This ... Written for you all.. I know some of you are angry , some sad ig ? but it's a lil gift from me ... So , read .. It's just for you.... I here is you ... you here is you... She here is you ... He here is you ... Here her is you ... His here is you .. It's just you ... My people.. It's always just you - All .. Find yours and read .. Sho shoo ....

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1 . For My Shy Dengerous Brother ..

...I am are more than merely me :...

...I'm the hearts I touch, the air I breathe,...

...The thoughts I think, the things I see,...

...And the footprint that I leave......

...You can find me in the ones I love,...

...In the thunder, rumbling high above,...

...In a goodnight kiss, or a friendly hug,...

...In butterflies and lightning bugs.......

...I am more than meets the eye-...

...From the smiles I give, to the tears I cry; Between the laughter and the sighs,...

...I'm a compliment to a passerby......

...And when I've reached the life,...

...Somewhere down the tattered line;...

...I ask that you remember me,...

...As a memory inside your mind......

Hope you like it .. Not better than the post one but .. Just tell others your Storm and let them embrace it for you.. I am going to miss you the most .. I mean I always wish for an older brother , and I found my brother in you ...

...♡...

2 . For My chopstick…or you can say a wandering lil cloud...

...I wandered as a cloud...

...That floats on high o'er vales and hills,...

...When all at once I saw a crowd,...

...A host, of golden daffodils;...

...Beside the lake, beneath the trees,...

...Fluttering and dancing in the breeze......

...Continuous as the stars that shine...

...And twinkle on the Milky Way,...

...They stretched in never-ending line...

...Along the margin of a bay:...

...Ten thousand saw I at a glance,...

...Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.......

...The waves beside them danced;...

...But they Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:...

...You could not but be free,...

...In such a jocund company...

...I gazed-and gazed-but little thought...

...What wealth the show to me had brought:...

...For oft, when on my couch I lie...

...In vacant or in pensive mood,...

...They flash upon that inward eye...

...Which is the bliss of solitude;...

...And then my heart with pleasure fills,...

...And dances with the daffodils.......

I do not know why … But you … You always give me a sense of freedom... Like just be free and do what you wanna do ….. You are beautiful from inside and outside both … No, whatever what others think of you ... But you will always be beautiful for me as a lil cloud.. Take care of everyone and yk - and yourself....

And .. And .. if you are raging to curse you know where to message ..

...♡...

3 . For my very first friend…

...Go out deep into the meadow...

...That beautiful part of you...

...not dictated by worry or fear......

...where the long grass grows the deer grazes quietly by still water,...

...something in you deeply knows without saying a word,...

..."I was made to be free....

...I am not weak for not have answers for every little thing......

...I am free to be here. No matter what I fear."...

...Your strength might feel quiet in this place......

...You might feel a little too seen...

...As the morning sun works...

...way through the leaves warming your face,...

...an embrace....

...But this will also remind you...

...you are a part of the greater landscape......

...No matter what fear has told you,...

...you do not have to hide away.......

...I cannot tell you...

...What the rest of the world will be like,...

...how to make sense rushed days...

...And uneasy nights,...

...and I cannot tell you...

...how to make sense of every experience...

...you have lived through in this body,...

...But I can tell you where the long grass grows your mind will remember...

...What you soul has long known:...

...you were made to be free.......

Aight … Do not hide anymore... You do not interrupt others, and they like to hear you talk ...

...♡...

4 . For My strong girl ...

...She had a language of her own,...

...Her own way to show her love and care,...

...She would meet people...

...as if It has been years to the bond they share......

...Her eyes can touch the scars...

...You've been hiding for long,...

...She would caress the flaws,...

...As that made one strong......

...She is a gorgeous mess,...

...Composed of the pieces broken down,...

...Her smile is starlit,...

...And there's beauty even in her frown......

...Some people started to envy her,...

...And tried to bring her to their size,...

...As it isn't easy to appreciate someone...

...When you're made up of endless lies......

...They tried to compress her sky,...

...And condense her inner starlight,...

...But they couldn't make her universe shrink,...

...And she shined brighter every night.......

...so she realized...

...her own World was enough strong...

...And she has been looking for beauty everywhere,...

...But it lies right where she belongs.......

Just be alright... My girl...

...♡...

5 . For My half real, half online Sis …

...She's a disguised soul,...

...Searching for her reason of existence...

...Over time,...

...She's mature enough to be a kid at heart,...

...and wise over mind....

...She's lost in the lanes of dilemma,...

...Not able to recognise what's real...

...And what's fake,...

...Even her tears have learned to stay...

...Behind her smile,...

...And know what courage it takes.......

