⚠︎TW (ANGST, Murdering)⚠︎

The town is wild, most of the people are working hard for their children and family, most are doing it for their future.

As I arrived in this world, I first saw the biggest smile that was shown by my family. But, it all then ended after a part of our country attacked our town. I was still a young child, still looking poor and helpless. After a big war came to our town, my mother, crying to my side saying... Be brave, my child. Everything will be alright... And yes, she sings... She sang me a song that made me brave. Instead of being afraid, she made me feel how A girl like me deserved to be brave.

「Yes, she will sing to those who'll hear.

And in her song, all magic flows...

But can you brave what you most fear?

Can you face what the river knows?」

“Hear me sing, my dear... Hear your mother’s voice and forget about everything that was surrounding you.”

Feel something on mine, heart having an unknown feeling. The tears behind my eyes start to surround me. My wet tears behind my eyes, telling me something that Likewise, I shouldn't know. But then, I heard my mom’s voice. She sounded so sweet, sweet like an angel. “My dear, it's alright. The noise outside, will wash over soon.” Upon hearing all that, I remembered my father. Him, said guarding our front door as he let us hide in an unknown dark place. My face... turned worryingly. I looked around, staring at the door as I was expecting him to come.

My mom, on my side hugged me tightly while I felt how her body trembled. I looked at her worryingly, wanting to cry as I didn't want to see her like this. I hugged her tightly as a single tear came out from my eyes, sliding down at my cheeks. Although then, the quiet was too loud when suddenly, I heard my mom,

crying silently that even if she held it back from me, she was completely breaking the silence around the atmosphere. I decided to grab both cheeks with my palm to make her look at me, Seeing her eyes filled with tears that broke my innocent little heart.

“No, momma... Don't cry! Be brave as me, be strong as me! You told me that, we're going to be safe as papa said. Right...?”

Her, hearing that was just enough to make her happy. She wasn't happy just because for me, she was happy because I let her show how brave I am. She nods, letting out some soft chuckles as she tries not to make it loud.

“Yes, darling. Your papa will make sure we're both safe, even him. Now, let's pray, shall we?”

Seeing her happy was enough for me to also be happy. I then nodded at her request and gently closed my both eyes, putting my hands together as we both prayed for my father’s safety.

As time goes by, we're starting to get worried as my father’s arrival hasn't come yet. We stared at the locked door, staring for hours as we waited impatiently. My mom and I tried to think positively for him. Though of our safety, we really thought that we're forever going to stay at this silent and dark place we've been staying on. A sudden loud knock and slam of the door breaks the silence. My mother quickly stood up, putting me behind her as she defended me. The knock was getting louder as if someone was kicking it. I then started to cry as I panicked, hugging my mom’s hand, hiding behind her.

“Mommy, mommy...!!!” I scream as I panicked

She continues to defend and hold me onto her arms, showing bravely as she stands in front. Finally, the person arrived inside. A three man, holding my father as he looks beaten up. (My mother, looking so afraid and worried, quickly disappears her bravery as he sees the man whom she loves beaten up by them.) A tall man came closer to us and suddenly grabbed my mother away from me forcefully. I ran towards her, crying loudly as I didn't want them to take her away from me. Suddenly, she looked at me smiling like this situation was all a joke and spoke in her soft tone but struggled as they continued to drag her away.

“Be strong, my child. I'm always proud of you.” Her Last Words.

I cried, shouting as I begged the people to let go of her, but I'm just too young to fight them, and they're the enemies of us, revenging on something. Then, a man he was wearing a military jacket, carrying me as he lifted my body, forcefully pressing me between his arms.

As I struggle to get out of his grip, I watch my two parents...

The Last Time I saw Them Living To This Cruel World.

Crying, sobbing, tearing, hurting, struggling, and anger. I felt all that as I saw them get shot by the men who dragged them away from me. The man who's on my grip took me away from the town, driving me off as we rode a horse-down carriage away, far from home. Watching the place get burned down, ruined, and destroyed, I didn't even know if this world is safe.

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⚠︎TW ANGST. (R@ping)⚠︎

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After that miserable night, the man who took me away abandoned me on an orphanage, watching other innocent children arrive. Me and the kids, grew together in a struggling way. They treat us like slaves and a maid. As we grow and grow, each of the children are taken away by rich people. I was sad and alone because no one has picked me to be as part of their family.

Although, one day, a man arrived that changed my whole life. He adopted me. He picked me, and I was so relieved and happy that they won't treat me as a slave in that orphanage place anymore.

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Arriving at his house, I thought my life was going to be easy.

My mind was still innocent, I was just a teenager and I still didn't have time to finish my studying after my family died. As I observed his home, I noticed the silence. It was so loud that it was impossible not to notice how quiet the place was. I looked at him, asking if he lived with someone.

Him, on the side. He sat on the couch with a smirk on his face that appeared to his mouth. He grabbed one beer, chugging the left alcohol in the bottle that made me keep myself silent. Not only that, but he then stood up while taking his shirt off in front of me. I stood in front of him, eyes growing as I watched him take his shirt off, making his top naked.

