"well you could've atleast told me you were planning to move to the Philippines!" Soleine argued I couldn't answer instead I rolled my eyes "it's not a big deal sol-" I was startled by soleine when she angrily pinched my side waist and I winched in pain "it's a big deal..TO ME!...xidlus is going to kill me if he finds out your leaving without his permission!" She whispered to my ear angrily,shit she was right xidlus is gonna be angry if he finds out..and I'll be prisoned again.

"what's all the yelling about?..I suppose people don't know how communicate normally now hmm?" both of us looked towards the door to see astra standing at the door "Astra!,can you believe what she's telling right now!?" soleine exclaimed and astra frowned "Of course not I just arrived..I didn't hear anything"

I looked at them both "okay fine..It may be a problem that xidlus is gonna be mad but..I really wanna leave Russia" I spoke in a nervous tone I watched as astra's jaw slowly dropped "WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?" he exclaimed in shock "what the f×ck latryce!,are you planning to commit suicide?" astra walked and whispered towards me.

"your crazy!" soleine whispered as well "I wanna come back home to my parents" I argued.

"Your breaking his rules Latryce,he's gonna be inrage if he finds out" soleine argued back astra agreed with me "are you guys like...together or something?" they both looked shocked and looked at each other "OMY GOD!,Latryce what is wrong with you!,he's gay!" soleine exclaimed in disgust "yes she's right!..wait No! she's not..I am not GAY!" astra angrily looked at soleine and soleine looked at him in confusion "Wait your not?".

"That's enough!...okay?..this is gonna be hard" i whispered the last sentences "this is 5th time latryce,xidlus is gonna lose his mind" astra Worriedly said.

"I just wanna go home!" I whispered to myself in sadness although I am aware they can hear me..I felt a hand on my waist and I felt a presence behind me the voice came through my ear "Your staying love" the hair on my collar bone stood up..I know this voice..

shit!..did he hear our conversation?..I slowly turned my head around..blonde messy hair..that sleepy blue eyes..and that 6'5 figure masculine body of his towering over me.."xidlus...i-" I couldn't speak "Running away again wifey?" he spoke in a chilling tone that made me almost shiver my organs inside me..he hardly speaks but..when he does..it's always scary to hear that deep lunatic voice of his..my body started to shake..he raised my chin and I looked at him with awareness that this man...right here is a cold killer,a lunatic and unpredictable he scares me the most..I have met his oldr brother Xynus complete opposite of him..a gentle man.

but physchov lixidlus Lomosov the next heir of their company..I'm not sure...if I can Runaway for the 5th now that he's always present around me.

"what's on your mind wifey?" he buried his face of my neck I can feel his cold breath on my neck it makes me shiver still.."i-..uhm..I was not expecting you here.." I nervously chuckled "I can feel your fear...are you afraid of me xaviera?" I almost shit myself when he questioned me I couldn't answer..I felt his lips on my neck and felt a peck on my cheek and..it was silent..as if he never came inside the room..I'm shaking..

xidlus..who are you really?..I am so confused...who are you?..why are you doing this to me?...

"shit..are you okay latryce?" soleine rushed towards me she worriedly hugged me I hugged her back I felt a hand pat me on my back "your shaking.." astra mumbled worriedly "I told you...it's a bad idea" soleine whispered full of worries in her tone I can her breath shaking she's scared...like me,everyone is scared of xidlus even his father

"Latryce-" I cutt them off with a exclaim "I wanna go home!" unconsciously I said as they both look at me "we are trying to warn you latryce,don't do this..this is suicide" they look at me worriedly "then suicide it is" I confidently said even though I am still scared...of what he may do next I gently pushed soleine away and stepped back as I walked out of soleine's room and rushed towards the library.

