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I Can't Let You Go

Chapter:1

A story of  Sebaek❤️

And Taekook....

This book is angst with happy ending....

Maybe this storyline is very clichè to you but I hope you will try this story and finger crossed 🤞 you will like it. I know I can't update my books very often recently due to my classes and some health issues but I'll try to connect with guys more as possible.

Anyway ignore my grammatical errors and please don't write any negative comments🙏. If you have any complaints or requests please text me, I'll try to communicate.....please enjoy💕💕💕💕

Before starting the I want to mention that Taehyung is younger than Jungkook in this story....

In the story:

A man with fair skin and long eyelashes that curved over his big eyes. His hair swayed over the bridge of his sharp nose and eyes. He opened his eyes from his sleep and a smile popped on his face. But immediately his cute bunny smile dropped when he didn't find his beloved husband beside him.

He groaned with annoyance, turned towards the rust brown acrylic bed side table. It was a picture of him and his adored husband during their wedding on a golden frame that glistened under the sun.

He stretched his muscular arms and lifted his blanket from his legs.

He walked straight to the kitchen while rubbing his eyes. His petite husband was cooking someting and seemed really busy. He back hugged and nuzzled on his delicate neck. His husband flinched a bit but immediately smiled.

His husband: You finally got up Jungkook?

Jungkook hummed cutely and snnuggled more: Mm... Why did you leave me alone on the bed? You know I felt cold without you...

His husband turned to him:"Hey put on a shirt!" Don't walk around the like that Kook" "Just because you have a nice body and sexy tattoos ,doesn't mean you have show it off all the time."

Jungkook with a cheeky smile: Why? Are you tempted Baekhyun-ah?

Baekhyun:No not at all. Hurry up! Do you not remember where we're going?!

Jungkook with a pout: Yeah yeah. How can I forget about that, you're litterly eating my brain for it. Sorry, I'm tired from staying up all night doing my project.

Baekhyun side hugged :I understand it's hard being an architect.

Jungkook:By the way, what are you making? It smells amazing!

Baekhyun: You'll see later. Now hurry along!

Jungkook: Ok ok going! Jesus !

Jungkook went to shower and upon returning, noticed his husband didn't choose clothes for him.

Jungkook: I guess he is really busy.

He took some moisturizer while applying on his face: Today he forgot about me for hi-

That moment Baekhyun entered the room and took some body lotion and rub it gently on Jungkook's back with his soft hands.

Jungkook noticed his movement on the mirror and smiled.

Baekhyun rushed and took out a lot of clothes that were quite expensive from the wardrobe.

Jungkook: I have to wear this many things?!

Baekhyun: Yeah! You have to make a good first impression in front him.

Jungkook: Even the gold watch?

Baekhyun: Even the gold watch. This is the first time you're going to meet him.

Jungkook: Hey I'm so handsome, he'll immediately become a fan. I don't need to wear so much.

Baekhyun caressed Jungkook's face lovingly: That's true. You're so perfect.I really hope he finds someone like you.

Jungkook pinched his cheek with affection.

Jungkook: Sorry to say but I am only one and I'm made just for you!

Baekhyun: Now get ready and come eat breakfast.

Baekhyun looked at the window and took a deep sigh.

Jungkook: What's wrong?

Baekhyun: It was so sunny a few minutes ago but it's so dark now. I guess it's going to be raining very soon.

Jungkook: Hm..

Baekhyun:He didn't get the ticket to the nearby airport so we have to go pretty far away. He will come to our house at night.

Jungkook: Why not now?

Baekhyun: He wanted to live with auntie who works at and lives near the orphanage we grew up in. A kid's birthday today at the orphanage so he wanted to celebrate with them.And the kids at the orphanage really want to meet me too.Come quickly to eat breakfast.

After some time:

Jungkook was ready with a white shirt covering his tattoos. He had a gold watch on his wrist and was more stylish than ever.

Baekhyun opened the oven and took out a strawberry cake which he was going to decorate with icing.

Jungkook with his hand reaching for the cake: Oh that looks amazin-

Baekhyun while hitting his hand: No touching! This is for him.

Jungkook: Aww..I'm jealous of how much you care for your brother.

Baekhyun handed his a bowl of oats with fruits, nuts and yogurt.

Baekhyun: Eat this....