...She chooses to be quiet,...

...for she knows the value of her smile...

...And tears,...

...And that not everyone is worth...

...knowing her strength and her fears.......

...Her souls aches to wander...

...Along with the stars,...

...across the length of the sky,...

...But she's trapped in the beauty of this world, and can't spread her wings to fly.......

...She longs for the stained moon,...

...in the sea of crowded city lights,...

...You won't even know she's there,...

...even if she's right there in your sight.......

Just … Thank you for everything... Just Thank you so much ... And I still love you more than your bobok Man ...

...♡...

For the lil one ..

...There is beauty in your scars...

...and melancholy in your smile...

...yet you choose to avoid both at one time perhaps it is that the i love...

...not the pretty in your eyes...

...nor your heart made of gold...

...not one thing......

...or another not a physical feature...

...nor a love consumed hole...

...but it is when you keep all together...

...when you ask about others...

...even when you yourself...

...cannot find the reason to stay awake.......

 Since you are the only one who thought to make this poet a poem , it's my responsibility to return the favour ... You're just thinking melt me ... I know We know each other very lil ... But the way you try to cheer others and of course your cuteness can melt thousand hearts .. I am sorry to trouble you cause you saw the things in me which no one ever did ....thank you for thinking about me...

...♡...

7 . For My Secret Diary ....

...Hey, how are you?...

...Hope you're doing fine,...

...It's okay, feel safe to share,...

...I know that you're trying.......

...Tell me when you need me,...

...And we could talk...

...till we forget about time,...

...Searching the past tales,...

...For your lost smile,...

...And I'll make you laugh...

...Until you start crying.......

...You can tell me...

...what keeps you awake,...

...And what made you hate the lights,...

...You can share all your silliest...

...and deepest stories,...

...I'd share your silence, anger,...

...pain and delight.......

...I know it gets hard sometimes,...

...It's okay if you wanna stay quiet,...

...I just want to make sure you're well,...

...And know that I'm always here,...

...Even when not in your sight!...

You .. I do not know how to say .. But thank you so much.. Thank you for checking upon me when I was at my low ... You have a heart of gold and a soul of moonlight... Just be alright... The tears I cried and the tears you cried... We share them on the same side ... I will hold your secrets.. You hold mine ... Just - .. Be alright.. Even if I am no longer in your sight ..

...♡...

8 . For The Clown captain...

A bruise is tender

but does not last,

it leaves me as I always was....

But a wound

I take much more to heart,

For a scar

will always leave its mark....

And if you should ask

which one you are,

my answer is

                 -- you are a beautiful scar....

Again, I do not know if it describes your feelings, but I have tried .. And this you can share with her without thinking of getting cringe… So, you are a clown caused by coincidence you always message me when I was going to cry ... And say something very stupid which makes me laugh with tears in my eyes … You are so strong... Saying this because I know your circumstances… But I am not that strong… Hate to admit you were right...

...♡...

For The Cotton Mafia...

...His eyes burn bright,...

...All half moon glow,...

...my shining stars in darkness lit,...

...A welcomed light in stormy sea,...

...when torrid waves crash over her........

...No dancing fireflies can compete,...

...All beauty found in eyes that meet,...

...each curling lash unfurled,...

...complete-...

...his eyes in her...

...The love they speak......

____ I am your friend.

A soul for soul.

A place for your life Home.

Sun or water.

Here Or away.

We are lighthouse.

We leave

And we Stay....

I know you remember this my friend... What should I say ? Take care of yourself ... Thank you for being the only person who told me to "stay "... And for emotionally blackmailing... Which kind of work … So, this time you will know when I will be gone..And this time you are free to hate me for it ...btw the first poem , send it to your girlfriend when you get her .. It's a deal.. You can't go back

...♡...

10 . For My unexpected friend ...

...I'm jealous of your eyes -...

...not by the way it seems...

...to shine with a childlike charm...

...but by how they hold stories of you...

...I have yet to know....

...If I could see through...

...those eyes for a day...

...I want them to show me...

...your saddest, worst days ....

...I want your heartaches...

...To be my heartaches -...

...So that I may share half the pain ,...

...So that I may love you better,...

...So that someday...

...I may be able to tell you...

...those eyes shall never see...

...sad days again....

You remember your reply ? Let me remind you...

...In your hazel eyes, forever mine, Earthy depths in a love so divine. They whisper softly, in a tender embrace, In your gaze, I've found my eternal place....

