"Hey?..."

"Ash come out ...*knocks* it's been freaking two days!! Ash!!"

"......"

Ash!

"...."

"If you don't-"

*door opens* "hehe brother~"

*aaahhhh* yo-you what are you n-no what happened to you, you and the bags under your eyes *clips nose* "YOU... Please go and take a shower first."

I hate it, I hate everything about my life. Why…just WHY!!, I want to be happy like others why I need to take care of her. I can't even take care of myself, yet I need to care for a senseless sibling, a brat who only cares about food and books. *sees photo frame* How could you mom? how can you just leave us like that.

*door clicks* "Brother brother!! Can you make something for me, I'm so hungry that I can even eat a dinosaur hehe"

"Why are you so smiley and all", here she goes again I'm getting frustrated day by day and I can't even tell her that in my state even if I get a slightest chance -"

"..... Bro-BROTHER! Did you even listen to what I was saying, let me tell you again I FINISHED my dream book in just two days *smiling* awesome right??"

"Oh" I know younger siblings are a lot of work, but this girl is twice the work, "so you are saying you didn't come out for two days just because you wanted to finish a FICTIONAL BOOK".

*places the food* "here eat this and come to the living room we need to talk, a serious talk"

"But I don't like veggies"

"I don't care" it's not like I'm only giving her grass or something *opens the door* great now I need to clean up this mess too.

"You can't enter a lady's room!!"

"Shut up and eat YOU old lady" she's just (12) and acts like an adult *sigh* sometimes I really wish she was an adult so that I don't need to take care of her anymore. And this garbage too, she and her obsession with fictional books and this… "whispers of fate" who would even read this kind of books mmm tags...fantasy, revenge, tragic and rom-ROMANCE!!??. She's so dead.

Ash! *throws book* "what is this"

"This is what I told you, my dream book has all emotions and the characters, plot everything was just awe-

"Do you even know what EMOTIONS mean, do YOU?? You didn't come out for two days and refused to attend school just because of this!?"

"I-I just wanted to-

"WHAT… Wanted to burden me more, haven't I given you everything. Even if I have to do work all day, I provided for you not even caring about myself. I know mom's death affects you till today, it affects me too, but we can't go on like this... no I CAN'T go on like this. It has been 5 years Ash, please get over it. I'm trying my best can't you see it. What happened Ash? why have you turned out like this. I'm disappointed with all of your fighting with other kids, tantrums, your imagination of that damn book and everything *leaves*."

A weather which can steal and stop hearts, for people who love each other this is a perfect opportunity, also for those who wish to unalive themselves and who knows who takes the chance first. The cooling breeze can be felt by everyone, a calmness just before a storm. For someone it's a breath of fresh air and for some, knowing that they can't sleep in the streets today and need to take shelter which no one is going to give them. Yes..soon it's going to rain. A rain which will change everyone and everything.

"dude it's been hours just go home and apologize"

"Hell nah man"

"....what you did was child ABUSE and... if you don't want any more trouble alongside with your other ones then I advise you to go and just say a fu*king sorry b*tch"

"......"

"IAN!! you sick fu*k leave this instant, for gods sake she's your fu*king sister and just a kid without parents!! And the words you said to her were mean. If I were her i would've smacked you with whatever I have b*tch NOW LEAVE!".

"...you have been swearing so much and chill it's not like you, this always happens right so what's new now. whatever, Im going to get roasted chicken for her and boom she's going to forgive me thats it old man".

"ol-OLD MAN who did you even call an old man I'm just-"

"bla-bla- bye old man"

*sigh* there he goes again this boy never listens, *looks out* I don't know why but today everything feels ominous.

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*opens door* "Ash...Ash?

"Ash *knocks* are you there... Ash...*sigh* look I'm really sorry I know I shouldn't have said those mean things to you, I know I'm a terrible brother, and you don't deserve whatever I said to you...you don't deserve a pathetic brother like me but... this time I'm really apologizing for it so please..please open the door Ash"

"......"

"Please Ash, I even bought your favorite roasted chicken from aunty ling, Ash... Ash??"

"........"

okay I'm leaving let's talk tomorrow I'll make your favourite breakfast *looks back at the door* "good night Ash and sorry again..."

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*phone ringing*~

"The heck!!! Who even calls someone this early in the morning haaa~ *attends* hel-"

"IAN you b*tch look at the time, it looks like you want to get a hear full of b*tching from that old guy or something now get your a** here as soon as possible!!!" *call cuts*

"the f*ck!"

*door clicks* Ian i heard you son and when did you start to swear- *sees time* let's talk later now look at the time go and get ready for your school big guy"

"........"

*ahhhhh* "Dah F*ck!?!!??! y-y-y-yyou w-hoo"

"DON'T YOU DARE SWEAR AT YOUR OWN MOTHER *inhales and exhales* get up before your

Dad comes Down Ian" *closes door*

"N-no no no get up from this dream Ian *slaps* ouch!! Hurts but still *slaps 2X times gets nose bleed* b-bloo....."

