My Desire
1.
owner
Falling in love is one of the most devastating tragedies all of us ever get to experience. It gets to a point where you’re ready to give up everything for this one person. Love is the one thing able to make your heart break. It can be your worst enemy. Wanting him to look at you with so much adoration, seeing his hazelnut eyes light up with passion and dimples appearing while releasing a cute giggle before realizing it and quickly hiding it when he talks about you.
mommy
But that cute desire quickly fades when you realize that he could do so much better. You start so ask yourself why he would chose to spend the rest of his life with you. Why he would chose a sick, anxious girl over a cute, healthy one. Why would he decide to endure to stay inside with you on your anxiety filled days when he could be out and enjoying the sun’s rays?
owner
What would make him stay with a girl who asks him the same question over and over again because she’s struggling to find the answer within herself? Why would he choose to love her if she can’t even love herself?
mommy
“Butterfly, are you okay?” the familiar voice of your boyfriend rips you out of your daydream. His voice has a gloom to it that perfectly matches how you feel. You wipe the remaining wetness of your rosy cheek with the sleeve of your sweater and look past the mess that’s your reflection, locking eyes with him through the rose gold mirror.
His eyebrows are furrowed as he looks at you, his eyes glistening with concern. You simply smile back at him, biting down on your lower lip to avoid your feelings from spilling out all at once by the reminder that he’s the person causing you this constant worry.
owner
Jimin notices your lower lip whimpering as a single tear makes it way down your cheek and gets up from his seat on the bed, putting his laptop down before walking over to you.
mommy
He places his hand against the side of your face, tracing the smoothness with his thumb. Your eyes close from the warmth of his hand and his powerful chill fills your body as your eyes slowly open. He wipes away the tear, a slight smile tugging on the edge of his lip
owner
“Why do you love me?” you finally break out. You feel your voice trembling and try to control yourself but by his soft touch. You squeeze your eyes shut and take deep breather, feeling herself on the verge of tears
mommy
Jimin doesn’t respond to your question at first but just stares at your reflection, his thumb caressing your cheek gently. He wraps his arms around your body and locks them in front of your tummy, placing a kiss on the back of your head.
owner
“Describe me what you see in yourself.” He whispers softly into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. You lift up your head to look at your reflection again, feeling your stomach tightening by the view in front of you.
mommy
“Well,” you start, your voice cracking, “I see eyes that could be brighter, hair that could be sleeker, a smile that could be straighter, skin that could be smoother, fingers that could be thinner, legs that could be longer…” He stops you midsentence.
2.
owner
“You want to know what I see? I see eyes that gleam with happiness, hair with hints of honey, a smile that brightens cloudy days, skin that is slightly sprinkled with freckles, arms that are strong enough to comfort many, fingers that play beautiful music on the piano that also fit perfectly with mine, legs that are the perfect length so that your head rests on my chest when I hug you.” You start to blush but he continues, “If you could see yourself through my eyes, maybe you’d realize how beautiful you truly are.”
mommy
Your gaze meets his in the mirror as you try to sort your words, your heart beating rapidly fast by feeling his body against yours, feeling the warmth spread in your chest.
owner
“Why would you stay with me if you could do so much better, Jimin?”
His hand slams down on your shoulder from behind and turns you around to face him. He groans out in frustration, completely perplexed by your question.
“Because I’m crazy about you Y/N,” he answers, almost yelling at you, “When I’m close to you I feel at home, when I go away I feel like my heart is breaking. I worry when you’re sick, I get happy when you are, I need you whenever life is taking a crazy turn to keep me grounded. I don’t care if there are prettier girls than you. You’re the one I copied and pasted my heart on, the only girl in my vision and if I decide to stick around you for eternity, I will.” His voice drops to a whisper, his voice a full shade paler now as he smiles at you.
mommy
“Until there was you, I wandered aimlessly. For a long time, like a little child, I cried in anticipation of you.”
Something inside of you softens by his truthful words, making you able to hear the truth in his tone. You bury your face against his chest, breathing him in, forgetting time and place and circumstance and just hold him. Jimin kisses the top of your head and rubs his hand on your back before taking a step backwards and placing his hands on each side of your face, cupping it as he locks eyes with you.
owner
“I will make it clear by words and actions so you’ll never forget, butterfly.” he whispers before placing his hand on the back of your head and pulling you into him, his soft lips pressing against yours in a heated kiss.
mommy
You melt into his arms, eagerly returning his warm kisses and sighing as he deepens the kiss. There is a mix of despair and wonder in the sound. You finally give in, pressing your body against his, your lips parting. You welcome the feeling of his fingers slipping underneath your white t-shirt and circling small, soothing patterns along your spiral. The feelings sends shivers down your spine and you moan into the kiss, informing Jimin of your desire of being loved.