Jungkook: Really?! You made strawberry cake, cookies and so much more for him but only this for me?

Baekhyun let out a small chuckle.

Jungkook: Seriously Baekhyun-ah,is it me or him?

Baekhyun didn't respond but took out another tray with chocolate cupcakes with a smile.

Jungkook: Oh my favorite!-

Baekhyun: Don't touch it, it's hot. We'll eat them when we get back.

Baekhyun packed the strawberry cake and some muffins for his brother and the kids of orphanage.

Baekhyun sat down next to Jungkook with two cups of coffee and a notebook.

Jungkook: Oh is that what you drew? You've improved!

Baekhyun: Shut up! I'm not as good at art as you.You know how I told you that I want to open a bakery right? How about this design for the bakery?

Jungkook: It looks unique. I like it.

Baekhyun: I want 60% of my shop's colour to be ashes of rose colour, 20% of my shop to be celeste colour, 10% to be orchid and the other 10% to be thistle colour. And I want the furniture to be gold and black

Jungkook: Stop stop stop! Those are some weird combinations!

Baekhyun: Hmm! Wait till you see it! I'm gonna wear a strawberry apron and a strawberry hat!

Jungkook moved Baekhyun's a strand of silver hair: You're so good at baking and plus such a beautiful person looking like walking strawberry, I bet the line is gonna be very long. I won't even get a chance.

Baekhyun: Are you jealous?

Jungkook: Of course I am. Just keep focus on me. Why do you need to work so hard!

Baekhyun: Ah well....my online business is going very well but I want to earn more money.

Jungkook: Your husband earns handsomely you know right? If you need more money I will give you. You don't need to work that hard.

Baekhyun: I know you will. But I want to earn by myself for my brother and the kids of orphanage.

He gave light peck on Jungkook's cheek: Moreover baking is my forte.

Jungkook: Alright! But don't forget about your husband.

Baekhyun ruffled Jungkook's hair softly: Don't worry bunny my focus is only on you.

Jungkook gave a cute bunny smile.

Baekhyun:..OH MY GOD!

A flinched due his loud shout.

Baekhyun: Look at how late it is! We need to leave! Where's my bag?!

He got ready and when leaving his bedroom saw Jungkook on his phone. He whacked him on the head with a bouquet in his hand and bag which was full of food for kids of orphanage .

Jungkook: Flowers? For me? That's beau-

Baekhyun: Nope.These are his favorite.

Jungkook: You never did that for me!

Baekhyun: Hey jealous hubby! Why are so jealous of someone you haven't even seen yet? And you didn't get me Lily of Valley either! It's our favorite.

Baekhyun dragged him and when leaving down the stairs he tripped and hurt his knee. Jungkook immediately rushed to him.

Jungkook:Are you ok? Can you walk?

Baekhyun: I'm fine.

Jungkook:Hold my hand.

He got up and brushed his clothes.

Jungkook: Don't you believe in superstitions a lot? Shouldn't we wait for a bit before we leave?

Baekhyun:I know I believe it a lot. But we haven't got time!

They had finally arrived at their car.

Jungkook: Why don't you fasten your seat belt?

Baekhyun annoyedly: I told you multiple times to get the seat belt fixed....this seat belt get stuck often.

Jungkook: Oh sorry. I always think to fix it but I always forget because of work pressure. But we are going through the highway so use it today tomorrow I will get it fix.

Baekhyun fastened his seatbelt.

Jungkook started driving.

After driving for a few minutes, the rain became heavier. The loud sound of the wipers echoed through the car.

A car drived towards them and almost hit them but Jungkook turned and moved past the other car, barely.

Jungkook: Drive properly!

Jungkook pressed his horn loudly and started driving again.

Jungkook: Thank goodness! Is he driving while drinking alcohol or what?!

Baekhyun: Yeah. So careless!

After a bit...

Jungkook: Can I stop the car for a while? My head hurts.

Baekhyun:Let me get some strong coffee from that cafe. The rain stopped.

Jungkook: Go ahead.

Baekhyun entered the coffee shop and it started drizzling.

Jungkook looked at the sky: What a day!

After Baekhyun got two cups of coffee for the both of them, Jungkook was heading towards him to get him an umbrella. He was walking towards him when Baekhyun was coming towards him.

Jungkook told him to stop walking when a car went dashing in between them.

