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Isolation

1.Broken emotions

He walks down the halls again today for class and run into the last person he wanted to see today.Violet Mason, one of the most popular girls in school,and number #1 bully.she's standing around the lockers with her encourage chatting.He try his best to sneak past them.But he fails.She flips her luxurious coloured blonde hair and smiles maliciously.Look who we have here girls.Its the dweeb itself.

The boy stood there and trembles when seeing them trying to pick on him.

She looks at her and laugh.Like are you actually trembling?Don't be like so scared of me dweeb.The boy keep shivering from fear as he looks at her carefully.She steps closer to him and laughs again.Are you trying to look tough or something?You know you're like totally pathetic right?You're the kind of dweeb that girls avoid.Like I'd would bet they all laugh at you.Just look at yourself.

She circles him as one of her cronies holds up a mirror for her to look at him.Her other cronies in agreement mocking him as she continues.I mean,look at that.Like how can anyone have such bad hair? It's totally gross,right girls?He couldn't believe her insults and harassment is actually happening;He was in shocked.She laughs and continues.I mean,like you could really use a makeover.I'ts time you went from TD to SD,that's Totally Dweeb to Totally Sexy.Her entourage chuckles at the joke

The boy replies in a soft tone and sadness.Leave me alone.

Violet shakes her head and laughd more.Look at you,you're like,actually crying!I mean,you are so pathetic!She continues to laugh and grab the boy's backpack.The only thing that could make a dweeb like you look good is,like a miracle,and we're like,not miracle workers.She throws the backpack on the ground causing his books and folders to scatter everywhere.He quickly pick all of his stuff up.

She laughs and giggled.Like,I can barely tell if you're a boy or a girl with that nasty messy hair of yours!

I bet your mother just uses the same same messy haircut!She holds her nose as she speaks.And,like,that smells like,you haven't take a shower in months!I mean,you've heard of deodorant,right dweeb?She snickers.

The boy quickly dashes away while bending his head down.

Violet calls after him.Bye dweeb!

I can't wait to tell the girls how much of a loser you are!She laughs and continues talking to her cronies as they all snicker,laughing at him.

He makes his way outside and decided to sit on a bench.A short while later he is sitting on the bench trying to collect himself.The day's events have left him more shaken that he care to admit.He starts to feel isolated again as the anxiety and depression kicks in.

A short time later he still was sitting on the bench,feeling sad and dejected,when he heard footsteps behind him and turn to see,of all people,Violet Mason,the Queen Bee herself,with her entourage.With a smirk on her face she approaches him.The boy looks at her with sadness and tears.

She stops near the bench and stands there smiling at him.Her entourage stops alongside her,staring at his direction.She walks closer until she is face-to-face.She stands there looking at him for a minute making eye contact before leaning forward to get uncomfortably close to him.She has a fake smile on her face and speaks softly and sarcastically.

She looks at him up and down.Then her eyes make contact with him as she chuckles to herself and smirks.So,what are you like crying about?Do you like need a tampon or something?Her entourage snickers.

The boy ignores him and bow his head down not looking at her.

She sees him trying to ignore her.She grabs his head and lifts it up,so she can get a better look at his face.She smirks.You know I just love to look at all those sad pathetic tears.I mean,look at you,you're like,a total crybaby!She laughs more at him,mocking him.Like,are you going to cry some more loser...Her entourage laughs too.

The boy with desperation was feeling so broken and sad.Stop it please!

She smirks and continues.You know I'm surprised you think you're worth my time.Like that you think you can ask me to stop and I would actually listen to a loser like you.I mean seriously,do u look like a nice person or something?Just stop you,crybaby!She chuckles and steps closer to him.

She leans in closer to him and whispers mockingly."Please oh please Queen Bee stop picking on me"...She laughs and step back slightly.She leans in close again:I'm sorry Queen Bee,I was being stupid,pretty please just leave me alone"she laughs while taking a few mock steps back with her cohort.

The boy had enough and decided to go home leaving early as he couldn't take anymore humiliation.He head home early,completely shaken by the harassment he received today.The teasing and cruelty were so humiliating,he just couldn't take it anymore.Once he got got home,he slip into his room and collapse on the bed and Bury his into the pillow,sobbing quietly.

The boy thought to himself thinking that he will never have anyone in his life.he curl up under the covers,and lie there in silence for short while.A sense if calm and relief washes over him as he realise the torment is finally over.He can now finally enjoy his peace at home and enjoy this day until its over.

The next morning he wakes up feeling refreshed for the first time in days and go about his day as usual.But he still know that Tanya will be there today and then her anxiety and depression augmented significantly,and he had a feeling of homelessness for the future.The boy arrives at school,expecting her to be here as always in the hallway.

His heart sinks and a wave of anxiety washes over him.He didn't want to go anywhere near her,but you don't have a choice.She was heading in his direction as she walks down the hallway with her encourage of friends.She sees him and stops,smirk on her face,and crosses her arms.Before they could do anything,the boy runs away from as quick as he could to avoid them.

She smirks and laughs as she watches him run away.She turns to her friends and makes a comment,and they all laugh.She then walks away with the others.He can finally breathe a sigh of relief as he realise she's not following him.Then the boy went to the classroom and took his seat like he usually do.Everyone is seated as the first bell rings and the day begins.

The first thing he noticed is that Violet is not in class today.The boy felt such a good relief!Her absence brings a rush of contentment and peace over him.The boy pay attention to his class until it will be lunch break.After a while the bell rings while he makes it to lunch break without any incidents or run-ins with Violet.He finds an empty table and sat down by himself,eating his lunch quietly.There were no sign of Violet or her entourage anywhere.

