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I'm Ethan.

In the late afternoon, as I approached the nearest station, I caught a glimpse of myself in the glass pane near the entrance and I couldn’t help but stop.

Wearing a white oversized T-shirt and black skinny jeans, I had put together this outfit based on information I found on the internet, thinking it couldn’t go wrong. It seemed to look okay, but to be honest, I wasn’t entirely sure if I had chosen the right look, so I had been feeling anxious since leaving home.

“Are you doing a fashion check? Hmm…, I didn’t know you had these kinds of clothes.”

Suddenly, another figure appeared in the glass, the same height as me, with an unusual hairstyle – black in the front and bright blue in the back, a style I had been seeing a lot lately (they call it inner color). She was wearing an oversized green T-shirt that was almost like a dress (it went down to her knees) and reluctantly, I knew her all too well.

"Rina, what’s your deal every time? You always show up whenever I come to the station. Are you stalking me or something?”

“Well, I live around here too, so it’s normal for us to run into each other, right? Whenever I see Etty, I just have to chat with him~"

She slapped my back in a familiar and intrusive manner. This was Rina, the annoying girl who had been bothering me since high school. Ever since I started living alone in an apartment nearby after entering college, our encounters had skyrocketed and her annoyance knew no bounds.

"Stop calling me ‘Etty’ in public. What if people think a panda escaped?”

Because my name is Ethan , she calls me ‘Etty’. It’s a very straightforward nickname she gave me during high school. I’ve never once acknowledged this nickname, but thanks to Rina’s persistence, it has become firmly established among the people around us. People often approach me with comments like, “Are you the famous ‘Etty’?” and treat me like a funny character. It’s incredibly annoying.

“Sure, whatever. What’s up? Even though you’re an amateur virgin, you’re all dressed up. Are you going to some fancy restaurant? Can you pick out AV actresses there?”

“It’s just my regular attire. And yes, I may be an amateur virgin, but it doesn’t mean I’m constantly visiting brothels.”

One of the things I disliked the most about Rina was that she always made fun of me for being an inexperienced virgin. What’s wrong with an adult man visiting a brothel? I’m not going there all the time and it’s better than being a pure virgin.

“How did you come up with this outfit when searching for it? It’s so conservative that it probably doesn’t even show up when you search for ‘men’s fashion in your twenties'.”

Don’t pry into my search history. I replaced the faces of the models with my own in my imagination and ended up with this result for each outfit, thinking, “Something’s not quite right.”

“Don’t underestimate me. I’ve been to the store and picked them out myself. They’re not cheap either. Look, both the top and bottom have good fabric.”

“Caring about fabric quality is something only mothers who buy clothes for their middle school sons and virgins who don’t know anything about brands do. I think it’s better to just buy what the mannequins are wearing rather than having someone like you choose clothes. Want me to pick out clothes for you right now? ~”

While she exuded a gal-like atmosphere, Rina spoke in a way that gave the impression she wasn’t particularly intelligent. But when it came to insulting me, she spoke fluently and without hesitation, like a street vendor selling seven spices.

“Ugh, shut up! I have plans after this, you know! I don’t have time to be your dress-up doll!”

“Ehh~ Etty, you know? I’m suggesting we go on a date under the pretext of choosing clothes~ Do you have something more important to do? ”

“I do!!!!”

After emphatically declaring that, I walked toward the ticket gate, firmly planting each step on the ground. I shouldn’t take seriously the jokes of a woman who toys with guys like me. If I gave in even a little, my pure-hearted virginity would be ridiculed and I wouldn’t gain anything but the loss of money and reputation. I’m different from the sex workers who provide sexual services with responsibility if you pay them – I don’t do that.

“Etty! Wait a minute! Your underwear still has the tag on it!”

“Huh…!”

I stopped and turned around, wanting to check the back of my pants. As I did, I found Rina squatting down at my feet, looking up at me with a grin as if she had been waiting for me.

“Oh, no way~ It’s your first time wearing this outfit, isn’t it? ”

I was pissed, “…Should I kick you right now?”

