Hello my name is Mili rain I'm currently pursuing BA major history and I'm at a last year of my college life. As i wake up this morning I can't stop thinking about last night. Last night was so embracing and life changing point for me. I'm so nervous as I'm ready to go college I had to meet him after what happened yesterday I was literally shaking right now. Everyone is curious right like what happens last night ok I will tell you but not right now first let me reach my college. the most famous the most underrated college of our city dera natung government college ha and also the laziest college ever. so let's continue where I left so right now I'm walking from my home to the bus stop after walking for the 15 minutes I reach my destination as I was waiting for the the bus my friend ajay text me. Ajay: moti (fatti) bus is almost there at your place I save a seat for you come direct at the last seat of bus. Mili: ok sir.

after a minute bus reach at my destination I go up in the bus and seat next to the ajay. mili: yo good morning. ajay: good morning moti. after talking for a half an hour we reach our college. we both come down from the bus and start walking to out class ajay and I was in different department so we get separate after that. my first class was at room no 11 so I direct go there and waiting for class to start but after waiting for 10minutes we gets mssg from our professor in a group chat professor: sorry student for some personal season I'm going to my home village so i can't take class for the next 4 days I'll take your classes from the next Monday direct. for the few day use this free time wisely after seeing the mssg i started to go to the park yard after reaching at the park yard I seat at the batch and started to think about the last night

LAST NIGHT

I was laying in my bed and watching my reels to post suddenly I get mssg then I go open my whatsApp and see that I get a mssg from him him means my junior aaren raito and I may have lil crush on me not a big but lil I was blushing Aaren: yo mili. I was literally shaking when he text me . as normally we text daily for the coordination and also for time pass but for the few days after coming back from out coordination picnic I getting nervous when I talk to him so I reply him awkwardly mili: yo with a awkward emoji he reply me in a second aaren: are you coming college tomorrow my heartbeat getting speed and I reply him by saying I I'm coming what about you and then he reply I'm not sure I had some work but I'll try to come. after getting his text I started to think why is he telling me all this is he also like me. after that we continue to talk for an hour after then he go offline saying his mom is calling him for the dinner I also start to watch reels again when I was watching reels I had a aye on the one reel it's about the put your phone in your crush hight so after watching that reels I also make that reel and imagine him as my crush in the video after making the video I post it on the whatsApp status and after just a minute of putting the video in my status he reply thru my status Aaren: isssss you also have crush who is he. he started to tease me about that reel so I build up my courage and reply him: what if you are my crush what will you do. I was literally shacking when I say that to him and after a minute he reply I don't know what I will do but yeah that question was interesting with laughing emoji he was taking that question as a joke but I was serious so I built up more my courage and said it's you the reels is about you I like you

after I tell him about my feelings he gets silent for few seconds. and he reply me by saying i don't understand what are you saying mili. then I said like seriously you didn't understand what I just said to you (aaren) no plzz tell me again I don't really understood and i get lil irritated that time because I said that word after building up my courage sooo much and he was saying he didn't understand and I was like seriously then I reply him if you didn't feel same and don't want to say anything to me that's why you're saying that you didn't understand then I think we should stop talking I don't want to get hurt by seeing you with someone alse (aaren) reply wait wait I really didn't understood I'm dumb mili plzz dont go and tell me I'm really bad at that's kind of thing. after seeing his massage I started to think he really didn't understand my word and I get my long breathe and reply him see aaren I didn't like when you get close with mamo I get jealous I don't like seeing with you any other girls I only want you to be close with me I like u I like you soooo much but if you didn't liked me and didn't feel same we should maintain our distance it'll be good for both of us after seeing my massage he didn't reply for few minutes so i started to think that he get uncomfortable because of me that's why he's not replying me so instead of waiting for his reply I again massage him it's ok if you didn't feel same and don't want to reply I'm sorry for getting you uncomfortable I'll maintain my distance with you from now onwards and then I get lil up sad and go back to Instagram and start scrolling reels as I was watching reels I see aarens reply he was apologising to me by saying (aaren) milk I'm soo sooo sooo sorry I get lil busy that's why I can't reply your massage and after seeing your mssg I understood what are you saying and plzz talk to me don't avoid me I'll come college tomorrow and we'll talk about this face to face and for now talk to me you don't have to maintain distance with me and I like that how you step forward and said you liked me after this his massage and get nervous and I don't want to meet him face to face and talk about this topic it'll be so embracing I was getting blush I don't know what I should do but I know that I'm not ready to talk to him face to face about this to I reply him by saying no I can't talk to you face to face it's very embracing I don't want to talk about this and he replied be so sweetly it's ok mili you don't have to me shy I'm here with you we'll just meet and talk nothing alse I want to talk face to face with you I know you are shy right now so let's change the topic and start to know each other better after that we talk all night . it was 3 am and we both are still talking with each other and just like that our day end and next day start