way you are. You will die the way you live. So change yourself now as well as I am before it's too late... Thank you so much.

~To be continued~

Miyuki Akari's POV

First day of school

I'm a transferee in our school named Aptitude Academy, the students there are high class so I don't think I can make friends easily here. I am now in Grade 9 year level or 3rd year highschool. The time just flew right by so fast than I expected so I should not waste my time in any kind of things that cannot bring me into a successful person now and in the future. I'm just a scholar there so that I should be good as always and also my grades should maintain high and good. An average girl like me is a low class type of person so it is impossible to be friends in a high class people.

I have a part time job every night so that I can help my family. I am doing my job the best as I can. My little sister is the one of my siblings that get on my nerves at the time when I am stressed or not.

I should sleep now to get ready for tomorrow and be confident to face the reality the next day.

KRRIINGG... KRRRINNNGG...KKRRRRRINNNNNGGG...

My alarm is ringing and ringing.

I'm still sleeping but I suddenly wake up as soon as I heard that the my alarm is ringing many times than I expected. I don't know what to do due to my situation. All of my siblings are downstairs already going to school.

"Oh nooo! I am the only one left here to go the school, what am I going to do now", I said in a loud tone.

I just hurry and hurry to prepare myself to go to school as soon as I get up. I only ate a piece of bread, brush my teeth, wash my face with soap and comb my hair.

[Our school is near in our house. I'm living in an apartment with my beloved family, but my father is not with us right now, he is working abroad for us. I really miss him but at the same time, I didn't want him to go back home already because of some reasons. I don't know if he's doing well there until now. Is he okay? Is he eating three times a day? and many more questions in my mind. But I know for sure that The Almighty will take good care of him as always wherever he is.]

While I was walking going to school, my classmates run towards me.

"Miyuki, my friend, Akari, Yuki", they said running to me.

[They could also call me Yuki, because it is the nickname which has given me by my grandfather on my mother side but he suddenly died. Yuki means happiness.]

"Hello! Hi! my friends... I really missed you all so much.", I said happily.

"Me too", they said. "How are your vacation, my friends?", Naomi asked.

"It's good!, something special..., memorable and many things happened.", we said joyfully.

"Let's go have fun later on after school.", Miyeon said with an energetic tone.

In classroom...

My teacher said that I should introduce myself in front of our class

"My name is Miyuki Akari.", I said in a soft voice.

"Is there anything else? Any additional information about yourself or is there anything you want to say?", my ma'am said.

"Yes...", then I nod while saying it. "I'm looking forward to be with you all this year, and I hope we can get along well." I added with an energetic tone even though I was so shy.

"Now, there are seats that are vacant, you can sit anywhere you like.", my teacher said.

"Thank you." I replied.

I sat on the third row but my seatmate was not there yet.

"Your seatmate is not in a good mood as always so that you should be careful to yourself.", my classmate said in a soft voice.

"Okay", I also replied.

Meanwhile, after I just sit on my chair, my seatmate that my classmate describes suddenly appear on the door of our room and sit beside me so, that's all. He is a bit late, I think he is always like that.

"Is there anything different in his character?" I doubt.

After a meanwhile... the person that may seat beside me is in his desk. He has a serious face and a long expression.

I did not know if I can talk to him and if I can easily deal with him.

As I expected, so many things happened that on my first day of school. I was tired back then until now. Most of us might think that every student is such just an easy go lucky on their lifestyle, but it is not what you think.

Loving your life is not the way they think it was, it is the way you just take care of yourself and knowing yourself just the way you are.

I'm walking down in an aisle way back home when I noticed a person wearing an earphone. He sitting in a bench in our school, he is also wearing our school uniform but he was not familiar in my eyes so that, I suddenly want to know him, I was just being curious about him.

I think he is a Chinese because of his chinky eyes, it is likely obvious, you know. He is like a shining armour in my eyes even though he is quiet, and lonely right now. I did not know him so well because I'm just a new student here in this school but, I still like the way he was sitting in a corner quietly and also he was way too handsome for me. Maybe he has so many admirers in this school. It was just what I guess. I was looking forward to my new school this year. You know, people come and go in your life for a reason either for a life lesson or a life person. ❤

The next day...

I have finally passed the first day of school but, cannot move on for the past vacation before we go back to school again.

After school, I am doing a part time job when I saw the boy yesterday at the basketball court having a basketball game with the other boys. The name of his shirt for basketball is Lin Kai tuo. So, he is the boy that I saw yesterday for sure. I think that I am a fan of her like the girl beside me. She is a great fan of him. She asked me if I was able to join their fanclub, but I didn't gave her an answer yet because of my little sister, she called me on a wrong timing. I want to watch the game of him until it is finished...

"Sister, where is my ice cream? I'm craving for it." Come back home right now.", my li'l sis said.

"Well, I see...", I answered back to her.

I have to go back now but, I want to see him again in school even though we were not classmates because I'm younger than him, I think. Being in a middle or highschool year is very much exhausted for me. I really want to do many things that can help me in everyday life, but I am doubting myself if I can do it. I have something in my mind that I really want to do but, I don't think I can manage to do everything I want to do, right?

After the happenings for this day, I've thought something that is necessary for me. What is the true meaning of having a feeling to someone or what are the true meaning of love and like?

Maybe it is something no one can explain.

Meanwhile... there is a sentence that pop up in my mind and suddenly I realized this.

"Sometimes, it's confusing to explain what you feel, and which is real,

Love and like are a total different things,

Love should be a feeling of infinity, completely with sincerety,

Indeed, Love needs no words."

"Where did I hear such a cliche stanza?", I laugh.

Did I even understand what am I saying right now?

My routine for everyday life seems to be the same as days goes by. I am always thinking that, will I be successful someday or in the future? Am I a grateful or good person to the people around me? Do I seem like a wierd person to others or not? Aahh! Whatever, I don't know...

While I was thinking so deeply my friend suddenly showed up in front of me, so that I was shocked that time. [He is my boy friend which is my childhood friend. He was weak and has a heart disease so I must take good care of him, but he didn't seem to know that he is undergoing such a difficult time in his life. Sometimes, I feel sorry for him but there's also a time that I don't care for him.]

"Don't even dare to meddle in my life, you little hamster." I said teasing him while I am being annoyed by him.

"Bye!", he said to me.

"I am going home", I replied.

"See yah tomorrow!", he also said.

And then we part ways, even though his house is beside ours. We are neighbors, you know... I said annoyingly in my mind.