Jungkook: What the- I told you to stay there! You could've got hit idiot! Why are you so careless about yourself Baekhyun?!

Baekhyun pouted: Sorry I couldn't hear you....

Jungkook took his coffee and held him by his shoulder

They both went inside the car and had their coffee.

Baekhyun: You're having headache so should I drive the car?

Jungkook: But you don't like driving. It's fine I'm feeling better now.

Jungkook started driving again while Baekhyun was fixing his silver hair using the car mirror. Jungkook noticed his favorite bracelet shining.

Jungkook: Baekhyun-ah where is your wedding ring?

Baekhyun looked at his hand: Oh shit.. I removed it when I was kneading and left it on the dining table.

Jungkook: Oh..

Baekhyun: Focus on driving the car, not me.

Jungkook:Your hands are so beautiful. I can't do anything with that...

Baekhyun: Shut up! Drive properly!

Jungkook chuckled and looked forward.

Baekhyun got a call from his brother.

His brother: Hey hyung! Where are you guys? I'm here already but can't find you anywhere.

Baekhyun: We're..almost there!

His brother: What?! So you didn't arrive at the airport yet?

Baekhyun: I am coming bun...

His brother whined: Ah...hyung.. I thought you are exited to meet to me but-

Baekhyun: Sorry bun... it's raining heavily that's why too much traffic. We are coming as soon as possible...

After the call ended Baekhyun told Jungkook everything.

Jungkook: This road is full of traffic. That road is the quickest shortcut.

Baekhyun: Isn't it called the Valley of the Dead?

Jungkook: Yeah.People say this way is dangerous but this is the best we can do. It will save time. But what do you think?

Baekhyun looked at the time: Ok take this way

Jungkook: Woah! My superstitious husband doesn't care about anything when it comes to his brother..

Baekhyun smiled.

After a few minutes:

Baekhyun searched in his bag: Where's my lipbalm? I need to touch up again! How do I look?

Jungkook: You look great. You're acting over the top.

Baekhyun: No, I am excited to meet him. After a long time I am going to meet him.

Jungkook: Hmm...I can see that....I am excited too. I have never seen his face...

Baekhyun in a teasing tone: He's so handsome and attractive, you might even forget about me. You would think you regretted marrying me and should've waited for him.

Jungkook: No way! My heart-

Suddenly a loud crash echoed. A huge lorry had collided with the side of their car from the other road.

Baekhyun: Watch ou-

The car was thrown to some trees next to an almost endless pit with wildlife and lake.

The smoke engulfed the blue sky. Jungkook was awake while coughing. Baekhyun had his eyes closed. Blood was rushing out him like a stream.

Jungkook took off his seat belt and called his name repeatedly. He was in extreme pain too however he tried to wake him up.

He noticed a big piece of glass on the side of Baekhyun's neck. Baekhyun opened his eyes slightly and tried to look at Jungkook.

Jungkook impatiently: Are you ok? Can you talk? Let me remove your seatbelt. Come closer.

The seatbelt was stuck.

Jungkook: Shit! Shit ....shit...it's stuck!

He kept pushing the button to unbuckle the seatbelt with desperation.

The pulling of the seatbelt caused more blood to gush out of Baekhyun's neck.

Baekhyun: Stop...it hurts......I can't breathe...

Jungkook: Sorry sorry sorry..

Baekhyun looked at him with tearful eyes and noticed his husband also very injured but he was too desperate to save him.

The creaking sound of the car increased each time as they felt they would fall any moment.

Baekhyun: Jung-kook plea-se leave ....please

Jungkook: Nooooo....never....

Jungkook went closer to him and tried to hug Baekhyun when his blood was stamped to his white shirt.

Jungkook worriedly, his hands were shaking: Too much blood is coming from neck....I don't know what to do? Should I remove that glass?

With his trembling hands he touched the glass piece, Baekhyun screamed in pain,his fragile body was jerking in pain: N-O PLEASE IT HU-TRS

Jungkook: OH GOD WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

Baekhyun: Please leave....Get off.

He was trying to push Jungkook out of the car.

Baekhyun: Go Jungkook....

Jungkook: No...I CAN'T LET YOU GO!

Baekhyun whimpered in agony: Please go....

Jungkook: Wait let me get some help!

