I can't believe it today is the day I will get married, I'm so excited. I now soon be a Wilhelm, how good does it sound Katarina Wilhelm I can't wait.

Hello, everyone to those who don't know me yet I'm Katarina Wilhelm, oh I mean Katarina Winzer.

I just finish getting ready for my wedding, and I just got in into the car we already on the way for the wedding venue.

Everything was good at the start not until a car was running fast approaching us, the driver was having trouble and realized that the car we are using is out of break.

I got into a car accident, and everything went black....

I woke up and saw my body lying in a white room, the doctors got busy and ask for backups while I was undergoing the operation.

I fight to live and continue the life that I dreamed of, but I guess this life is not for us. I lose the fight, and I also lose my life I was devastated to see the love of my life crying beside me asking me to live.

I was so devastated that I ask a favor to the Goddess of Reincarnation to let me live, even if I will be reincarnated as a dog It is fine by me as long as I will see the man that I love happy.

Many days has pass until the day I will finally be reincarnated has finally come.

I never knew that earth and soul realm have different timeline, it's been years there on earth but here it's just days.

The man that I love moved on and is already married to my best friend, I'm really happy for them but that didn't change the fact that it hurts. But at least his happy right?

I thought I wouldn't get hurt, but it hurts I understand the feelings of the novel characters that I read right now.

I thought to myself that, I will just withdraw my wish but before I can even think of it, I get reincarnated, and which is worse I became my Ex-fiancé's newborn daughter Katarina Wilhelm, yes, I wish to become a Wilhelm but not like this not to mention they named their daughter after me!!!

You got to be kidding me!! Goddess of Reincarnation are you messing with me?!!!

What will I do?!! Why in the afterlife did this happen!!!

It must be better if I just got reincarnated as a dog....

- Well, I just granted your wish and here it is have fun with your new life baboosh...

She left a flying kiss and disappeared in a thin air.

Ch.1 The Accident

Everyone dreams, to be married to someone whom they really loved.

Niclas and I have been together for 7 years now, and finally we are ready to step into the next page of our story. Now we will be finally married!! I'm so excited!

I'm getting ready on my big day, the hair stylist and make up artist did their work to make me look good.

I'm wearing my wedding gown, it's really my type but of course my fiance is more of my type.

I'm sure he will be so handsome, oh how lucky am I to be married to the person I will always love.

I have finish getting ready and it's time to go to the venue, my best friend said that she will be a little late because something came up but I'm sure she forgot to buy presents, and is finding the right gift for my wedding.

I saw a beautiful white car with my favourite flower in it tulips and roses, awww how sweet of him.

A large bouquet of flowers is given to me by one of my bridesmaids, there is a letter in it that says.

" Dear Katarina Winzer,

I can't believe that this is the day, we will be married. You will finally be mine, and we will create a family of our own.

We will be able to make our dreams come true, fulfill our promises for each other, and have 12 children's together.

I can't wait to see you walk on the aisle, I bet you will look beautiful in that white dress. I love you and I always will for the rest of my life.

Your Future hot husband

Niclas Wilhelm"

"That's so sweet, I wish I will have a husband like yours" said the other staff , " Oh, I'm sure you will have someone who love you like I do"

All the people from the place speaks with me really nicely, they make me laugh with their jokes and share me some of their life stories.

It's time to go to the venue, and finally after a little chat I got in into the beautiful car, that is design exactly like my taste as expected my fiance really knows me well.

The driver got in the car and started to drive, he is driving slowly and careful and all I can say he is an experience driver he thinks of the peoples safety.

As we go forward a car fastly approach us, the driver hits the break of the car to avoid the hit but the car break is broken. It seems like everything was plan and done on purpose, the car was checked and in a good shape just yesterday we even got it checked by the professionals but how did it come up to this?

Before I can even think about it we got into a car accident, I can feel the blood from my head dripping, the driver was unconscious and before I lose my conciousness I saw a familiar figure from the window, and everything went black.

I woke up and wandered around the place wearing my elegant wedding dress, last time I remember I got into a car accident I wonder if the driver is okay I didn't saw the car around the place anymore. But at least I'm alive right? I survive but why am I feeling this way I feel like something bad had  happen.

I stand up and pretend like nothing happen, but it's really weird why am I feeling like this?