I walked pass his room and immediately as I walk pass the slightly open door I could feel strong feeling of someone watching me from inside..I stopped and looked inside it was dark..nothing but endless dim blackness no light..just pure dark and I could feel someone looking at me..my body is shaking again I force myself to keep walking not looking back and I could hear someone walking out of the room just a block away from his room was the library

but before I walked in I looked at his room and leaning at the door is a silhouette of a tall man over 6'5 with muscular body and even though I'm 4 blocks away I can feel his cold stare,I'm creeped out,I opened the door rushed inside the library and closed the door,I can finally breath "oh m'lady welcome"

A voice spoke just behind me I turned around ah..I am full of relief now it's xynus I smiled he smiled back "hello..I'm just here to rest" I explained he seemed to be understanding it he nodded I awkwardly walked pass him but as he spoke his gentle tone turned stern.."You know xidlus will be in rage if you continue your pitiful plan" I shivered I turned around he greeted me with a warm smile

"How do u know about that?.." as I spoke with shivering tone he walked towards me placed his hand on my left shoulder and whispered at my ear "I have ears..everywhere m'lady" he followed with a chuckled and fixed his gloves and gently gave me a pat on the head..this mansion is very weird..everyone is weird excluding astra and soleine..

how did I get myself into this mess?..I'm fucked

"I want to introduce you to my daughter Xaviera but we normally call her Latryce since that's what her grandfather call her" I can hear my mother's anticipation and excitement I am clenching my fist..how could they do this to their only daughter?..selling me out just to get 5.8 billion from a Russian foes that I don't even know!.

they already arranged a marriage for me with a man I don't even know!, this is so cruel..i can feel a tear forming in my right eye and a thumb wiping it away drying my tear I looked at my father he greeted me with a sad smile and caressed my cheek he whispered in my ear "Pasensya na anak..para ito sa ikabubuti mo patawarin mo ako" I bit down on my bottom lip and looked at my mom,she's smiling...

translation: pasensya na anak para ito sa ikabubuti mo patawarin mo ako---->"I'm sorry my dear..this is for your own good..forgive me"

I looked down,oh mother was I ever enough to satisfy your needs?,my family isn't that poor..father is a known politician but he's gotten sick so mother handled everything..but she also pushed me to do things I wouldn't want just to balance our money and luxury.

this is so unfair!,

"Ah yes she's very perfect for my son..xidlus will be satisfied although I am not sure if it will be enough to satisfy his needs" I can hear his Russian accent,my chin gently was raised my the aged man caressing my cheek a little with his thumb "do not fear..xidlus won't hurt you" softly he removed his hand away from my chin and I remained looking down

"So When are you planning to take her..good sir?" I hear my father's voice shaking..

"well..I'd like to surprise xidlus..he hardly leaves our mansion but he isn't home right now and for the next 5 days and I'd like to surprise him" I hear my mother chuckled "so why not try and surprise him!,I've already packed her bags and anytime she is ready to go!" i looked at my mother in disbelief..mother!?,father looked guilty he was not looking at me..faced down avoiding eye contact..he knew this whole time....

"Well then!,it is settled here is your money" the aged man exclaimed in satisfaction and two men from his back held down two bags on each of their hand placing down the black duffled fully stuffed bag.."well then she's all yours!" mother exclaimed and some men in a black suit came inside our house and headed towards my room

Meanwhile another duo of men in suit held my both of each of my shoulder forcing me to go with them,I started to panic I look at my mother "ina!,huwag mo gawin sa akin ito!,ina!,please lang!,ina please huwag mo naman ako ibenta nang ganito!!,papa!,ina!,please!,huwag niyo ako hayaan na makuha nila!,ma!,huwag please!,papa!,tulungan mo ako!!,please!!!,mahal na mahal ko kayo!!!!,Ano ang nagawa kong pagkakamali!!"

TRANSLATION: -----> "Mother don't do this to me!,mother!,oh please!,mother please! don't sell me out like this!!,father!!,mother!!,please!,don't let them take me!,please don't!, father!,help me!,please!!!,I love you both!!!!,what did I do wrong!!"