"Ian what- oh my RON!!! Something's wrong with IAN!!!!"

"Wh-what the hell?? IAN boy wake up *Shakes continuously*

"mmm Ron he's not dead...yet but if you continue to shake him like that I'm not sure, so just get him into the bed"

"But-"

*wakes up* "......whoever you guys are I'm not even a little bit liking this SICK joke you f*ckers"

*slaps* DO THAT AGAIN

"Better shut your mouth son looks like your mom is really furious" *whispers*

Ouch hurts better accept this dream until i really wake up "Mom..., dad... we've missed you" *hugs* I know it's a realistic dream but still me and Ash always missed you guys and always will. *sob*

".......you really smacked him hard Alice"

*sigh* "Ian I know you love us we too, we always loved you and always will little guy" *hugs*

"And Ian can we know who is ASH the one you just mentioned"

"Don't joke around mom even if this was a wild dream if she hears you say that she's going to wreak havoc here that jealous girl"

"Ian if yo-"

"aishh Alice he's a big boy he can like whoever he wants *turns around* now Ian when are you going to introduce her to us?"

"Dad you really *looks at the family picture* wait WHAT!!!??"

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"Ian... baby you're okay right??"

Is this some kind of deep memories of mine that caused by my guilt or something. Anyways whatever it is.... I freaking love this *grins*. Here I don't need to take care of Ash and moreover mom and dad are with me, now I can do the things I really wanted to.... at least until i wake up from this, afterall it's going to end soon so let me live. "hehehe"

"I don't think so Ally"

"Mom Dad,let's go out

"...." "....." *looks at each other*

"I'll ask for a day off from school so please"

"ummm sure but before that, who is ash-"

"momm it's nothing Ash is my other personality that I made up so now go~ go~"

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It's been soo long that I felt like myself just being me is awesome. Without any responsibilities, bickering, begging and everything."ahhhh~ life is so good". *ln mirror* Even if it's a dream this makes me happy....yeah because she's not here, and it's...okay....it will be okay.

"Ian let's go" *shouts*

"Coming dad" Even if it makes me a horrible person let that be.

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"here eat as much as you want son"

"This.... *roasted chicken* why this, can't we go somewhere else like an art museum or somethin-"

"brother!!"

*halts*

"Brother~ you promised aron to buy this roasted chicken" *whine*

"But aron yo-buzzzz buzzz buzzbroth-buzzAsh-buzz-roas-buzz-chick-buzz"

"...n..an.... Ian!! What happened?? Are you alright!

"No nothing please can we just let's leave this place"

"Okay okay let's leave before that, Ling can you get all this wrapped up for us, and thanks!!"

"Ian!....*worried* Are you really okay honey?? what happened you've been acting strange since morning, is everything good or maybe something's going on in your school or-"

"No!! Everything's fine, that place I didn't like it that's all, I felt suffocating that why I wanted to leave. So nothing to worry mom" *hugs her*

"Love you mom*

"Now your dad feels left out" *fake cry*

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"Now this is the kind of place I want to be around" Everything here screams that it's not a dream, but something else. But why do I want to be here more and more. There is really something wrong with me....but I really don't want this to end-

"Ian!! Come and take a look at this"

"yeahh here im- *stuns*...It's good yeah.. but kind of mismatched like... this painting doesn't belong here with others, it's soo unique, different, weird at the same time. That happy face, cage, tear drop everything is so confusing..."

"That's the specialty of this piece child, it is a hypothetical painting the idea was drawn from a not so real or imaginary situation"

"huh?" *turns around*

"Hi, about this painting..

ummm for example let's say you see a puppy in bad shape and decide to adopt it with or without its permission to be more precise should I say willingness, thinking you'll take care of it and all. You give everything it needs to take care of it but always keep it in a neck leash, one day you unleash the puppy, and thinking it was finally free from the leash the puppy roams inside the house enthusiastically. But...what you did was put the puppy in a hypothetical situation you didn't set the puppy free you just unleashed him inside the house to see his reaction. What would he do if he is free? so basically the puppy thinks it's free and all but in reality It.Is.Not.

*claps* "whoa I'm sure from now on my son would never come to visit a museum ever again haha, and thanks for the very long explanation Mr.."

"Michael"

"oh then bye Mr.Michael, son let's go" *whispers*

"Let's leave before he starts something else." *leaves*

"Ron, Ian where have you guys been? I was just gone for a minute and you guys disappeared ha!"

"Aishh, Ally we were just looking at the sculptures"

*starts Pickering*

Why am I getting a bad feeling suddenly.......

*looks back* "D-dad!! Look!! Where is he? And the painting too? Everything is gone!!

"Huh? What painting Ron" *looks at Ron*

"I don't know, what are you talking about Ian we were looking at this piece of sculptured Art and as always you zoned out in the middle"

"What!?"