Nothing Nothing
Draft
I'm a fool, I keep checking my phone, as if I'm important..!
I always think that I am important in someone's life, and the disaster is that I am not convinced to leave, because I am not used to being sad in the place where I smiled a lot. I have become extremely tired, and nothing comforts me anymore, not even words..!
We all live the same night, but my night is cruel, very cruel, and the worst of all is that life creates a life for me, not what I want.
Anas
I sleep like an inanimate object and only wake up..!
Do you understand what it means to sleep and wake up and I am completely certain and I know that I will only live this life once, but it is not my life, and it is not the life that I dream of, and that I draw in my childhood. The disaster is that I sleep to escape thinking and to escape this black reality. Then the dream attacks me.
In my sleep, I dream about what I was thinking and it becomes my nightmares..!
Fatigue has set in within me and attacked me with all its might as I repeat and say that these are days and they will pass, and I forgot that these days are part of my life..!
Anas
It terrifies me that even now I still feel like I don’t belong to any place, or to anyone, or to any shoulder. Loneliness still haunts me, even sometimes on my pillow.
Anas
- Something I don't know hurts me, maybe an old farewell that I didn't cry, maybe a deep sadness that I didn't feel, maybe someone touched an old wound, or maybe just pain that I got used to.
Anas
- There is no longer anything inside me to destroy, or feelings that I have for anyone, but thinking kills me all the time, and there is great regret inside me only for myself.
Anas
- I never imagined that I would ever be this lonely. Even in my loneliest times, I did not imagine that I would have to remain this still while the days swept away.
Anas
- I am as tired as all those sighs on my chest. I resist extinguishing myself, but this is of no use. Everything around me is letting me down, even myself.
Anas
- Sad is this time when you do not know what to do with it, everything does not reach your heart, your feelings are petrified, your mind is dull, and your soul is so heavy that you can barely breathe.
Anas
- I struggled a lot. All the places I crossed needed to be fought as a battle. Even the world inside me did not let me lie down even once.
firm
What's wrong with you? Enough nonsense. Come on, come to work
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