My Purpliens !

Few months ago we lost a very talented Author from our purple galaxy. It is said that she was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. She used to have panic attacks and she recently lost her mother too. It's easy to put it in words but it's hard for the person who is going through the sufferings all alone.

So, in her memories I dedicate this book to her.

A/N

The story is imaginary and do not have any relation with real life or BTS itself.

This book contains mention of depression, anxiety and s*c*de. If youitselft comfortable with any of this please skip this book.

Plagiarizing is a crime. Don't copy others and write your own .

I'm a Taekooker. I ship them with all my heart. If you don't like Taekook! Kindly skip this book.

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Please be aware that this is just a book and not reality. so any words written in this book has nothing to do with BTS it self. It's just a part of my imagination.

The story will obviously be a happy ending of course.

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Authors POV

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English is not my first language so, please bare with me.

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Hope you like this story.

Enjoy ! 

Dark

Everything was dark.

No matter how much he tries his world could never turn bright for him.

Was it his fault?

Probably.

It might be his fault.

It should be his fault. There is no denying. Everything was his fault.

Being born as the heir of Jeon empire, was his fault.

His mother died trying to save him, was his fault.

His father wanting him to marry a girl of his choice, was his fault His step mother and sister treat him like a money machine, was his fault.

His boyfriend cheating on him was his fault.

Him being alive was his fault.

Everything was his fault.

Jeon Jungkook

Life was never easy for him. The eldest son of Jeon Hojun never had an easy life.

When he was 6 his mother died in an car accident saving him. His father was really busy in his business and couldn't take care of his son alone so he married another woman thinking she would love his son just like his late mother..... But that never happened.

Lee Irene, the rich spoiled daughter of Mr. Lee never intended to marry a guy with a child. But money talks....

Hojun was one of the richest man in Korea. And no matter who she gets but no one can be richer than this man here.

Hojun find the woman sincere and beautiful. She was gentle and caring in front of him so he never thought she will harm his son in any way.

Only if he knew how vicious the woman was.

When Jungkook was 18 he fell in love. He felt as if this man can solve every problem he ever face.

His love and care was enough for him. Kang Eunwoo, his boyfriend of 2 years. He met him during his college days. He was very kind and caring to him. He would always make him smile. Jungkook always thought he was the perfect person one can ever get. He was really very happy for those 2 years until one day he found his own step sister kiss the man he loves.

Jungkook was beyond broken.

He cried the whole day alone and when he got back his parents having dinner with Eunwoo and his parents discussing about their marriage.

It was a huge turn over in his life. The man he love so much was about to marry his step sister and not a single tint of sadness was seen in his face.

The family knew of their friendship to Eunwoo but no one knew their love interest as Eunwoo always wanted to be in a secret relationship. Now he can see why he wanted it to be hidden.

With soar heart and slow steps he took his weak and broken body to his room. Falling his body in the hard bed, tears fell continuously down his cheeks.

His life was dark again. Again it was his fault.

Their relationship went on for 2 years, they went on dates, talked for hours flirt and were very clingy with each other. But Jungkook was always reluctant about being intimate with him. He always wanted it to be after marriage.

May be that was his fault.

A handsome man like him, with raging hormones how could he ever stay quiet without touching him. Eunwoo always asked him to take the step but Jungkook persuade him to wait kissing his cheeks. They kissed sometimes but Jungkook always declined to do anything then kisses and cuddles.

Now he could see why he always wants to just have sex. The scene of him kissing his step sister made him clear. He was never in love with him. He could see his hands touching and groping his step sister everywhere.

He chuckled with bitter tears in his eyes. Love is just a word. Nobody would ever love him. Nothing in this world is forever. Everyone in his life left him in the end. No one stayed forever.

How pathetic. He had only one bright star in his sky and now that to vanished in his dark world.

His life was really pathetic.

He is pathetic.

His life is dark

Jeon Jungkook is dark.

***How was it***? 

Dreams

Jungkook had always dreamed of having a life full of love. But alas dreams are meant to be true.

A Dream of living a happy life.

A Dream of having a perfect family.

A Dream of being with the love of his life.

Too bad these dreams never meant to be true.

