Let me Introduce the characters;

Savannah, Solíca Race

Isaac Nathan Lalazaros

The first time i saw you on the window, i felt a butterfly in my stomach, we we're i was just 12 years old that time and you are 15, our age is not right on confessions and relationships,but the only thing i know is my heart beating for you, this is the first time i fell in love with a boy, you drives me crazy.

The years past, youre now 23 and i was 20 and still i have no confidence to confess my feelings for you, i was scared enough by rejection because you are my love at first sight.

I know when it comes on confession you need to accept and respect the opinion of the people you love if they gonna rejected you or not,You are lucky if you've not gotten rejected by him/her.

I could just do is to stare at you at the window all the time.

im not gonna lie but there are many girls begging on youre knees just to be there bf and also a husband.

Our Parents is getting closer to each other but im still shameless to face you. Even if my mom and dad forcing me to socialize with you.

but i got hurt hy you because one day while i was waiting for you to come to your house i saw you have a girl and i think she is your girlfriend because your grabbing her waist before you come to your house with her it hurts but if could wish to be that girl i will but i have nothing to chase with now because that girl owned you now and me im just freaking chaser, stalker who couldn't just do is to stare you all day, It hurts but is hurts so good.

i was forcing my self not to cry but still my tears are traitor,

i was asleep when my mom called me because it is dinner time.Mom noticed me crying because of my eyes is red by crying last minute after.

Mom: Dear, are you alright?why are you crying?

Savannah:Yeah mom, im alright.. *sobs a little*

Dad:Are you sure about that? your sobbing.

Mom:Tell us what is your problem.

Savannah:Nothing mom, dont mind me im alright*smiles*

My mom and dad keep forcing me to say what is the matter but im just ignoring there questions.

after the dinner i wash the dishes and go to the bathroom to wash my body.

after that i look at the mirror to see my self, i saw my self depressed and so pathetic i think that it is the cause why Isaac wont like me back.i fell asleep by dreaming Isaac will like me back and the girl she grabbed the waist was just her sister nor cousin maybe i am naive that will love him again and again but what can i do I loved him so much and i can do everything just for him.

I woke up in the morning and standing by at the window hoping that this feelings will fade away just like a feather i look at the sky and look around on my place it is a beautiful and new day again hyssttt.....i whisper a little bit and i go downstairs.

I saw mom and dad preparing for breakfast.

Mom: Sweetie, the breakfast is ready come on and join us mom said ang gives me a sweet smile.

Dad: Daughter,Me and your Mom expecting you to be On the Top of the class , but son we are not pressuring you okay? we love you but it is for our name and i dont want you to be shameless in front of our relatives dad said before sipping a coffee.

I know it's very difficult because they don't know what I'm going through in school but there's nothing I can do because they're used to me always being in honor at our school, sometimes I don't sleep just to get perfect in exams and my quizzes i know that it is enough but i want to pursue my dream to be come a lawyer and also i dont want to disappoint my parents and my relatives because of our race if you are not in the honor you are low class in the family, orders are orders and there is no point, they are very toxic sometimes because they are used to achievements because they are always the winners and they never lose.

I sat on the table to eat but I lost my appetite because Isaac entered my brain, so I just drank coffee and did hygiene, after that I took a shower.

While I was taking a bath, it came to my mind to forget about Isaac and ignore him and avoid him because I was really hurt by what I saw yesterday, I also thought of removing my feelings for him because I won't gain anything if I confess to him.

After I showered, I put on my uniform and got ready to go in.

When I got to the room, there was no one there because I arrived too early because our schedule was 7-4 pm.

I tried to come in early because I didn't want to see Isaac's face, but I couldn't do anything because he was next door. their room is just close on our room.

...And the time that I was afraid of came because Isaac did come and what's worse is that I saw that woman and he was delivering it to the room right across from their room, the woman's room, even so He didn't put his arms around her, I was a little jealous but it also disappeared because the professor had arrived....

while we were in the discussion, I was still thinking about Isaac (F*ck Savannah, focus on your teacher's teachings, forget about him, you won't get anything from him, he will hurt you) I said in my mind and focused my eyes on the teacher and the board.

After our professor discuss our lesson it's recess time now.

At recess time..

It was recess and I ordered something to eat. After that, I looked for an empty seat. I was the only one at that table because I didn't want to sit next to me anymore and no one would sit next to me because I have been friendless since I was a child. I can't enjoy being a teenager anymore because mom and dad don't let me go out depending on if it's my family event or something urgent so I just got used to not socializing so I can avoid the backstaber's out there so I don't want to either I have a lot of friends but mom is forcing me to socialize with others but I don't listen to them.

While I was eating I thought of reading a book but I fell into a quiet world of my own when suddenly a man whistled at me and the first time I didn't pay attention and maybe it was just his trip, but he didn't stop so I annoyed him looked back.

Guy:Hey miss, beautiful and he wink at me.

stssss looks like a prisoner man of the earth i said to my brain.

i angrily answer him "what do you want?!".

Guy: i want... You then he smirked at me.

what a pervert 🙄.

Savannah: get lost, man.

I thought he would stop after that, but he hasn't and I didn't think that I would hold him tightly by the arm.

Savannah:Hey, let me go! i yelled.

He was forcing me to go with him even though I didn't want to and I was trying to push him but I couldn't do anything so I kicked what he was keeping. And after that, I thought I would be able to escape from his hand, but it turned out not yet because after he writhed in pain, he held me even tighter, and he was about to hit me, so I looked away when suddenly he grabbed my hand to stop me. he, I immediately turned to see who it was and I thought that Isaac would save me but it turned out not to be, he warned the man and that man left in fear.

I looked at Isaac's table and saw him just staring at me as if it was nothing, but really, who am I in his life, right? haha, and the part that hurts the most is that he is attacking the woman he put his arms around before, I couldn't help but cry a little because of what I saw. but it also disappeared immediately because the man helped me to stand up.

Savannah: Uh..Thank you for saving me to that guy i said ang smile a lil bit yo him.

Someone:Its okay miss, btw i am Jacob and you are?

Savannah: Oh a nice, name i am Savannah.

Jake offered his hand to me but i refused because i not know him that much, and i feel guilty after that.

Jacob:Nice to meet you Savannah, see you around *smiles*

Savannah:Nice to meet you to and i smile at him and wave my hand signs that i good bye at him.

MYGOSHH SAVANNAH NEW CRUSH ERA HERE???