I waited for a taxi so that I can ride on the way to the venue but none of them stop even if I try so hard to catch their attention. I don't have any choice but to just walk,

realizing that I am late for my wedding day as I rush into the venue.

When I reach there in the venue, all people panicked. And I saw my husband running panicked as he get in the car and drive.

I go to the other guest to ask what happen, but to my surprised she didn't even look at me " how rude of her, do they not know me? I'm the bride hello?"

I got confused by their sudden action are they pranking me? I was interrupted by the sudden thought, I didn't notice that someone already pass through me.

"Wait what?!!!!

Did someone just pass through me?!!!

Am I dead?!!!"

No that can't be!!!"

" I feel sorry for the groom"

"Yeah, I heard his soon to be wife got into an accident"

"The groom really love her "

"I hope she will be fine"

"They love each other so much"

"I heard his soon to be wife is kind hearted"

"They really are a good match"

Worried prayers, and empty gossips are only heard in the place.

"Look mommy! There is a pretty lady there with beautiful white gown" one of the children there said

"There's nothing in there, but just a pile of foods. You must be tired, let's go now "

"But mommy I really saw the lady, I'm not tired! I don't want to go home yet"

"I'm sorry for the trouble we'll be going now"

The mother and the child head home first, while the other guest stayed to the venue.

"The kid can see me? I must be imagining things....cause that would be impossible...." I saw myself almost fading like a thin air

"wait what's happening?

I don't want to die!!!

I will not allow that to happen to me!!

This can't happen!!!

Even if it takes to risk my life, I must live!!! "

(A: your life is at risk now though 🤐)

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Ch 2.5 A Battle of Life

I saw myself fading, and before I know it I am already in the hospital.

I saw my body laying on the hospital bed covering the white sheets with blood, and my husband watching me beside him while holding my hand.

This is the first time I saw him cry this much, I watch the nurse change the bandages and the sheets but the blood is still visible.

The nurses leave after they finish doing their job, I go near my fiance to hug him but as expected I can't touch him.

I tried to go back in my body like what I saw in the movies because I think it would work, but I can't even touch my own body every time I touch it will just pass through like an air

"I don't want to live like this!!!

I can't even eat my favourite foods now!!

If I know this would happen I would eat to my hearts content, and not do diet...

Never mind that I should not think about food in this situation"

(A: But what can you do food is life😗)

Before even more weird thoughts came to my mind, I saw the monitor you know the one that looks like a screen the one that have a zigzag line.

Ahhh!! How can I explain it I forgot the name of it help me author!!!

I have been a with high honor student my whole life, I even graduated as a Summa Cum Laude I even forgot the simplest thing!!

I mean almost everyone knows it!!

(A:help your self you have been a honor student your whole life, how can you not know the name?)

How rude!!

So as I was saying that monitor beeps, and I think I am in critical condition.

(A: You can think ?)

I have a brain duh!! Of course I can think!!!

(A: oh! Were the Same!)

Alright back to the story

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I saw my body in a critical condition, I tried to do what I did earlier to go back to my body but as I tried to touch my body now.

I felt a strange feeling it's like an electric shock, and before I knew it I can't go back to my own body. It's like it have an invisible block around it and I can't go near that circle.

Niclas called for help, and the nurses rush to my ward to see my situation.

"Back ups!! We need more back ups!!"

" the patient is in critical condition!!!"

"We must perform an urgent operation"

Please do all you can do to save her!!!

"We will try our best sir, we will do everything in our power to save her"

Katarina!!

Do you hear me my love??!

Please live okay? we can get through this together.

You can do this you have to fight!!

I know you are brave, I'm here I will be waiting for you....

"Proceed to the operation room!!"

Niclas held her hand not wanting to let go, as tears flow in his eyes...

You can do this my love, I believe in you.....

My Katarina....

Ch.3 The Day She Died

All the doctors rush into the operating room, doing all that they can for the patient to survive.

They all tried their best to save Katarina but she didn't make it, she was unconscious and in a critical condition in the operating room.

"The patient is not responding!!"

"Send more back ups!!! "

"There is nothing we can do!!! But we must save her!!!"

"Miss!!! Please fight, you're family and fiance is waiting for you!!"

