I only made this to express myself.

this is going to be really boring for most people but stay with me and continue reading if you want.

It all started when we had to move from the house I was born in, it hurt a lot because that's where I have been raised my whole life. and we left so much behind, we had a basement with windows so it wasn't dark. Me and my siblings would go down there and play for hours.

After moving, my life flipped upside down.

My family suddenly changed towards me and put all their attention into my older sister, well call her P for now.

They would buy her everything and always take her side even if she's wrong. I thought this was just nothing and would just end sooner or later, but it didn't. We ended up moving again into a bigger home. My brother got attached to a computer he plays games on, and my oldest brother is always working. P is usually watching a show or hanging out with our mother, who gives her everything.

I usually try and hang out with my brother, well call him K, who's usually on the computer. He will either be coding, talking to ai on character.ai, or playing Roblox.

I hate this the most because we would never spend a whole day on the computer playing video games or taking to ai. This ai stuff is getting way out of control as well. Technology is a distraction it seems sometimes.

My sister ending up being extremely rude and bothering me the other day I told her to leave me alone. Of course.. My parents took her side and made me apologize. 3 months ago we both got punished for cheating on a test. she had a lower grade than me but got unpunished first. I didn't understand? They were babying her like she never did anything wrong. I feel like she's the devil staring at me and laughing because she clearly acts like one.

I have nothing to do now, my parents bought a puppy but he only loves our mom. All my friends cut contact with me for no reason. My parents don't let me outside anymore at all. I'm trapped.

I feel like I'm in a cage with nothing to do. Almost like fish in a fish tank. Wasting their life thinking their happy.

I finally have realized how f up this world is and wish to honestly die. I can't stay in this world full of hippocrates who only love attention. I have realized what I want from this world as well. I want a damn hug is all. Not from my siblings, not from my parents. But from someone who actually gives a dam about me. Not someone who thinks they can use me however or whenever they want then throw me under the bus.

This will probably get no views and if it does people will find this not entertaining or will just hate on me for being spoiled or a brat.

The dog on the cover is the family dog. Call him S.

Sorry for spelling or grammar issues.

I wrote this at 3:49 am.

I don't know how to feel anymore. I wish to die and let that be the end of my pain.

Bye, have a good f life.