The day is over , the night has come , leading me to the darkness that can never be overcome. This world filled with emptiness makes me fright . Day and night always looking through this sight .There was once a bright light, but now it's just a devils fight."Come home my dear " called my mother once, but i am living in this misery world for months.
Those were the words of a broken hero.
Those broken hero's mere words were none other than mine.Living through this strife and pain , always having this rain full of tears on my face.I tried to fight it but denied it.Many hero's say lines like "Iam here , its ok , i'll protect you" , but i do not because i don't have anyone to protect in this world except me.
This is the story of me becoming the hero and about how did i end up here being in this different world , which is a million light years away from my home.
"This world is born for you , you may enter and commence world salvation!" someday chanted an unknown devil ,i was fainted and got resurrected to this abandoned world. The one thing i realized was this world lost all of humanity , leaving me the last human alive .My world was where people existed but this world was where people were dusted.
The devil spoke "welcome to this game , you are the only half human left in this world, you are to fight these creatures and regain this world , go ahead dare to fight and survive", he gave me a sword which was gifted with Immense power and then promptly vanished.
I was told to fight these monsters every day and night or otherwise i could become these monsters delight.Who do they think they are telling me these things?why do i listen to these words? why would i be a half human ? If those are the monsters then should i be a destined hero like in fairy tales? it's so ironic that i am the only person left raising these questions no one except the devil can answer, but i think he happened to be my enemy .
There was once called "home" for me , but this world looks like a "tomb" for me.I was always ahead like a hero in that world , but now where is the hero in me?.
I made my life so miserable at this point. I want to smile and be happy but i can't because I'm scared all the time.Scared that i would die without saying goodbye to my dearest family and to my dearest friends.
The devil came back and saw me as a miserable living being and said something "Scared? Ha ha ha... go sit on that rock for Eternity , no monster will come towards you .Go and isolate yourself you loser!". i wondered why would he help me in this situation?and it angered me that he said i was a loser.Someday I'll get so strong that I'll kill him.
Of all the strange things that were happening still i believed a little and i sat on that rock .It happened to be true that no monster would come near me if i was on that rock .
That rock shape was just like a chair with a word carved as "nightmare" on it.The rock was covered by some enormous energy that i didn't know.The moment i sat on it , i began to see nightmares ,i can never sleep while having a nightmare.
While i was having a nightmare I wanted to kill myself but also didn't want to die.
I kept thinking and thinking the one question again and again " Where is that hero in me?What was that feeling when i was like a hero" .Thinking and thinking made me so angry so i didn't know what to do. How pathetic am i ?,i was never been this angry before while thinking of a question, but didn't have a reason to not be angry in this fearful situation. I want to sleep a little to reduce my anger, but the damage for it is fatal.
I keep on remembering the nightmare that came to me , that nightmare was about me and my mother .
My mother asked me " Are you a hero ? ", i said " Yes of course " ,my mother tried to say something , she got stabbed by an unknown ten foot tall monster . I may have saw it coming but never tried to save my own mother because of some fear which was pulling my legs down when i move forward .
When i was in that world i was always saving my mother , but in this nightmare i didn't save her .
This anger inside me grew more and more day by day.
I thought of one thing in this anger , i always fought with my mother, what bothered me the most was the conversation between me and my mother while eating dinner at night.
That conversation was when i was mourning because i was beaten by some delinquents of my area.I was so beaten up that even my mother didn't notice me when i walked passed her.Mom always punished me for fighting.
I was objecting all her demands and all her necessary conversations.
One day while having dinner i was so angry that she punished me for fighting again.That day she got so much on my nerve that i threw a plate on her .She reprimanded me for that , but i didn't care.I ran away out of the house that moment.Then after some time i came back to apologise that i was too harsh to her , but there were 10 people surrounding her with a knife when i came back home ,those people were delinquents that i fought earlier that day.I had the same feeling at that time i was angry and some fear which was holding me back.
She said the same thing in the nightmare that "Are you a hero?",But i said "No". I was still in fear that my legs are not moving .But one delinquent came near her and bruised her a little and i cried helplessly.Then she screamed "You are enough hero to save me you idiot!" those words were enough to make an entire empire fall down, i rushed forward and got bruised.
I got bruised again and again but i didn't give up and then saved my mother.
The reason to fight... I was born with ,the reason to yield... i was unfit with.Thinking that conversation for sometime i understood one thing , i never gave up on my inner hero, but if i ever gave up then i have to become a villain again, cause i would at least have one more reason to fight ,the fight to regain the hero who saved a mother once.
Control or be controlled by fear....
