Scene 1: In the Doctor's Office

Doctor: (in a subdued voice, eyes filled with sadness) "I've messed up again... How can I live with this?"

The doctor sits in his office, trying to come to terms with the mistakes he's made in the past, but regret weighs heavily on his heart.

Scene 2: In the Empty Room

Doctor: (talking to himself as he walks around the room) "Is there anything more bitter than regret?"

The doctor paces around the empty room, reflecting on the events that led to the current situation, realizing that every step was a grave mistake.

Scene 3: At the Psychiatric Hospital

Doctor: (with a look of despair on his face) "There seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel... Just endless darkness."

The doctor stands by the window of the psychiatric hospital, looking out and feeling the extreme loneliness surrounding him.

Scene 4: In the Empty House

Doctor: (returning home and looking around sadly) "This place is no longer a home for me... I've lost everything."

The doctor returns to the home where he has lost everything, contemplating the scattered furniture and empty walls closing in around him.

Scene 5: At the Cemetery of Memories

Doctor: (standing before a closed grave and speaking softly) "Sorry... Sorry for everything."

The doctor visits a closed grave, hesitantly raising his hands and speaking softly to the lost person, wondering if the torment can finally come to an end.

(Warning: This series may contain scenes and topics that may not be suitable for all audiences, including deep philosophical themes and psychological subjects. Viewer discretion is advised, especially for younger audiences, and caution is advised.)

Backstory - Joung-Pun (Doctor)

(Joung-Pun (the child): "Why do they bully me? What did I do to them?")

(Mother: "Enough! Stop crying, you fool. You're weak! You must learn how to face the world.")

(Joung-Pun: "I've realized that no one cares about me... not even my mother. So, I'll be alone and endure everything.")

(Teacher: "You're just a burden on society. Why don't you stop wasting our time?")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel like I'm a stranger, different from others. Why don't they understand me? Why do they treat me this way?")

(Father: "Stop this pathetic behavior; you must be a real man. Men don't cry.")

(Joung-Pun: "I didn't expect my life to be like this... Why don't they understand me? Why won't they leave me alone?")

(Friends: "Do you think he deserves to be your friend? He's just a burden to everyone. Don't bother yourself.")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel surrounded by darkness... There's no light to guide my way. Will I live like this forever?")

(Brother: "You seem weak; that's why I prefer to be alone. Don't expect me to pity you.")

(Joung-Pun: "Those dark thoughts are taking over my mind... Can I escape from them? Is there any way out?")

(Close Friend: "I'm here for you, don't back down when things get tough. You can overcome this.")

(Joung-Pun: "I may be in darkness now, but I'll do my best to find the light. I won't give up, I won't surrender.")

(Psychologist: "The road to change isn't easy, but you're on the right path. You'll overcome these challenges. You're stronger than you think.")

Adult

(Joung-Pun (Adult): "I'm tired... I can't go on. There seems to be no end to this darkness surrounding me.")

(Daily Grind: "You gotta get up, you gotta work. There's no room for weakness here.")

(Joung-Pun: "I don't see the point in living... Everything feels like a heavy burden on my shoulders. Is there a way out?")

(Psychologist: "I'm here to help you, but you also need to help yourself. Healing takes time and effort.")

(Joung-Pun: "I don't know how to keep going... Every day feels like hell. Will this suffering ever end?")

(Friends: "Why don't you be stronger? Why don't you overcome your problems yourself?")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel trapped in a maze of pain... Is there really an end to this hell?")

(Family: "Stop complaining, do you think our lives are easy?")

(Joung-Pun: "I've thought about suicide... Will this be the only end to my suffering?")

(Doctor: "Suicide isn't the answer, there are ways to heal and I'm here to help you.")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel shattered... Can healing really happen?")

(Psychologist: "Healing is possible, and I'll be by your side through every step of this journey.")

(Joung-Pun: "Despite all the pain and despair, I'll continue to strive for healing... I'll do everything I can to come out of this darkness.")

(Hope: "Don't lose hope, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.")

After Entering College

(Joung-Pun: "I never expected my life in college to be like this... I can't cope with the pressures and responsibilities.")

