Tangled: (6) My Adorable Angel ... (100 Ways To Make My AA Smile ...)
I love My AA
My Boyfriend is My Most Amazing Treasure...
Every moment I am lucky to spend with him...
My heart still trembles with excitement.
I know it's cheesy, cliche and extremely unoriginal...
But - he still takes my breath away every time I get to hold his hand and stand beside him as his boyfriend.
At this moment in time ...
He has his own inner demons he is dealing with...
He is lying in a hospital bed...
Sleeping off the drugs he used to try to kill himself with...
That story is still currently being told in another of my journals ...
This journal is my memory book of the times and things when I have seen his smile.
I love watching him smile more than anything else...
I love it when I am the person who has done something that makes him smile at me...
My heart still fills with immense and overfilling joy every time I know I have contributed to helping him smile...
It still explodes with my love for him every time I look at him...
He has always been the most Amazing and Adorable Person I have known...
l have always loved him unconditionally...
He is the most stunningly attractive person that I have ever seen.
Sometimes, when he smiles his brightest and most unrestrained smiles -
I think I am going to die from the pleasure of just watching him smile...
He is the most important and most Exquisitely Adorable person...
Like he was crafted in the heavens with divinity...
That's one of the reasons why I call him My Adorable Angel...
So, on the pages of this book ...
I will try to remember his favourite things that have made him smile...
Some will be from our past memories...
Some will be from our recent Dating Days...
But hopefully - if I do my job well as his support person...
I will learn the small things that I can do every day to help him stay focused on things that will keep him being lost in his memories that fill his mind with painful things he doesn't want to concentrate on.
Brainstorm: What makes my AA smile!
With that in mind as the purpose of this journal...
What are My AA'S favorite things that always make him smile...
He has always saved his most special smiles for only me to see.
And they are adorably cute...
He has some special Flynnie - only smiles that I know I am the only person who will see them...
But...
Even on an ordinary day...
If I get to actually see him ...
He is happier...
I'm not being conceited on purpose...
He actually has told me that he likes watching my smile...
I truly love watching his...
So,
Even though I feel a bit arrogant and foolish...
I do trust him when he tells me this...
I also can see that if I smile at him - he smiles back...
So - it's a smiley cycle of happy moments...
3. Tickle Spots...
I've never been able to activate his tickle spots 😕
I've seen it through a video call when Flynnie Bot massages his feet...
I have always wanted to reproduce it, but it's harder than you might realize...
4. Flynnie Bot....
His Ai Robot that his sister gave him for his birthday.
She used my face and head to design it...
And Flynnie Bot helps with almost anything...
So - everyone loves Flynnie Bot...
5. He enjoys helping people...
It doesn't always make him smile...
Often - the people he helps are in really emotionally difficult moments...
So, listening to them and trying to think of different things that he can try to do to help them can actually cause him to be in moments of pain because he is extremely empathetic...
But - he also really wants to help see them rise above it and get through their tough moments, so he can see them smile again...
It's like it's in his nature...
I really don't think he can help helping them...
Even though it doesn't actually make him smile...
Or necessarily be happy...
I have included it here early because it's important to him.
So, it can't be left off my list of things that are important to him.
7. Running
It doesn't really make him smile, but it does help him order his thoughts...
8. Long Showers
Doesn't always help him smile...
But helps him process his thoughts and filter out a bad day...
This is a work in progress...
It will be updated with new things as I find them.
9. Trying Something New (At Least Once)
10. Programming Flynnie Bot...
1. Me (Flynnie)
I feel really foolish right now ...
😔😔😔
But I know I am his favourite person!!!
I love that I am his favourite person
It makes me feel so special...
When you can see how special he is...
And he actually chooses my foolish selfish arrogant self to be with...
I love being with him, and I love that he loves being with me...
He actually hasn't been very smiley lately...
But I have so many moments of him smiling with me as we have done our boyfriend things together...
I just have to check my phone and look at him smiling on my phone's wallpaper and home page pics...
That's actually not true 😞
Even if I close my eyes and think of him...
I can draw more memories of our shared time with him smiling at me than not smiling...
What have I done to make him smile at me...
...Cont... Next Chapter...
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