Maybe I'm scared,

because you mean more to me than any other person.

You are

everything I think about,

everything I need,

everything I want.

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The day at work went by as usual until Mr. Connor requested for all his schedules today to be cleared and needed me in his office in five minutes.

Weird. He don't usually do that unless it was something urgent. Surely, there must be something wrong.

Rushing to his office, I curled my fingers around the cooling metal as I opened the handle. Taking in a deep breathe, I prayed that it wasn'tsomething bad as l entered his office.

He was standing by the window as his back faced me. My eyes took noticed ofthe usual features of his muscled arm covered by his sleeves and the tonedsix packs underneath his dress shirt.

But, the relationship between us were purely just boss and secretary. Nothing more, nothing less.

He turned around, my eyes travelling down his high cheekbones to his chiseled jaws. A waft of aftershave hit my nostrils as I assumed that he had just shaved his stubbles.

His dark hooded eyes looked into mine as it raked across my body. That was something that I would catch him doing when I was in his office.

I didn't take it to heart, purely thinking that he must be satisfied with the attire I wore for work. Since I was his personal assistant, it was a rule to benicely dressed.

But this time, the look in his eyes were different. His eyes were clouded withlust and desire.

I cleared my throat as I wetted my chapped lips. "Do you have any instructions for me, sir?" I asked, closing the door behind me.

"Come here, Natalie." He motioned for me to move towards him with a flick of his hand.

I did as I was told and moved towards him until I was right beside his desk.My eyes glanced down at the polished desk, nothing on it. It was even spotless.

I looked up to see him gone until I was pushed to the back as I leaned against the desk. His arms trapped me by my sides as I swallowed my saliva.

"Mr. Connor..." I trailed off, taking in the breath-taking view of him. My eyes examined the close-up of his face which I hadn't had a chance to, as Iinwardly sighed.

My eyes lingered on his beautiful lips just as I felt his fingers travelling down my thighs.

I gasped when they lingered on my inner thighs. I felt my undies dripping wet at the effect he had on me.

Darn it, I was feeling like a complete slut.

When they were about to go further, I closed my eyes and waited for the moment to come.

It never did as I opened my eyes to see his lips curled into a smirk. Leaning in, his lips brushed past my ear. "You like that, didn't you?" His voice was dangerously low as his lips left feathery kisses down my neck.

I moaned his name when his lips lingered on my sensitive spot, my hands clamped against the desk behind me for support.

Me." He whispered, looking into my glazed eyes as I found myself in a dilemma.

I want it so bad, not because I was horny right now. I had wanted it right fromthe start.

But, I didn't know that this was what he wanted as well. What should I do?

I felt my breath hitched at the back of my throat as I stared at him, pausing tobreathe when I was stunned by the gorgeous creature in front of me.

He dipped his head into the crook of my neck as his nose tenderly brushedacross my sensitive spot. I clenched my fists tightly as I held back a moan.

"I want it so badly right from the start, Mr. Connor." I whispered as his facehovered in front of me, his eyes staring at my lips. His hand reached out formy face but I grabbed it, even before he could hold my face.

"But I know that I can't." | blinked a couple of times as I slid past his body anddashed out of his office.

When I was sure that he had not followed after me, I wiped off the sweat thathad trickled down my forehead as I sat back down on my desk.

My heart beat rapidly as I found my forehead leaning against my desk. I wasin a state of dilemma. I didn't know what I really wanted.

But, would he fire me for rejecting him on the spot? I mean which bosswouldn't if his secretary rejected him when all he wanted was sex.

must be crazy to think that my boss Would have feelings for me. He was thedirector of the company and heck, maybe the sexiest boss in history.

He would definitely not spare me another glance if I didn't have what hewanted. All he wanted was just a good f*ck. But the thought of having sexagain hit me.

I had lost my virginity at the age of 21 when I was drinking in a nightclub.That was the first and the last sex I had before I met Mr. Connor.

He was the gorgeous man who ruled the company in his own way ever sincehe was 20 and he had not once spared me a glance before. So why would heeven look at me differently now?

What wasI doing with my life?

Shame on me that lI had actually craved for his attention and for his hands tobe all over me. I was just like any other women who wanted his d*ck to slideinto my womanhood.

A beep from my phone made me tilted up my head as I stared at themessage. I was summoned to the underground as there would be a matchbetween the boxer I attended to, Pitbull and another rising star, Brawn.

