Iam really unlucky girl in this world .why God didn't give me happy family. I really feel like a lonely girl. before my dad always loved us but now he already left me and my family. I have a responsibility of my family .i have to take care of my three younger brothers and my mom. after my dad left my mom started working but my mom getting weak day by day after finished school level I started my new jop in cafe. I. meet really good friend there her name is Nita . Nita and me getting close days by day we really happy to meet is other . one day....... Nita invite me her birthday party and I agree to come her party.

the day of party

this is my first party so I went to shop for buy party wears . I after finished shopping I went Nita house there is alot of peoples thats why I really feel shy in that time but Nita call me and she introduced me to her family I feel good and started enjoy party . Nita and me started dancing in that time one guy come and asking for dance. for a while I standing there and I didn't say yes for his proposal of dancing but Nita introduced me with this handsome guy his name is Ryan. and his is Nita cousin. after know him I agree dance with him. I really enjoy this party with Nita and Ryan. we spent time together .after finished party Nita asked Ryan to drop me home.

Ryan drop me home and asked for my number. we exchange our numbers.

form that time we starting chatting and contract is other.

but I have my own problems so I dont have extra time to spent some time with friends. I always work with Nita came back home and I help my brothers study. my mom illness is getting worse so I worry about my mom. every day I feel sad and cry .i want to asked to God why? give me hard time? why God not understand me? why God didn't help me why? why? suddenly one text. come from Ryan he is asking about going picnic with Nita and me but I didn't reply **massage. I went to my bed to sleep.

tomorrow after finished my breakfast I go for duty in cafe. I discuss with Nita about picnic she also want to go for picnic she force me to go picnic with her . she also know about my family situation that's why she take care about the picnic all things and food. Nita also invite her boyfriend and we go picnic together Ryan also feel happy when he see me. Nita and her boyfriend Rey went to other place to take pictures. ryan And me stay in ground and spending some time. Ryan want to tell me something but he feel nervous. I didnt care about what he want to talk and I talk about my family situation with him and he also tell me about his family we share every thing. Nita and Rey finished visiting picnic place we started eating some foods and Nita suggest a new game truth and dare. Nita rolling the water bottle it's stop In my side and I choose truth Nita asked me questions what kind of guy you like to love ?

without shyness I tell her kind hearted guy which have to help me Every time .love me everytime without any regrets . she teasing me. Ryan also kind and supportive person you can love him. I tell Nita to stop joking . Nita said OK OK I going to rolling bottle now the bottle turn in Ryan side Ryan also choose truth. with big smile Nita asked Ryan do you love Ruth?

for a while Ryan became a silent and he say yes of course I like Ruth

I want to love her forever and I will support her every time.

but**...

I really appreciate your love proposal but you already told you about my situation I have earn money for my family.after finished my study I will busy to earn good money. I can't give you time sorry Ryan I can't accept your proposal......... suddenly Ryan hold my hand and tell me I will always support you Ruth please don't reject me please please I will wait for you until you didn't earn enough money for your family . Nita also suggest me not reject Ryan . I tell them I will think Ithan I will give you answer tomorrow. I think every time and I asked my self I really fall in love with him. I feel not lonely after meeting with him now I am regretting for reject him n thank God I tell them I will think thank God ummmm i will say yes tomorrow with him but my situation what to do. He will understand me or not . if he dump me o my God what I have think this nonsense thing any way I will start my love from tomorrow sure this is my final decision. I will text him tomorrow..

the day after I text him my answers he really feel happy about my feelings for him.we start our relationship from today we meet is other everyday.

the time is rally fast it's been a one year we started our relation. we were very happy to meet and live together . after finished Ryan and my Internship. I intruduce *him to my mom my mom also like Ryan and she accept our relation. we spent time day by day. I get good jop and I earn enough money for my mom and brothers my brother's are getting mature now I don't need to worry them because they can handle whatever they want. they are now all getting mature. my mom illness is getting good now . my all brothers have there jop now. I

I really fell good o because I don't need to worry about my family anymore ...... the good time is coming in my life....... I hope my happiness will not leave me like my dad leave me. .one day Iam working. In my working place and manager Introduce me new staff also as a supervisor. when I look at his face.....

I feel shock because new supervisor is Ryan o my God i really feel good in that time .. he know me I can't give him much time so he want work with me and transfer into my company . we are working together spend time together so no need to worry about time tto give is other . one day Ryan asked for out and we go on date I don't about his surprise but when I reach in that restaurant he give me a bigg surprise . he want to propose me to getting married I accept his propose. after finish dinner he drop me at my home a d return to back his home. I think finally my all pain full day will be remove from. my life because of him he is my lucky charm to make my lucky.......

after taking shower I going to sleep now suddenly my mobile is ringing*..............................

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I really surprised because Nita is calling me at the middle of the night. when I answer my phone, Nita is crying too much , I asked her why are you cry Nita what happened to you.nita said Ryan is in hospital because of car accident and he is in worse situation come hear quickly Ruth. ".............................:'( when I heard this bad news about him.. I cry too much I thought my painfull and miserable life is end today but again I feel hurt to much than before. my mom and brothers also come in my room and I tell about him........

suddenly I feel dizzy and I faint.my mom and brothers take me same hospital which Ryan hospitalize. after I wake up I want to go to see my Ryan I asked my brother to take me his room. I see him clearly from the outside Nita also in the room. i enter the room,nita tell me he is in coma, he has serious injured in his head, my be he will not wake up in future, he is just like a brain damage patient doctor can't help us to wake up him sorry Ruth.i can't stop my tears again I cry too much Nita also cry too much with me. Ryan family also come here start to cry.his **mom asked me what happened to him I tell her all things about Accident when she heard everything she faint and we call the doctors and take her to other room.

one doctor call his father and tell him. about his Condition .

he is brain damage patient so there is no hope for him if you agree to donate his organs it will great work and help to others patient. his father have no words to give answer to doctor he eyes is full of tears and he said I will asked my wife and give you answer OK doctor. doctor said OK take your time. Nita asked me return my home because his parents need to stay with him for today only because his parents agree to donate his organs. there is one young patient need his heart urgently so there no time to spend the time with him. I returned with Nita to my room .Nita is also stay with me to give me company .

but Iam in full of sorrow . I dont think I am really unlucky person in this world. I can't believe this will happen to him if I know in will not go out with him o my God I can't live without him please take me and give him life please please pleas. I can't do anything but only can blame myself. in that night I cry too much I can't control my self. when i think about him I remember every thing about him every time we spent together we laughed, we love together everything I remember I can't hold my tears. why again I have deep pain in my heart why? we are planing to getting married and making bright future together but today my dreams are broke into many pieces** ...................