While at the garden

Sister!! Sister!! Look at that...

Where Ken?

Sister!! It’s in the pond!!

Woah! It’s a flower Ken. Stay here I’ll go get our snacks. Okay?

Yes sister!! Smilling

I was going to the kitchen to get our snacks when I heard Mom crying... And I hurriedly go to her to know what happened. But it really broke my heart when I found my brothers cold body and holding the flower that he adored... I can’t hold my tears and started to cry...

Sabrinaaa this is all your fault!!! If you didn’t left your brother here this wouldn’t happen... this is all your fault... all your fault... All your fault... I wish you were the one who died... Mom said

Then I woke up that was almost 5 years ago when my brother died but until now it’s still hunt. Mom still blame me for what happened I wish I could bring back the past and Im the one who died..

Im sorry my dear brother.. It was all sister fault if I didn’t left you that day it will never happened.. im so sorry brother.. it was sister fault... I was crying again and again in front of your picture everytime I remember it until now..

Even mother never talked to me since that day you died.. Only father who console me that It was all an accident. Our family will never be complete because of me. It will never be the same like in the past. But brother I will visit you today ang bring all your favorites...

I was preparing and I am good to go when mom suddenly grab me, and the reason why all the favorite things that ken fall onto the floor. Mom was drunk and then blaming me again about what happened 5 yrs ago. And I just can’t look at her I was about to cry but I control it not to. Instead I clean all the mess and put everything back. And run out to the house to go the cementery...

Brother Im here. I miss you so much I really wish you are here. So that Mom will be happy, our family will be happy. Im sory i didn’t bring your favorite stuff but sister here to visit you.. I wish I could be the one in your place now so that you can enjoy everything here. It was all my fault brother that I didn’t takecare of you that day... but I will stay for today and talk about all what happened when you were away...

You know what mom always got drunk and dad always busy at work. I was just alone in the house I wish you were there so that we can play and tease you when ever i like. And also went shopping together with me , go to school and laugh together to all the nonsense joke you have. But you left early brother because of me.

Im really so Sorry brotherr... until i cant control my tears...