He looks at everyone while they are with friends,talking and laughing.Its clear that everyone is making friends and socialising except him.He sit alone,feeling isolated and left out.He feel a wave of loneliness wash over him as he watch from a distance.Suddenly,he hear a familiar voice behind him.

It was Violet voice.Like,hello?you sitting here all alone?

2.Empty Shell

He turn and see Violet Mason,standing right behind him.She's smiling and staring at him with her cocky and condescending attitude.Her cohorts are standing nearby and giggling and laughing at something she says.Like,are you always thus sad and lonely?You know...like you're such a loser.

She snickers and her crony laughs with her.

The boy looking down feeling guilty,pushes a sigh of sadness.I know I'm lonely...

Why don't you try like,fitting in?

You know,making new friends.She smiles mockingly.It'll sure do wonders for your self-esteem.

The boy still felt empty and depressed looking down replied with a soft tone.What's the point anymore?

She laughs mockingly.Like,what point?The point of,like,having people to talk to and hang out with?You know...friends.You wouldn't understand how it is to make trustworthy friends.

She smirks.You're right,like I don't understand what it's like to be a dweeb.Like,I have friends...so it'd just be like totally impossible for me to know what it's like.

Like,why do you even bother coming to school?Everyone knows you're a dweeb who goes home alone every day.She snickers.

The boy then ignored her due to the insulting comments and looked away.

She scoffs and stared at him.

Whatever,dweeb,I don't know why I ever waste my time with you.You're so insignificant,A sparky smirk on her face as she walks away.

He continues to sit in his lonely corner and admires the view.Violet laughs mockingly as she turns to her friends.She walks away with her cronies as they make fun of him and calling him pathetic,lame and other degrading comments.Violet and her entourage's insults linger in his mind as he sinks into his corner.He is left feeling down and defeated.He wish he could just fade away into the background and dissappear.

After a while,the bell rings and it's class time again.He makes it back to class just as the second bell rings and class begins.He quietly took his seat and payed attention to the lecture.His mind was filled with dark thoughts and a sense of hopelessness.He felt anxious and unsured of himself as he wondered whether things will get better for him or not.While paying attention,he couldn't help but shed a tear on his exercise book.

Class went on as he tried to concentrate.The teacher calls on him for an answer but he couldn't think clearly due to his emotional state.He felt overwhelmed and didn't know what to say.Another tear falls down from his eye as he continued to feel depressed and hopeless.Time went on until the bell rings and it was time to go home.As the class is dismissed,he slowly packed up his books and homework.

A wave of sadness washed over him as he start to think about how alone he was.No one cared about him or even noticed him.He felt like a burden and a waste of space.He just wanted to go home and crawl into his bed so he could forget about his shitty life.He went home as always alone,looking down the road.He slink home,head down and shoulders hunched in defeat as his sorrow builds and consumes him.

The light is fading fast and it's getting dark.He walks alone in the shadows,hus thoughts running through his head.He felt like no one cared about him and he just wanted to be alone.He arrives home and threw his bag down and didn't even eat anything as he just jumped on his bed as thoughts took a toll on him.He gets into the bed and curl up in the darkness.The silence and quietness of his room is deafening as he self-pitied thoughts consumed him.

He felt alone and abandoned,like no one in the world cares about him or even knows that he exist.He just wanted to be alone in this miserable state and shut out the world.

He lays in bed,tossing and turning,unable to fall asleep.His thoughts are like a spinning wheel in his head as they cycle through all of the things that happened today--Violet's insults,the teacher not noticing him,being ignored and ridiculed.

He just wanted his pain and suffering to end.He tries to use his phone and go on social medias but then knew it will make him more vulnerable.

His attempts at online socialisation only further make him feel lonely and alienated.As he scroll through the feeds of people sharing their lives and making new connections,he feel like a outcast who doesn't belong and like everyone has someone but he is all alone.

Social media only amplified his already dismal perspective.

He fell asleep,still in thoughts that night until morning arrives.He woke up the next morning with a lingering sense of sadness and loneliness.

He felt emotionally drained from the previous days'events and just want to stay in bed and not face the world.He lay in bed and just stare up at the ceiling,lost in his thoughts.

He can't focus on anything else but the pain and frustration that is eating him up inside.

He pushed himself and somehow summon the strength to get out of bed,take a shower and get ready for school.He tried to pull himself together and focus on the day ahead.But the depression continued to weigh him down and he felt like he is just going through the motions without any real purpose.He didn't feel alive,just going though the motions,like a drone.

He finally get ready and went out to make his way to school.He arrives at school a bit early as he normally do and took a seat alone in his corner.

He kept his head down and tried not to draw attention to himself as the other students arrived.The pain and sadness remains as the loneliness continues to weigh him down.

He can't seem to shaked it.The bell rings and the first day has begun.

His first class,Biology,starts as he took a sear at the back of the classroom.His thoughts are still clouded as the sadness and loneliness continue to consumed him.He tried to focus on the lesson but find it difficult as his mind kept drifting to the negative thoughts that are flooding in.His heart aches as he felt alone and lost.The biology class seems to go on forever as he couldn't focused on anything.

His mind is plagues with all thoughts of failure and the insults he heard the day before.His eyes started to tearing up as an overwhelming sense of sadness begins to take over.He tried to hold back the tears but it was too much and they fall freely on the desk.As his Biology class is winding down for the day,he noticed the silence and emptiness around him.He didn't see Violet or her group of cronies anywhere in the classroom.

He felt a sense of relief as he realised he can have a break from the tourments they usually put him through.The silence and emptiness make him feel a bit more at ease and his anxiety subsided a bit.He decides to take this opportunity to have a moment of peace and solitude.He sat in class quietly and focused on relaxing his mind and body.He tried being mindful and present in the moment,enjoying the silence and tranquility.

This was his temporary sanctuary,a brief respite from the torment of Violet and her cronies.

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