owner
He places another gentle peck on your lips before releasing them and winking at you seductively. Jimin intertwines your fingers with his before walking over to the bed, dragging you along with him. He stopped in front of it and gently laid you down. You watch in anticipation as he takes a step backwards, his hands grab his shirt and slowly pull it upwards, teasingly slow. You pout at him, feeling your stomach ache with desire. Your reaction earns a cute little chuckle to escape Jimin’s lips and he yanked off his shirt over his head before climbing on over to you.
mommy
You meet his gaze and bite your lower lip as you inch away from him, sliding back across the sheets over to the headboard.
owner
Catching ahold of your ankle, he gives it a tug, pulling you until you lay flat on your back. You laugh at his action, feeling the blood rise into your cheeks and hide your blushing cheeks behind your hands. You feel Jimin’s hands coming in touch with yours and your hands slowly being pulled away from your face. You look up to see a smiling Jimin looking down at you, shaking his head.
mommy
“Don’t hide your smile, princess.” he says, almost whispering before his mouth brushes over yours, minty kisses that make you desperate for more. By the time he unbuttons your shirt, your kisses become more frantic. His mouth kisses down your neck slowly, leaving a trail of kisses down your worth shipped body. His kisses come to a stop just above your lazed panties, his tongue licking up a stripe. His hand moves down from your cheek, his finger coming in touch with your soaked panties. You feel him smiling against your skin as he circles your clit slowly. You arch your back against his touch, urging him on to go faster.
3.
owner
“Always so inpatient.” he whispers before leaving a kiss on your stomach and lifting his head up. He tugs on the waistband of your shorts before pulling them down your legs and letting them drop to the floor. He places your foot against his bare chest, stroking his fingertip down the inside of your limb. Your breath catches in your throat as he makes his way lower, causing goose bumps to appear along your skin.
mommy
Tracing a line down your calf and the back of your knee, he smirks when he reaches your thigh, making you gasp. You moan, arching your back as Jimin finds his way to the apex of your thighs, encountering the slick, wet flesh between your lower lips.
He teases you gently at first, nestling his thumb against the little bundle of nerves begging for his attention above your opening.
owner
Your hips buck off the bed and your fingers clutch at the sheets as he increases pressure, steadily working his thumb in slow circles. Keeping hold of your ankle, he holds you still and continues to circle your clit, drawing soft sounds of pleasure from deep within your throat.
mommy
Your voice reaches out to him and he feels himself grow needier by your soft moans. Raising your leg, he turns his head to brush a kiss on the inside of your leg. You shiver and he continues along the curve of your calf. He hooks your leg over his shoulder, steadily forging a path lower, toward your opening with his fingers still teasing you.
He gives the tender flesh of your inner thigh a gentle nibble and a sharp gasp comes from your parted lips. A chuckle warms his chest as he bites you again in the same place, harder this time, causing you to cry out. Pressing a hand against the inside of the opposite leg, he opens you, exposing your folds to him.
owner
You sigh, your head falling against the pillow as he licks up your folds, collecting your juices with his tongue, working you toward climax.
mommy
“God, you’re so wonderful kitten.” he breathes against your skin, his voice sending a strange calm over your body. Your back arches and you press your hips into his mouth, creating greater pressure and friction between your folds and his mouth
owner
“Jimin.” you moan out with your urgent fingers clutching the sheets and twisting them. Laying one hand flat against your belly, he skims it upward over your smooth skin, angling toward one of your breasts. It fills his palm perfectly and squeezes your nipple enough to add to the pleasure while increasing the pressure of his tongue on your clit.
mommy
You moan out, a high kneeing sound that causes the tension in his groin to increase, his restricted shaft beginning to throb from the need to be buried deep inside of you.
He clamps his lifts around your clitoris while giving your nipple a gentle but firm pinch with his thumb and forefinger. You stiffen, your entire body shaking and you cry out as your orgasm ripples through your body.
owner
Lifting his head, he gazes up at you and can’t help but feel satisfied by looking at the mess that is your body. He kisses his way up your body and your fingernails rake his scalp then caress the back of his neck, sending a shiver down his spine as he took the bud of one nipple into his mouth. You hold him close as he teases first one of your nipples then the other.
mommy
He feels you getting worked up again under his touch and releases your nipple before capturing your lips in a hungry kiss, his tongue sliding along your lower lip. You open his mouth, granting him access and his tongue slipping into your mouth. His teeth graze against yours as he kisses you deeply, moaning into your mouth.
He pushes his hips into yours, pressing his restrained dick against your folds, the material of his jeans adding more friction.
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