Jungkook got out of the car slowly when he noticed where the car way with a lot of efforts. He was feeling sharp pain on his stomach and back.He noticed the road is empty. He took out his mobile for help but it has broken....

His eyes were widened when he noticed the car was in a dangerous position, it was at the very edge, almost about to fall.

Jungkook: Get out Baekhyun! Let me-

Baekhyun took a deep breath. He saw the big piece of glass on his neck on the shattered mirror. His silver hair turned red from his blood.His temple was smothered in his own blood that was pouring out like endlessly stream down his neck. His body was telling him he wouldn't survive. His body was loosing it's strength due to extreme blood loss.

Baekhyun: Don't come....Please take care of my brother, keep that promise..

Jungkook was to enter into the car....he looked so helpless.

Baekhyun: Stop Jungkook....I'm the only one he has...please...always stay with him...

Tears ran down endlessly from Jungkook's eyes.

Baekhyun chocked and took a deep breath,he was feeling dizzy. It was very hard for him to stay opening his eyes: Don't enter! Just promise.....

Baekhyun let his hand out.

His bracelet wasn't shining anymore. The diamond bracelet was now painted red with his blood....

Baekhyun: Plea-se al-ways make him ha-ppy....

Jungkook was reaching his hand out to touch his hand....

Jungkook: I promise..I love you...

Their fingers were about to touch....

....when the car dropped and set ablaze..

Baekhyun's face was the last thing that flashed before his eyes, he fainted.

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Chapter:2

In the story:

3 days later, Jungkook opened his dark eyelids after a tiresome slumber. It was like dark caves under his eyes with blood red eyeballs. His body was full of bandages covered in red. He was surrounded by an off white wall and unnerving silence. The room was filled with an overpowering smell of antiseptic, a little bit bitter,with undertones of the artificial fragrance contained soaps and intense citrus cleaners.

His body trembled as he groaned.When he inhaled,felt a flesh of pain on his head.

He heard a concerned voice which is very familiar to him.

Jungkook's mother: Are you ok?

Jungkook looked at his mother whose face looked like woeful. Her eyes were puffy,red and voice was a bit raspy.

Jungkook in a rough, quiet voice: Where's Baekhyun?

Jungkook's mother with his glassy eyes: You're ok right? Thank God!

Jungkook impatiently: Where is he?!! Is he ok?!

Jungkook's mother: Don't move, you have injuries all over your body.

Jungkook: I ASKED YOU SOMETHING!! ANSWER ME! Where is Baekhyun?

But immediately he whimpered in pain.

His mom: We will talk about it later. You should just take rest.

Jungkook: Mom I am fine, just tell me about him.

Jungkook's mother was in tears. She was choking on her words.

Jungkook was frightened inside: Please don't cry. Is he ok? Where is he? What did the doctor say?

Jungkook's mother with her broken voice: Noth-ing ever come-s into this wor-ld to stay for for-ever...

Jungkook's eyes widened and became moist. His plums were sweaty in nervousness and it felt like everything is collapsing in front of him.

Jungkook: What do you mean?! Where is Baekhyun?! I need to see him!

His mom went closer to him and tried to comfort him.

His mom while comfort: I know it's very hard for you but he is not in this world anymore.

Jungkook moved his hand away: NO I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. YOU'RE LYING!

The doctor centered the room.

The doctor : Oh you woke up!

Jungkook was ripping off his bandages and needles from his blood bags and saline. He was behaving like a crazy.

The doctor: What are doing?! Stop! You're endangering your life!

The doctor immediately rushed to him.

Jungkook: I'm perfectly fine! I don't need these things! I just need my husband. Where is he?

He stepped out of his bed in a rush to leave his nightmare. The doctor and his mother tried to explain to him but he was in disbelief.

Jungkook: I know you are lying! Is he in a critical condition? Is that why you're lying to me? So that i don't keep hopes? I still have hopes so..stop lying to me. I know he will be fine. He can't leave like this....

Jungkook rushed to different rooms with hope only to be flooded with dread and sorrow. There were only other patients but no sign of his beloved husband.

Jungkook's mother grabbed his shoulder lightly and made him stand still.

Jungkook's mom: He's no more Jungkook.

Jungkook: Tell me, is he in ICU? He will be ok right?

Jungkook was about to run in spite of his unbearable pain...but his mom caught his hand tightly.

Jungkook's mom: Why don't you understand?! He is dead!

