^^^Hello , my name is varsha. I am 16 years old^^^

I live in India. It happens one year ago when I was 15 . I was suffering from depression and anxiety. My classmate makes fun of me in school because I am ugly and Thin. They make fun of my body. I have one bestie her

Is Anamika. She is the only one who helps me when people make fun of me.

One day when I was scrolling reels on Instagram I found a clip of 7 boys from South Korea. They are so cool. I literally fall in love with them at first sight. I love there dance steps and their songs. 'Life goes on' is The

 Song I first listen. It stole my heart. I was crying while listening the song. From that day

I started to follow them and put their photos on my wallpaper and gallery. And started to buy their albums, keychain, pillow, etc. I forgot that I was in depression or anxiety. I forgot that people's make fun of me. Not only that, but I forgot I was ugly. They make my day wonderful and beautiful. But there are some people who hate them I don't know why, but I think they are just jealous of them because they are the most successful boy band. It's so nice to be an army girl or army boy. It feels nice. Furthermore, it was that time when they were in military training. They all will come 2025. It was 2024 the one member Jin is coming. Army are waiting for them. We are listening their songs every day. I study so hard to pass the exam and do a nice job in Korea. One year later I arrived in South Korea.

It was that time when they are coming back from military training. Everyone was so excited some of them are crying also. When they started their concert. My heart was beating so fast the tears are started falling from my eyes. It was like a heaven. Everyone started singing with them. It was the best moment of my life.

It was a fan meeting today. I was waiting for my turn. They are in front of me my heart was beating so fast. It was my turn next. I go there the first person I meet was the leader of the BTS Kim Namjoon. He was so nice. His smile make my heart melted. I told them that I had crossed so many difficulties to meet them here. I am so happy. Then the second person I meet was Jin. He held my hand and smile. After meeting with all of them I was so happy

I told everything that happens today to my family.

I found a boy name seong min. He was so nice and gentlemen. We are friends. He has a fiancée Sara. She was so beautiful and cute.

He was in class 12th. I hope he lives a happy and healthy life with his partner.

____ I am just waiting for my life partner.....

___________________go down 👇🏻_______________

It was a new year. My little brother and I was so excited to celebrate this new year with our joint family together. It was the best new year. My parents were talking to the grandma and grandpa. My cousin's and I are talking about everything we had done. We are laughing and playing truth or dare It was my sister turn we told her to take one from truth and dare. She said she will take truth. We Said that she had ever kissed anyone. She said yes she kissed her boyfriend. Everyone was shocked because she had never told anyone about this. Now the next turn was mine. My cousin asked that if I ever had a boyfriend. I truly said that I don't have a boyfriend. But I don't know why They look sad. After sometimes our parents call us to have dinner together. We went to the dinner table. After dinner, we all went to the room. I was reading a web comics while my cousin are talking to their boyfriends. It was so boring I went outside for fresh air. But when I was outside in the garden I saw a boy who was wearing white shirt and black pant. He has blonde hair. He was looking at the moon, but I was looking at him. Furthermore, he was shining like a star. But I don't know how he saw me when I was looking at him with a smile on my face. My heart skips a beat. My face turned red like as strawberry. He came closer and closer. My heart was beating so fast when he was coming towards me. He said" hello" ,I was shocked that I couldn't reply to him. He again said" hello, what's up". I said" oh h-hello, f-fine what about you". He was continuously looking at me, It makes me so nervous. He replied with his cute smile "same, oh by the way happy new year". I said with kind smile" oh happy new year you too". We talk literally one hour. He was nice and polite. I don't know why but it's feels like we know each other. His name is Felix. He was an Asian. My cousin came said that we should go to room to sleep. Felix and I said good night to each other, and we will see each other again. I went to the room write in my dearest dairy everything that happens today and also about how I met Felix today. After writing everything I went to sleep.

Next day i woke up 6 am everyone is sleeping

I went outside for walk hoping that if I met Felix accidentally. I saw him sitting under the tree reading a book. Furthermore, Furthermore, I quietly go behind the tree to see what he was reading, but I accidentally step on the rock and fall on him. We Were so closed to each other. I got up from hIm. He was worried he said that did I get hurt anywhere. But there was a big problem my bad cousin saw me with him.....

________let's see what will happen next_______