Shots Of Love
my ONLY family
WEAK HEARTED GUYS WHO CAN'T STAND SUICIDAL ACTIONS AND BLOOD STAY AWAYYY!!!!
Lloyd spear
I...I am sorry hyung b..but I can't tolerate it anymore ! I tolerated more than enough
Lloyd spear
i know you were my saviour bu..t I m a coward I can't protect this life of mine which you saved
as soon as he finishes his grave words
he picked up a blade and kept it near his wrists
Lloyd spear
Huff ..huff *breathes heavily*
Lloyd spear
it's the last time I ..promise
Lloyd spear
*slits his wrists *
Lloyd spear
F..Finally i .. U.. Everyone will be happy
Suddenly his piercing dark eyes grew heavier and heavier
Finally they turn to a black abyss
Joshua heathens
it's so annoying that b*** just can't stop clinging to me , because of her I can't watch his daily activities today
Joshua heathens
it was so disheartening to see tears in his eyes
Joshua heathens
ig it's enough punishment for his sins
Joshua heathens
his eyes will shine so bright when I will get him his favourite art supplies 😌
Joshua heathens
*returns home*
Joshua heathens
W..why is it so dark?
Joshua heathens
*heart beats fast *
Joshua heathens
*looks at the red bloody scene in front of him *
he stood quietly as if he turned into a statue , his blood ran cold after seeing the scene infront of hum
Joshua heathens
*runs to him *
Joshua heathens
*gently pats his cheek *
Joshua heathens
WHYYY !! WHYYY ITS SO COLD
Joshua heathens
LLOYD WAKE UPPP
Joshua heathens
wake up baby
Joshua heathens
*breaks down *
Joshua heathens
See I brought your favourite gift
Joshua heathens
it's all my fault
Joshua heathens
i can't imagine your expression when u did this !! why was I not here with you
Suddenly he remembers something
The camera which he installed in his house to keep a watch at his actions
He takes out his phone to watch his last moments
Joshua heathens
N..no baby you are not a coward !! It was i who pushed you till this extent where u can't return anymore
he could feel the pain which Lloyd was experiencing but it was still far from over
he was drowned in grief suddenly his eyes caught a piece of paper which was kept under a art brush and a canvas
Joshua heathens
A ...letter
Joshua heathens
Hyung , I m sorry for all the things I did knowingly or unknowingly, i know I deserve to be abandoned , i know I don't deserve to be loved , just like i was abandoned by my parents , friends and now you , you appeared like a knight in a shiny armour in front of me in the past when I was ready to give up everything , u gave me hope hyung I m grateful for all those stuffs but I can't carry on anymore , i ...I am sorry , I m a coward hyung
Tut mir leid, dass ich dich liebe
at the end also I don't have the courage to say this to you
Your Lloyd
Btw guys( Tut mir leid, dass ich dich liebe)----- means (sorry for loving you) in German
A/N : ignore what you should
Joshua heathens
I m sorry Lloyd
Joshua heathens
it's all my fault , i didn't abandon you , how can I !? You were the only one for me even from the past which you don't even remember I just wanted to make you feel the same pain which I felt when you left me , but I *grabs his head * am a fool i didn't even care to knew how u were living all these years without me and wanted to make you regret for leaving me
Author
let's meet in the next chapter (⌐■-■)
my ONLY family
light footsteps could be heard
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
Huff ..huff ..huff
*sitting beside a river *
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
When will I be adopted ?
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
I just want a family but no one wants me
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
Am I so bad ?
Suddenly he hears sounds of crying
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
W..who?
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*follows the sound *
Joshua sees the baby lying in a small basket with all the necessities
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*smiles *
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
You are also abandoned like me !!
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
don't worry , from now on we have each other
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*carries the baby*
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
From now on , you will be called LLOYD
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
U like it
baby (1yr)
*grabs his finger*
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*takes him to the orphanage*
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Hehe hyung catch mwee
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
(I m now 12 yrs)
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
waitttt Lloyd don't run
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
U will be
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*slaps his head * ..hurt , didn't even let me complete my sentence
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Hyung *cries *
LLOYD (4yrs old )
It hwurts
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
Ssshh wait lemme see the wound
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
Its a small bruise it will heal in no time wait let me fairy blow it, it will not hurt right
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Yeshhhhhh
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Hyung why don't I have mom , dad
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
....Dont worry lloyd, .. I m here for you right
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Yeshh hyung you are here for me always
shea ( orphanage owner )
Lloyd baby look who are here for you ?