His mom spoke while sobbing.

Jungkook shook his head in disagreement: No it can't be.

Jungkook took steps back and without realizing his back collided with the wall.

His felt the colour around him fade away, it was black void again.

He dropped to the ground. His mom panicked and yelled for the doctors and nurses.

They took him back to his bed.

Next day he regained his conciousness. He was such a state of shock he couldn't comprehend the loss of his husband who he adores the most. He wouldn't believe a single word from his mother.

His mom:I am sorry Jungkook. Please forgive me for my words but you have to accept the truth. Look at this!

His mother showed him a newspaper article stating the accident.

Jungkook was feeling devastated inside, he felt like a lump in his throat.

After a bit of reading..

Jungkook: He wasn't found...? That means he's alive! They just couldn't rescue him! I'll go find him!

Jungkook's mother couldn't find a way to help her son. Admittedly she did not like her Son in law at first, Baekhyun was an orphan and probably ill-mannered. To her, Baekhyun was marrying Jungkook for money, but after knowing him, she believed Baekhyun truly loved Jungkook. Baekhyun was the right choice for Jungkook.

Jungkook's mother: Here's the number of the investigative officer. He told me to call him if we need any help.

They contacted the police and Jungkook forcefully went to the accident spot where only destroyed parts of the vehicles lied.

Jungkook was quivering with trauma.

The police: Your husband was severely injured and the vehicle was burnt. What more do you want?

Jungkook: But..his body...

The police: I know what you mean. That only happens in movies. You see the height....sorry to say, there's basically 0% chance. Even the wildlife would probably kill him. It's probably ash by now Mr Jeon.

Jungkook dropped to the ground in despair as the officers comforted him.

They entered the police car.

Officer: Where would you want me to drop you off?

Jungkook's mother: Could please drop us off to the Funeral House?

She gave the police the address. Jungkook was perplexed.

Jungkook: Why are we going there?!

Jungkook's mother: It's his funeral today.

Jungkook: But we didn't find his body! No way I'm going to do that!

Jungkook's mother: We should still do it to bring peace to his soul. Please accept that he's not in this world anymore.

She wrapped her arm around Jungkook.

Jungkook's mother: It would pain him so much to see you like this.

She could see the grief in Jungkook's eyes and yet tears were stuck. All he could do was stare at the ground while thoughts crowded his head.

When they arrived in the Funeral house...his friends were waiting for him and immediately hugged him tightly and started crying.

His friends: Sorry Jungkook for your loss. We never imagined this would happen!

But Jungkook couldn't cry....

Jungkook's mother gave him black clothes for him to change into them.

Jungkook kept refusing to wear them. He went to the washroom to change...

Jungkook: Baekhyun-ah you're alive right? I won't wear them! How can I wear this...I know you're alive! Where are you baby?

With his fingertips running over the fabric of his suit when the picture of his husband's death blurred his eyes. He trembled in his fear.

He flinched because the knocking which were from his friends. He opened the door and saw his friend Jimin was crying.

Jimin wiped his eyes harshly: Hey why aren't you ready yet?!

Jungkook: I can't-I just can't. We can't even confir-

They insisted so in the end, Jungkook had to agree.

At the Funeral hall, Jungkook saw many children, a lot of who were crying. Jungkook and Baekhyun often visited them and gave them sweets.

They all placed white chrysanthemums wrapped with ribbons under his picture.

Baekhyun's bright boxy smile on his picture completely opposed the somber mood.

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...

It was as if Baekhyun was right in front of his eyes like a glowing beam of sunshine.

He sat at a corner with his head down. He could hear the people whisper and cry and prayers running when he heard someone weep with overflowing emotions. A guy whom he was certain was Baekhyun's brother but he did not look up.

His mother kept calling him to put flowers and send prayers but he refused. She pulled him and dragged him.

Baekhyun's brother got a glimpse of him. He could see Jungkook was in terrible condition.

Tears were flowing endlessly from his eyes....

He remembered something from his past.

Baekhyun on the call: Taehyungie you know I am getting married....mm...I mean if you agree with this...

Taehyung: Hyung what are saying?! Is this kind of joke?

Baekhyun: No, Jungkook wants to marry me as soon as possible.

Baekhyun with a sad tone:What do think? I know you can't come now. Maybe I should ask him to wait for more time....

