Call me Sung Flame. Flame if you will, a lady, 25 years of age with such a sexual past which started with a pedophile uncle who decided that taking advantage of my innocence was the best thing he could think of. He took his liberties with me and he made me tell no one. Well, that pedophile aside, this is my story.

  Presently, i am at my own home where i live alone. I live an interesting life where i am an HR manager in the MADE STARS COMPANY. I AM VERY RESPECTED AT WORK. I have but a few problems in life and the most constant is my inability to fall asleep at night. I literally stay up every night, tossing and turning, just hoping to fall asleep. This is where you come in, dear reader of my blog. My therapist adviced me to try writing to help calm my mind at night. i have chosen to write about my sexual history. FIRST THINGS FIRST, i definitely changed the names of everyone in this story and i will tell you everything in bits. Here goes...

 As far as I can remember, I never had a virginity to protect thanks to that horrid man. I would like to take a moment to advise mother's to watch their kids with all male adults in their lives. You never know who is secretly planning to prey on your babies. There is no sign . You can never tell who is a predictor and there is nothing to show who is good or bad throughout.

I did not do anything explicit with anyone else till I was 18years of age. That was ofcos not before the whole semi lesbian thing with my neighbors kid.

We did not exactly know what we were doing even though she was older and had a boyfriend. We practically just kissed each other on the cheeks and rubbed each others honey pots occasionally. It all stopped when they moved away to a different vicinity. Thinking about it, I think I was always curious about things, sexual ones more so. It was like i had a taste but didnt chew, leaving me with cravings and a self denied access to sexual exploration. MOSTLY BECAUSE NO ONE I WANTED NOTICED ME.

My first love was at 17, Semman

, let's call him Semm. First guy to ever get me all breathless just by looking into my eyes and doing nothing else. Semm and I met in high school. I was enticingly delicate with my rocking body, boobs so round and soft like powder puffs, thick thighs for days, fair skin, cute lips, sexy big eyes... Hehehe☺️, I don't want to brag.

In a nut shell, guys wanted me and girls wanted to be me. And him? Semm was one of a kind too. Guys wanted to be him and Girls wanted him. He was perfectly perfect for me. The hottest guy in the entire school wanted me and that made the girls hate me so dearly.😜😇 The female teachers hated me too, sadly.

How it actually started? It was all so sudden. It was on a faithful Monday morning. I sat on a stone slab in front of the school premises waiting for my friends who were late as always. I spotted him walking in my direction and our eyes locked onto eachother for a whole minute till I realized and broke away from his gaze.

I noticed that he kept walking towards me. I was uncomfortable with shyness. He looked like a god. 

I took out my phone and started pretend texting.

Semm: Hi

Nervously I got up and replied. My voice went on to embarrass me by sounding really high.

Me: HI. Umm. Sorry. I mean hi.

Semm: You are cute. You are Flame, right?

Me: Yes. You know my name.

Semm: Yes. I have been noticing you.

Me:😯

Semm: Give me your number....

Cute, right? We were friends for just a week and then he asked to be more than friends.

He made me weak and breathless just by looking into my eyes without touching me. I remember the first time he touched me, it was a hug, his warm breath on my skin, his strong arms around me... The first time his lips touched mine, I was clueless and my knees became weak. His soft lips against mine was heaven and made my heart race. I had wished I knew what to do at that moment. Later on I asked my friends.

Well, my first sexual tutorial was on kissing.

My friend sal who was older, more experienced and secretly dated even teachers in my school, was my teacher. It was only I who was in the know because we were close friends. We become friends the day I walked in on her making out with the literature teacher. She made me keep her secret and a beautiful friendship was born. Sal taught me how to kiss with her own lips.

To teach me, She came so close to my face, so close I could feel her warm minty breath on my face, and then she told me to close my eyes. I closed my eyes and I could feel my heart beat with anticipation. It was a puzzled feeling as I wondered what would happen. As I imagined scenes in my mind and I suddenly felt Sal's lips against mine, so soft and full. she first planted a soft kiss on my lips and let her lips stay on mine for like 5seconds.

My heart was racing so fast. She paused and whispered to me..

Sal: Do to my lips, what I do to yours accordingly.

She slowly sucked on my lower lip, so I sucked on her upper lip and when she went for my upper lip, I went for her lower lip. feeling her breath on my face as i sucked her soft lower lip was so arousing. I Liked it. My girlfriend was kissing me on the lips. She was actually kissing me for real, and me responding. I didn't care that she was a girl. We kissed passionately, forgetting where we were. She touched my face with her hand as we kissed, pushing away my hair. Her hand was so tender and the kiss so passionate. For the next few minutes , I was engrossed in the intimacy I was experiencing and I started to feel a little tingling sensation in my pants. I was hot, my body was, and so was my mind.

Slowly she moved her hand slowly to touched my left ****. That made me gasp. Thinking she would touch me more, She stopped and said to me...

Sal: you are ready.

I was so disappointed and thirsty. That night I had vivid sexual thoughts...

THE QUESTION WAS, WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO ABOUT IT? I will tell you exactly what i did about them but that will not be now, because i am off to bed.