I tremble. My mind tells me something dangerous, my eyes starting to shake crazily, and my body trembles as I watch him walk towards me. I took a step back, trying to defend myself as I panicked and panicked.

He then grabbed my shoulder to stop me forcefully. He pins me to the wall, nibbling on my neck as I struggle to get off of his grip.

Then, I finally had my chance. I kicked his pants where his weakness area is and pushed him off the ground as I tried to defend myself, tearing up as I wanted to escape this place. He then slowly got up, looking at him really scared as I noticed how mad he is. I then looked away, as I had nothing else to do to defend myself.

“You...” Step forward really slowly.

“You brat! How did you have your guts to do that to me, huh?!”

I cried, looking away as I tried to defend myself by hugging my own body. “Please, have mercy on me! I don't want to do this, please don't hurt me...” I begged.

He scoffed. “Oh, begging for forgiveness or life? Don't even...”

Grabbing my arm tightly as he was really pissed, pulling me to him as he started trying to forcefully take my dress off.

Crying, I wasn't able to fight this man. But I can't, I can't let him touch me. I must do something, I must be brave! I then decided to stop him by punching his face. But then, he stopped quickly my fist. I looked scared and shocked, not knowing what to do next. But then, I just didn't let that stop there. I kicked him with my elbow really hard, pushing him to the ground as I stepped on his face. I then ran away, leaving the home of him. As I ran away from the field, I watched his house getting far away. I was relieved.

Him, he hissed as he got pissed off. As his drunkenness still got him, he decided to grab a gun and run outside to find me. As I saw him running on my way with his gun, I quickly ran, really fast as I tried to find a road I would be able to find some help. As I found a road, I quickly ran to it happily, but I wasn't safe yet. I run quickly, standing in the middle of the road as I wait if some horse carriage will come or not. I watched him from afar, he was getting closer and closer. I panicked, not knowing what to do nor go somewhere. But then, suddenly, I saw a boy that looked young like me from the past, watching me behind as he “psst” at me. I then ran to him, going to his hiding spot as well. As I finally found somewhere to hide, I looked at the unknown boy, watching the man I was running off to as if he was helping me to get away from him.

After that, I noticed the man who had a gun that looked like a shot-gun was looking around, pissed off as he calls my name really loud, making the birds fly away from the spot of his. Trembling as I got nervous while waiting, he finally gave up, but he also then shot the aim at the sky as he was really mad. He then finally leaves, feeling a relief. I was so happy and felt warm but yet, my heart was beating really fast. I then looked at the unknown boy beside me to thank him.

“Thank you so much! How can I ever repay you young boy? You look so brave there.” I spoke with my sweet yet, the kindest tone.

The boy then caught my attention, smiling at me sweetly that I found really adorable.

“It’s okay, I'm glad I could help a bit. Why are you running away from him? Is it because he has a gun, and he is a bad guy?” He asked as his innocent thoughts confused him why I was running away from him.

I then let out a deep sigh as I tried to take my breaths first after I ran away really fast.

“Uhhh... Actually, He was the one who adopted me.” I cut my words as I heard him speak by the sudden.

“Adopted you? Where are you from?” He asked out of his curiosity.

“Oh, I'm actually from an orphanage... When he brought me to his house, he did some things that made me uncomfortable.” I explained to him, explaining it in the other way as I tried to not direct what I'm supposed to say.

“Ohh, that's why... I'm sorry, but you look gorgeous tho!”

Out of nowhere, he compliments my face off the topic, but I laughed softly as I found it nice anyway.

“Thank you! You look handsome in that young age. May I ask why are you here? Where are your parents?” I asked gently, trying not to make a mistake in my words.

“Oh! I'm just wandering around this forest. I actually live near but a bit far... I guess.”

“Oh. I think you should go home, they might be worried at you. You should never leave your parents! Especially when you're this young.” My quick responded

“Oh... Yeah, you're right. But, how about you? You don't have anywhere to stay and, plus, this place is far more dangerous for you.” He spoke, hearing his worry tone at me.

I stared blank, realizing he was right. But, what if I should just lie? But, I also can't take care of myself when I'm just... Seventeen. I then decided to speak, not leaving him empty.

“I don't know, I have nowhere to go. I'm sorry kid, but I think it's the best to leave by myself. I think I could find some shelter by myself...”

He then frowned in front of me. But then, his mood swings really fast, her tone sound demanding.

“No! Come with me, I promise my family will accept you. Pretty please?” He begged.

As I heard his words, my body froze as I thought his request was complicated. But then, I didn't have much choice because some evil people might be there somewhere. I then nod, smiling as I grabbed his hand gently, slowly walking with him in the forest.

“Thank you...” I whispers

“Nope, thank you for coming with me...” He said, smiling really adorable as he felt comfortable around me.

Watching him be happy around me, I looked at him as if he was already my sibling. Feeling my heart softly melts, my eyes wanted to cry. But, I held it back. I just stayed silent as I walked with him and waited to arrive at his house.