Seriously, this short girl was really pushing her luck, wearing a mischievous expression. And just behind her oversized T-shirt, there was an unprotected gap due to its size, revealing a glimpse of two large breasts. Despite her gal-like appearance, Yamura rarely wore low-cut tops. Even through her clothes, the size of her chest was evident, but you could only catch a glimpse of her cleavage and the opportunity to see it directly was rare. It was like those popular idol swimsuit photos where there was an absurd amount of fabric and you couldn’t see anything important. But this time, quite a bit was exposed and I couldn’t help but feel fortunate. It was somewhat refreshing to have a successful retaliation, having seen the part she always kept hidden.

“Etty would never do something like that~ He’s a ‘kind’ virgin boy "

This was irony, taking into account the cruel fact that kind guys don’t get attention. In this crazy world where guys who act tough get attention, Rina’s seemingly substantial large breasts and her flashy appearance, combined with her shallow and repetitive conversations, were probably being enjoyed freely by her boyfriend, who seemed like the kind of guy who lived for the moment with no substance. Well, I’ve never actually seen Rina's boyfriend. Girls like her probably keep multiple guys around and there’s likely a never-ending stream of clueless boyfriends who only think with their genitals. After all, she has a good face and body.

“…Hmph! Indeed, I’m different from the delinquent guy who beats up girls you seem to be dating.”

“…Etty, you always talk about my imaginary boyfriend, but I don’t have one, you know?”

…She doesn’t have one. Huh, well, whatever!

“…Oh, never mind. It’s not important.”

“Actually, if you keep getting so close to someone else’s girlfriend like this, I think it’s Etty who’s more likely to get punched.”

“That’s just unreasonable! You’re the one getting all touchy-feely!”

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End of chapter 1

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Ethan here. Let's continue from where we left off in the previous chapter.

“Hey, Rina, why are you on the same train?”

My conversation with Rina should have ended inside the station, but for some reason, she followed me beyond the ticket gate onto the train. Is this the chapter where I pick up a stray dog?

“I came to the station, so of course, I’m taking the train. I have some business over here too.”

“…Alright, let’s just accept that it happened by chance. Why are you clinging to me even inside the train? There are empty seats, so sit down.”

It was a relatively quiet time on a holiday, around 4 PM, with few passengers. If she wanted to sit, there were plenty of seats available.

“Why is Etyy standing in the corner even though there are empty seats?”

“I just have this habit. Leave me be.”

“Then, I also have a habit of getting closer to Etty~”

Rina bounced a step forward and then leaned against me. I really wish she would stop this. It might be a flirting technique of capable girls, but for an inexperienced virgin like me, it’s overkill. I’m desperately keeping my face frozen, trying to prevent any romantic or impure thoughts from boiling over like a pot with the lid held down.

“…Here we go again. You’re way too calculating. Your intentions to disturb my pure heart are crystal clear. Don’t underestimate me. I won’t fall for the same tricks as those lustful extroverted guys. Besides, such superficial techniques can only earn temporary favor. They won’t work on me, someone who sees through your true nature.”

“What’s going on? You suddenly started talking a lot.”

“…”

I heard a clatter from below, but when I looked around, there were no other passengers nearby. My eyes didn’t wander or anything.

“So, Etty, for what are you dressed up to go to today?”

With her round eyes, Rina looked up at me. Since I felt like I’d been invaded, I took a step back.

“…Just a regular group date.”

It wasn’t anything suspicious, so I decided to be straightforward. Trying to keep it a secret might lead to persistent questioning.

“Wow~ That’s pretty unusual, isn’t it? Etty going on a group date… When I invited you before, you turned me down.”

“Normally, it’s impossible for me to join in with you and your extroverted friends… I can’t keep up with your flow and I’d definitely end up isolated.”

“In those cases, I always say I’ll protect you!”

“Can I trust that? I bet you’d be the one leading the teasing!”

Getting involved in Rina’s drinking sessions would undoubtedly mean enduring a barrage of teasing and harassment, so I make sure to avoid them. Also, I just don’t want to see her getting along well with some extroverted guy, especially if I don’t have any feelings for her. Witnessing a girl revealing her seductive side to a guy she barely knows is something I’d rather not see, especially as a virgin.

“…You’re so mean~ I’m not like that at all. So, is today’s group date made up of people who fit Etty’s taste?”

“Well, it’s 4 on 4, so there are a lot of people I don’t know, but some of them you might know, like Selena, for example. And Hoshino-kun invited me. I decided to go because Rason invited me.”

“Eh~ That Elena? She’s coming to a group date? That’s even rarer than Etty.”