(Studies: "You need to work harder, there's no room for failure here.")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel lonely and isolated... I don't fit in anywhere here.")

(Peers: "Do you really think you'll succeed like this? You don't seem competent enough.")

(Joung-Pun: "I'm tired of all this... Is there an end to this suffering?")

(Psychological Pressures: "You need to adapt to the situation, you can't give up now.")

(Joung-Pun: "Despite all my efforts, I can't find a path to success... Is this the end of the road?")

(Mental State: "I feel depressed and lost... Is there any hope of getting out of this situation?")

(Psychologist: "We'll work together to overcome these challenges, don't lose hope.")

(Joung-Pun: "College wasn't what I expected at all... I feel like I'm trapped in an endless maze.")

(Future: "Can life be brighter than this? Or am I doomed to stay in darkness forever?")

(Joung-Pun: "Despite all the despair and pain, I can't stop seeking healing... I'll fight until the end to find light in my darkness.")

(College Peer: "Is that you? The person who can't cope with college life? I've seen you, and you look like a loser.")

(Joung-Pun: "Don't make me feel worse than I already do... I'm just trying to succeed like everyone else.")

(Bullying Continues: "You don't belong here, you're weak and incapable of competing with us. Why don't you just leave us alone?")

(Joung-Pun: "Why are you doing this? What did I ever do to you?")

(Bullying Escalates: "Does he think he'll find success here? It's just a dumb dream. You're just a burden on everyone.")

(Joung-Pun: "I can't deal with this... Why don't they understand me? Why do they keep treating me this way?")

(Bullying Takes Its Toll on Joung-Pun: "I feel less than human... Will this hell ever end? Can I escape from this world that doesn't understand me?")

(Mental Strain Intensifies: "I can't overcome these challenges... Is there any hope for me?")

(Joung-Pun: "Maybe suicide wasn't really an option... But now I can't find a way out of this darkness surrounding me. Maybe this is where I belong, in a world of pain, stress, and utter loneliness.")

(Seeking Help: "Is anyone there? Can anyone hear my cries?")

(Screaming in the Darkness: "Is anyone there? Can anyone hear my cries?")

(Shock and Panic: "No one's responding... Am I left alone here? Is this my fate?")

(Joung-Pun: "I'm lost in the darkness, trapped between walls of despair and hopelessness. I've completely lost hope of finding a way out of this abyss.")

(Inner Voice: "Why do you keep trying? You've failed over and over again... Is there any point in continuing?")

(Despair Creeps In: "Maybe all those attempts were wrong, maybe I should've given up from the start.")

(Mental Fog: "I can't think clearly... Everything seems blurry and unclear.")

(Delusion Takes Over: "Maybe there's no way out, maybe I'm just dreaming of its existence.")

(Joung-Pun: "I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of despair... Is there anyone who can help me out?")

(Deafening Silence: "Silence envelops me, no response from the outside world... I'm alone in this darkness.")

(Continual Depression: "Everything feels like a never-ending nightmare, no escape from this hell.")

(Joung-Pun: "Maybe seeking help outside wasn't the right solution... Maybe the only solution is to look inward and discover inner strength.")

After Graduation

(Joung-Pun: "I've graduated... but why don't I feel happy? Why is there no sense of accomplishment?")

(Doubts and Questions: "Am I really qualified to face the outside world? Can I find my place in this world?")

(Searching for Purpose: "Where do I go from here? What's the goal I'm striving to achieve?")

(Joung-Pun: "I find myself lost amidst a maze of choices... Can I really fit into this world?")

(Seeking Meaning: "I need to find a new purpose, something that gives my life meaning and a new direction.")

(Joung-Pun: "Perhaps I should embark on a new journey of self-discovery... Maybe that's the key to my true understanding and happiness.")

(The Unknown Future: "The road ahead is filled with uncertainty... but I'm ready to face the challenges and explore what the future holds for me.")

After Graduating and Finding a Job

(Joung-Pun: "After a long wait, I've finally found a job opportunity... but is this really the situation I want?")

(Monotonous Work: "The job seems dull and repetitive, it doesn't seem to fulfill my ambitions or bring me new challenges.")