I cried and begged as the two male holding and gripping on my shoulder force me out I'm trying to resist but as they force me out I can see my mother looking at me coldly like she was looking...at a nobody,I cried out loud as they force me inside the limbo,

they pushed me inside and quickly rushed the I tried to open the door but it was locked I cried and cried for them to let me out,i punched and pushed the door and its tinted windows but oh,...I couldn't escape this nightmare..

why mother!,am I disgrace to you!,to whom should I feel safe when my own mother sold me out and my father couldn't help but look at me in guilt..I feel nothing but betrayal,I felt the car driving away from my house and I cried begging for them to let me out..

It feels forever to be in this boat..its already been hours..and I'm still wondering what did I do wrong?,my parents,my own mother sold me out and my father couldn't do anything about it..who the fuck is this stupid xidlus anyway!? and why me!?..why did they have to pick ME!?.

I'm not that pretty nor anything he would desire I'm just a normal Filipina half Canadian,I'm not smart nor stupid I'm just a normal average girl..he should've picked daene over me since she's a wealthy woman and I'm just a lowlife pitiful peasant I don't understand.

Later when the successfully reached Russia the car continued to be drove on the road it felt like it was never gonna end that I fell asleep inside the limbo and the next thing I knew when I woke up I was being carried by someone I do not know but I could hear his voice.

"How pitiful..don't you worry young lady Ксидлус будет рад увидеть эту юную леди... хотя мы в этом не уверены, его сейчас нет дома." I couldn't understand the language what are they saying?,I do not know.

TRANSLATION:-------> "Xidlus will be thrilled to see this young lady..although we aren't so sure,he isn't home right now."

after that I passed out,and yet again when in the middle of the dark midnight I could hear someone breathing close to me..I could feel someone embracing me from behind I could feel a big hand on waist and I could feel a cold breath on my temple and I couldn't move,who is this person behind me?..in one blink of an eye everything felt silent..no more cold breathing or presence behind me,what..just happened?,I can finally move again.

in a rush I looked behind me..and no one was there..at this point my body is shaking..what is going on with this house?,.but no matter how much confusion feeling of drowsiness still overcame and I fell asleep yet again,

THE NEXT MORNING

I awoke to the sun's glare shining against my face,someone must've opened the curtain I open my eyes and saw a woman back,but she turned front to me and I can see her beautiful green eyes,she spoke in her calm tone "Good morning lady Latryce!,I am soleynna Yggrasiv but do call me soleine I will be serving you" she smiled gracefully.

"oh,well...thank you..I guess.." I mumbled upon myself,last night..was it my hallucinations?,please let it be my imaginary thoughts,I must be so tired last night that I started to feel things so suddenly..yes that's right that must be it.

"I've prepared your breakfast m'lady" She placed a small table at the bed where I sat down,I stared at the food and start to eat..after taking a bite of the bacon I chewed for a moment and looked at soleine I opened my mouth and hesitated for a moment but spoke "when...will I go home?" i look at her full of hope.

but she greeted me with cold stare and to my question she responded in a serious tone "you can't.." she avoided eye contact I raised a brow and clenched my fist "what do you mean?..what do you mean I cannot?"

she refused to speak as I was going to continue my refusal another voice in a low tone broke me off "she meant you cannot,you will never have the freedom to come home to your parents again".

in a panic I look at the person who spoke..standing at the door is a tall man in a white half unbuttoned blouse he wore a square glasses that hardly fit his eye,and I could not see his hand as they were behind his back hidden away,he looked at my frightened face with a smile.

"don't be frightened m'lady," he smiled yet again in a shaking tone I asked him "a-are you xidlus?" in this question to which he responded with a chuckle "No m'lady,I am xynus,xidlus's older brother",soleine came to my side and whispered to my ear "he carried you out of the car when you were asleep yesterday".

so..that was him,the man who carried me to my room..I remember now,he was discussing something with someone in their language that I cannot understand..however the thought of last night's event still confuse me..who was that?.this is confusing me.

well then that aside I of course took a bath after eating my meal..and I was force to wear such uncomfortable dress that made my waist itchy..I wanna get out of here..so bad.

I have to come up with a plan,and I am willing to risk anything and do everything just to get out of here!.