It all felt like it was yesterday, the feelings are fresh, and the wounds inflicted still bleed on those stitche**s**.

Rosie, aged 19, is going to be a first year student and leaving her hometown for college. She is naive, innocent, introverted and timid, although she looks pretty and of an ideal height it was difficult for others to approach her because of her cold and silent aura so forget about having boyfriends she only had a few friends.

One day, out of boredom she made a Facebook account and started making new friends there.

"Since I am not talking face to face with them, it's a lot easier to interact without feeling like dying" Rosie thought to herself.

After two months, Her soulmate came into her life. His name is Sameer, aged 22, soon to be a graduate student. He is handsome, ideal height, sensible, introverted and a thoughtful young man. He sent her a friend request and she accepted it.

They had no idea about each other yet until Sameer replied to her story and they started talking little by little. They had grown close after a month or so. Rosie wasn't that interested in replying to Sameer's texts or anyone's texts and Sameer would be sulking later for ignoring him. They were good pen pals though, they exchanged many funny and goofy texts.

   As they grew closer he shared about his depression and suicidal thoughts, as timid as u know Rosie is, she tried her best to comfort him and convince him not to kill himself. They would be casually having conversations about depression and death. She felt that she couldn't lose a friend like him, so she tried. The funny thing is that Sameer would call himself a "servant" and call Rosie his "boss". He was a bit petty so he calls her "celebrity" often because she doesn't reply to his text even if she is online. She had no clue since her notifications were always on silent. Oh, poor Rosie.

When Rosie proposed to him to be her friend he straight up declined it… Many times… And told her "Servants and masters can never be friends *chick emoji*". She finds it funny and gets quite intrigued as to why he behaves like that.

And then sometime later he told her that he got a girlfriend !!! Honestly she was so happy for him and thought that his new girl will be taking good care of him who knows? Maybe even cure his depression? She was naive. She also had a thing going on with a guy who was a fucking jerk, but she still had this situation ship with him. He continuously hurt her when she reached out to him, so he didn't care to text or call when she went silent. It was on 26th November when it all ended.

She started doing better after all the toxic things ended and she wasn't even sure if she liked him she always had a doubt in her heart. So she began on a journey to discover what love really is? And how it felt like to love and to be loved? She had no experience about love and never had a romantic partner. Yes, She gave up on the idea of love later after some weeks and she felt like she was never going to feel love.

She has absolutely no idea what's coming in the near future.