The only dreams that would come true were those dark dreams.

Those dark dreams were he was all alone in the dark cold room.

Those dark dreams were he was abandoned in the empty lonely road.

Those dark dreams were he drowned every time in a pit of cold dark ocean.

Those dark dreams always came true.

Jungkook screamed loudly waking up from one of those dark dreams again.

It's been a while he has been having those dark dreams.

The last 1 year has been really hard for him. It's been 1 year, 1 year he lost his world. He dragged his weak body to the washroom. He looked at the mirror. Deep dark circles, pale skin, thin body, nothing was beautiful. He was not beautiful.

His room was gloomy and dark but right out of the room the whole mansion was bright and beautiful. Everybody was busy in the mansion. Today was the wedding. Wedding of his first love. The one in his heart is going to marry his step sister.

The last 365 days were hell for him. Watching his love with his step sister was hell. Not being able to muster a word for his love was hell for him. Putting a fake smile in front of the world was a hell.

The day after he found about Eunwoo's reality. With a last of hope and questions, he called him to meet him for the last time. When he came the aura was different. The love and care he showed for last 2 years was nowhere to be seen.

Eunwoo laughed loudly at his face. Oh how naïve he was to think someone will love him ever in this life. He accepted that he was never in love with him. And only wanted to have some fun with him. But a naïve Jungkook always wanted to be intimate with him after marriage.

Eunwoo never wanted to be with him. And now he is marrying his step sister was also just for money and status. But wait there was more.

Marrying a girl was different. She will be a show piece for his wicked reputation. She will carry his heir. And of course money. His step sister was perfect in every means that he lacks.

He can showcase her to the world proudly that this beauty in his arms is the woman he chose for himself.

He can't do such things with Jungkook. It will shatter his reputation. He has a prestige to maintain. Being with Jungkook will make him look like gay.

No he isn't. He just wants to taste his body. That's it. Not in hell he will marry any boy in life.

Eunwoo left a broken Jungkook alone in that dark rainy night.

1 year passed from that gloomy night but his life never moved on from the day. His soul is still stuck in that dark dream.

Everyone around him were happy. His dad and step mother were happy. His step sister was happy. Eunwoo was happy. His parents were happy. So, his happiness doesn't matter at lot.

He faked smiled in front of the world. No matter how much he cry alone, he smiled for the world.

His father was happy, his daughter was finally getting marry. The Jeon and Kang's company will get huge benefit from it. And the groom is non other than the best friend of his own son. Whom he have known from many years. The boy was really a good guy in his eyes. No one can be better for his daughter than him.

Hojun happily shared his happiness with his son. Oh how happy and proud he is for his both kids. His son was about to be CEO of the company. His daughter is going to marry soon. The world is praising the achievements his company accomplish since his son joined the company. What else can he ask for.

His step mother and sister shown their love to him. Which he absolutely know is fake. All they care about is money. The money he earns. The money they spent day and night in parties and shopping. His hard earned money was all spent in a minute by these 2 women.

Jungkook still smiled. Because even if he knows it's fake. At least they acted as if they love and care. That's all needed for him to smile for them.

Not like Eunwoo who left him alone with a bitter reality.

Jungkook attended the party with a fake smile in his face. He greeted the guest, talked them, entertain them. He did all he could do for his family.

His friends and relative were happy. Oh how happy they were for his step sister. His colleagues and business partner were happy. Oh how proud they were that Jungkook is going to be the CEO soon.

He shook hands, hugged, greeted everyone, smiled gossiped, drank with friends, laughed out so loud at their funny jokes. The loud cheers sound rang all around them. Oh how happy he was.

His father was so happy announcing him taking over the position on the reception of his daughter wedding. So happily he announced for both his children.

He stood their proud and happy just beside his father. Oh so happily he hugged his both kids on each sides. No one could be more happy and proud than this father here.

Everyone was happy. This was like a beautiful dream for them. A beautiful family, countless money, only sister marrying best friend, becoming CEO, owning the biggest company in Korea.

Wow a truly beautiful dream it is. A beautiful dream. For them. Beautiful as ever.

Everyone envy him.

Envy him to live in this beautiful dream.

Envy him to live in this dark dream.

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