Hi, its me again and as usual. Iam sleepless and hence i am here to continue from where i stopped. Sit back, get a snack and join me with your imagination as i tell you my story.

My first kiss tutorial which was with Sal was a success and an eye opener. It made me wonder to myself, "Maybe I like girls equally? Or this is one of those experimental phases where girls experiment lesbiansm of sort".

YES, Semm was still my boyfriend who i thought was a god, well kind of. The next time I saw Semm, he kissed me gently. I could swear he didn't expect me to know what to do in a short while. He came so close to me which in turn made me move backwards. He slowly walked me back into the wall while holding my gaze with those passionate eyes. Soon I felt my back against the wall. Looking into my eyes, he gave a half crooked smile and said," I want your lips". Without waiting for a reply, his lips touched mine. Now knowing what to do + reflex, I responded. Slowing kissing him back with the occasional light nibbles which he seemed to like.

I responded so well that he actually told me I was both a fast learner and a good kisser. From that moment on, We kissed whenever we could even though dating in school was very much against school rules.

We kept kissing so much it became habit in the course of 3weeks. We eventually agreed to try more than kissing. Good idea, right? We were in love, loved touching and it was bound to escalate to something else sooner or later anyway. Those were my thoughts to which I convinced myself that 3weeks was enough to move to the next level. Also the wet dreams and erotic day dreams were driving my teen hormones crazy.

I lived with my dad after him and Mom had gone their separate ways. Dad was a saddist of a sort. He loved hitting mom and intentionally messing the house up just to spite Mom. She eventually had enough a few years ago and walked away. I stayed with dad because I knew the benefits I could get from the situation.

Dad was a businessman. A busy one at that. He occasionally had to travel for business meetings on weekends.

I told Semm about dads travels and we decided to meet at my house because my dad would be out of town on that coming Saturday.

On that said date, I took my time to groom. I shaved, looking at myself in the mirror. I felt a bit like intimacy with myself. I liked it and with my innate childishness, I decided I wanted to start something new, a grooming tradition. I shaved everything leaving a triangle 🔺shape.

I wanted to be creative. Taking my time, I carefully shaved and carved a triangle with my Bush. It was a bit of a hustle getting the shave but with determination, I was able to get the shape out I admired my work of art. I opened my legs, my young kitty 😺 was so cute and hungry . Then a thought occurred to me, "I should have made Semm shave me".🤦

Disappointed at my inability to think fast, I decided to get dressed before his arrival.

Not long after I had dressed , I heard a knock on the door. My heart skipped a beat. I walked to the door with anticipation and opened that door. OMG, there he was, looking so shiny and dreamy. I was so in love with his perfect smile, sharp jaw, clean cut hair and of all, how tall he was. Standing next to his tall frame just made me feel like a baby waiting to be carried and babied.

I stood still looking and admiring him, advancing. As if to calm my beating heart, he placed a kiss on my forehead and said, "Sung Flame, babe", with his sexy husk voice, he shut the door behind him and pushed me against the wall, kissed me passionately. I could not control my weight, almost going down, he held me and whispered into my ears...

"you are so cute when nervous. It makes me want to tease you and worship you. I can't wait to show you how it feels to be a woman, my woman."

I got lost in his gaze. My body became weak and helpless Infront of him for some reason.

me: I, ... I..., my legs are wea... weak ...

him: Show me your room.

( and then he licked my earlobe and nibbled on it a bit.)

I showed him By pointing the way and he carried me in an embrace to my room, locked the door and slowly pushed me against the wall, kabedon style. He kissed me . From my lips, he slowly worked his way to my neck, caressing my young round Mellons. I felt things. I tried to protest, but he shushed me. Silently placing a finger on my lips he started placing tiny kisses all over me and started caressing me, from my Mellons to my back, kneeding and slightly spanking me. At that moment, I knew I liked my body being caressed.

I was breathless and it felt electric through out my body. I loved it.

He then lifted my arms and told me to keep my arms up as he lifted my dress up without taking it off, it was covering half of my face and restrained my arms. While I tried to protest, he pulled closer and started kissing and sucking on my lips with the occasional nibbles and then proceeding down to my neck.

Me: My Gosh!!!! I can't think. let's talk about this first..

I moaned slightly as he proceeded, eventually he took off my dress completely, leaving me exposed and feeling vulnerable well, not completely ***** but i still hsd on everything under my dress. I was so shy, standing there in just my undies. I tried to cover my mellons but he told me not to, saying they were so beautiful and big. He also said he wished he could drink my milk.

"wait, what?" Is that even possible?

He kissed me and gently laid me on my bed while he was by my side. I felt something hard and warm 🥒poking me and I was curious. I had an idea of what was poking me but hadnt seen nor touch one since the Uncle Mo'Lester. I was so excited for him to show it to me. Show me how beautiful it was, and to show me how beautiful and exciting it was to be a woman. I asked myself, can I take it? would I love it? would it hurt? my mind at this point was having a debate.

This, is where we end for now too and i hope your ideas on what happened next would be close to accurate. I'd like you to guess what happened next and drop your answers before reading the next episode.

