Hi everyone, oh before I introduce myself let me tell you why I am here

I am going to tell you about my love story, my one-sided Love story, the guy that I fell for so hard, never realized my love for him.

Ok not to make you all senti, let me introduce myself, Hi again I am Naomi, i have currently become 22 and I love painting, my love towards nature is incredible and the most beautiful part I love the snowy world. To be very precise I am dumb, useless and more over a cry baby. But , I posses some good qualities like , I can't see anyone getting hurt, and I also star crying when I watch any emotional series. Aaa.. I love toys , oppos soft toys.

Enough about me, let me tell you about my crush, he is the one I know him since I was 3 years old, we have been in same kindergarten, we have same school, same class aaa... and now in same college. I should be lucky right.... But to be honest with you i actually get nightmares and the cause of this is my Crush my love and my reason of Sadness Royyyyyyyyyy.

I remember the day I met him, there was a new family who shifted, and they are know as Adachi family, quite a renowned fame. Roy was most cutest and handsome boy around. And the first look I saw was the innocent kid with no hatedness. I still remember how he was lost and was crying in a corner when I found him and hugged him and we both came back from woods. We have been good friends every morning I use to go to his house to wake him up. We are like best friend.

But it is said right every white clouds are surrounded by black thunders and so are we. While time passed by we entered to our grade class. Roy was popular and was always surrounded by girls, but one thing was there he keeps his distance from me while he is in crowd.

You all guys will be wondering Why?. Aaa... Actually I was a nerd so nobody wanted me around, mostly I was named bad luck. But the actual difference has begun from the kindergarten. We all were waiting for our parents to pick up and so was me and roy, Roy was standing with a group of boys and they are having good gossip, I also felt to join and I think that was my mistake. While I was walking towards them there are group of girls who started calling me names and the boys started laughing including Roy, I was shocked and broken, while these boys are ragging me, Roy was telling them how ugly I look and I don't know but I slapped him hard, and I think that was end of our friendship. Roy's cheeks were hurt badly, and he was crying hard, meanwhile my parents came and so Roy's. Roy's mom, Ms Arata, was not able to see her son in pain so she screamed hard on me and said I am evil to which my mom apologised them and said will do anything to compensate. And from that day onwards Roy treats me like a slave and i accept everything, even if I am hurt to the core.

I know this looks boaring but this is how is my introduction about my crush.

*The Present Time*

Lidya( Roy's friend): Royyyy, oh my gosh someone is looking too handsome, what's the matter?

Roy: Lidya today I am going to propose Arinda.

Max (Roy's bf): oh man , this will be crazy.

Naomi( that's me).. I was just entering and I heard this conversation, my heart hurts and from there Lidya screamed, look who is here the dumb bitch... My tears are in edge of flowing but i controlled without a single look i walked towards my desk and then again she said by the way guys please cheer for Roy from tonight that hot boy will no more be single and everyone in class was cheering.Oh,h I missed introducing Arinda.. Ammm she is school beauty in simple words , way wealthy and is the only daughter of Wong uncle, they handle the entire empire of ace industry and not to forget she is the sister of max.

After hearing the cheers some where I was jealous, sad, hurt and angry, I was not able to concentrate on anything so i decided to leave the moment I got of and was going to leave the room, I saw a big figure blocking my way, I didn't dare to raise my head as I was afraid someone will notice my tears but how shameless i was, because no body cares what happens to me, with all courage I looked up and guess what it was Roy.

I thought he may speak to me but he just ignore and. Said stay away from my sight bad luck .. My heart pierced, I ran away, i ran till I felt breathless and cried, screamed but was not able to stop. After sometime while I was lost in my thoughts I saw Nicol, Nicol is my only friend who understands me more than me, he asked what happened, don't say me it is Roy again. I nodded my head as yes and he got furious and said that bastard will be dead , why he makes you cry can't he see in the search of gold he is losing the real diamond, why the hell he hates you so much that was accident happened when you are kid, like seriously going to this extent of hurting. I was not able to control my tears I held Nicol hand tightly and said, can we not talk about Roy because fromnow onwards he will never be fine, i will be a useless character in his life. I will be unwanted. He will be hate me more. Nicol was not able to see me broken so he hugged me tightly.

With the warmth of a friend i bursted out, but i never knew that someone is watching this all without a clue and is getting jealous and angry, but the question is why... for what he is feelings this emotions, you all guessed it right , it is Roy he was not able to control his anger and with a speed of light he came to us and hold Nicol's collar and said wthhh you both are doing and he gave me a deadly look, i panicked and started to clarify there is nothing going hee , he was consoling me, Roy said consoling??? Or is it love you guys are in ... Without thinking he said to me you are always depend t in someone , oh sorry you want guys to be around you right that is why you behave you are sorry, yakkkkk I didn't knew you are this type of girl.

Hearing from him these words are like curse to me and i just said Mr Roy congratulations you broke me and my heart completely., I wish you a very good luck for your love with Arinda, yes I am a bitch in your eyes and what else, I never thought you will hate me to this extent. But thanks I got my answer.

Do you something, I have always loved you, irrespective of how many times you have hurted me but today i promise on myself I will hate you and only you.

With this words I left, it was raing crazily and Roy was standing like a clueless man. I kept walking miles and was shattered fully. On the way I met Max and he offered me to drop home, i said no thank you, Max still insisted and looking to the weather and darkness i accepted, while we are driving he asked you should have stayed today Roy is going to propose.. I interrupted i am not interested and don't want to talk on Roy. Max asked what happened why today you are acting defensive, me ... I asked defensive... And I started laughing like a lunatic.. I have nothing to cry on okay. today is the day I lost everything.

My love for Roy, My trust for him, my admiration and myself..