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If I Can't Have You, No One Can.

“What did you say to him?”

⚠︎NOT (noo..) a spoiler :)⚠︎

Happily waiting for my first novel story, I'm also nervous about posting it because my story is not that interesting at all,, and I'm just a young writer, (no one believes in me). I just wanted to make this for fun I guess? So.. I'm posting this even though no one will see it... I just wanted to warn everyone who wants to read my story. (if they really liked this..😭)

Chapter name: ↑

Warnings (inside the story): Bad grammar (I'm just a new writer), Murdering/killing, Obsession, ANGST, @busing, some cursing/bad words.

EP 1: “What did you say to him?”

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             My name is Eva, and I lived with my Childhood Long-Best Friend in our dorm. Day by day has been the same. Everything is so peaceful and quiet, everyone in our school is kind. I didn't even experience any stress or depression in learning at school because of her, Ai. Ai Shiori, She's the best girl I've ever met in the world. She always makes me comfortable and warm, but I never thought of this from our lives that we would have some relationship or something. We were so blind to even think of it...

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Hello world, I'm in my classroom, having fun.

The crowd room fills with gossiping mouths everywhere, the teacher has been peacefully minding their own business, and my best friend **Ai**? She's oh my gosh staring at me the whole period.

Although I've noticed that she hasn't been paying attention to the teacher, I didn't mind it since I've known her ways. She's always been the smartest and hardworking student of one of us.

The time clock is ticking, “*ticktock*, *ticktock*”. As time passes, the bell of the school rings as a sign of our school lunchtime. I've noticed most of the students leave the classroom to have some lunch at the cafeteria and may also be outside the school. Some of the students stayed, most of the girls in our classroom. ***Ai*** and ***I*** just stayed, eating our own lunch inside the classroom.

Upon our silent meal, lots of noise suddenly appears outside. From my curiosity, I excuse myself first from *Ai*, my best friend. I went outside to check it and suddenly students came to me, surrounding me. The popular Guy who is a basketball leader team stood in front of me while holding a bouquet of flowers.

Upon my curiosity, I asked him; “*Uhmm... What's going on here*?”

He then replies with a shy tone. “*Eva, I just want to give this to you. Uhm, I actually... I liked you before and just wanted to let you know how much I want you to be my girlfriend*.”

Hearing his words made my jaw drop. As I was supposed to reject him, he suddenly gives me the bouquet and runs away.

Getting frustrated, I didn't even know what to do. I left the crowd and went back in with my best friend.

Noticing, my best friend *Ai* has been stealing glances at the bouquet the guy that gave me. I tilted my head on the side and chuckled a bit to get her attention to look at me.

“*What’s the problem*?”

Upon my voice caught her attention quickly, noticing how her expression changed when she looked at me.

“*Oh, nothing. Just wondering how you got the bouquet of yours*?” **She asks me**.

**I then replied quickly with my lower tone as I confessed who it was**. “*Ugh!!! Don't even mind about it. Some random guy gives me*.”

After I said that, I noticed how her eyes flinched a little, but she kept her straight face and soft expression to me.

“*Oh, really? What did you say to him*?” She continues to ask.

“*Uhm... Nothing, really. I was supposed to reject him, but he gave me this stupid flower by the way and left*.”

Her, After hearing that She smiles kindly.

After that conversation, I continue to eat my meal quietly and peacefully. Eating so peacefully, I came by how I noticed she was just staring at me while eating. *I didn't mind anyway*...

After a long stare of hers, I didn't even notice that she changed her glance to somewhere because I was really busy eating my meal.

The silence stopped as she spoke a word that caught my attention. “*I thought he left. Then, why is he staring at you*?” **She pointed at the classroom front window**.

I looked at the window to check if that's really true, and it really was. I saw him staring, blushing, and drooling creepily to me. Furthermore, I scoffed and rolled my eyes, ignoring him as I mind my own business.

My best friend stood up, but I didn't care to look.