I need to put this pathetic side of me to ashes ,this side of me should be no more ! this fear , this pain and this strife no more! i won't let it consume me , instead I'll consume it! I will regain back my world! i should be the only one to start or end mayhem in this world!.
I may not be a great hero for now , but i am a man seeking justice. Right now I'll be a sword to my world. I stood up that rock chair , marched forward and said " LET'S TAKE CONTROL!!!".
I am fine with no strength iam controlled by will, I am fine with what iam and what i will be,iam the only person with adrenaline in my blood . Strife and pain are no feelings for me , iam just a sword so i can not be swayed by fear, i'll be a sword made of metal ,i will become a man where nobody can take away my justice.
This control over my rage managed to kill some monsters, i felt really calm and dedicated in killing these monsters that i kept on going until every last one of them got annihilated .When i killed these monsters there was an hazardous amount of energy developed in my sword .i can't help but wanted to kill.
Now i hunger for monsters.
The devil swiftly approached me and said "What! you overcame this so quickly! the others took a year to recover from this". Was it true that there were more ? i need to know their history and their status.I asked the devil about them but he gave a villainous laugh and vanished in thin air.
Well i guess this is my destiny , maybe my legacy because maybe i might die someday ,so i should give information to the next swordsmen.
I came back to this rock chair and went back to the same nightmare my mother asked me " Are you a hero ? ", i said " no mom but iam enough hero to save you right?" , she cried with happiness and said "Yes boy , you are enough hero to save me". Nothing was holding me back this time , all time around me stopped.I went ahead and killed that ten foot tall monster this time.I became the hero in my nightmare.I gained control of this chair , it gave me some power or should i say it helped me level up.
Normally a person is chosen as hero or a villain , but me ? i was chosen by both.I chose myself as a villain to kill guys and have a reason to fight but my mother gave me a little light so that i would rise as a hero.
A little good rose when there was bad.My mother gave me strength to survive .If you have the will to fight then even a ten foot tall monster will look like a ten millimeter ant.
I simply slept in peace for one day after that chaos.But why am i a half human?
"Heroes always fight for whats right" says everyone .Maybe the hero might fight or maybe he will not.Its not people who choose their hero , instead its the hero who chooses his people.Heroes can be plenty but there can be only one that can save our world and change our world.Heroes always have a destiny ,they fall ,they fight ,they live and always reach to their Destinies.
Huh...just after i woke up from my nightmare now this happens,why do i always have to fight these monsters ? i need a break.I mean i do get breaks by sitting on that chair but am i an old man? no iam not, so i need some place to roam .
I am frustrated but I thought of something , what if anything which was written "nightmare" could make me level up just like it was written on that chair? , so i tried writing it on another rock which was very huge . What happened was it didn't do a thing!!. Maybe iam doing it wrong .I tried writing on another object but the result was the same.I should stop carving things for a while.
i dont understand one thing , am i that powerful ? i just recently leveled up ,that chair gave me some strength ,I don't feel anything even after these monsters stab me i just recover so quickly .
Oh! Devil said something when he was gone "you are the half human alive". Half human? if iam then what about the other half?What else is there inside my body? .
I didn't like the way he said half human.But why do people call anything Half?for example a half-moon in front of me right now ,a moon is complete why is it called half moon.Maybe because in time it becomes half and fades away and comes back new.Is that why iam called half human?am i going to fade away soon?after that what will happen to me?.
Maybe iam misunderstanding.
I still didn't even see this world properly.i still didn't even see my world properly.Every question has an answer but sometimes the answer maybe impossible,especially in my situation.I have too many questions with no answers.
The devil should answer me at least one question that why in the name of god would he choose me as a candidate for this stupid world!?.
Iam drowning in this insanity and iam frowning for this new reality.Is this the harsh reality i should be facing?. I should stop questioning.Mom always said no matter how hard it is we need to face our reality.Hearing those words made me happy ,made me think that there is a person beside me to cheer me up.That cheered me up a lot.
Lets get ready for a quest!.
I need to refrain from all these thoughts of dying and get going ahead with adrenaline in my blood ,a smile on my face and the rage to kill these monsters. Iam not a old man to sit here sightseeing these things ,iam still young with guts and courage.I have the power to change the world and the power of thinking.
Leave the negative thoughts behind you and move forward.Let this quest begin!.
I don't care if i die ,i only care i it was worth the effort . Deep in this world i want to make a change ,the change which will define the meaning of "me". A living thing has a purpose for living and have something to deliver to its society no matter if it is a human or a half human or any other life form.
so who cares about what type of product you are , if you knew where you were manufactured.