Never thought this poem would suit you this much ... Thanks for the beautiful reply .. Btw I have every poem you wrote or the para ? No , I am not a freak ... It was just you , who wrote something to me .. Like in my whole life .. So, I treasure your every saying .. And I think you will always be the most unexpected friend to me ... The Spanish I speak with you .. I do not think I have ever spoken that much Spanish with a translator with anyone... hahaha .. That time was beautiful .. Btw take care ... Hope we meet again...

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11 . For My lady ....

Now,at last the only person who is helping me In this all .. Thank you for everything.. Despite your age , thank you for understanding me lady .. Thank you for never judging me when Everyone was doing.. just thank you … Take care of yourself…. This one is for you …

...She speaks to me fondly...

...of passions and talents,...

...guitars and stars,...

...Then stops short...

...and apologises for speaking at all.......

...All because somewhere in her life,...

...someone she loved broke her heart...

...By ignoring her beautiful words...

...and telling her...

...to shut up,...

...keep it down,...

...nobody cares.......

____ for my lil dear .....

...They will insult you,...

...hurt you, defeat you,...

...Betray you, injure you,...

...set you aflame and watch you burn.......

...But they will not,...

...shall not,...

...cannot destroy you.......

...Because you,...

...like Rome were built on ashes,...

...and you,...

...Like a phoenix know...

...how to rise and resurrect........

Ik you going to hate me for it … But you are so strong my little one .. You are ... But I am not ... Not anymore... The Mist you used to know is long gone... Ik it's hurt you seeing me like this, but it's not my fault too … Right ? We can't blame anyone for it ... Hope you forgive me … Take care of yourself...

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To the ones … you have always been standing beside me .. I am sorry from the core of my heart ... Furthermore, I never thought it would be like that, or I have written for everyone… Or maybe have prepared for it ... But if guys want you guys can find me and after finding... Curse me ... I will wait for it ... And I will send you.. your song there ...

Take care everyone...

Remember me as unfinished poetry ... ♡

If you are reading this ... Then you are definitely ragging or maybe not in your right mind, Or maybe I am again in delusion ... Lamo but you are doing fine controlling it … So far … So, just read... It's a request… Read till last … This all is for you ... Writing them here since I can't post now … So, Read … For me .... And I hope… This time you kiss the hidden pain behind this art...

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...To you, love was about multitudes......

...To me, love was inordinate......

...I love you, I would say......

...How much? You would ask....

...I couldn't find the words to answer you then....

...But they have found their way to me since. And this is what I would tell you.......

...I would blanket the world in utter darkness; I would pull back the veil of light and reveal to you, a blinding crescendo of stars.......

...I would drain all the seven seas and ask you to count-one by one-every grain of sand that clings to the ocean floor.......

...I would tally the beat of every human heart that has echoed since the dawn of our becoming.......

...And as you look in awe at the sheer magnitude of my admission, I would take your hand in mine and tell you;...

...If only you had let me, this is how much I could have loved you.......

____ ♡

...You deserve someone...

...who brings peace to your chaos...

...And loves you to pieces.......

Love a girl who writes

And live her many lives;

you have yet to find her,

beneath her words of guise....

Kiss her blue-inked fingers,

forgive the pens they marked...

The stain of your lips upon her-

the one she can't discard....

Forget her tattered memories,

or the pages others took;

you are her ever after -

the villian of her book....

You know I like the villains more ... I know you know... Because they can set the world in blazing fire for their love and they never leave nor let her leave.... And You are the same ... I think ?

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...I loved how his eyes danced merrily,...

...and the gentle way he spoke;...

...The way he filled my aimless days,...

...with bitterness and hope.......

...I loved him as I fell to sleep,...

...And each morning as I woke;...

...I loved him with all my wayward heart-...

...Until the day it broke.......

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Our Love

This is where our love is found

in a strange little rhyme;

Where in space the beat

of our hearts resound,

while our bones lie in the ground.....

Little fragments ground down with time, where fingers once were intertwined,

And I wore your ring, and you wore mine....

...I wanted to tag - in this ... have this one for so long ... But I always thought it was too sweet to post ... Always thought what if he feels uncomfortable? Or Maybe I was waiting for the right moment... The moment where - ... Which never came .... so, never did...

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...I remember when I met you,...

...the hands of time stood still;...

...you and your camera smile-...

...a flash of something real......

...We talked until the evening,...

...the moon came out for a while;...

...The clock resumed its ticking...

...and my heart was on the dial.......

...The morning came to claim you,...

...And as far as I can tell-...

...I will never know another,...

...who knew me quite so well.......

I know... Actually, we both know... How much we missed those days ... we try .. But did we really try ? ...

_____ ♡

...You are the kindest thing...

...That ever happened to me,...

...even if that is not how our tale is told.......

...When everyone else told me......

...I was destined to be a forgotten...

