Let Me Be Your's
Episode°1
The tears which falls from the eyes always held by pillow rather than the person whom we look up to...
Tears....the sadness ....the madness...the curse .... every single thing about person can be revealed....if those pillow had mouth like hypocrite people....
But fortunately.... pillow is only a pillow ....
Don't you guys think .....our thoughts....our worries which could not able to pass the stone heart of parents....is drenching in darkness...in night
Lyla [FL]
Well...I'm Lyla the female lead ...where you guys gonna take a peak of my rollercoaster life
Lyla [FL]
Life is always unfair to me....
Lyla [FL]
I'm 18 ...going to be 2nd year in college
Lyla [FL]
My mental state totally changed from last 1 year
Lyla [FL]
Because I got a boyfriend...
Lyla [FL]
To say , my entire life was full of nonsense and painful already
Lyla [FL]
But it became worse ...when I thought I could finally could get some love from my boyfriend
Lyla [FL]
*chuckles sadly*
Lyla [FL]
Zhan...my boyfriend...
Episode °2
Lyla [FL]
*stares at the screen*
Lyla [FL]
Here comes the another mess....*mumbles*
Lyla [FL]
*attends the call*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
Hey babyy *📱*
Lyla [FL]
*smiles slightly*
Lyla [FL]
Got time to talk now only huh??*📱*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
I'm not Lazy like you 🙄🙄*📱*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
it's not that I got nothing to do right *📱*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
You only laying on bed all day *📱*
Lyla [FL]
*(. Here it comes....same shit...but still it hurts..)
Lyla [FL]
*( I was busy too...yes I'm in my holiday...but )
Lyla [FL]
*( I'm painting... reading books...and learning cooking and everything)
Lyla [FL]
*( still for him I'm lazy)
Lyla [FL]
*( sometimes I question myself if he loves me or not )
Lyla [FL]
*( he is quite rude with his word...)
Lyla [FL]
*( because he calls me shit...who doesn't know basic things)
Lyla [FL]
*( it's not that I don't know basic things....it just he always taunts me that I'm useless...and shit...)
Lyla [FL]
*( if he saying joking I won't mind....)
Lyla [FL]
*( but says with irritation voice...as if I'm only annoying him...)
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
hellooo!!!!🙄*📱*
Lyla [FL]
Yes...I can hear you *📱*
*(.don't need to bark)
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
Whatever listen.....--starts to talk about his day-- *📱*
Lyla [FL]
*listening to him* *📱*
Lyla [FL]
Ohh shit! Father calling *📱*
Lyla [FL]
I will eat and call you *📱*
Lyla [FL]
I Love you *faint smile * *📱*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
bye *📱*
Zhan [ FL boyfriend]
*cuts the call📱*
Episode °3
Author: Let me finishes the Lyla life with this episode or 2 more episodes...So I can get into main story
let me start telling about my life which was very painful from my childhood because I have gone through a physical abuse
yes a physical abuse which done by my own mother .... actually my mother was mentally unstable but my dad took care of mother very well ...
by medicine she got well but still you know she was still unstable person....
You guys by now must have thinking that my father took care of my mother well so he must be a great person but unfortunately he had an affair which was the main reason to have my mother go insane
My mother was totally insane
I have seen all the insane she done when I'm alone with her in home
For one week I was abused....rather than saying abused....I was harassed by her
Yes...my own mother harassed me...
Everything stuck when it happened....
Even now when I think....it make me disgust myslef...
And minds automatically goes to the pin I gone through
Then with courage I told father.....and father took action
You know... typical Indian family
So father threatened mother he will divorce her so behave well
And What fucking more than that hell was my relative
father told what happened to his side of relatives
All those fucking relatives was giving me a eye and saying don't be afraid or anything and blah blah blah ...
I felt all disgusted by those fake concerns
After all these things ....Another problem was my elder brother
🙄 2 years apart - elder brother
Father always made sure brother does a good job in his college
So I will always take his same path
but does my father know I study well than my brother
Nor I can say Father obeys brother
so basically father pushes to do whatever brother does
That's all....all my privacy gone because brother was like a king in my life who can control the mere person like me
I thought he loves me and loves the way I'm
It was only few months our relationship was normal
Then all sort of nonsense was coming from my so called lover
he started to pressure me that I'm not his type so change yourself
He fucking wants me to change into his type after loving nearly 6 months
Ofcourse A person can't change her personality easily
So I struggle and struggled
Eventually things got worse
He started to find fault in me , in every action I do....
Then I started to go insane.... because he says I'm a shit....a useless person...
at end he says "your not the person I loved"
Lyla [FL]
Asking me change my personality and my dressing sence into whole different damn to his type
Lyla [FL]
And having guts to say that I'm not being same
Lyla [FL]
I want to punch on his face
Lyla [FL]
But still as he said I'm useless
Lyla [FL]
It just I drowned into the depression....
Lyla [FL]
And I got tested by doctor on my own
Lyla [FL]
And said I got extreme depression
Lyla [FL]
And....to get relief from all this pain....I hit....I injury myself
Lyla [FL]
I'm turning into something which I don't want to ....
Lyla [FL]
One side....I have do something which is not my passion...
Lyla [FL]
another side....I have endure all the curse and abuse things from my boyfriend
Lyla [FL]
And my father whom I loved so much also started to care less of me
Lyla [FL]
It feels like everybody is fake around me....
Lyla [FL]
No friends...no happiness....
Lyla [FL]
Just painful.... dizziness reality
Lyla [FL]
all theses things only known to my dear pillow
Lyla [FL]
I always pray to god that please let me die
Lyla [FL]
Because I'm useless in this world....
Lyla [FL]
I say to god that....let me get into any accident and die
Lyla [FL]
So ... everybody will be free from this useless shit
Lyla [FL]
I'm always at my room
Lyla [FL]
full of darkness
Lyla [FL]
just my talks with walls and moon
Lyla [FL]
Admire myself in mirror alone
Lyla [FL]
Being a doll to myself
Lyla [FL]
A pathetic person I'm
Lyla [FL]
Have no reason to live
Lyla [FL]
Only wants to die
Lyla [FL]
I have lost my interest and everything
Lyla [FL]
And slowly I'm losing my emotions too
Lyla [FL]
I have noticed...how blankly I'm looking
Lyla [FL]
and thinking how it could be if I'm dreached in blood
Lyla [FL]
I know I'm going crazy....but who is there to help me
Lyla [FL]
And I Love this craziness which growing within me
Lyla [FL]
Only thing that keep me sane person is books
Lyla [FL]
I read all kind of fiction and jon fiction
Lyla [FL]
Those were the dreamlands of mine
Lyla [FL]
A place to escape from reality
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