However, it seemed like Pitbull was going to retire soon and hand his'champion' title over to his nephew, Viper who would be upholding his nameas he takes over his uncle in boxing.

And according to him, I would be required to switch my loyalty to his nephewas I attend to him whenever he was badly injured. I was required to beprofessional at all times since this was an illegal match in the undergroundand if he was sent to the hospital, it would attract attention from the cops.

I had been attending to Pitbull for nearly five years, so I knew how it wasdone.

l just hope that his nephew would not give me trouble since I was informedthat he was just a few years older than me.

I don't need his nephew to screw me while | had to stay by his side as hisprivate medic.

My eyes lingered on the clock hands until it struck exactly five. Pulling on mybomber jacket, I grabbed my helmet and my bag as I rushed down to the lobby.

I had to be there by six, so I had to get there fast. And the only option was todrive there directly without caring if I was still in my office attire.

Tugging down my hair tie, I secured the straps of my helmet as I started theignition. Getting onto my motorbike, I began to drive out of the parking lot.

I continued to ride under the lamplight as I waited for the traffic light to turnorange before I sped across the road, not caring if it had turned red. I couldn't afford to waste my time stuck in the traffic.

My motorbike sped down the dark alley as I rounded the corner. The path led to the basement as I drove down the lane. It was as ifl had done it severaltimes. The dark didn't scare me at al.

When I reached, I got off from my motorbike and hurriedly brisk-walked tothe door where a man was guarding it. He smiled at me when he recognisedme and let me enter.

I walked into the arena where the fight has started. Ignoring the lustful staresfrom the male audiences, I tucked out my button-up blouse as I headed to the room.

When I reached Pitbull's room, I found the fifty year old wrapping his fistswith bandages as he move to tighten the ends. When he had trouble securingthe ends, I moved forward and helped him.

He shot me a lopsided smile as he released a sigh. "You have been with mefor five years, Natalie." He chuckled deeply, cocking his head to one side ashe smiled down at me.

I nodded, smiling along with him. "Yes, sir." I said, not looking up as I securedthe bandage wrapped around his left fist.

"By the way, I have someone to introduce to you." He said, motioning for theperson to come out of the shadows.

When the light hit his face, I found myself gasping in shock. "Boss." Imurmured, covering my mouth with my hands.

"Natalie." He smirked down at me while I turned to look at Pitbull wholooked surprised as well.

"Ahh, seems like both of you know each other." He chuckled, shaking hishead. I gulped as I turned to look at Boss who was wearing a wife beater andjeans with a leather jacket.

He looked so hot when he wasn't in his usual suit.

"Like what you see?" He smirked, making me look down in embarrassment.What was I thinking? He was just fooling around with me.

"Natalie may be your private medic, but she is off limits, boy." Pitbull said,smacking his shoulder. He nodded with a smile on his face. "I will try to,uncle."

Imoved to sit down on the bench when he wasn't talking as he just stared atme. I held onto my helmet tightly as I looked at the ground as though it wasthe most interesting thing on Earth.

I felt the bench creaked as he sat down beside me. Before I knew it, I waspulled to his laps as I gasped in shock. I tried to pull away from his arms, buthe just wouldn't budge

His fingers caressed my face while I struggled under his iron grip. "Stopstruggling" He growled before his lips attacked mine.

He stood up and shook his head. "You and your playboy ways should reallychange, Declan." And with that, he left the room as he went off for his fight. 109

I looked around the surroundings to find that we were alone. Would he doanything to me? I mean, we were now no longer boss and secretary. He mightuse this chance to get back at me for rejecting him, wouldn't he?18

My eyes widened as I stared at his face. Before long, I felt my eyelids closed asI tugged onto his wife beater and deepened the kiss.

His tongue slipped into my mouth as our lips moved in sync. He bit on mybottom lip until it was swollen. He pulled away and trailed kisses along myneck.

Imoaned when he bit on my sensitive spot and left hickeys behind. I waspulled back to my senses as I quickly opened my eyes and pushed him away.Turning around, my fingers fumbled with my collar as I adjusted it.

"We really shouldn't be doing this, boss." I mumbled as I pulled down thehems of my skirt. I was pulled back to his arms as he stared down at me.

I felt myself looking back into his dark hooded eyes as he let out a possessivegrowl.

"You are mine, Natalie Marsh."