...that nurtured flowers and turn meadows gold,...

...you saw that the ichor...

...that resides in me demanded its own throne... You showed me.....

...How a love like ours...

...can turn even the darkest,...

...Coldest realm into the happiest of homes.......

________ ♡

...He cried and cried,...

...Stars witnessed why He lied,...

...The universe sang him golden hum to sleep, The Magical moon guarded...

...all his secrets deep.......

...Stars heard all his stories...

...he cried aloud,...

...The noise of his silence...

...Remained unnoticed by the crowd......

...The starry sky wiped off his tears,...

...Gave him strength to stand against...

...his darkest fears.......

...He was the silence within the noise...

...Breaking apart,...

...he was the epitome of beauty,...

...with a golden heart.......

...He loved the stars, moon and the cosmos,...

...As it was the same...

...stardust he was composed of......

...he was the shooting star...

...They wished for in the dark sky,...

...he was the miracle of life...

...disguised as a beautiful lie......

I will have posted it next ... Isn't it beautiful ? Of course, it is … Because it's for you ...

____♡

...It feels bittersweet to love you,...

...As though time has already run...

...its ruinous path...

...and everything good is over before it begins........

...It feels perilous to love you,...

...like a dust storm swallowing up the sky...

...or a comet skimming the stratosphere........

...But it is an honor to love you....

...Like the snow drifts giving way to spring,...

...I will hold you for as long as I can.......

____♡

...I write when my heart...

...Gets too heavy to hold...

...I write about my scars,...

...New and old.......

...I write when...

...I have A lot to share,...

...But to hear it out,...

...No one has time to spare.......

...I write when I feel...

...As lonely as one could be,...

...When not tears,...

...but the well-dressed...

...Smile is what one could see.......

...I write when thoughts...

...in my mind begin to sink,...

...I write to share whatever I think....

...I write, not with the desire of being known,...

...But to know the voice within my soul.......

The only desire was … Is known by you ... But Am I known by you ?

____♡

...You said you couldn't keep waiting,...

...For me to say "I love you too",...

...But I'd said it to you every day,...

...In ways you never even knew,...

...It poured over the umbrella,...

...That I held for you in rain,...

...Caught in the way I kissed your bruises,...

...Just to take away the pain,...

...Baked in the cake I made you,...

...When you got the biggest slice,...

...And when you told me that you loved it,...

...How I baked it for you twice,...

...It was buckled in the seatbelt,...

...I always told you to put on,...

...And in the ways that I would miss you,...

...Every time that you were gone,...

...I might not have said those four words,...

...In the old and standard way,...

...But I'd learnt actions speak much louder, Than anything that you can say,...

...So if you're really tired of waiting,...

...For those four words to leave my throat,...

...All I can say is that it's cold outside,...

...So don't forget your coat.......

Actions.... They are always way louder than words ... Aren't they ? Had by words, lose by action...

____♡

...When you love someone,...

...promise me you will not love them...

...Like they are a war...

...and you are the thing...

...that will help them win.......

...Promise me,...

...you will not hunt down...

...their flaws like enemies...

...In a battlefield...

...to kill them.......

...People were not made...

...to be saved by you...

...or anyone else......

...All we can hope...

...for in this life is a chance...

...To be able to save ourselves.......

Honestly... I really do not know why I write this … Or maybe I know ? ...

____♡

Silly men...

they want to fight fire with fire fight hate with hate

I promise you...

I'll fight you with water

and I'll destroy you with love...

but don't be afraid..

because I'm a woman

I know when enough is enough...

____♡

...I still search...

...for you...

...in crowds,...

...in empty fields...

...and soaring clouds.......

...In city lights...

...and passing cars,...

...on winding roads...

...and wishing stars.......

...I wonder where...

...You could be now,...

...for years...

...I've not said your name...

...out loud.......

...And longer...

...since I called you mine-...

...time has passed for...

...you and I......

...But I have learnt to live...

...without,...

...I do not mind-...

...I still love you anyhow.......

See not easy to move on ? Remember When I said it's one time ? .... Believe me It was, still is and always will be ... You are the Person I wanted to meet the most in real life… But At same time … Not too...

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...̶H̶̶e̶̶r̶ ̶M̶̶o̶̶o̶̶n̶...

...He called her "𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖓"...

...but he couldn't realise he was "𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖓" too.......

...He got flowers for her,...

...White roses,...

...every time because she told she liked them,...

...but never discovered she likes tulips too.......

...They both stargazed at night......

...He looked at the stars, and she looked at him...

...as if he was her star......

...He loved her,...

...or at least he said he did,...

...But never realised she loved him more.......