Selena attended the same high school as us, so I know her too. She has beautiful black hair that stretches down to her shoulders, almost like she could be in a shampoo commercial. With her round and bright eyes and a charming small mouth, she gives off the impression of a perfect Urban beauty. She has an otherworldly, cool aura about her and has been famous since high school. I don’t recall any romantic rumors or seeing her with anyone specific, so I can’t imagine her showing up at a group date, as Rina suggests.

“Yeah, I’m curious. What has Selena been up to as a college student?”

“Definitely. I haven’t seen her since high school and she doesn’t post photos on Instagram or anything. She’s probably turned into quite the beauty.”

“So, is Selena your target, Etty?”

“Well, you could say that.”

Not that I’d ever admit it now, but when I was in high school, still a pure virgin, I might have said something like that. However, I’ve learned since then that a group date is an event primarily for interacting with the opposite sex and it’s normal to have someone in mind from among those attending. By the way, at my first-ever group date, I wasn’t noticed by anyone and ended up in tears.

“Why are you aiming for a girl like Selena when you’ve never even had a regular girlfriend?”

“Shut up. Let me tell you, in high school, I talked to Selena quite a bit. We even lent each other books for a while!”

“Well, that was high school. It doesn’t matter now, right? You probably don’t even have her contact info.”

“Well… I don’t know her contact info… but if she’s coming to the group date, it means she’s somewhat interested in the opposite sex, right? Having talked to her in the past might give me a slight advantage.”

“A slight advantage to overturn the disadvantage of being a pure virgin?”

“I won’t know unless I try!”

“Girls can tell right away, you know, pure virgin~”

“This…! Alright, I get it. I’ll make sure to exchange contact info with Selena today!”

“Raise the bar~ Tell her you’ll take her home, virgin~”

Rina grinned and playfully patted my arm. Don’t touch me! Your wickedness is contagious!

“Alright, I’ll practice a bit with you to get you used being around girls~”

“I’m good.”

“At this rate, you’ll get so nervous and stiff that you’ll end up escaping to an brothel, right?”

Hey, I’ve never told anyone about the episode where I ran away crying from a group date and ended up in a brothel. It’s strange how Rina seems to have an uncanny knack for knowing things about me, especially when it comes to seeing through me. She uses this to deliver effective teasing remarks.

“Even if that were to happen, I wouldn’t rely on you!”

“Etty, you still don’t have any female friends besides me, right? Yet you say such things~”

“Huh? I, I do have them! You just don’t know about them!”

Of course, I don’t actually have any female friends. But confessing that to Yamura is impossible.

“Hey, Etty, why do you tell such obvious lies? ♡”

“Hmph, I’ll have you know that you’re saying things that go beyond teasing! You’re crossing the line!”

“What’s the matter, Etty? Still, you’re a pure virgin, so it’s cute~”

As she said this, she suddenly flashed a view of her ample cleavage into my field of vision. She tugged on the collar of her green shirt and revealed what was inside!

“Haha~ Etty, you’re too surprised~ It’s so funny~”

“What…?! Hey, you’re taking it too far! This is going beyond innocent pranks!”

In a rush, I avert my eyes from Rina’s cleavage. The stimulation is too intense and I can’t bear to look. It’s different from the gravure idol’s breasts displayed on the screen, which I knew would be shown from the beginning. Instead, it’s the sudden unveiling of cleavage by a female friend I’ve been with all along and it feels like an unexpected attack from a completely blind spot, causing considerable damage.

“This much is safe, safe ~ You’re just overreacting because Etty is a virgin~ Look, take a good look~? ”

“No, no, no! Don’t show your cleavage to someone who’s not your boyfriend!”

Part of my shock at this abrupt display of generosity aside, Rina shouldn’t be doing such direct things in the first place. Despite her mischievous nature and her frequent mocking of my amateur virginity, she had always stayed within the realm of teasing suitable for a pop-oriented, all-ages audience. There was an unspoken line that both me and Rina had drawn to ensure that the conversation content didn’t become explicit or explicit topics about sexual matters, her own or her friends’ intimate experiences, specific discussions about sexual acts, or direct mention of genitalia. Physical contact was limited to the level that might make one feel a little flustered, but there was no way she would flaunt her cleavage like this.

“…You were staring at my cleavage earlier ~”

“Guh…!?”

