I open my eyes.... seeing a Verry strange view. I think i was sleeping back then. and now i am at my own room, i guess. But nobody around. I didn't hear any voice off someone here. do I have been left alone in this room. the bed is so small, i think i am in the baby box bed.

hmmmp i try to get up and move my body to the left and to the right. uuuggghhhh ...Soo heavy. i feel my body is so heavy and i am Soo weak. what hapening to me...?

i am trying to move but it fail. the second try i can move to the left side, yeeyyy.... but not for long i'm Going back to my first position.

it is so hard for me to move. i cannot stand it anymore. i cry and Scream as loud as i can looking for someone to help me.

aaaaaaaahhhhh...aaaaaaaahhhhh...aaahhhh...huaaaa..huaaaa

i scream so loud and do it as long as I can. suddenly I hear something. not for long there is a sound off a few footstep. its look like she is running. my princess says that voice. i could only see a young women holding me and lift me up, trying to make me calm.

i still crying not knowing what hapening and what to do. sshhhh... be quite ...my little princess. i am with you right know then she hold my head. the voices off her is so tender and warm in my heart. i still crying but with lower sound. she hold me and try to make me calm. i feel warm in her hug. Soo little by little i didnot cry anymore. I stop crying. she look at me with happy and smile. i could only starting at her not knowing what to do. and she hug me again. i feel warm and calm until i see the picture off me in the mirror.

oh ..my God..?! what hapening to me..? i am a baby..?!

that's why I could not move.

but where is it my mother.??!!

and where is it my father..?!!

why do i sleep alone in this room...?

This room is so large and beautiful. but Soo quite without my parents. who am i exactly...?

aaaahh...aaahh..ahhh.aaahhhh

i cry again suddenly, looking for an answer....

ssssshhh... be quite. my dear.

the maid looks worried so much. she begin to put me in bed. and check all over my body.

what is it my princess. do you need to change clothes..?

the women is open my dress. I am ***** now. she is checking is there any dirt on my pants. and there is not.

or do you feel heat on your body..?

then she put her hand on my head for a while. her face look worried

noo.. your temperatur is normal...

or do you want milk...?

she look at me than try to open my mouth and put her finger on my lips.. i suddenly lip her fingers. and Chum it. she smile at me.

forgive me my princess. i am feeding ****** you right know.

she open the top of her uniform and give me milk from her ******. i try to drink it and feel warm in her chest at the same time. she smile at me and sit down at the chair.

the night goes by.. i still didnot know the answer of all my question.

the next day i am playing with many Toys. i cry whenever i feel Hungry and thirsty. and go to sleep for such long time. the women that ****** me milk is my maid that have been order by my father to taking good care off me. but unfortunately my father and also the king off this kingdom is never come to visit me or seeing me.

I love to play around and cry all the time. only to have the attention from my maid. I hear the maid always sing before I go to sleep.

its been five years now. i am starting to understand the situation. i only kneew that i have an accident car in the past. the blood is every where. and i couldnot think or see anything anymore. its all been dark and when i open my eyes i have become the princess.

Sheila is the name off my nany the one that ****** milk me. This is the second palace which are located near the fores. to go the kingdom palace i have to cross the garden that is very large. full off big trees and very high grass every where. the garden is like a jungle because located on the back yard off the kingdom palace. soo there are too little corncern about the garden. maybe the plan and the tree are used to become beautiful place. suddenly being not taking careat all and the trees become grow bigger and bigger. for many years never been cut. and the garden already become like wild jungle.

Soo the king and the guess cannot see the second palace because off the large tree that sorounding the garden.

There is a small lake in the garden.i used to throw a lot off stone and wash my hand on there. my nany Sheila used to take me there to walk around and never been to get to near the kingdom palace.

i never wanted to know my father exactly. i just want to know about my mother. where is she know...?

I am sitting in the garden now sitting on the carpet, and my nany is like collecting all the flower.

Sheila...? i ask my nany suddenly. I look at my nany face.

Yess my princess...? she answer my question.

where is it my mother...?

Sheila get silent for a second. she look surprise and worried with my question. she turn around and look at me. she hug me and says. i 'will tell you a story' about your mother tomorrow morning. we Will go to the other side off this garden

why not now...? i'm asking her a question again.

Because you need to see the place, your mother used to dance and sing at that place. it is a beautiful place where music and dance are meet and you can see the freedom off love and spirit. my nany saying like she is the fan or maybe my mother friend.

i get silent and following her word. tomorrow I will go the place that what she is telling.. beside what else do a little girl can do. heyy . I am still five years old. i continue to play and collect all stone and flower as much as I can. Sheila is watching and company me all the time.

I am holding Gita hands, we are going back home to the palace. a bucket off flower already been collect by me and Gita, my nany who always babysitting me since I was baby. I like running chasing the foot step of Gita. she is very tall. her body is not fat like others servant. her hair is black and her skin is white but not as white as my skin. her face is sweet. I like to see her smile everyday.

"we are at home now." said Gita.

"where do you want to put your flower is."

I release my hand from my nany Gita and try to hold the basket that is full of flower.

"let me put on the table this basket is, Sylvia." said my nany.

I sit down on the chair and see all the flowers with many kind and colours.

" I want to put in the vas and place it in my room." I say it to Gita, she is sitting beside me and go to search the vas that I wanted. leaving me alone in this big room.

I see the picture off my king, he seem very handsome and tough. his eyes look like very stright and like a mean person. I never meet or hear his voice.

hmmm.... that mean the king never comes to this palace. then why do I have to stay and living at this palace all alone with no royal family from the kingdom. do I really are the princess or this is only a joke...? I question that to my self.

all off the servant are very kind, nice and diligent. but not that kind to give me much chocolate.

" hmmm...... I want to steall chocolate again." I point my finger to head to think how to steal that chocolate in the kitchen. suddenly Gita comes with the vas that I wanted. I start to collect and make beautiful bouquet flower. I make three vas with full of beautiful bouquet flower.

hufff.. now I am tired and want to lay down for a while in my sofa.

"I want to eat sylvia and drink a glass off milk. please.... I am thirsty." i say it with small voice.

"oh my ... forgive me princess Sylvia I will give it to you in a moment." Gita say it and get rush to go to the kitchen to ask the servant to cook and serve everything that princess Sylvia wanted.

I look again at the picture off the king. a curly hair of blonde hair with the black eyes that he have. looking very handsome. everything about the king looks perfect. but I didn't see the picture off the queen, only the king. is there something wrong with this kingdom ...? no queen that mean is there something wrong with my mother..? because my mother used to be the wife off the king. is that why does the king never comes to this palace and visited me...? and leave me all alone in this palace.

suddenly Gita comes and hold me.

"come on my little princess. the lunch is ready. I will hug you and carry you to the dinner table." said Gita.

"yeey..." I said it loud I love to be hold by Gita. by the time we go straight to the dinner room for a second I see the eyes off the king in that picture is moving. its seems like the king could see me. I get surprised and almost scream because of frighten. but my mouth could not do anything. I stearing at that picture like we are looking each other in real. I get shocked and frighten. and I could not do anything only close my mouth with my hands. the eyes of that king suddenly return to the same position.

"whaaat....???" I said it with lower voices.

" what's wrong my princess...?" ask Gita get curious suddenly by the time I hold my mouth.

"hmmm... nothing." then I smile and hug Gita tightly . hopely it is only my halusination, nothing else. but I am curious. I said it to myself.