" Dont you remember I'm your baby girl, father..? " How could you push me out of your world..? Lie to your flesh and your blood..? Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?😭 Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?! How could you throw me right out of your world?!! So young when the pain had begun.. Now forever afraid of being alone.. Oh father.. please father.. I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go.. Oh father.. please father!!! Oh father, please father, put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.. For the love of a daughter... The way he looked at me with those eye's. And said.. "No one will love you if you act like yourself" "What's wrong with being myself..?" "You get mood swings, rude, anger issues and a wh0re." "..."I'm caught up in your expectations You try to make me live your dream But I'm causing you so much frustration And you only want the best for me Your wanting me to show more interest To always keep a BIG BRIGHT SMILE ^^ Be that " Pinky little perfect princess " But I'm not that type of child And the storm is rising inside of me Dontcha feel like our world's collide It's getting harder to breath It hurts deep inside Just let me be WHO I AM It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me But I can't break free So I cry and cry but just won't get it out The silent scream. I can't be your perfect little princess Your causing me to much pain I always put on a big bright smile~ To keep you satisfied I'm used to that But it gets hard to breathe everyday Your torturing me I cry every night, hoping that someday I would just die But somehow they don't hear my prayers People don't want me to die But I do I've been putting up this strong Veriah for years Putting on a sweet smile Not letting others worry But I just wanna be pampered too, cared for I want a friend or lover to cry on I want to be hugged To feel loved I want to talk to someone and feel like bursting in tears and they would hug me Comfort me Pamper me I always wanted that Everyday I try to find But I can't even find any Whenever I break out and snap at them They would hug me, pat my back and tell me that it's enough now, that I should calm down Instead of them trying to argue back and shouting I just want a normal life Instead, I'm living in a horrible one Everyone's so distant these days I don't like it. I don't like it.. -VeriahShii @♥*♡∞||•°RESHU°•||~{SEXY}∞♡*♥ Reese Deborah ♪~♪ Dreamed♪~♪ Ϟa̸n̸n̸o̸y̸i̸n̸g̸_ɮǟֆƭǟʀɖϞ▶「✝」 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪ᴀᴅɪᴇᴇᴶᵘˡⁱᵉᵗᵗᵉ 𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙𝅙↷ ⋯ ♡ᵎ eeevan @@i Warner be yours ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴠᴇʀᴛ ×͜× :/

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Vroom, vroom.

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That's all

This is probably kinda my life..

the people here are named after my classmates..

Summer > Me

Jamaica > My bff

Daniel > My boy bestfriend since 3rd grade

Liovan > My boy bestfriend since 1st grade

Kathryne > my bff

Jamaica is usually more popular than me at school

Daniel is bubbly, had a crush on me in 6th grade but is actually gay

And he always still is here

Describes me as his ex even if we never dated

Liovan is cunning

He always starts hitting on me

Flirting and all that jazz

Kathryne is nice

She's like a big sister lol

Bye.