In our real world there are spots like adventure spots , hiking spots and other exciting things.There are no spots in this world , instead it has dangerous mysteries which is on a whole new different level in this world.
Every where i go there is adventure and sleepless nights .How can i even sleep? if i see these many adventures in front of me.It was a wise decision to go on a quest.
Where is this located ?or where am i located you ask? this is located a lot of distance south west of nightmare point,which is where that nightmare chair is at.I call this region Monfor short for Monster Forest.I am drawing a map just so if i die then the next candidate could keep this as a resource for help.
While i was walking on this quest.I saw a strange box , there was blood on that box .Several monsters were covering that box while i arrived.I was curious about that box but can i punch through all this with being alive?. There is a little fear in me that is telling me to go back to nightmare point.But i need to find out if that box has anything that was left for me .If the blood covering it was human blood, then i need stop thinking of running away because someone might have sacrificed for that box.
Okay here goes nothing!.
"Wait...." some female voice came whispering to me while i was going to fight those monsters."Want to proceed?" whispered again.Yes ! i want to proceed. It whispered again "ok, master registered , commencing rage mode phase 1". After that my sword was glowing blue.I was holding this sword now.When i held to this sword all i saw was my dreams. Beautiful irreplaceable dreams.Which made me even stronger .Made me go to heights which i could have never have reached.Made me think that there no such thing as impossible in this world.
My senses were overloaded ,i went running to that box .Those monsters were more than ten feet tall but i saw them as mosquitoes , tiny petty mosquitoes. Just one swing of my sword created a huge light in monfor and killed all these monsters .My sword stopped glowing after that.
I investigated that box after killing these monsters.I confirmed that the blood was of a human.Could it be true ? was there a human living here till now?i screamed my name just so i could hear other humans but there was no result .This blood still didn't dry, no doubt there was a human living here.What happened to that human ?.
I opened that box.
In that box there was a bag and have plenty of portions that i don't know , so i didn't mess with the portions.I opened a pink bag , that bag had some unknown cosmetics , maybe it was a female humans bag.But the bag also had a map called "Resurrection Point".
I quickly opened up the map and yes! it was showing me directions! that map had a glowing arrow pointing to a direction.
I picked up the bag , was holding the map and was following it and also drawing my map.But how do i carry this box?. When i put my hand on that box i saw something. I saw an image , that image was of a scabbard .Then that box transformed into a scabbard.This scabbard was designed in such a way that it would fit perfectly for my sword.
While i was following the map there were monsters appearing and i was surrounded by monsters.This time i myself yelled while running "please give me power again". Something whispered again after sometime "Recharged". The sword started glowing, then i killed all the monsters again .
I came so far from my map which i was drawing. i just left space in my map so i could draw it again.
Now ! lets follow this map.
I was following the map for some time,then i saw a little rectangle voice recorder which was covered in blood and was fallen on the ground. Hmmm..what it could be ?iam a little scared to listen to this because something bad must have happened that it was covered in blood.This recorder owner might be the owner of this box.
I put the map in the bag and picked up the recorder and played it .
After hearing it i was in complete sadness , was crying like a baby and was very angry on myself. And kept on thinking that was this what happened ?Why did this happen?. My heart was shattered into pieces for a moment.
What i heard in that recording was....
We always find peace when we are working for it ,we always find malice when we are mocking it or forgetting it. Those words can be deceiving , but also does give a meaning . The "it" that iam talking in someones life maybe anything ,can be their goal ,can be their love , can be their destiny and also can be their goal to fulfill somebody's goal.
Huh...Again coming back to the start.
This recording in my hand is very painful but i have no choice but to carry it.This sadness doesn't seem to leave me .I got the will to fight this labyrinth of danger but again this recording is full of darkness and allows me to die alone.
What is in the recording you ask?.
Well it was quite childish at the start but the emotions get deeper and deeper when you listen to it for sometime.I wanted to know everything in that recording.I went ahead and listened to it , keeping my emotions aside.
It was a girl who was in that recording . That girl was very fearless in her speech ,in her way of talking things.Her voice was so calm just as if i was hearing a nightingale singing so powerfully and beautifully.Her attitude from the voice was as if there were no scary things in this planet, as if there was no such thing as fear.
She was shivering in this forest and also says that she might die.Even in such condition she was very brave.She was unwell,she had a little problem with her breath yet fighting like a warrior.
The next words she said was "What else should i do but to accept this place.Someday somebody might come save me.And i know that he is near". From this i understood that she wanted help ,she wanted someone beside her.And she knew that i was roaming around her territory.Which was why she was in a quest to search of me just like me in search of someone.
