My Thoughts/My World.
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I wouldn't recommend you to read this piece of my mind...
But if you're somehow here...
Please pardon my bad grammar
English isn't my main language
ThIs is basically a list of what i hated
That's probably what everyone else hate
I wish that place to be tears into pieces, burn to the ground
That rotting place shouldn't exist...
It should've been discard a long time ago...
The system is so-called
"great", "amazing" , "perfect"
Slowly, slowly killing every each part of me
I'll get into details later if you interested
But I hope you don't find this interesting
This has been day 1 since I created this "story"
Goodbye and I hope we'll never ever see each other again
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Yet sometimes I still sad and scared when I can't pleasant them
They ask me to have..straight A's?
In my school the top student that have all score above 80% get a award
And it also helps you get into good school...
I have tried so, so much-
It either ended up being..
It just below it..so damn close
They also grade our behavior
If only I tell that teacher earlier
If only I asked her to helped
I was being kind and smart to her
"I would have helped you if you tell me sooner"
If only it wasn't my lazy ass
If only it wasn't my damn introverted piece of garbage
If only I didn't think it would bother her-
It doesn't even matter what I do anymore
Why I can't never reached my goal...?
Why it always have to be...
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I'm just sitting, laying at somewhere...
Regret every single thing that I have done
Thinking about what happened in the past
Only make me frustrating even more
But I can't stop thinking of it
I think negative and it was tiring me out, make me lost sleep
And easier to get annoyed at small things
It's a circle actually...
A circle that I can never break
That might explain why I'm lonely...
Lonely that I start daydream everytimes
at school, home,any where...
I'm "addicting" to my phone
I'm on my phone almost all of the time
Because I can't think of anything better to do so
She also had a tough life
We shared our story with each other
Having someone listen to me
She told me her phone will be taken away, so she can focus on studying
She don't know when she'll get her phone back
At the time I need her the most
"A pathetic lonely child"
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