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               ***Ai’s POV***;;

I walked to the guy coldly as I stepped out of the classroom. I stood at his side and tapped his shoulder to catch his attention.

“*Hey, You! Why the f-ck are you looking at her*?”

I then grab his uniform collar tightly, leaning him closer to my boiling red face from anger.

***Whispering to him***; “*Stare at her for too long, I'm not even going to hesitate to rip those eyes of yours*.” As I warned him, he looked like a scaredy-cat who doesn't want a bath.

Hearing some footsteps, I suddenly let the gripped off him, and he then ran away without any bravery inside him to fight.

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Walking towards my best friend *Ai* as I noticed she was with the Basketball Captain team.

“*What happened? Are you okay, did he hurt you*?” I asked, not have a clue what just happened.

“Oh, nothing! Don't worry about it, hehe...”

Upon hearing her words, I noticed how she acted so softly and warmly when she said that. I believe her quickly because I knew a **lot** about her.

We came back in the classroom as the bell rings once again, starting for the next of our period.

Time passes, Time goes by, My friend and I are just calm the whole class.

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            【TIME PASSED】

My friend and I were walking, on our way to leave the school and to go to our dorms. Walking past, the leaves from our old school trees have been falling a lot lately. The wind blows so coldly and heavy. I've noticed, the weather of autumn is coming.

As we continued to walk together peacefully, I then decided to break the silence by putting a topic about the incoming autumn.

“*Oh, Ai! Autumn is about to come soon! Probably we're going to have a one or two week break because of the mess and heavy wind*.”

Her, Upon hearing that made her look at me. This time, her expression towards me was so calm, like she was admiring me so much. But, As a friend of course.

She smiles softly and responds, not leaving me empty. “*Yeah... Do you have any plans after that? You know, since we have a long break*.”

**Her responding quickly made me excited to continue my talking**. “*Uhhh... Yeah. Actually, I might become busy because of... You know. Work*?”

Notices, her expression changes to frowning after she hears that. “*Oh, okay. I mean, we could chat through social media right? I can wait if you need my company for you, don't worry*.”

I smile, nodding.

After that, We continue to walk together, on our way close to our dorm.

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To be continued...

EP: 2 “The Beginning of Nightmare.”

Eva’s Perspective: (Main)

Time went by as autumn came to our place. Noticing every leaf turning golden brown some are yellow ‘n oranges, shining like the sun. Also, the sun, shining the biggest and oldest tree that lives near our school.

【CTTO:

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Enjoying my way as I observed my surroundings while walking to my work, I took pictures, admiring the beautiful view. Standing at the falls leaves, It didn't take long for me to stay. I then make my way as I'm on my way to my work, enjoying the cold air and yet, the shining sun.

The day, it's wonderful. I love how peaceful autumn is. October, I really fell in love with you... Each day has been the same, going out with the breezy cold of air washing my skin, impossible to not feel. Not even noticing, I've been working for 1 week. I remembered that when I received a message last night from my friend, Ai was worryingly waiting for me. and of course, I explained to her what my situation was and why I'm so busy right now. As I enjoyed my mood/life these past few days, I didn't even bother to think about anyone or someone to disturb my me time.

As time went by again, it's almost 2 weeks and our school is almost going to start also. As I finally finished with my work, I bought... Something... Something secretly special. As I was peacefully eating my breakfast, I received another message from my friend. My best friend Ai, spamming me messages as my notifications blew up.

Reading...

-“Eva, Eva, Va... Please, see my message. Reply please???”

Reading her messages with her begging for my response made me laugh as I found it cute. I then continued to read her messages when something quickly caught my attention.

-“Eva, I have something important for you. I just want to say that if you wanted to have a sleepover for me tonight?... I'm going to give you something you'll love.”

Reading that made me smile from happiness. I replied to her, saying I'll be going at 5 o’clock. Actually, It was an unexpected coincidence because I was actually going for her.