She knew? She had noticed my gaze and didn’t say anything at the time but pointed it out at the most inconvenient moment later. This woman is as cunning as a tax inspector.

“Besides, there are quite a few people who wear clothes with a neckline like this. What if a girl like that comes to a group date? Are you going to panic and react like this, staring at her cleavage?”

I wouldn’t do such a thing!… But I can’t say that, which is sad. Honestly, it’s not entirely unlikely. Except for the occasional peek when visiting a brothel, I hardly ever see real breasts and compared to someone who is in a normal romantic relationship, I can hardly be said to be used to it. If I saw a large cleavage displayed openly on campus or in the city, I’d undoubtedly be drawn to it and if such a woman were sitting across from me at a table, I’d definitely look. And then, my brain would be constantly preoccupied with those breasts, just like it is right now.

“…Alright, I get it. You do have a point. I’ll accept your offer and take a look at your cleavage.”

“Eww, gross ~ Show me, virgin ~”

Suddenly, she pulled her fingers out of her collar and used both arms to hug her chest, covering her cleavage. I knew it – this woman is the worst. Just as I had realized that she had shown it to me earlier!

“…Show me.”

“Yes~ Well said~You’re a virgin after all, so let’s just be honest~”

“Alright then, Rinrin, stick out your index finger~ Use your hand to pull down my shirt and look however you like ~ But remember, you can only use that one finger~ If you use another one, I’ll report you for molestation~ ”

She presented me with rules, complete with penalties. She had complete control over the situation. I had been manipulated. But it’s too late to turn back now. Trembling, I cautiously inserted my index finger into Rina’s shirt collar and gradually increased the area of her cleavage that was revealed. It’s hard to describe, but seeing everything all at once is too overwhelming and it makes me shy away. It’s like a line drawn beneath the collarbone that resembles an artwork. The natural cleavage of the well-endowed breasts forms an ‘I’ shape, not a ‘Y’. What I saw before me was exactly that.

“That’s not something you should say while peeking into a girl’s clothes ~”

“Ugh…!?”

The moment I saw the entire extent of Rina’s breasts, those words slipped out of my mouth unintentionally. It’s not something I usually say when I’m trying to peek, but this woman is seriously big. There’s at least as much as a watermelon. Bigger than even the girl at the brothel whom I chose solely because she had the largest breasts. With breasts like that hanging there, how could she chat with me so casually without a care in the world?

“…Why do you wear clothes with such a big cleavage if you’re usually not going to show it? I thought maybe you were unexpectedly modest, but today you suddenly flaunted it…”

“Hehe~ You always sneak glances at me through my clothes, so I thought it might be okay to show you a bit now~ ”

“What kind of reason is that…?! You’ve been acting like you were holding back until now…! Stop making fun of me so much…!”

“Guess the cup size ~ Since I’m pretty slender, you might have an easier time guessing if you go for a larger size ~"

“…H cup.”

“Ahhaha! ~You’re a virgin and you got it right~ That’s hilarious ~"

ABCDFG… G… H!? Beyond G!?

In a rather random response, I had just thought that if it were an H cup, it would be the sexiest. But seriously, was that the case?

“Wow~ Your reaction is so full-on virgin mode You’d never get a chance to see a girl’s breasts without paying a lot of money~”

“Huh? It’s too big. That’s a super perverted body! How should I even look at you from now on?”

“…Etty. I said I’d show you my breasts, but I never said you could make as many sexual comments as you want, okay? Come on, take a look at my bra too ~ It’s cute with lots of flowers, don’t you think? ~”

Hidden within the clothes was a cream-colored base with various pink and white flower embroideries. As it moved from the sides toward the center, the fabric gradually became smaller and when it reached the middle, it was about as wide as a pair of disposable spoon wrappers. Even though she was wearing underwear, you could see almost the entire cleavage, from top to bottom, when you pushed her breasts together. I don’t really understand the quality of the design, but it’s definitely sexy.

“It’s sexy.”

“Etty, you damn virgin ~ You have to compliment me, even if it’s just something casual ~”

“It matches well with your big breasts and cleavage.”

“Creep ~ You don’t understand women’s hearts at all ~”

Rina scolded me with a big smile on her face. My awkward behavior in front of her breasts was so amusing to her.

If I knew, I wouldn’t be an amateur virgin!”