Baekhyun was tapping his feet in tension...

Taehyung: Hyung you should not wait for me. I know I will miss this but...

There was a silence between them...

Taehyung: Hyung as far as I know from You, he is a great guy and loves my hyung so much. Please hyung don't refuse his proposal. I think you should get married. You did a lot for me, now think about yourself

Baekhyun: But I have only you. Do you think it's a right choice? You know right your hyung loves you the most.

Taehyung: Of course I do.And I must say it's an amazing idea. I will come after my exams. Then we will enjoy together. And another thing don't show my pics to your soon to be hubby. He will be surprised whenever he sees me in real life and thinks ''oh I never knew I have a such a beautiful brother in law''

I want to see his surprised face.

Baekhyun laughed.

Baekhyun: Indeed he will. If you want this then I won't show his pics to you either. You will see him personally in future whenever you come back. You will be amazed by his look.

Taehyung smiled: I'll see....

Present time:

His hyung would always talk to him about his husband so he was very excited to meet him and now the person who told him all these stories isn't alive anymore. He never thought they would meet like in this situation.

Tears rolled down his eyes.

Some guests were drinking soju and eating food, talking about Baekhyun.

One person: Baekhyun was such a kind person. It's sad to see someone so cheerful pass away so quickly.

Another person: I feel really bad for Jungkook. He's so lonely now, you can tell by his looks.

A child ran up to Taehyung.

Child: Are we not see Baekhyun hyungie any more?

Another child: I want Baekhyun hyungie. Please tell him to come.

One of them: Baekhyun hyungie said he will bring a lots of tasty muffins for us. Where is he now?

Taehyung cried his heart out while hugging the children.

Jungkook realized that if he didn't cry soon, his heart will burst. He can't keep these emotions in much longer.

Jungkook's mother had requested Tae to stay with them but he wouldn't come as the only person he is connected to, his hyung is no longer alive.

The lady that Taehyung was living with was talking to Jungkook's mother.

Jungkook's mother: Please take care of Tae. This is my kindly request.

That lady: I'll try my best.

Jungkook's mother:Take my number. Please call me whenever you want. I would love to help Tae.

That lady: Sure.

Jungkook's mother to Tae: I don't want to force you but if you want to stay with us then let me know.Please call me if you have any problems. I will come to meet whenever I get time. Ok?

Tae just nodded as a yes and bowed.

Jungkook's mother hugged him and Tae sobbed loudly. She tried her best to comfort him. Later they bid bye to each other, Jungkook didn't even glance to any of them. He was just blank.

Jungkook's mom returned home with Jungkook. As soon as they stepped foot into the house Jungkook felt as if he had sunk under dark silence.

When he entered his bed room, he felt that time had stopped and was covered with an empty void of darkness and depression. His emotions tangled within him. His heart, his ears yearned for Baekhyun's cheerful voice. Everything was so quiet and dull.

He took one of his wedding day's photo and placed his hand over Baekhyun's face.

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Jungkook's mother came in and tried to console him.

His mom: Jungkook I don't know how-

Jungkook: LEAVE!

His mother: I understand your positi-

Jungkook:NO... You don't! You don't understand how I feel! I lost him mom.....I LOST HIM!

Jungkook's mother sat next to him.

Jungkook: All our happy moments have been shattered.

His mother rubbed his back to comfort him.

Jungkook pressed the picture of his husband to his heart.

Jungkook: My heart..it hurts..it's painful....

Jungkook's mother: You should cry. If you don't it could be bad. Let your emotions run and be able to wish him goodbye.

Jungkook didn't reply to her.

Jungkook: You can't leave me Baekhyun-ah....please come back to me.

Jungkook's stomach was hurting. He whimpered while holding his injured area.

His mom: Please have some medicine Jungkook.You are sick. You need to eat something.

Jungkook: Please mom go... I want to stay alone....

His mom: Please listen to me. He is no more Jungkook. You need to take care of yourself! His soul will never be happy if he sees you like this.... You need to eat something. You are so weak.

Jungkook: I am not hungry. Please leave...

His mom:Do you want to die as well?

Jungkook's mother kept insisting him to take of himself.

Jungkook's mother entered the kitchen when she saw cookies, fruits, cupcakes and treats.

Jungkook's mother with tears: What a shame..he made so many things...