"Doc!! Her heart rate is dropping!!"

" Bring the defibrillator !

( a defibrillator is a machine that helps to reset a patient's heartbeat when it becomes erratic. It does this by passing an electric current through the patient's body.

Sources: Google)

"Stay with us miss!"

"1 2 3 Clear! "

"Clear!"

"We must not give up!"

"Again!"

"1 2 3 Clear!"

"We're losing her!"

"Time of death 7:21 "

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"Doctor, what happen? Is she okay now?"

"We are sorry to say this sir but she's gone...."

"We did everything to save her, but she didn't make it..."

"You are lying right? Tell me that it isn't true!!!!"

"You must be joking...!

Katarina will not leave me!!

She love me okay!!

"I know she's just sleeping she will wake up soon.... I love her so much I can't afford to lose her!"

Niclas was crying not wanting to accept Katarina's  death.

"(Please tell me it's just a dream, I want to wake up from this nightmare. I want to be with Katarina forever....)

" Is there anything you can do to save her?"

"Please save her!!! I will pay how much the cost, just to let her live.... Please I beg you...

Even if I kneel in front of you right now, I will do it I just want to have my fiance back....

"I'm sorry sir but there is nothing we can do...."

"Ahhhh..(sob) Katarina!"

He ran inside the operation room crying , and ran to Katarina.

"I'm sorry sir but you are not allowed to enter here..."

"Let go of me!! I want to see Katarina!!"

"Katarina! Please wake up.... I don't want to lose you...

I love you please wake up....

You remembered our promised right? You said...  you will never leave me... you said you will stay beside me...

we will have a family together ....

But how can I be happy ?

How can I have that family that you promised to let me have if you are gone....

I can't imagine a life without you...

Please Katarina I beg you.... Please wake up don't leave me...

Don't leave me please... I need you...

I promised to love you forever... I will do anything for you just come  back to me...

He touch her face as he kissed her forehead, his tears drops into her cheeks as he looks at the woman whom he love for the last time...

Ch.4 Meeting The Goddess

Where am I last time I remember, I was at the hospital as I saw the doctors taking me to the operation room because my condition worsen...

I found my self in a beautiful place full of flowers, that I never saw it was so pretty and unique I never saw anything like this. The butterflies fly around the flowers, and birds sings the loveliest tune that I never heard.

I roam around but the place was empty, there was no people around here. I got up and started walking around the place. I saw a mirror a very beautiful mirror it was surrounded with gold and silver designs filled with diamonds and rubies,I saw my reflection in it but I seem to forget who I really am every single second that I stayed in this place.

As I touched the mirror a  light glows around the place, the mirror plays something a scenario that I can't even bear to see at that moment I remember every single pieces of my memory. I saw my fiance crying begging me to come back, but what should I do? I don't seem to know where I am, it feels like I am trap in here and I can't get out.

"Don't worry Niclas, I will find a way...I promised we will see each other again"

As I was in a deep thought thinking of a way to get out of here, a beautiful lady came out of nowhere wearing a beautiful white colored dress she is like a goddess her beauty is out of this world she has a natural pinkish lips, an eyes that make you mesmerized, and a beautiful long hair that shine brighter than gold.

"Are you lost just like me?" I asked her. She just smiled at me and that made me so confused.

"You are so pretty, you look like a goddess"

"What a nice guess, you guess it right."

Her voice is so lovely it is somewhat cold but it is warm.

"You look lovely yourself"

"I have been wondering who was using the mirror of realms, it turns out to be you Katarina Winzer."

"How do you know my name?"

"Oh, darling I know everything"

"Who are you? And where am I?"

"You are in the golden soul realm, and I am the Goddess Rian the guardian of this realm"

"How can I go back home?"

"I'm sorry to say this darling but you can't..."

"You are dead, and it is only appropriate for you to be here..."

"But I'm not dead right? There is still time you can still help me go back to my body"

"There are things that we can't accept, and things happen so unexpectedly."

"But it is already too late.... As we talk the time goes by"

"Please I beg you I want to live... I don't want to see my fiance sad because of my death."

"I want him to be happy... Please I beg you even if I will be reincarnated as a dog, it is fine with me as long as I will see Niclas Wilhelm happy. Even if it will hurt me"