I'm vennesa. after one year break from work I want to join work again to support me and my family. I asked my friend to openings and gave interview and joined a company. With comfortable salary.

I started again my work life. When I'm going office I just saw a man "who is in his car watching his phone and cross legged. He looks like a perfect painting. His Long legs, beautifully curved body, every part of him especially his eyes and sharp looks made my heart skip a beat."

My heart suddenly want to shout to tell him that "he so handsome and killing looks." His dark pooled eye's it will see through every thought of others. Perfectly groomed eyebrows, His sharp nose, his stylishly combed hair, his shoulders, long legs, slender fingers which scrolling through phone screen. Every part of him making me mesmerize and hypnotize.

When I saw His handsome face I just wanted to touch it, those eyelashes rhythmic to every blink, I wanted to touch every inch of his face. I just can't shake off that felling to touch and feel to identify is he real or am I imaging things. And his neck like a bridge connected to one wonderful place to another one. I feel like I can't hold my eagerness to touch that neck. My fingers are every itching to touch it. My brain couldn't able to hold thoughts, that coming uncontrollably one after other. I also can't look another side or divert my mind to not look him. He's like star, feels like there is no match for him. He's the only person that I'm watching, resting peoples all are disappeared from my view.

Wanted to touch his slender fingers it's moving like doing magic to opposite person. And if those fingers touching my face and my hair how is it felt like. If those fingers silently passing through my hair and pulling me closer and closer how is it felt like. Then my gaze shifted from eyes to his lips. His lips look like lite red or pink color and very sexy. When I'm watching those lips he opened his lips slightly that exact moment I just wanted to stop time and go his side, then I want to first touch those lips and then kiss those lips until exhaust or making those lips completely red..... My brain having those wild thoughts until the signal turn red to green. And then his car moved. And I couldn't able to follow his car. That vary moment stomped on my heart like unforgettable memories.

Then I lost him on the road, I tried my best to find him. But I couldn't find him.

That's how my first day started for office. Then I just leaved his thoughts on the way and went office. I just feel like I lost vary important part of mine.....when I can't find him I can do nothing. So I just postponed the thought of him and started my day in office. Everyone heartily welcomed me to office. And showed me everything. Then I started work without thinking about him.

Then my day ended with first day experience. I felt happy about my office and sad about losing him.... Then I went home had dinner and went bed with good memories......

Only one thought in my mind when I on my bed who is he?.

First day passed like that. Thinking about that man I slept and in the morning I woke up with the sound of alarm in my phone. I just forgot about office because of one year absence of office life. Sudden alarm sound bring me back from my sleep and dreams. I just remembered that I have to ready for office and then in a minute I make my makeup and started to office in my scooter.

On the way I'm having same thought constantly can I see him today. I stopped same signal junction and looking for him. I couldn't find him may be he gone before I reach here. With that thought I started to office.

After I reached office I went my place and greater everyone on the way, and then I started working. I just leave behind everything and everyone and started working. Even I didn't lift my eyes to watch what's going on around me. People think I'm showing attitude because I know someone in higher up. so they think to distance themselves from me. But in reality I don't know anyone in the office. I'm simply doing my work. In my brain only one thought finish work as soon as possible. And go home to take rest.

In lunch time I took my lunch box and went canteen to eat. It was really big and beautiful. I just sit in a calm and peaceful place, watching outside of the window and enjoying my food. I dipped into my thoughts of that mysterious handsome man. What's he doing this time, did he have lunch, what his favorite food, did he like all types of food or is he piky eater like this flooding thoughts I'm silently eating my food. Suddenly someone called me and I came back from my deep thoughts. I turned to look who calling me, it was a group of people in my team. They calling me to sit with them and have lunch together. I hesitated first and then I went there to sit with them.

I glanced everyone and observed them how and what they're doing. With whole group around one table everyone has different types of foods, chatting and laughing and sharing food with each other and complimenting their food, everyone enjoying their lunch. Suddenly someone called me in a group and offered me their food to taste, actually I don't like other people food, I tried to avoid, but their enthusiasm made me of guard and I subconsciously took the food and I ate it. It was really very tasty it feels like my mouth taste buds activated. I asked subconsciously one more spoon I thought they refuse, but the girl happily passed me food box. Then I saw her face she's gorgeous and nice smile and very active personality. She's chatting with everyone one actively I saw her while eating so much time and feel like I like her character and behavior about others. She told me her name Alisa. It's really beautiful name.

I also slowly started communicating with others like her not copying just following the flow. After we finished i went to first floor and walked some time watching my phone and not paying attention to other's. After some walk I just saw time and then came back to my place and started monitor for my work again I leave everything behind and started my work.

