...its the start of everything that happened between us.its wonderfull to say the beginning of all.i thought i hate u but i never ever thought i love u this extend.i can;t live whithout you even for a second now!...

past:

 its a winter season full of snow and cold.he is too cold as snow too.he is ceo of the fantasy company and he rich and handsome cold as ice.his eyes is blue sword like ice. when u see his eyes a sharp blade pierced through your heart. thats why?people afraid to look into his eyes and people call him the ice Prince.buts sadly he lost his parents to car accident when he young that why?he never received love from others.he the onely child in his family. but he has lot of friends.but what the use of friends he barely trust them never hang out with them.all he know is work work work .he never interested in anything.once he interested in something he get what he wants even his life cost.all he care about is result not process.when he young,he is a clever child got good grades.good at sports,study and etc...

Then let go the main topic and i forget to introduce myself. I am reya .a kind hearted innocent girl i think but my life is not like his.i received love from my parents.but however we poor and i hate that thing the most.some times i think is not bad to be poor however we have to live and we need money for that.when i am young i had a happy childhood.but its no longer lasted.i grow little by little my parents fights over house expenses and its getting fierce everyday and one day my parents finaly stopped fighting over and its the day my parents getting divorce and its the day i never ever forget and another thing they fight over custody of me and its tear me apart.finaly my father got custody of me because of my grandparents and mother is a orphan.she had no one to depend on. She can;t even affort to take care of herself. that;s why the court decided to give custody of me to my father.

After my parents got divorce.I lived in my grandparents house fine well.but my father didn't care about me.he did;nt talk me.one month later;all first thing my father said was when he drank.

 why did u even born.why are u breathing just fine. go and die i don;t want to see your face again.after that few days later. my grandpa died.when i am studying higher grade.my dad did;nt even care about grandpa passed away.all he doing was drinking drinking. once my mother come to see me but my father did;nt let my mom see me.don;t you come here again.if you came to see her.you will never able to see her in life again.

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After my dad scolded my mom.mom never come to see me again.but that time i really wanted to meet her and hug her tightly and say i missed so much mom do u miss me or not.why did;nt you come to see its been one month mom and why did;nt you later come again.when my mom come that night i cried heavy untill my eyes look swollen and i tried to forget all about that night.its so much pain to forget once its hurt you and i didn't forget that night my dad hate me and mom didn't even tried to take me with her.

...After all i did go throught.my grandma is the one who supported me at my worst time....

After school graduation i decided not to go to university .but my grandma tried to compel me to go to university.she said' u have to go to university.i prepared everything u need when u studying higher secondary school.so u need go but grandma how did u manage to? She said no asking question u have to do what i say .grandma how did you going to tell dad.if he hear that i am going to university.he going to get angry at you don;t worry about that i manage somehow.now go and study be a good child your grandpa and i always bless u child.don;t worry about here.i take care everything your grandpa wished that too.he is the one who saved money to your university and i did add some of my saving too.you have to study well',study is very important to you in this world without studying you will suffer child.now go' i packed everything you need and your favourite snacks.eat everything ok .

...(After that i gone to university)...

...The first person i meet in theuniversity is josh.he looked so damn handsome.his cold eyes gaze meet my eyes that second i fall for him.but he didn't even care.when i tried to talk to him.he ignored me and stare at me like he going to kill me.that the day i meet him first and i gave up on him.i know he and i never going make it so i gave up on him.after that i gone to the girls drom.i continued my study.little did i know he and i are in same course,same class,same time.i prayed to god.please don;t let me meet him again.but the opposite happenes.so i don;t know how i react look so shocked.but i have to manage to somehow not to let him see me.please don;t see me.please don;t me.but he did see me and he ignored me.at the same time i am heartbroken and little bit happy.whatever i gone near him make my heart beat so fast and at same time he gave me chills all over my body.i don;t know in this world there could be a person like this and he look scary too.i never in my life this scared looking at person.the first time"i am scared of being abandoned by my parents.the second time you josh i am scared of you....

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Josh is a scary person But somewhere in my heart. He look so lonely and i want to get close to him.Its all in my heart and i know. he never feel that way towards me.But he never once care about that too.He got that care free look.But everyone in my class tried to talk to him.But he never paid any attention to any of this.All he said was [ok i understand] and then he looked away.i don't know what he thinking.all he give cold expression to others.i know you all wanted to meet him right.then let me show u josh.(he like a snow. beautiful but cold).

Josh

Now u all see him right. That cold expression of his eyes.I know he is my nightmare a beautiful long dream I never reach. But now noticed everyone in my class gossip about him. He is like an angel fell from a heaven but sometimes an devil from hell. But he never cared about any of this what others thinking about him or talk about him. He never cared and then days goes by he never changed. He got that look on his face (don't bother me).all the girls in my university hitting on him. Some girls even proposed to him. Then I heard people talking about him all over the university even seniors too. He rejected all the girl's proposal even seniors. If I proposed to him (will he reject me too I thought).but I never have nerve to confess my love to him,but at the same time (I am scared). Then i Heard from my friends.he didn't only rejected them.He said Some rude words to them.later i come to understand him.He never look at me with love in his cold snow eyes.Then i tried to forget about him, but i can't forget about him.i looked so sad and then friends noticed wrong with me and asked me.my friends:why are you sad reya?is something matters 'u can tell us we friends right".you don't have to hold anything back.If you don't want to tell us.Then its all right.when you wanted to talk with someone 'u can come talk to us when u feel alright".Then i did tell them everything.Its an wrong decision i made in my life.I didn't know what would come to my way.

...(few days later)...

'I come to understand".something is different around my surroundings.People staring at me and telling things around me.I think very hard'.what?i did to them to gossip about me.Then i come to understand.Is about me and josh.then i am shocked how came they know about me ( i like josh).Not only my class know about me.

The whole university know now.The first thing that come to mind is i need to ask my friends.how did my matter know to the whole university.Can someone gave me explanation right now.i never let them get away with it.who told my matters to everyone.Then i asked my friends?they said'we didn't tell anybody.And we didn't know 'how the whole university"know.About That 'we confused" too reya.Just give us some time.we figure out somehow.'okey''

...(two days later)...

My friends told me reya 'you guessed right".what right?i don't understand can just tell me the way i understand.yeah it was one of us who told her room mate friends.But she don't know her room mate friends told her friends.that how the whole university know.where is she?you mean rose.yeah 'that right".she refused to came with us.Because she feeling guilty.I need to see her face to face.where is she right now?she in her room.ok 'i understand' i take care of the rest and thank you for telling me.my friend said (what are u going to do her) reya.I need to ask her some question.my friends said are u going to meet her now.yeah.