When she was about to throw the chocolate cupcakes away, Jungkook stood behind and stopped her.

Jungkook: What are you doing?!

His mother: These are a few days old. I don't think they are in a good situation. Don't worry, sit down and I'll make you some warm soup.

Jungkook: No I don't want soup.

His mom: You should eat some healthy soup.

She was about to throw the chocolate cupcakes...but Jungkook snatched the plate from her.

Jungkook: Baekhyun made them for me, it's my favourite.

His mom: Jungkook they were som-

Jungkook went back to his room without giving any answers. His mother couldn't bring him out of his room, which he had locked.

He sat at corner next to the window where the curtain swayed and breeze entered the room. He took a photo album. A hint of moonlight landed on their album.

He looked at the cupcakes plate and recalled something from the past...

Baekhyun always watched Jungkook sneakily when they were in high school. On his birthday he decorated a small cute box with chocolate cupcakes and placed them on Jungkook's bike.

Jungkook was one of the heartthrobs in their school. He had always received expensive gifts from many students. His friends were teasing him about getting cupcakes from an unknown person. At first he decided to throw them then finally made up his mind to take the cupcakes home. When he went home, he was hesitant about eating it but it was greatest cake he had ever tried.

Now he took piece of the cupcake and immediately tears rolled down his eyes. The taste was unlike any other despite being a few days old. The magic in those cupcakes reminded his of Baekhyun.....

Author: I don't know if anyone of you are interested in this story or not...this book is little bit slowburn and angsty. I hope you will like it.

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Chapter:3

In the story:

It started from small tears and without even realizing he began to sob. Endless streams of water rolled down from his chin onto the tin of cupcakes. His mother could hear his loud weep but she couldn't help her son. The door was locked. She knocked many times but he didn't open the door.

He hugged the picture of his husband and lied on the harsh freezing floor, a great tremor overtook him....

His words broke up and all he could say were stuttering sounds. Hot tears streamed down his face,and he squeezed his eyelids shut in hope his sobs would stop. His choppy breathing and watery eyes remained for a long while.

As more tears came, more thoughts of his cherished husband through his head. His vision grew translucent as his cornea was aching from tears. All of a sudden black emptiness surrounded him and his eyes automatically shut.

In the morning, little rays of sunshine glowed on his face.

Jungkook, while murmuring: It's so cold...Baekhyun-ah

Come closer...

He wanted to hug and cuddle with his husband....

He raised his hand forward, just to find the surface of marble tiles and rough edges under his fingers.

Jungkook spoke in a hushed voice: Baekhyun-ah....where are you?

That's he realised he was on the ground. His body was aching like hell. He woke up to hear a knock.

That moment reality hit him very hard.

Jungkook's mother: Jungkook it's quite late, have some medicine and you have to eat something..please.

Jungkook placed his husband's photo away and opened the door.

His hair was disheveled and he was still wearing the clothes from the funeral with his tie hanging over his roughly buttoned shirt.

Jungkook's mother: You look terrible...Go freshen up. Come afterwards I'll give you medicine. I made breakfast as well.

Jungkook went to the bathroom.

Under the gentle downpour, he stood, his tears merging with the water's flow. The warm water from the shower relaxed his muscles,the steam wraps him but his heart was relentless. He was feeling very vulnerable inside. He sat down on the cool surface, the water courses down his body. With each drop of water, he released more and more sobs. He pressed his palms against his forehead.

Jungkook: Why is this happened to me? Why?

He clutched his chest as he can physically tear out all his aches ,his sorrows.

When the tear subsided, he stepped out of the shower,wrapping himself in a towel.His heart ached looking at the empty bed. His husband would usually pick clothes for him. After getting married he never chose his clothes for himself.

He looked at his dressing table, the bottle of body lotion.

His husband always helped him to use body lotion on his back. He loved the way how Baekhyun used to rub gently body lotion on his back with his soft hands.

He looked at the mirror but today there was no reflection of his husband.

His mom: Are you done?! Hurry up!

He quickly picked clothes and head to the kitchen.

His mother made him waffles with orange juice on the side. She placed whipped cream and fruits on the waffles.

His mom: I made your favorite breakfast. Eat them.

Jungkook just sat there quietly.

His mother: What do you want to eat for lunch?

Jungkook didn't reply with a blank face.

His mother: I found Baekhyun's wedding ring here.