After sometime I feel like someone watching me. I just lifted my face to watch who's that watching me. But I couldn't find who's that. So didn't think much and continued my work. I finished my work in the evening and submitted to my team lead. When office time over I started to go back home.

When I came outside it was raining heavily. Our office building was very tall and beautiful with the full of lights in the evening. Normally it's looking Soo beautiful with so many lights but with heavy pouring rain it's really dazzling. I didn't bring my raincoat, so I waited for rain to stop. So I went first floor which is building corridor. I just stand near a pole and watching pouring rain with cold breeze slowly flowing one side to another side. It's really cool but rain and cold breeze making me want to drench in rain and making my heart smoothing and surprises every clumsy thoughts. Actually I like rain so much, but I fear about thunder when there is thunder my body is uncontrollably shivers. So today luckily no thunders. I eased my heart feelings and watched rain.

Without my knowing someone watching me silently from near the pole where I was standing. I couldn't shake thought of someone gaze, so I just turned to look but suddenly power gone in the building. So I couldn't able to find who's it again so i leave the thought and turned to watch rain. Cool breeze touching my face and making my face cold. When i touch my face it's ice cool. I stretched my hand in rain, when water droplets touching my fingers it's so cool and I feel like water drops dancing in my fingertips. I put my head so much time like that and catching water drops. Actually it's eases heat turmoling thought's, but it's really making my heart to want something. I shook my head and smiled of my crazy thought in brain. I said "What a crazy thought" subconsciously. Suddenly I heard a soft lough it's really smoothing to hear. And I suddenly turned to find who is that smiling. I saw a pair of beautiful and gorgeous eyes. Our gazes met only able to watch his eyes because he is covered his face. But those eyes I saw somewhere. Where is it, I can't remember clearly. When he saw me he turned his face and hoped his car then car droves out of my sight.

I looked that direction long time to find and remember who's he but I couldn't. At the same time rain also stopped, and i took my bike and started to home.

After reaching home, I took a hot water shower and had lite dinner and went bed to sleep. I covered my self with soft blanket to avoid getting cold because of rain room feels cool. I watched reels in insta sometime and any updates in news and opened my stockbroker app to watch my stocks condition. They're making good profits and i exhale with satisfaction then I put my phone beside pillow.

Suddenly I remembered that face covered good-looking guy, who is he? Where did I see those eyes!, with these thoughts in mind i dropped into sleep.

With the alarm sound i wake up from my sleep and watched time it's 6o'clock in the morning. So i decided to do yoga sometime to make my body flexible. Then I prepared to go office i took my scooter and started to office.

Same signal place same time i searched for him again today also. I saw someone in front of me I thought he was him and slowly slowly I moved front to watch him when I saw him again he was not that person, so i felt disappointed. With the green signal I started my bike and I drove to office with low spirit I entered in the office when I hear someone calling, so I'm back from thought and turned to that direction where sound coming.

It was Alisa who calling me greeting me. I also greeted her with smile and we went our office together. On the way she talked non-stop I feel very ammused about her energy and enthusiasm. I felt really happy to talk to her in few days we became best friends in office and outside also.

She tells everything every story which she heard anywhere to me. And her life stories some are funny stories some are her courageous stories her family, friends, her likes, desires everything she keep telling me everything. After some time I'm also used to her character and her energetic personality. Im really lucky to have like her. If we don't have some one like her in our life, life feels very boring.

We need a friend who shares everything and make available for us and understand us without judging and criticizing us for everything, anything. It's a blessing if we have someone like her. We become really close friends if people watching us they feel we two are lesbians. That close we became in a short period of time. Because of her I have smooth life in office. And with the help of her I learned many things in work and ranked up my knowledge in work. Thanks to her unknowingly days passed like that. We promised each other wherever we are in the future we must be available for each in the needed time and spend our retirement with each other and travel around the places.

Her enthusiastic character really attracts people. On the way everyone happily greeted her she also smiled brightly and greeted everyone and also introduced me everyone says I'm her best friend unknowingly I smile for her enthusiasm. After that we went our desk, and we dropped into work without knowing.

Like busy days this day also passed like that. I feel like everything passed smoothly, really in my life nothing passes like that so I had my doubts something brooming without my knowledge in that thought in my mind I started home. When I reach first floor rain drenching every thing under her. As usual, I watched rain some time and left home on my scooter. Cold breeze passing through my face, and it passed shivers down to my back, but it felt my swirling thoughts leaving me with breeze. It felt like some heavy weight lifted from my solders.