My love, my sweetheart, my only sweet boy when ever u despair of life read this text because your happiness and your sweet smile will always be my favourite that cute laugh of yours will always be my favourite and enough to make me laugh because I can never forget it 🫶🏻

I’ll always love you because I never thought you’d become this special to me I’ll always have a soft spot for you because you are the only person whom I could see and my hurt would disappear. I’d want to see you successful in your life like no one else my prayers are always with you and when the time is right when all your disbeliefs wash away and u remember and feel that I was the person who was different and your only love is me. Please do come back to me to me

because I’ll be waiting to be with you. One thing I can do to save my love is that give you the time and when I’m not around when u feel the need to be with me not just need when u deeply know I’m the one for you I’ll be there for u right behind your back because I love you a lot

** THE ONLY FEAR*****:***

How do I embrace you when you don’t belong to me ?

If you were mine only I would tell u what love is and I would explain it well by giving you your examples because you’re the one for me kash jab ap puchny ao pyar kya hay

**THE WAITING:**

How does waiting for him feel?

When patience becomes your new ordeal.

I often ask, how deep is this love?

Does it push you to do things you never dreamed of?

**Unanswered questions:**

I wonder sometimes do you miss me too? Do you think of me as I do? After everything will u finally return home one day? Or will you leave again leaving me alone?

**Holding onto hope:**

A part of me fears you won't come back,

But I'm not ready to accept that, in fact.

For I love you this much with all my heart,

And holding onto hope is where I start.

Your Pain, My Heart: A Touching Connection"?

You've always seemed beautiful, like a star, but a star that's been through sadness and never received the love it truly deserved. That moment when you shared about your dad leaving you in that dorm on January 22nd it struck me deeply.

It made me realize that you deserve all the love in the world. So here I am, giving my best to be the one who loves you. You've touched my heart in ways I never imagined, and I love you more than words can ever express.

**True Words or The Heart of Writing for you**

I totally understand, sometimes I feel like such a fool for pouring my heart out like this. But no matter how much I write, it never feels enough to express the depth of my emotions for you. So I write it down here, hoping that one day I'll have the courage to give it to you.

I want you to know just how much I've been trying, how much you truly mean to me deep down inside. You are everything to me, and I hope this message reaches your heart someday.

You hide yourself with the stones of all the pain you think you deserve, yet you don’t know how much I love you ,love you to get through the stones to yourcore…

**Breaking through the stones: **

I love you so much because youre this sweet soul to me

You shield your soul with stones of sadness and sorrow

Believing pain should be your borrow but no

But little do u know my love is deep,

To shatter those stones of yours my promises I keep.

I wish to be loved by you so I can tread the walls of your hurt my sweet boy because I wish to be the one with whom u can be yourself and never hide your pain never hide your tears it breaks me to see u cry and breaks me sometimes to see your rude personality but deep down I’m stuck in the little kid of yours who want to be loved ? Is my understanding to extreme or is this my love for you which has reached to this extreme ?

***Your curiosity for why I love you so here u go:***

It's clear that you hold a significant place in my hearteven though our relationship seems to have its challenges. You have touched my heart in ways that will surely leave a lasting impact on me.

But surely

That’s a mystery for me too but you always seemed gentle and bitter at the same time to me I’ve always told you this that you seemed a bit sad to me or maybe I saw it through your eyes

By seeing all that I wanted to be the one to love you so that it could all be gone but sometimes my love loving someone who’s been through a tough life is hard I’ve been hurt too by you but I still want to be there for you no matter what I don’t understand why I cannot leave you and just disappear when u don’t want me but I cannot stand it maybe when I wanted to be there for you during that time you touched my heart in ways you never thought and I missed you like hell when you weren’t there and now I’m way too to deeply in longing of your love to return one day

“**This was your text which I always read to make me feel better and I’m just adding it here so you might know” **

Hamzi:

Know...that no matter what comes our way, I will never stop loving you. You give me feelings that nobody has ever given me.

Feelings of the purest, most genuine happiness that anyone could ever have.

I don’t care how corny I sound, our souls were made for each other and you know it. We’re supposed to be together.

Everything about us being together makes sense. We are my definition of perfect.SORRY JANUU MANu😭😭😭

You have the ability to make everything okay even if it’s not. You are my home.

When life feels heavy and you're in despair

In moments of darkness when hope seems to fade,

Know that by your side I'll remain unswayed.

Your Life challenges or some people around you may try to bring you down

But remember I’ll always want you to be happy and successful never disappointed in life.

Through the highs and lows of your life and the twists and turns

I'll offer a listening ear, a love that forever burns for youu

So hold onto this note, keep it close by your side,

For whenever you need me

open this note when despair clouds your view my love ♾️

**Unveiling my heart:**

I hope one day if it’s noon/ day / night / morning and you are alone in peace and you remember me so you do remember this too that how much I tried how much I wanted to love youuu and keep you happy because for me it was your happiness but deep down I did wonder you cared about mine as I did for yours I do hope you read everything I wrote because it’s a little summery of my love for youu

**Youthful love?**

You might wonder this too how can I love you this much when I’m young too

But I’ve been hurt a lot and never expressed it my way of loving you was the only way I wanted to be loved

My only way of expressing my love my hurt was the way I loved you

**The hurt and the heart flutter **

I knew deep down I’ll be hurt to be with youu but I always wanted to be there for u too

We had many misunderstandings in the start but if u once listened to me it was all for your good because I wanted to be yours with all my heart and then it finally came a day when we talked and I saw all of it coming back because you make my heart feel things I never felt

When u pulled my chair for the first time to be close to u in 5th period that was the first time my heart skipped a beat for you and then it all began you always seemed that person to me whom I could see and forget about everything going in my life. The sad stuff / the bad stuff all of it

I missed my best friend all that time and you managed to take my heart in a way from the start that it still beats for you

But we came back together finally and then I was finally you won’t believe me having u again in my life made me the happiest person

If you ever ask me what made me the happiest because a few days ago someone asked me what name me the happiest in a very long time

I said it was the arrival of someone I knew would come because he seemed very precious to me but these are the words you’ll hear and see when I’ll be hurt or I’ll want u to know how I wanted you