(Joung-Pun: "Is this it? Is this what dreams and aspirations were all about?")

(Seeking Satisfaction: "I need something that gives me greater fulfillment, something that makes me feel accomplished and internally satisfied.")

(Professional Exploration: "Maybe I should look for new opportunities, fields that allow me to develop myself and realize my full potential.")

(Joung-Pun: "I'll start searching for new opportunities, ones that bring excitement, challenges, and make me feel enthusiastic again.")

Becoming a Psychologist

(After years of searching and experimentation, Joung-Pun decided to pursue his dream in the field of psychology. After completing his studies and practical training, he became a qualified psychologist.)

(Lengthy Training: Joung-Pun spent years in training and studying, learning everything he needed to become a specialized psychologist.)

(Practical Experience: During his training and practical application, Joung-Pun encountered a variety of psychological cases, from depression to anxiety to personality disorders.)

(Impact of the Past: Joung-Pun uses his personal experience in dealing with bullying and psychological difficulties he faced in his youth as a source of understanding and empathy with his patients.)

(Desire to Help: Thanks to his personal experience and comprehensive training, Joung-Pun always seeks to help his patients achieve change and recovery.)

(Effective Communication: Joung-Pun is committed to providing a safe and neutral environment for his patients, encouraging them to speak openly and listening carefully to their problems and needs.)

(Therapeutic Relationship: Joung-Pun builds a comfortable doctor-patient relationship with his patients, working alongside them to understand psychological issues and find effective solutions.)

(Guidance and Support: In addition to providing traditional therapy, Joung-Pun offers emotional support and guidance to help his patients overcome challenges and achieve their personal goals.)

(Continuous Journey: Despite achieving his dream of becoming a psychologist, Joung-Pun realizes that the journey does not end here; it requires continuous learning and professional development to better serve his patients.)

The doctor sits alone in his office, his face clouded with sadness and despair, painful voices of the past echoing in his head. "Why? Why must I suffer like this?" the doctor wonders, as despair slowly creeps into his heart.

Inner Voice: "You're a failure, unworthy of life... Why do you suffer? Why do you continue?"

Doctor: "I've tried my best, but there's no hope left."

Inner Voice: "The past haunts you, and the present offers nothing but pain... Why live?"

Doctor: "I find no meaning in life after all this... Perhaps the end is the only way out."

Succumbing to Darkness: The doctor begins to immerse himself in the inner darkness, where everything seems hopeless and devoid of life.

Suicidal Thoughts: "Perhaps the only solution is the end... Maybe I should let go of this painful life."

Final Decision: After moments of painful contemplation, the doctor makes his final decision. He grabs his pen and writes a farewell letter before preparing for the last step.

Suicide: The doctor stands on the balcony's edge, gazing into the dark abyss below. He takes a deep breath, then closes his eyes and plunges into the void, falling into infinity.

The End: Silence hangs in the air, the echo of silence striking the place, while darkness consumes everything around, leaving the doctor lost in a sea of pain and misery.

Farewell Letter

My dear, mom & dad

I write these words to you with a heart full of pain and sorrow, knowing that my words will be like a piercing arrow in your hearts. The time has come to bid farewell to you in this world full of suffering and injustice, where I have never found a day of rest or peace.

My family, since childhood, has not been a heart filled with love and compassion, but an environment full of mistreatment and neglect. I was always the stranger in my own home, who found no place among family members. I was a victim of bullying and ridicule, and every time I tried to seek support and solidarity, I found myself alone in the face of storms.

Bullying and neglect were not confined to the house alone, but extended to the outside, where school was another place of suffering and torment. Not a day passed without me being a target of mockery and ridicule, as words of insult surpassed the limits of patience and endurance.

I always tried to show strength and resilience in the face of this injustice, but the bitter truth is that I was more fragile than anyone could imagine. I felt loneliness, despair, and frustration, and the more I tried to survive, the more I drowned in a sea of pain and darkness.

I bid farewell to this bitter world, where I have never found peace or happiness. I know that this decision may hurt you deeply, but it is the only choice left to me.

Just know I really really really hate you.

goodbye, mom & dad

[Joung-Pun]