I was in mid_22s, student of college. My life was normal and simple like other students but different was, they were rich, and I belonged to middle class family. I don't have any love life. My route path was same as always boring, not have any dream.

Every day,

My parents always used to woke me in the early in the morning. My mom gave me kiss in the check and hug and father again giving me lecture of life. They always used to send me college with themselves like I'm small kid, not having freedom to go outside for playing with friends.

One day,

I saw some children were working in factory. Most of them were children, and it was heart-breaking to see how hard, they worked to earn a small income hardly enough for survival. I had always wondered about their lives and what drove them to such a different job.

I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by their story and work. I was cursing myself and god. Thought of myself,"why god gave us this life better we didn't come on earth. Furthermore, Likewise, I was totally depressed by my boring life and by seeing how hard is it to survive in the world. When, my exam was coming, they used to locked me in the room for studying, scolding all the time, not even gave me phone for using, when I was in high school, by seeing others my heart was crying, asking me for freedom, but I couldn't help myself.

Did you ever seen air, love, happiness and pain?

Asked with me, I heard the sound of happiness, feel the pain of others, feel of love. My though was, love don't given you happiness, it's only given you pain.

Money,

The most powerful thing in the world,gave you happiness,no one needed to work for others.suppose it, you got power of goddess.

Love,

Did you ever seen the chain of bicycle.once it removed , again it can be fixed. Like wise , once you fall in love and broke -up , again you went for other girl or boy.

Leave it,"think how hard life has given by god to us .Did I ever asked with myself, what I wanted in my life and what things,I wanted to do for others."I Thought of myself".

I was totally depressed by my boring life,wanted to kill myself.what ,I m doing on the earth just cried,wasted my time in home."I thought of myself".

One day,

I was passing through bridge, going to home.some students came near me and started to bullying me who were my senior.They asked me, money but my family status was low ,nor my luck was strong nor my family have.They tried to push me in water but suddenly among them,catched my hand and said remember one thing in the world for survival, money is everything and left my hand.

My heart started beating faster as I lay there in the water, wanted to alive.same time,I remember my boring and painful life .I thought of myself", it's for better, once I death my problem will solve and lived happy life in heaven. I smiled, closed my eye in water.

When I opened my eye, I couldn't move my leg and hand, someone was hitting me. Felt like, I m in someone's stomach. Wanted to come outside as soon as faster, feeling like*I lost my breath*. Suddenly, I saw people was watching me while playing, crying, laughing and felt liked I m, surrounded by many people. People was given me kiss and took in their hands. I was totally scared, what's going on!.

I came to knew my name,

I was 10 yrs old as well as student lived in small village. I was in poor family not even to got enough food. We were five members, and it's very difficult to survive and brought food for whole family members. My dream was too big as well as wishes. Tried to work hard, but failed to do in teenager. My neighbors were rich and had maintained their status in the society, they behaved as goddess of the society which we used to lived there. They bullied, poor family as well as my family. They tried to kill me, but fortunately I didn't eat their food. Furthermore, they mostly used to cooked for others, kept poison and given to me and my family and others poor family. I was known their intention, so me as my family alive but some were died due to them. They thought to themselves, poor family brought dirtiest. I was totally depressed by my hell and poor life. I tried to kill myself many times but unfortunately, Furthermore, I was alive. I was not knowing, what's going on!.

One day, I was slept in my bed and looked happy ending of my life but suddenly, I got vision of dying.

Flack back...

Goes to chapter one...

Where, I was in water...

I was dying, but my heart was still beating, gone in dip, totally scared by my life. I saw some vision of light which came from dip water and someone tried to pull me towards herself. Furthermore, I closed my eye and waiting for dying but after few minutes, I opened my eye. Besides, I looked, I was in hell can't even imagine, where Furthermore, I m. I was shocked, by looking the vision of hell where people were doing work and some goddess beating to the people for their bad works.

I was totally confused, why I came here.I didn't do any wrong. Why I got hell, asking myself.

Suddenly, I saw one lady coming towards me. I was scared by her looked. She made of herself as the Justice of goddess.

Justice of goddess…

My child, welcome in hell. Say your last wishes. I surely fulfilled.

I was totally confused,

I asked, "why I'm here, and I didn't do wrong thing. I was supposed to live happy life, but you didn't give me happy life and now brought in hell. This is your justice.

Justice of goddess,

My child,

You wanted to died but now asked for happy ending and I didn't gave you this life, it's in your hands and already written in diary who wrote your dad.