“Hey, when you go to those kinds of places, do you react like you’ve never seen breasts before every single time? ~”

“Of course not! I mentally prepare myself during the waiting time and I approach it with an air of composure as if I’m used to it!”

“You’re just pretending to be all grown-up ~ So cute ~”

“Basically, when I meet those girls, I’m there for that kind of thing, so even if I see breasts, it’s more like ‘Oh… there they are…’ at best! The reason I’m like this is because a female friend who has been close to me for a long time suddenly showed off her huge breasts!”

“Hehe~ If you had asked, I might have shown you sooner ~”

“No, you’ve never acted like that with me until now! You’ve never created a good atmosphere, you seem like you have a boyfriend and our romantic statuses are just too different. I’ve never even thought there might be a chance!”

“That’s why you’re a terrified virgin ~”

“Guh…………….!!!!”

That heartfelt punchline exploded and my index finger, which was tugging at her clothes, trembled. I had to divert my attention by looking at her breasts.

“Could it be… that, maybe, not a real relationship but just a one-night stand kind of opportunity…?”

“Guys who ask lame questions like that are hopeless virgins ~”

“Guh…………….!!!!”

Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh!!!!! Seriously, this woman is infuriating!! She teases me so much and then gives an ambiguous answer!! Don’t give a reasonable conclusion!! Don’t show your breasts to a guy who has no chance!! I’m angry at myself for getting all the options wrong!!

“Come on, stop moping and I’ll bring my breasts closer ~”

“…Thank you.”

Pushed in from both sides, the already impressive cleavage overflowed. What I would give to be able to put my dick in there. Feeling the smooth skin and being squeezed from both sides by soft breasts. Rina was looking up at me with a smile on her face…

“Come on ♡ Rub, rub, rub, rub… ♡”

She lifted her breasts through her clothes and showed me as she rubbed them together. You could see an indescribable softness from the way her breasts deformed, which was nothing short of inappropriate for a human body. To have such a sexual appeal hanging there and then mock my amateur virginity is cruel. It’s a social study textbook-worthy wealth gap issue for a person who can easily entice anyone to need to spend a lot of money for sex, to look down on someone who can’t.

“Phew…! Phew…!”

“You’re panting ~ I might get kidnapped as soon as I get off the train ~”

Even if, hypothetically, Rina didn’t object, I couldn’t make such a bold move. Rina saw through that.

“…I bought this bra because I liked the design, but it has a small fabric area and is made of a stiff material, so if I push it like this, my areola might show~ ♡”

“Huh?!?!”

Seriously!?!

“Etty, your eyes are dangerous ~ You’d better not act all smug like usual ~ You’re showing your sexual desire, you know? ~”

I couldn’t afford to indulge in Rina’s nonsense. I had to focus on the places where the bra might lift and I couldn’t afford to miss a single pixel of her areola.

“…”

“I’m desperately nibbling on it and you have no shame when it comes to seeing areolas, huh, Etty?~ It’s creepy, but I don’t feel bad… It’s like I understand how gravure idols feel a bit… Etty, are you even listening?”

“Shut up. I’m busy right now.”

“Sigh… I’m done. I have to get off here.”

With that, Rina released her breasts from my finger, pushed my hand away and lifted the fabric of her clothes on both shoulders, adjusting her collar. I felt like I might have seen her areola, but then again, I might not have. The truth lies in the darkness between the gaps in the bra.

“Oh…”

“To be honest, Etty, I underestimated your virginity. Just from showing my breasts a bit, you’re like this. Just how thirsty are you?~ What’s the point of going to a brothel?”

I’m not going to a brothel to get used to women. It’s more straightforward than that – it’s to satisfy my sexual desires.

“… It’s because of you! You used to keep a close distance, but you never showed any openings, and now you suddenly flaunt your super sexy body…”

“…So you’re saying this wouldn’t happen with other girls?”

“Exactly. That’s why I have no problems with group dates!”

“Haha ~ That’s good to hear~ Well then, bye-bye ~”

“If you’re not going to show your breasts, get off already.”

“Just kidding ♡ Oh, but right now, I’m covered with a T-shirt, so it’s okay for now. But be careful when you’re sitting down. If you push up your skinny jeans too much, it’ll come out in no time, so watch out~ ”

“I told you to get off already!”

You’re casually checking if I’m getting an erection, aren’t you?

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End of chapter two

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