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Preparing my stuff, I put on my long white blouse and long blank pants as if I were going somewhere so important. Preparing, I fixed my hair properly and put on some cologne. I then decided to message her that I'm on my way, seeing surprisingly, she replied quickly. I found it silly but got used to it. Furthermore, I was then ready, going to her apartment.

Arriving at her front door, I took a deep breath first before ringing the doorbell. Just for a second, the door opened quickly. I smile at her first. Then, I saw her face, staring at me with a soft smile knowing she misses me.

“Come in..!” She spoke, breaking the silence. She leans to the side of the door, giving me a way to come in.

Nodding, I smile back at her as I come in. She closes the door and I quickly went to her living room, sitting on her couch. She then arrives, sitting near me as she suddenly hugs me. I chuckle softly at her presence, hugging her back with a warm one. After the long hug, I break the hug and lean away, looking at each other’s eyes.

Ai then prefers something for me, putting a glass with colored orange juice at the table that is obviously an orange. She then pushes it in front of me, seems to be waiting for me to drink it.

“Eva, drink this. I prefer this special drink for you. I hope you like it~”

Hearing that from her made me confused. How come a normal orange juice is so special? I then forget about it and nod at her invitation to drink it, grabbing the glass as I took a sip, smiling at her as I quickly put it down on the table.

“So...???” She looks at me, waiting for my response.

“Ah! It's good, yeah-... just... It is just orange juice after all. Hahaha ..” I chuckled nervously as I tried to make a joke out of it.

“Haha, yeah. Oh, yeah! By the way... May I ask you something?”

“Oh?.. Yeah, feel free to ask anything.” grabbing the glass again as I drink everything...

“Hmm, I just want to ask since you.. know. We've been so busy with our lives...?”

“Oh, yeah? About that... I just saved up to buy a special gift.”

“O-oh... Haha, did I just hear it right? Is my bestie now buying a gift for someone?”

Eva: ... Feeling.. dizzy... what's happening to me?

“Hey, hey! Are you.. Alright...? Why are you so red-”

Eva then falls to Ai, catching Eva quickly as she notices she is down.

Good...

The juice worked.

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—¿Somewhere?—

Eva’s POV:

Couldn't move, my body is so dizzy, yet, so lazy to move. The sound of the chain... The chains... It is so loud. A chain?!? Why the hell are my hands chained up?!

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Ai

“Oh, my. You're awake, good. I thought you were dead for a second. Are you okay, darling?”

Eva

Huff... Huff... Trying to get out of the chains. Why is it so tight?!

“Ai?” I spoke her name, “Why are my hands and feet chained? What's the meaning of this...?”

“Oh, my. Sorry about that, darling. I should probably explain it to you.”

“Wait- explain what?! What the fuck do you mean! Why am I here?!? Let me go, let me go!! let me go, please...”

Scoffed, “Begging for your life already? No, no, no. Darling, I won't hurt you, please don't look at me that way.”

“Just fucking explain!” –I shouted.

“So stubborn...” “Uhh, well, I just wanted to say... Who's the special gift for?”

“Spe..cial gift...?”

“Now, don't fucking play dumb with me, Eva. I don't want to be mad at you, okay?”

“I... It's for.. It's actually for y-...”

Ai

Puts a tape on her mouth as she didn't let her finish her words.

Eva

H..mph...!?!

“You know what... I don't want to hear it. I never really wanted this situation to come but, it already did, didn't it?”

Eva’s eyes shaking in fear, tears coming out from her eyes as her anxiety attacks her, nor wanting to believe this is the reality when she's seeing right now is her Friend.

“Why...” Ai spoke once again, leaning closer to Eva as she grabbed her hair, and started caressing it gently with her loving stare in her eyes.

“Why can't it just be.. Me? Out of a billion people, why him? I don't... I don't really like the sound of you telling me you fall in love with someone, No!.. Just me, just me...”

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To be continued...

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