Welcome back to the thoughts of me, the sleepless girl. sleepless lady more like but lets just take it as is. So, i ended telling my story where things were getting interesting. Dont hate me but, lets continue.

So....

Semm had an interesting effect on me. I could not think straight. I was thirsty and I wanted to drink him, or have him drink me up. All I could think of was how I wanted Semm. How badly i wanted to touch him and have me touch him, and how badly i wanted for it to fill me and stretch me up. He kept kissing me and with a quick movement, he moved between my legs, making me open my legs to accommodate him on top of me. Hugging and squeezing me, I could feel a tingling down there even though he wasnt touching me down there.

My heart was beating so loud i could feel my pulse in my mouth. My body felt hot and i could swear i was begining to sweat and it was hard for me to control my breath. I kept my eyes closed as my mind went wild with expectations and lust, also i was just too shy to look into his beautiful eyes. I was wondering what next and what he was waiting for. My eyes were still closed. The next thing I felt was his nails slowly drawing on my legs as he moved his fingers on my skin. For some reason, I felt I got wetter feeling his hand tracing lines and objects on my body. He asked is i could guess what he was tracing on my leg and i had no idea what so ever.

Semm: I HEART YOU. Thats what i scribbled on your leg just now.

I smiled. He was so sweet. My eyes were still closed but I could feel him get off me and positioning himself in a kneeling position in front of me to look at me better and wholly.

Semm: You really respond to stimulation.

Me: Stop, you are making me shy.

I then felt the most amazing sensation as he brushed against me. I let out a sudden loud moan. It was so unexpected that I quickly coved my mouth with my hands. I knew he was thrilled as I could hear him Laugh silently. M hairs were standing and things were hardening, if you know what i mean.

I continued to moan under my hands in attempt to reduce the volume of my sounds of pleasure.

Semm: open your eyes and look at me.

I shook my head in the negative.

Semm: Flame, look at me.I promise i will not bite.

I opened my eyes and looked into his eyes. I could see the arousal and lust in his eyes. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. The look in his eyes, so passionately raw, I liked it.

He moved his face closer to mine to kiss me some more, holding me like a delicate egg and then Semm hugged me.While doing that, he sniffed my hair and proceeded to me ear. He first used his tongue to lick my ear lobe and then started sucking on it. As i realized the sensaition that came from that, I suddenly got a series notifications at the same time. I wanted to ignore the notificantion but Semm did not.

Semm: Your fans miss you.

Me: I don't miss them. ESPECIALLY NOT NOW.

Semm: You can check if you want..

Me: No tnx.

Semm: Please do. It's ok. I want you to actually.

I picked up my phone and realized it was Stella texting me. She wanted to talk about something.

Me: Stella always pops up at the worst time. Let me just send her a quick message.

I tried to text Stella but I was distracted by SEMM. He was touching and kissing me. He kept nibbling on my neck and left ear. I obviously completely forgot Stella at that point. He occasionally licked the inside of my ear and it ticked in a good way. He suddenly stopped and moved back. 

I felt disappointed because I wanted more. He took out a condom. I watched him impatiently as he fumbled with the condom in his hand.

At that moment the worst thing you could ever imagine happened. No, the condom didn't break and neither did he shoot his load. My phone started ringing.

Noooo, maybe if I ignored it, it would stop, I thought to myself. I did not want to pick up but Semm picked the phone and gave it to me. It was my dad calling.

Me: hi Daddy, how are you?

Daddy: hi Dear, I am ok and on my way home.

Me: Right now? what happened to Tomorrow's meeting?

Daddy: It was cancelled and I couldn't wait to get home.

Me: oh, ok.

Daddy: so see you soon.

Me : OK

Daddy: bye

I hanged up and spoke to Emma, full of disappointment.

Me: Dad's coming home now.

Semm: yeah, I got that.

I got to bounce now.

Me: Wait, no. one more minute, I loved what u were doing.

Semm: come on, I can't hold myself and be restricted to 1 minute. A minute would not be enough.

Me: please.

Semm: come on. to be continued. love you.

Me : You are killing me.

We both laughed as he walked away.

Me: why Daddy? of all days to miss home🤦🚶

So that wasn't a satisfying experience for either of us. That night after Semm left and my dad had gotten home, I could not sleep. I kept replaying everything in my mind and I could still feel that electric energy coursing through my body. I was restless, I missed his touch as much I missed his charming smile and smell. I wanted it, I wanted him, badly.

It was the first time I felt that way. For him to worship my body. That night I stayed up late, all excited and after like an hour of being excited, I could feel a light throbbing pain inside me. I just recently found out it was called " blue tubes". It felt as if I was trying to queef a fireball.

For some reason, I felt the next thing would be to touch myself.

I had never done that before so I didn't know how to proceed. I was so horny and wet with pent up arousal. I closed my eyes and imagined how I wanted the whole experience to continue till I started feeling waves all over my body and I stiffened up and quivered with pleasure. My first actual climax. I had not seen that coming.

The next thought that came to my mind was to call Sal and tell her what had happened. But then again it was late so I left it and slept. It wasnt like she would actually want to know and little did I know things were about to get heated.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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