While i was hearing to the recording .I wanted to run . Wanted to go run and save her. I didn't care about the things that would happen to me.She trusted on her life in finding me .I should not break that trust.
If there is a shriek of help.I cant standby or sit at a single place and do nothing.There is a need in a leap of faith.There is a greed in what you should do.Even if you know a person is already dead ,you need to do the honors in digging the grave and being brave.
I didn't care where i will go next.I will just follow this glowing map that she made , which then leads me back to her. She is a beacon of hope in my life right now because I need to know everything about this world and also the world around her and the origin of me .I just want to talk to a person for sometime.
Hm....This is taking longer than i thought it would take.
I keep following this map but i don't seem to find anything but plain wild grass and spooky forest.But i will never give up on saving her and break her trust.There is a feeling in me that she might be appearing nearer to me somehow.
If that is true please talk to me.
This is like a endless paradox . I don't see any exit.There are creepy voices all over me.Despite all that i finally found the strength behind my sword. My sword absorbs all fear and darkness then gives me power from it.The sword has the same power of nightmares that i have been getting when i sat on that chair.I need to investigate on this after ,first i need to get going.
Besides that i still don't know how to activate this sword.This keeps glowing sometimes.But this sword is very good to kill monsters.It mostly glows red.
After sometime...
This is where the world went upside down.I keep seeing the world upside down,but i don't see where iam walking,Hmm....strange.
I am in an illusion.This is unreal!. Where in the world did i come!?
I was a little bored on this journey so i went ahead an listened to the rest of the recording.Just by hearing her sound in that recording gave me a shock.All these feelings come rushing towards me made me unstable and useless....
I was hearing her laugh but suddenly a growling sound came towards her.That growling sound started growing and growing and then ate her..
I was on my knees crying .
There was once one person in this world that can educate me about this worthless world and also the last person to tell me the way back to home.She trusted in me ,She kept her life on the line but i broke her trust .
I forfeited her trust.
I keep on having a broken heart. Can i not have any happiness?. Can i not save anyone? Why does this keep happening to me?
Before the growling she said some words .She said "If i die today without being saved or You who is my destiny could not come in time it's okay, don't worry and be strong i will be with you in the next life".
I found another recording while i was on my knees . I listed to it.
That other recording was also her. She was talking about the topic "Reincarnation and regenerating". And she mentioned me that "I will definitely not allow this technique because it will take half of human power left in that boy".
What am i doing?...
Am i sulking and mourning on my knees?
I should wake up ! this should not be the end of me!
She said she had a crystal in her house.She said it would be possible to regenerate and reincarnate any dead creature as long they have that crystal.
This is no time to mourn! i need to find her house and the crystal right away!.
The darkness inside me is my strength,the more heartless i can be is my swords wavelength .Come danger see me from this rage and free me from this cage.Today is my time that i outrage and create a beautiful story with my name written on a page.Release me from these chains and watch this ,all that remains is nothing but games.
Come forth brave hero!
I stood up having this adrenaline in my veins and nothing but rage in my brains , my sword is glowing in blue this time .
I don't care what happens now.
I'll just slay every monster in this forest so that i can find her home and slay that growling beast that killed her.
After some time i found a monster with its left eye stabbed .Yes! it must be that demon who killed her.I will not hold back on this one .My sword turned to dark blue .Unlike other monsters this monster was looking tough but all it took was just one slice of my sword.From this she can finally rest in peace from her previous life.
After a while just near the point where i slayed that monster i found a house.
Oh my god!!!..that is a huge hideout!!!
I thought it would be nothing but a lazy tree house but it looks like a rich persons house.It must have been very hard to build , i need to learn where she got all this materials from.
There is a door to this house which even a 50 feat monster can fit.There was a defense mechanism near the door but it let me pass through maybe it recognized me.She must have been expecting me for a long time. I need to bring her back as soon as i can.But is it possible?To bring someone back to life?well she said it was possible so ill just search the house for some mysterious stone.
This house of her is like a mansion but the map she created was still working.So,i followed it as expected.I found a room where on a table there was a glowing red crystal.I touched that crystal thinking of her.
She said in the recording that it is forbidden to not touch the stone without her permission but she is not alive right now ,so only iam in charge of this crystal.
Right after i touched the crystal it said "Are you willing to sacrifice your power to bring this creature back alive" ,i said "Yes iam willing to give power"A destructive force is coming from the crystal and it said "Reincarnation 2 , location encrypted , commencing power intake in 5 seconds"
Something is happening inside me .Uh...
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