♡

...̷S̷̷t̷a̷̷y̷...

...I have never begged for anyone to stay...

...but i said please that day......

...whatever it is we can work this out...

...I have never prayed for anything...

...so badly.......

...But I remember begging the universe...

...that if it could hear me somehow...

...all i want is a chance to make it work...

...it was when i was on the verge of losing you...

...that i realized i've never wanted anything more...

...I can't was all you said and that was the end of it all...

...2 words...

...5 letters...

...𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆.......

♡

...Ɨ ȼȺɍɇđ føɍ ɏøᵾ...

...I care about you even if we never speak again...

...I care about you even when I say I don't wanna be your friend...

...I care about your birthday...

...Even if I never send a note...

...in fact I remember it so well because I included it in the first book I ever wrote...

...I care about your future...

...I consider your heart...

...And I pray that your soulmate is kind, and they don't absolutely tear you apart...

...𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖........

...But this cause me a lot of pain...

...So I try to stop caring to...

...Just feel a little more sane...

...Because I care about you...

...In April when you move away from me...

...But I need to care about my boundaries and respect was my one and only rule...

...𝑩𝒖𝒕......

...But I cared about you in cold when my hands felt like they were frozen...

...I cared about you even when I wish that I was the person that you had chosen...

...I cared about you with angles they cry on my shoulder wishing praying...

...Begging that we had met for the first time when we were older...

...But what would have changed ?...

...You would have actually cared about me ?...

...Somewhere in that future...

...You would have actually loved me ?...

.................

...𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ......

...𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 .....

...And maybe I care about you still...

...But I wanna be with someone that will care enough to love me...

...And maybe this time they will.......

♡

...He was just another guy...

...𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓𝒔.......

...It was just his loss...

...𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒚 𝑰 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚.......

...there will be other guys...

...𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅.....

This all three are my fav ... /smile/ beautiful right ?

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...I wish we were not impossible .....

...I don't know...

...there something about you I like a lot...

...Something about us I know would work...

...I swear would work...

...But ofcourse we have to be impossible...

...And ofcourse it would be so funny...

.....ofcourse it would......

...I can't help playing with the idea in my mind...

...it's a comfort , a little bit...

...The thought that you will never mine...

...there are no consequences...

...nothing's at stake if I lie......

____♡

...And by the time I'll be gone...

...I'll teach you to love yourself...

...And fall for the way your eyes shrink...

...when you smile too hard...

...I'll grow little flowers all around...

...the places you were once scarred...

...I'll let you see the magic you carry...

...the bright light burning in your core...

...Because I was all calm and steady...

...when you became the one I fell for......

Seems like it's just now a poem ....

____♡

...I'll just keep my eyes closed...

...If you promise you would not...

...let go...

...Cause I am afraid One day...

...I will watch this fire die slow...

...I feel like a burden...

...always wanted ressurance...

...Cause I am afraid that...

...there's I not be your person...

...Maybe I should be alone...

...Delete me from your phone...

...Leave and close the door...

...my friends will say...

..."I told you so "...

...leave me here in pieces...

...you have got a million reasons...

...But I see the way you look at me...

...and I just can't belive it...

...I'm not worth it...

...anyone could see...

...you'r just too perfect...

____♡

...I hope you are well,...

...As stars race horizons,...

...Reflected in still lakes,...

...And calm seas,...

...I hope you are well,...

...As love lands on your shoulder,...

...Still warm from the flight,...

...I hope you are smiling,...

...As morning scatters night,...

...Back under trees,...

...And into dark dreams,...

...I hope you know peace,...

...As gardens start to grow,...

...In all your favorite colors,...

...I hope you will remember,...

...This mist in moonlight,...

...Now as me,...

...only memory......

...♡...

My love cannot be replaced... you will search for me in every person after me...

 I got more, but I wouldn't write here …. They will die in pages with me …. It was beautiful meeting you ... I will never regret it … Cause yk ? ... I hope you do ... Take care of yourself... Hope you able to know It's good for both of us ... Since you not ready to hold ... and it's hurting me like hell .. We need a break ...

If you still remember the right one poem ... Not repeat the mistake...

I mean another ch with "she loves him too early, and He loves her too late " or maybe he never did - these chs again in your life ... Nah right ? Doesn't sound good to us .... So , if you get a chance again... grab it ... Not be stuck in one station.... Cause there is a saying, "sometimes wrong stations can get you to your right destination" ....

Hate me ... Hate me since loving isn't easy ... So , hate ....

 You break my heart And I laugh - coward ... At least I have a heart to break ...

You stay heatless And still lose the game..... A savage saying ... Now you can definitely hate me ...

♡♡