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
(huh ! From when did she start to care for us )
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Uhhh who ?
shea ( orphanage owner )
Look these are here to adopt you
LLOYD (4yrs old )
B..but I don't wanna
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
Yes ma'am , he doesn't wanna be adopted
shea ( orphanage owner )
Joshua keep quiet *death stares at him *
shea ( orphanage owner )
Uhh Here Mr. And Mrs. Lorence , he is Lloyd
shea ( orphanage owner )
Perfect for you
LLOYD (4yrs old )
N..noo I don't wanna go
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Hyung pls
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
ma'am don't force him , he doesn't wanna leave with them
Mrs . Lorence
i thing you have not handled everything well miss shea~
Mr. lorence
Remember our deal
shea ( orphanage owner )
Yes..yes madam and sir
shea ( orphanage owner )
Lloyd baby come with me for a minute
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
( why did she call for him ?)
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
*near a corner*
shea ( orphanage owner )
Look Lloyd !
shea ( orphanage owner )
*pinches his hands tightly *
shea ( orphanage owner )
If u don't go with them , u will never be allowed to meet your hyung
shea ( orphanage owner )
Do u think your hyung will always be with you
LLOYD (4yrs old )
*cries * n..no hyung will be with me
shea ( orphanage owner )
What if I kill him ?
LLOYD (4yrs old )
*looks at her in shock*
shea ( orphanage owner )
just like you saw in the movie this Friday right
shea ( orphanage owner )
then do what is taught to you okk
shea ( orphanage owner )
Smile !
LLOYD (4yrs old )
*smiles *
shea ( orphanage owner )
Remember what I taught you
LLOYD (4yrs old )
..*nods*
LLOYD (4yrs old )
I wanna go with you all
JOSHUA (8 yrs old )
But Lloyd
LLOYD (4yrs old )
Hyung I don't wanna ..stay with you , I wanna have my own parents
His little heart pained seeing him abandoning him unknown from the truth ..
But Joshua was too small to do anythingn
And this abandonment turned into a deep scar in his heart
After few years he escaped the orphanage as the owner was too rash and started selling the children in black market what he didn't knew is that she didn't start later , she was selling children even before he knew
Later he was adopted by a rich elderly man called Mr. HEATHENS who took care of him
This is the story of Joshua but ..
The story of Lloyd is far opposite to this
Mrs . Lorence
Hubby we got the test subject why don't we start
Mr. lorence
Ohh honey , don't worry we will surely get loads of money from it
They were a couple of mad scientists who were obsessed to create a masterpiece to earn a huge amount of money
LLOYD (4yrs old )
*chained in a dark room *
LLOYD (4yrs old )
*surrounded by a lot of empty injections *
as if he had lost the ability to be a human
but God isn't unfair right sometimes evil takes time to be defeated but eventually it is defeated
A COUPLE OF PEOPLE WERE FOUND DEAD LATER THEIR CORPSES WERE IDENTIFIED TO BE OF ..
MR. AND MRS. LORENCE WHO WERE KILLED IN A ROAD SIDE ACCIDENT
IT IS FOUND THAT THEIR CAR SLIPPED DOWN A MOUNTAIN WHEN THEY WERE DRIVING IN THE RAIN
But it was still far from enough
As the boy still could not grasp the situation of his freedom
someone knocked at the door
Author
so guys who do you think is awaiting Lloyd ?
Author
My new drawing ..( halfway 🥲)
my ONLY family
In all these years of torture something changed.
Lloyd mastered the ability to act like a HUMAN
and... He also had a photographic memory so he used to study at home by himself and was well educated
One thing he liked was to paint and was good at it , he liked paint as it was a means to express himself
debt collectors
Hey there little fella ~
lackeys
Seems like a good catch
He spoke without any emotion but his face was still smiling as if he was not afraid
lackeys
Hehe .. Beauty seems like is unaware of his situation
debt collectors
So your mother and father took debt from us for their research work
debt collectors
Which they didn't paid and went to heaven
debt collectors
2 million rupees
Lloyd
How am I gonna pay this large sum ?
debt collectors
that's your problem
debt collectors
So pay back quickly or you can come with ourself as your face is not half bad
lackeys
*licks his(own) lips* totally
Lloyd
*falls on his knees *
Lloyd
Now what should I do ?
Lloyd
i thought that finally I can get freedom but again I m bounded by them
Lloyd
Heh god surely doesn't want me to live
Lloyd
What sins did I do God !
Lloyd
hyung is not here to save me
Lloyd
i think I have lived enough right
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