Jungkook immediately looked at her and took the ring.

It was glimmering in Jungkook's hand. It looked perfect in Baekhyun's ring finger. Subconsciously, his eyes became glossy.

On their wedding night:

Baekhyun stood in front of the widow, checking his wedding ring under the moonlight. He was admiring the wedding ring which was twinkling.

Jungkook back hugged him.

Baekhyun flinched a bit but smiled by his presence.

Jungkook: Do you like the ring?

Baekhyun: Yes! The is the best ring I have ever seen!

Jungkook held Baekhyun's hand: And you have the most beautiful hands I have ever seen.

He placed a soft kiss on Baekhyun's hands....

Jungkook: Everything..is so empty now..

Jungkook's mother: You need to take care of yourself. I know it's hard, let it all out.

Jungkook wrapped his around his mom's waist and cried loudly as she patted his head with a look of comfort.

Jungkook returned to his bedroom,lied his bed. He checked the ring and tried to fit it on his fingers but it was too tight. Baekhyun's fingers were thin and beautiful.

He remembered the laughter they shared, secrets they whispered, the promises they made....In that tangled web of memories, he found both pain and solace.....

One night:

Jungkook: Baekhyun-ah let's get married..

Baekhyun: I'm sorry Jungkook but this is not the right time for me. I have too much things to do for my brother.

Jungkook held Baekhyun's face with his hands: Then what about me Baekhyun?

Baekhyun's eyes were moist,he placed his hands on Jungkook's hands which were on his cheeks: I'm sorry Jungkook. You know my situation.You should choose someone else.I won't be able to give you time properly....I have a lot of responsibilities.

Jungkook: You should do whatever you want but let me take care of you....Let me be your husband please and allow me to take your responsibility. I promise I'll always take care of you and make you happy.

Baekhyun whispered softly : Jungkook !

Jungkook : Will you marry me Baekhyun?

Silent tears escaped from his red puffy doe eyes.

Jungkook: Even though you're gone, you will be special to my heart.

He kissed the ring and placed it in his drawer carefully.

His mother explained to him a lot and cared for him.

His mother: I can't stay here any longer because of your father. He's so ill he couldn't come. Please take care of yourself. I'll be worried, I'll come back soon. Please contact with Baekhyun's brother if you can.

But Jungkook never called Tae.

Somedays later Jungkook's mom got a call from the lady where Tae is living with....

A few days later, Jungkook's mother returned to see him as a disaster. Losing Baekhyun , profoundly affected Jungkook emotionally a lot. The grief, lonliness was devouring,engulfing him in it's eternal torture. The absence of Baekhyun eventually led him to depression.

Bottles of alcohol lied all over the floor. Neither the house was clean, nor was he. Everything was covered with dust.He was a completely mess and he hadn't shaved. He appeared like ghostly pale. He clothes weren't washed.He looked skinner than befor.He hadn't been to work for many days. His bedroom was dark and messy. The kitchen hadn't been cooked in for days. Most of the food in the fridge were still there, uneaten and rotten. Most of the plants lost their colours and shed leaves. The flowers withered and fell.

Jungkook's mother: What happened here?! Get a hold of yourself Jungkook!

Jungkook:I'm fine.Why are you here?

His mom:I'm worried about you and you are saying you are fine?!

Jungkook took a bottle of alcohol and was about to take a sip but his mom restrained him.

Jungkook: I am still alive. Don't worry about me.

His mom: Look at yourself!What did you do to yourself?!You don't contact me, your colleagues, or your friends. Besides you don't even let your friends in. I told you to contact Baekhyun's brother but you didn't....

Jungkook: Mom my head is hurting. Just go and let me drink!

His mom:You reek of alcohol! You're becoming an alcoholic! You won't live long like this!

Jungkook: I don't want to anyway..

Jungkook's mother: You're crazy! Get a grip! Stop all this nonsense. No one acts as crazy as you! I made a decision for you!

Jungkook looked up at his mother.

Jungkook's mother: You're remarrying....

Jungkook looked up at her with his colorless eyes in a bewildered expression.

Jungkook's mother: Yes I made a perfect decision for you....that's final! You're marrying your brother- in-law Taehyung!

This is it for this chapter. I don't know are you guys interested for this story or not. Should I continue or leave it.....

I hope you liked it~☆

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